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Normally, I feel iffy about AI voices due to the consent issues surrounding them...but I think I can make an exception for this video. GroomerDev deserves to be clowned on at any given opportunity.

Next in the line of student council members.

Honestly, what’s going on with Yandere Simulator gives me mixed feelings.

On one part, I’m really happy that the game has much more depth, different character personalities and designs, the 1980s mode and such.

But on the other hand-

Yandere Officials, such as VA’s and Artists, are starting to leave the fandom and the game overal because of Yandere Dev and his accusations(true btw) which is great except he’s been doing it for over 4 years..

Plus, the game isn’t even finished. I can understand working on a project for so long that it takes time, but usually he just doesn’t care about the game. We have the 1980s mode, sure, but the present era of the game is nowhere near completed. We only have one week, which is Osana, and Amai’s week isn’t even finished.

I just think Yandere Sinulator could have been better, and don’t get me wrong it is, but some aspects of the game aren’t good and the creator? Definitely not! So I want artists or writers or fans, anything(!), to make Yandere Simulator however you see fit. Personalize the rivals weeks, add random lore, make random shit that Yandere Dev and his supporters hate!

Just enjoy the game for what it could have been honestly

yandev after waiting specifically till jan 1 2024 to upload his apology video so he can say he grommed a minor "last year" to make it seem like the allegations are in the past

As someone who engages with the yandere fandom quite frequently, I feel like I should share this around to spread awareness

//Grooming, CP

I'm sure most of us don't support him but it still should be spread around regardless

"Errm you don't understand I need to check all my emails and it takes a long time"

"I will give an update once every few months and even give silly little teasers on the website once in a while!"

I have just had a TERRIBLE realization…

Twin where have you been 🤞🤞🤞🤞

MASSIVE CW: VENT, HEAVY DISSOCIATION, MENTIONS OF THE YANDEREDEV AND PUMPKINTHEGENTLEMAN SITUATIONS, PANIC ATTACKS, ANXIETY THEMES, DISTORTED SENSE OF SELF

To YandereDev: this is not intended to be disrespectful towards you or pumpkin in any way, and I apologize if it comes off that way. This was made to simply express my own feelings and thoughts (as a vent usually does). If you want me to make it private, please let me know. Thank you.

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So, i found this screenshot from one of YandereDev's older videos.

What do I decide to do with this new information?

Well, this.

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To explain what the meaning of this vent is.

Outside of the physical reactions that occur, whenever I have a panic attack, my main instinct is to usually dissociate--The freeze response-- And when I dissociate to a certain degree, many negative thoughts can emerge, which can distress me even further, therefore worsening the panic attack.

The amount of online drama an posts about it I've seen lately-- and in particular the YandereDev and PumpkinTheGentleman situations-- have been causing me to have endless panic attacks, and this has been causing me to have a distorted sense of self, making me question if I can even be saved and even questioning my humanity.

The reason why I chose Yanderedev for this vent is that I have discovered that he has had similar feelings as I have when he was my age, only for a different reason, and I find it comforting that someone out there knows how I feel, and that my feelings are valid and real.

He's the only one that makes me feel human.

And that's why I love him so much.

Here is the original incase anyone is curious

EDIT: WHOOPS! wrong tag lmao

TW: VENT, SUICIDE, THE YANDEREDEV SITUATION, INTERNALIZED ABLEISM, GROOMING

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I should probably just kill myself atp.

Anytime I actually get interested in something, I always fuck it up and I ruin it for everyone.

Just today, I talked about how the situation regarding yandereDev has been giving me panic attacks because of how frustrating it is to keep seeing how he's a groomer and stuff (even if I don't want to hear about it at all), and I had completely forgotten that on the server I said this in, it's against the rules to mention it, and then I got banned and yandereDev blocked me.

So yeah, that killed my yandere simulator hyperfixation.

Why the fuck am I even like this?? Why can't I just be fucking normal for once in my god damn life, why do I have to ruin every fucking opportunity to make friends by doing something stupid, JUST WHY??

Atp, I'm considering suicide as a last option, I can't take it anymore. My medications don't do Jack shit except make me feel worse, I only see my therapist once a week, and anytime I think I'm getting better, something comes over to fucking ruin it, and i-- I FUCKING HATE IT!

I just thought that maybe, just MAYBE, if I try to help yandereDev, if I tried to find a solution to his issues and possibly save him, then maybe, I'll finally be worth something to someone.

And maybe I'll finally be loved and treated right...

But I guess that doesn't matter, cause now he's gone, and there's nothing I can do to win his trust now.

I fucking hate being mentally retarded....

Looking for a partner

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Please read all the way for my boundaries, criteria, and who I have picked as candidates. Thank you.

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So, we all know at how there's been a ton of grooming allegations being thrown against people right?

And we all know how when you point out any flaws in the accusations people will send an entire hate mob against you right?

Honestly, fuck it and fuck you society.

atp, I'm already mentally fucked anyway, so let's find me a partner! I'm sick of being an incel anyway.

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Here is some of my criteria:

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must be around 18 to 39 years old (NO OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN THAT)

Can be any gender (though i'd prefer anyone that's AMAB since I don't know if AFAB to AFAB sex is gonna work out for me)

Must be able to give me as much attention as they can (with the exception of work, school, or any important things that will deter me from being able to speak with you)

Must have knowledge about BPD and how it works (because I don't want to deal with someone getting mad at me over showing a BPD trait. If you don't already know much I recommend researching it before coming to me.)

Is comfortable with sex or sexual topics (bonus points if you talk about sexual topics a lot)

Must have similar interests (I like five nights at freddy's and minecraft :> Tony crynight is my special interest)

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Here are some of the candidates I chose based off this criteria (though someone else can always ask me out if they meet this criteria too :>):

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Tony Crynight (30) (to make up for all the time he's been ignoring me)

YandereDev (36)

Synnibear03 (21) (she seems nice :3)

PumpkinTheGentleman (19) (I love his art and he's funny)

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If you're one of the lucky people who are on this list or meet the criteria above that list, please DM me!

Discord: Nozomi Kaizoku #0644 (though you can DM me from any of my other socials as well)

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My boundaries:

[Note: when I split from someone, my views on a person turn negative when they were originally positive, and I have a tendency to block the person in question and refuse to unblock them until after I have gone out of a split. Either I love someone or hate them.]

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Please use he/they/it pronouns for me (most basic boundary)

If I'm discussing something opinion based (like online drama), don't switch up on me mid-discussion, it will cause me to split from you. It will come off as invalidation, which is extremely triggering to me.

If you need to criticize my behavior, please be gentle about it. I struggle with handling criticism due to trauma (though I am working on it in therapy), and it can be triggering for me sometimes.

PLEASE let me know of any boundaries you want me to follow IN ADVANCE, and if I break a boundary on accident, correct me. I had an issue with this regarding an ex-friend in the past and it (alongside the witch up) resulted in me going into a crisis (and losing that friend of course).

Please use tone tags when discussing anything with me. I won't immediately know your tone, and I will think you're mad at me if I perceive it that way, which can be distressing for me.

Please don't actively ignore me or refuse to acknowledge my existence until I go into a crisis or if I start to display harmful behaviors. This will cause me to believe that you don't care about how I actually feel and will cause me to split.

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That's about it! hope you're interested!