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CW: VENT ART (CW: NOT REALISTIC EYES)
I’m Not Doing Welll.
Ok SO. Goood News. Had Some Talks And Lettting Some Feeelings Out, I’m Actuallly Prettty Healed From The Damage This Has Caused Me For A Goood Almost Two Months Now. It’s Very Promising!
CW: VENT ART (CW: NOT REALISTIC EYES)
I’m Not Doing Welll.
Cw: Body Shaming, But With Some Self Shipping Sprinkled In
I Desperately Want Jonathan To Hold Me While I Wear This Fucking Strawberry Dress That I Have Convinced Myself I Look Fat In, And Tell Me I Look So Beautiful And That He Wants To Show Me Off To Everybody And He Will Put Anybody In Their Place, Including Myself, If I Or Somebody Talks Bad About Me/Myself
Vent Poetry
Shit Is Fuck For Me Right Now So I Impulsively Made This To Cope. Sorrry If It’s Cringy And Stupid
I am on a voyage
Far into the sea
Away from everything that could harm me
My own body feels as if it’s rumbling
Bubbling
Craving a way to escape
I am on a journey
Across the ocean
On a boat with just me
No crew
No first mate
Me
The soft rocking of the sea
Suddenly the fears of what lies beneath
Is so little
I am on a journey
Past the island that holds the one eyed beasts
Past the island of the dreaded witch
Past the entrance to the land of the afterlife
Past the sirens
Past the cave of the multi-headed beast
And the whirlpools
Past the island of the sun
Past the island
That gives me a disgustingly familiar taste
In my throat
Far
Far
I am no King
I am not even the King of my own life
Ithaca can only squeal
As I close my eyes
I will just continue on the water
Deeper
Deeper
Until all I hear nothing
But the sound of the sea god
Crooning my name
Into an endless
Loving sleep
I am on a journey
An Odyssey
Far
Far
Away
From here