In Nayeons Case, Her Placement Of The Sun In Virgo Highlights Self-awareness As The Method Of Progress

      In Nayeon’s case, her placement of the Sun in Virgo highlights self-awareness as the method of progress into wholeness. The Violet aura resonates within abilities of the Crown chakra, which rules Aries energy. In Nayeon’s chart: the Moon is placed in Leo, which reveals the nature of insight that is being absorbed.

      This energy leak takes away from the quality of her intuition, which is a vital source of her personal strength. She’s meant to grow into her emotional guidance and allow that to serve as reference within the relationships that matter to her most. However, her ability to identify what people want can feed into the compulsion to please others-- by maintaining a certain image. If she could develop her level of insight, she would realize harmony between the contents of her desires and the types of people she deeply connects with.

I designed this birth chart style to visualize the energy of the chakra system which corresponds to their ruling planet.

Dream report for September 4th, 2019:

      I lived in a four bedroom home with my Mom and my brothers. Everyone had a space for themselves but there was extra room and apparently my Mom invited my Father to visit us...

      When he showed up, he was acting very out of character, as if he had moved on from the past and wanted us to forget it too. But we felt he was being passive aggressive the whole time, as he was pretending to praise the nice home we have... The lighting in the room just warped around him the more we gave him attention.

      We ended up looking for a new home, away from P.A and back to Puerto Rico. My father was insisting on helping us find one. Except every house he brought us to see, was too small, or infested with bugs/rats. My brothers and I tried to enter each house, tried to make them fit our needs, but they got progressively worse.

      September is my personal month of The Moon. While my natal Moon sits in the house of Public life, its current transit fell over my 3rd house. The eighteenth Major arcana, represents Mars’ influence over the Third-Eye... The Moon naturally rules over this chakra, where our subconscious emotions and memories blend with our reality.

      Pluto teaches me the lessons of my 3rd house, as I learn to pair my internal reality along with my lived experiences. The sign of self-union reveals that I must personally explore social ideas and concepts that attach me to my beliefs, so that I might experience healthier duality in my self-enlightenment.

      As someone who has grown up estranged from my father, I had only so many memories to keep, and even less good ones. My parents would constantly fight in front of my brothers and I, inadvertently putting us in the middle of all their issues. It’s only because I’m able to reflect on the past as an adult, that I can safely process what those memories meant to me.

      Since I grew up in a broken household, and also as an immigrant, culturally estranged in a foreign land-- my values were also broken, estranged, foreign. I had to develop my own ideas about the world. And it did mean growing up quicker than I could process my childhood.

      While I didn’t have the agency of understanding how my traumas affected me, I was always conscientious of my own behaviors even as a kid. Being visibly queer, and constantly at the receiving end of unwanted attention-- my ability to transmute my self-conscious fixation, especially over my appearance, allowed me to reclaim a certain awareness. Really being able to channel that first house Mars, facing my ego. So it was my fears that informed how I could realize an identity that I was confident and secure with.

      As someone who lived on welfare, it was normal for my family to change address, practically bi-annually. The one thing that seemed consistent in my life, was actually school. Besides my parents being unavailable to raise me, at least my mother knew that I should stay in school. Except she didn’t catch on to the bullying and harassment I was experiencing. Long story short, I dropped out of high-school.

      This dream reflected to me how the cycle of insecurity rippled from my parents relationship, into my own relationship with my identity. I had been retracting myself from the conventional things that should represent my identity such as: money and class... So that I could find my real self beyond the weight of my unstable circumstances. That’s how my 5th house Neptune allowed me to actualize detachment from realities that I don’t value.

A sneak peek into my original birth chart overview!

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      As a life path 8, Lauryn Hill’s major life lessons are ruled by the planet of soul accountability and conscious gravity. Within her chart: Saturn is in the sign of self-reflection.

     With four placements in Gemini, Lauryn has one major stellium… there are six air sign placements, and also six fire sign placements, out of eighteen total. Which signals to passion of communication through her life purpose.

     Saturn naturally rules Capricorn, and predominantly directs the Root, while also influencing the Third-Eye. These chakra are very abundant, as portals to the unconscious. It’s the center of emotional security, along with the center of mental health. A pronounced Root introduces a strong sense of security, which allows to form a healthy sexual identity. While a pronounced Third-Eye would introduce a strong inner clarity, which could develop clairvoyant or claircognizant abilities.

     People with predominant masculine placements (Air+Fire) tend to struggle with objective perspectives. Your spiritual autonomy grows as you explore your personal beliefs. When we neglect to realize our own beliefs, we would confuse the context of our socialization and struggle to form a real identity.

     Within her Vedic chart, Lauryn’s Jyestha nakshatra symbolizes unfavorable misgivings in connection with household tradition. The Goddess Jyestha was born within a cosmic ocean as counterpart to her younger sister, Lakshmi. While her sister embodies beauty and fortune, Jyestha is to exemplify the exact opposite. She is said to dwell among sinners, as the symbol of sloth, she brings sorrow and causes poverty. I see that this reflects the pressure of traditionally feminine roles within family. It allows me to surmise the sensitivity of social expectations which can motivate a deviation from certain identities.

      Your life purpose is different than your soul purpose. While your life purpose is defined by the work that you do, your soul purpose is defined by the lessons you receive throughout life.

      The first six houses show a range of autonomous states of consciousness which perpetuate our awareness of life. From our identity, possessions, duality, we naturally learn these lessons in engagement with fellow humankind.

      For instance: the sixth house represents lifestyle. This encompasses both the mundane tasks we carry to completion, as well as the elaborate rituals we orchestrate. It only takes a common understanding of our self autonomy, to be aware of the time we spend on varying activities...

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An excerpt of ZOMBIELAND (2009) script

This just shows me everything about Flagstaff as our main character. You see how he consolidates the catastrophe of “zombieism” by humanizing their context. He know’s that was just his neighbor at some point, and its clear he would likely had never gotten close to her apart from this drastic situation.