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Guess who got their grubby hands on some more Cherry Coke Zero? I honestly treat diet sodas like anti-depressants.
Genuinely kind of tweaking because I'm taking a nutrition course this semester. I have no excuse not to lock in on this disorder.
movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me
I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...
shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself
Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me
saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did
about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy
anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny
got asked, "did you lose some weight?"
this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days
yes, but also...those are the lyrics to a Pharrell song for a Despicable Me movie
who will you be tonight?
thats the question.
doctor’s appointments are horrific enough to be appetite suppressants
Y'all be honest...why have my posts been flopping (my dash has also been slowish)? Help! What do I do?
Why was 14 year old me so much better at this eating disorder?
somebody institutionalize me (but don't actually, please)!
Why is my mom trying to sabotage me?!?! I can't even get away from it even when I'm at college...I was doing so great too and she had to drop by and give me a bunch of food!
It's like she wants me to stay fat so she can keep criticizing me.
failed an exam for the first time today so now not only am I fat… I’m fat AND stupid
only losing more from here 🙂↕️ running after every workout has changed the game omlll but also got a heater in my room so life changing right there 🙏🏻 and why tf do ppl try n get u to recover like NO MF I WANNA BE SKIN N BONES I DON'T WANNA LOOK HOW I USED TO LOOK. i swear mfs js wanna see u fat
0 cal blue razz energy drink for dinner is superior. also restricted my cals even more today n yesterday cs i ate a salad at a salad place yesterday n an acai bowl today in the morning. i'm terrified they're lying ab the cals 😭 doing good tho cs at least everyone is starting to worry now which means it's paying off. also felt like i was ab to have a heart attack running on the treadmill nbs 💀 vision got so bad n my heart felt weird along w my breathing lmao
ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh
hiii my previous account got t-worded and i lost all my moots:(
my user was justprincessstuff and you might have seen some of my post like "i'd rather be skinny and depressed rather than fat and depressed" wether you used to know me or not, please do follow to be moots cus i miss you guys😭