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zukishaylupo

1 year ago

Loved this post. The 4th part really describes it well. Happy Disability Pride Month, even though it's the end.

It's easier for me to feel pride with being Autistic and ADHD but harder when it comes to my chronic pain [that I know I have and need to talk to my doctor about] bc the chronic pain makes it even more difficult if not impossible/almost impossible to do certain things that I want to.

It's ok to have a hard time with your disabilities and feel pride. It's ok if you can't yet feel pride when it comes to your disabilities. Hope you all have good days!

titled: July is disability pride month. a picture of the disabled flag labelled "better than the old one" and a doodle of my sona labelled "me: disabled"

text reads; I struggle though, to find pride in myself, in my disability.
I am disabled because I'm ill, I was probably born ill.
I spent my teenage years begging to be heard. slowly getting more and more sick as everyone around me achieved more and more
Everyone talking about future plans, where they want to be in 10 years. while I was just hoping I would still be able to walk in 10 years.

it's hard to feel proud of something that has caused me to grieve time and time again since I was only a kid.

Every dream I had abandoned or put on hold as I could do less an less

am I meant to feel joy at everything I've lost?
Am I meant to feel proud of suffering?

Everything I achieve, I achieve despite my deteriorating health.
But I don't say that to be inspiring.
(in large red text) I say that in pain.
(in the normal dark text) Because I wish I could do more, everything I do has to be a fight against my body, a fight against the endless exhaustion.

Struggling everyday has not made me strong,
it's made me tired

Chronic illness and disability can be complicated, and for some will always be a source of pain, often times quite literally.

With many unwilling to help or understand, watching people live and leave you behind

It's isolating

Especially so if your disability is like mine, if it stems from chronic illness, if it's dynamic

It's scary navigating each new flare up and hoping it's not permanent, it's difficult to makes plans when your health fluctuates so much day to day.

I can go from seeming healthy and able bodied one day, with only moderate pain or tiredness.
To being unable to sleep properly, to being in too much pain to eat properly, to being too tired to speak properly - the remnants of my stutter apperent.

As the good days grow few I just have to hope I can do what I love for as long as possible.

But I think it's okay, if you're similar to me and you can't find pride in your disability.
we may never find pride in it, we are still worthy of love, of being listened to.
Even if our circumstances leave us bitter or angry.
and I hope for all of us,
that will still find pride and joy, even if not in our health

I hope we find it elsewhere

Happy disability pride month, to everyone like me,
struggling

Happy July, happy disability pride month

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disabled disability chronic pain chronic fatigue invisible disability disability pride disability pride month undiagnosed chronic illness undiagnosed disability chronic illness autistic adhd idk what else to tag undiagnosed chronic pain idk how to tag this just disabled things disabled alterhuman disabled nonhuman very few alterhuman and nonhuman tags for once lol

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zukishaylupo

1 year ago

open question: does anyone else never respond to kin calls they send out bc of the sudden social anxiety that shows up once someone actually responds??? bc i feel like an asshole whenever i do that. i just wanted some reassurance i guess.

like, what if they get disappointed bc im not how they remember me? what if they think im faking?? what if they think im annoying?? what if they act like we have the same relationship we did in their canon?

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fictionkin ockin mha kin idk what else to tag idk how to tag this tags are hard enby adhd autistic alterhuman nonhuman

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zukishaylupo

1 year ago

:3c

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enby transmasc transgender trans safe space nonbinary tags are hard idk how to tag this idk what else to tag alterhuman nonhuman adhd autistic fictionkin always tagging those tags lol neurodivergent lgbtq transfem I was hesitation to tag that bc I am not that but it fits! any trans person is safe here trans rights i am not human idk what im doing transspecies

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zukishaylupo

1 year ago

Heyo!! Good to see another MHA non-canon being around.

Im not great at starting conversations, so I'll share a memory of mine- there was a couch in the League hideout. It sucked, cheap and stained and falling apart, but I spent some of the best moments of my life there. Just sitting with my pack, the people i love. Watching shitty TV while braiding Himiko's hair, Tomura preening my wings and Dabi half asleep against us. Good times.

-Tokoyami Eztli

Hello!!!!! It really is good to see another MHA non-canon being around!!!! I'm also not great at starting conversations, lol.

That's so cool!!! Also, I love that you also refer to the people you love as your pack!!! And it's really great having good memories!!!!

Thanks for sharing!!!

- Zuki Shay Lupo :3c

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alterhuman nonhuman fictionkin mha kin oc kin noncanon kin adhd autistic enby idk what else to tag idk how to tag this tags are hard THIS IS SO COOL thanks for sharing bnha kin

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zukishaylupo

1 year ago

It sucks being OCkin sometimes. Like, I wanna find my friends and family, but I feel like I won't be able to.

I even just want other MHA kins to interact at all, whether we have the same canon or not, as long as whoever does interact wouldn't mind me ranting about my canon, or at least what I can remember about it, lol.

If you're a My Hero Academia kin pls interact, I am also willing to listen to people rant about their canon!

- Zuki Shay Lupo! :3c

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mha kin bnha fictionkin mha fictionkin alterhumanity nonhuman alterhuman nonhumanity fictionkin enby ockin caninekin bnha kin felinekin idk what else to tag pls interact canon call kin call canon divergence idk how to tag this

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