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Astrology observations pt 16🌀

All these observations are based on my personal observations ❤️

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🔱 i personally feel that libras, Gemini, cancer, aquas, leos are the biggest people pleasers in the crowd when underdeveloped 😪😪😪. (Applicable to stelliums, mars and moon even sun sometimes)

🔱 alot of gemini's that i know, lie just to make themselves look deeper than usual. And if you end up catching their lie then they'll get all offended and start making up lies abt you if heavily underdeveloped.🤡🤣 (Bonus if it's mars and moon)

🔱 scorpios lie a lot. LMFAOOO esp mars and moon underdeveloped 🤣🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 I feel that it's majorly because they like to appear deepe than what they are.

🔱 worst signs to argue are honestly, scorpio not Aries. Like ik everyone gives Aries shit for being temperamental but I've personally seen that scorps don't know how the behave properly in an argument or confrontations. They're not only manipulative but also extremely disrespectful once they're caught they also loose their tempers easily and hold grudges and this is quite evident in sun, moon, mars and mercury underdeveloped. 🤠🤠🤠🙏🙏🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫

🔱 most paranoid sign I've personally seen is virgo and Gemini underdeveloped. Both being ruled by mercury tend to become extremely "in my head" rather than objective and seeking clarifications. 🤠🤠

Virgos develop a very critical and honestly , back biting demeanor and gemini's are also like that esp moon, sun, mars and mercury.

🔱 Having Aquarius in 4th house is like your fam asking where have you been😂😂🤠 like a detached approach towards fam is definitely present but they care. They care😌😌❤️🤍

[five] hierophant -- temperance

      Within our unconscious expression, Mercury’s influence is experienced through the Throat chakra-- of communication and social bonds.       Within our subconscious expression, Mercury’s influence is experienced through the Solar Plexus chakra-- of personal vitality and self-confidence.

Dream report for September 4th, 2019:

      I lived in a four bedroom home with my Mom and my brothers. Everyone had a space for themselves but there was extra room and apparently my Mom invited my Father to visit us...

      When he showed up, he was acting very out of character, as if he had moved on from the past and wanted us to forget it too. But we felt he was being passive aggressive the whole time, as he was pretending to praise the nice home we have... The lighting in the room just warped around him the more we gave him attention.

      We ended up looking for a new home, away from P.A and back to Puerto Rico. My father was insisting on helping us find one. Except every house he brought us to see, was too small, or infested with bugs/rats. My brothers and I tried to enter each house, tried to make them fit our needs, but they got progressively worse.

      September is my personal month of The Moon. While my natal Moon sits in the house of Public life, its current transit fell over my 3rd house. The eighteenth Major arcana, represents Mars’ influence over the Third-Eye... The Moon naturally rules over this chakra, where our subconscious emotions and memories blend with our reality.

      Pluto teaches me the lessons of my 3rd house, as I learn to pair my internal reality along with my lived experiences. The sign of self-union reveals that I must personally explore social ideas and concepts that attach me to my beliefs, so that I might experience healthier duality in my self-enlightenment.

      As someone who has grown up estranged from my father, I had only so many memories to keep, and even less good ones. My parents would constantly fight in front of my brothers and I, inadvertently putting us in the middle of all their issues. It’s only because I’m able to reflect on the past as an adult, that I can safely process what those memories meant to me.

      Since I grew up in a broken household, and also as an immigrant, culturally estranged in a foreign land-- my values were also broken, estranged, foreign. I had to develop my own ideas about the world. And it did mean growing up quicker than I could process my childhood.

      While I didn’t have the agency of understanding how my traumas affected me, I was always conscientious of my own behaviors even as a kid. Being visibly queer, and constantly at the receiving end of unwanted attention-- my ability to transmute my self-conscious fixation, especially over my appearance, allowed me to reclaim a certain awareness. Really being able to channel that first house Mars, facing my ego. So it was my fears that informed how I could realize an identity that I was confident and secure with.

      As someone who lived on welfare, it was normal for my family to change address, practically bi-annually. The one thing that seemed consistent in my life, was actually school. Besides my parents being unavailable to raise me, at least my mother knew that I should stay in school. Except she didn’t catch on to the bullying and harassment I was experiencing. Long story short, I dropped out of high-school.

      This dream reflected to me how the cycle of insecurity rippled from my parents relationship, into my own relationship with my identity. I had been retracting myself from the conventional things that should represent my identity such as: money and class... So that I could find my real self beyond the weight of my unstable circumstances. That’s how my 5th house Neptune allowed me to actualize detachment from realities that I don’t value.

Pages from the calendar I made for my younger sibling. Designed around personal numerology cycles!

"I circle the sun in spin-orbit resonance lonely messenger" - mercury

happy virgo season <3