Audacity - Tumblr Posts
One of the best ways to start to feel connected to your ancestors is by doing family history. There are family history centers all over the world staffed with people who would love nothing more than to help you find your ancestors. If you want to do online research, I would recommend Familysearch.org. You can sign up for a free account which not only gives you access to all their records (which is A LOT) but! they'll give you access to their partner websites as well (things like Ancestry.com and MyHeritage.com).
'White Americans don't have any culture, they're just [normal/boring/generic/empty]. 'Culture' is when you're quaint and exotic and have interesting ethnic foods and holidays." is such a grating bit of nonsense to have somehow become progressive commonsense in a lot of places.
This text would have been Sept 2017, which is right before he cut me off long enough for me to wake up.
Emotional update: this doesn't hurt anymore. And the memories of this happening become blurrier as I get further away from it.
I does, however, invoke anger. It shows his audacity and cruelty, which undoubtedly some other poor soul is suffering the brunt of now.
It makes me sick that people like him exist in this world.
He’s going back on some parts of our separation agreement, so I have been looking for texts in case I need to submit evidence. It’s not relevant to our agreement, but I found this.
Context: I told him that I was going to be participating in my local Take Back the Night event. I was raped when I was 19, so it is close to my heart.
He sent me this message after kicking me out of the house again after I visited him. It happened a lot. My memories can be foggy at times so I am not completely certain why I was vacated this time. However an educated guess is it was one of the times I protested him telling other people about my assault. He used it to garner sympathy from the girls he wanted to sleep with - I was a monster and this was one of the reasons. He wanted so much to help me, but I was a lost cause.
With the event so close, the feelings were raw. I may have gotten a bit sassy. I told him it wasn’t his story to tell. So he’d shove me violently toward the door and tell me to “Leave!!” Then proceed to spam me with hate for the following hour.
I haven’t had one of these nights for a while now. But reading this again punched me in the gut. The worst part is, later on in the conversation I excuse him because I knew he “only denied [or doubted that I was raped] when [he] was really hurt.”
This one hurt really bad then; I remember driving home and being worried I’d crash my car because I couldn’t see through my tears. Or my misery. I’m ashamed that it still hurts now.
from now on, i’ll fight anyone who says sunwoo isn’t that flirty i know someone more blah blah blah blah NAH quiet down, this man makes me worry about his future. like i should be worried about mine but he makes me want to pull my hair but i hope he enjoys what he does. (no pls) stream the boyz
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3j - special performance
Quote about becoming yourself rather than who others want you to remain.
Imagine uploading all of your Artfight content during the month of July instead of systematically waiting until August to the allure of much spectacle (i simply forgor).
This is EvaDragon's OC Queen Eva, who's a shapeshifter, so I shifted her into a more Silkwing-esque form. I debated making her form closer to how Silkwings are in the books, but since in the end, I just snagged their butterfly wings and antennae. I read through her Toyhouse bio to gather more information on this piece, and it turns out she likes the cold, so that's why I put her in the arctic tundra. TBH, I kinda hate the texture I used on the snow and how it doesn't really add depth to the ground, but in exchange I got those super cool clouds in the back.
And here's a video of the time-lapse. I'll slowly be getting the rest of my ArtFight stuff on here (there's only 2-ish more guys) and then... idk Saturn-drop?
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and for the OS fans who found this due to tags... here's a thing I made that may or may not be a part of a larger project:
(the album art obviously isn't mine, it's just a funny picture I saw online and have had saved to my computer for half a year now)
Hey everyone! Here’s a mashup I made of an unreleased PinkPantheress snippet and the Nicki Minaj rap from Truffle Butter!