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The call of his name snaps Shoto out of whatever daze he seemed to have been in. He didn’t recognize the man in front of him, but given his outfit and questions, Shoto could only assume he was a hero. Glancing behind the man, Shoto realized he didn’t really recognize his surroundings either, he must have zoned out of his way back from the store. But he had to answer so he didn’t concern the hero any more than he may have already.
“Yes, that’s correct. I was just getting some supplies, I hadn’t realized it’s gotten so late.” Shoto told the hero, raising the bag that had been hanging low in his limp grip. This wasn’t good, he hadn’t lost focus like that in a while. What if some villain had attacked? He wasn’t even sure what he had been thinking about.
“I’ll return now, thanks for the reminder.” Looking around again, Shoto frowned, just a small twitch of his mouth. He didn’t really want to ask this, but he couldn’t just wander around looking for the train stop given how late it already was. “Actually, do you know where the nearest train stop is?”
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Staring at the youngest Todoroki, Daiki finds himself wondering how he got into this situation.
Had the young man gotten lost? While Tokyo wasn’t too far away from UA, he didn’t understand why one of the students would be out at this time of the day. It was nearly sundown and he was sure the school at a curfew, so if he didn’t get back to the school soon, he’d most likely get in trouble.
Frowning to himself, the hero sighs deep, adjusting the groceries in his arm and approaching him.
“Todoroki Shoto, right,” He chirps, smiling down to the student, “What are you doing out at this time of the day? Do your teachers know you’re out this late?”
any advice for being therian with dissociation/depersonalization?
so i realized very recently that i'm otherkin and therian through an IRL friend, and it's my understanding that many therians have "phantom limbs". i think it's really cool and i really want to identify more with it and my animal identity but i'm really worried it'll make my dissociation worse. i have PTSD and i already struggle with perceiving my body as non-human (in a bad way), and i also happen to have non-wing related psychosomatic pain ^^'
i know it's different for everyone, but personally i do want to identify at least partially as human someday for my health. i'm just hoping to get some advice on how to go about therianthropy in a healthy way, so my DMs are open! this community seems really awesome and accepting and i really hope to participate :3
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When you're dissociating and someone asks you if you're okay
MASSIVE CW: VENT, HEAVY DISSOCIATION, MENTIONS OF THE YANDEREDEV AND PUMPKINTHEGENTLEMAN SITUATIONS, PANIC ATTACKS, ANXIETY THEMES, DISTORTED SENSE OF SELF
To YandereDev: this is not intended to be disrespectful towards you or pumpkin in any way, and I apologize if it comes off that way. This was made to simply express my own feelings and thoughts (as a vent usually does). If you want me to make it private, please let me know. Thank you.
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So, i found this screenshot from one of YandereDev's older videos.
What do I decide to do with this new information?
Well, this.
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To explain what the meaning of this vent is.
Outside of the physical reactions that occur, whenever I have a panic attack, my main instinct is to usually dissociate--The freeze response-- And when I dissociate to a certain degree, many negative thoughts can emerge, which can distress me even further, therefore worsening the panic attack.
The amount of online drama an posts about it I've seen lately-- and in particular the YandereDev and PumpkinTheGentleman situations-- have been causing me to have endless panic attacks, and this has been causing me to have a distorted sense of self, making me question if I can even be saved and even questioning my humanity.
The reason why I chose Yanderedev for this vent is that I have discovered that he has had similar feelings as I have when he was my age, only for a different reason, and I find it comforting that someone out there knows how I feel, and that my feelings are valid and real.
He's the only one that makes me feel human.
And that's why I love him so much.
Here is the original incase anyone is curious
EDIT: WHOOPS! wrong tag lmao