Constant Vigilance - Tumblr Posts

enoughdonegone

6 years ago

I kiss with my eyes open.

Symptomatic of the Person I Love and the Person Who Hurts Me being one and the same.

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skills of the battered constant vigilance PTSD cptsd eyes open spousal abuse domestic violence abuse physical abuse for over a decade enough im done ✔ Im gone symptoms survivor recovery trauma

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enoughdonegone

6 years ago

Amazing

Tw - sexual assault

I had a fling with a boy who lived two doors over when i was in highschool. We met up for sex once and a while. I usually snuck in his bedroom window.

Once when we were 16, he tried to fist me despite me being adament and vocal that this was not something I wanted or was enjoying. He failed and I squirmed away.

He just moved back in with his parents too. Meaning we, once again, live two doors away from one another.

Amazing.

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sexual assault fisting 16 teenager way back origins origin story awkward uncomfortable is there no reprieve? constant vigilance PTSD cptsd trauma traumatized pain he hurt me but he kept trying anyway

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