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Things that FUCKING SUCK about being fat:
I can't wrap a regular sized towel completely around myself.
The chafing between my thighs hurts sooo bad.
I can't keep up with my boyfriend when we go out for walks and especially when we go hiking. It's so embarrassing, he literally has to keep stopping and waiting for me to finally catch up.
It's hard finding clothes at the store that actually fit. And I can guarantee, it won't be anything nice either, sweatpants and maybe hoodies..
18" necklaces are chokers on me.
I have to get wide shoes.
Not fitting in socks made out of certain materials, some of them cut into my ankles...
Struggling to fit in high-top sneakers. Forget about calf height boots.
Feeling disgusting for eating in front of people. I know people see me and think "That's why you're fat." "I'm so glad I don't look like that."
Small bathroom stalls can be a nightmare.
I love swimming, but not in front of people.
Feeling insecure and disgusting all the time.
Etc.
I'm soooo tired of being this size, it's time for a change.
i’m actually so happy i have ortho bc my skin is glowing, i’m getting sknnier and happier, all bc of my dis0rd0r😋
only thing motivating 4n4 rn is imagining him seeing me at homecoming even tho he doesn’t even go to my school😭😭😭😭
last year his friends brought him as a guest tho soooo
i’ve been r3stricting so well lately but i still look so f4t
someone please give me motivation to lock tf in bc hoco is in 2 weeks and i’m still e4t1ng when i don’t have to ugh
i’ve been so cold lately yay it’s working!!!
just ate a lot of food and i feel like i could be apart of ‘my 500-pound life’ kill me now