Crazy Meditation - Tumblr Posts
I eat soul food just to meditate I swear. My life is lived just to have the best meditations. I take and give energy just to later meditate. I make energy move just to have the most fulfilling meditation after.
Always smt greater than love, like I can only feel that in soul form, I never thought that was possible, but if that’s what death is like, then I can’t wait to die. When I’m in a deep meditation, in the deepest moment, I just think “if this is death, then I’ll k1ll myself right after I finish meditating” and I repeat that with excitement in my head over and over again, but when I finish and my heart starts to beat differently, I forget part of that feeling, like it’s in a hidden part of my memory that I can only access if I’m in the specific state of mind I was in while meditating, It makes me less afraid of death but since I forget part of the feeling, I get a little afraid again :/
(also, the beautiful visual art is by arozear on instagram and it’s exactly how I feel!)