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So many feelings passing through this framework made of flesh and bones. I lack the canvas of words to paint them. Maybe some feelings needn't be expressed, maybe some are just supposed to be felt and kept close. Either way, to feel is to be alive and I'm grateful to be alive enough to feel.
We smile for the camera,
Inside we all are dying.
Turn off the camera
And you'll see us crying.
We're all pretenders
We're all terrified
To show our true selves
We so strenuously hide.
I just don't know what to feel anymore. I'm like a black and white photograph. I've got no feelings, no emotions flowing, no colors reflecting my eyes. I'm just present. Like cold grey walls. Just there. Quiet and absent.
You asked me when was the last time I cried
I don't really remember, I lied
Too afraid to tell you it was last night
Was in war with my own mind and I lost the fight
And tears rolled down for a while
I grabbed my pillow and hugged it tight
Here I was, a tragedy made out of life
Crying alone in a room filled with darkness.
I came to such a point that I am becoming
More of a mean person, and it's apparently quite shocking for some people bc they always had referred to me as "the nice person". I don't feel like I'm "mean" though, but just more honest with people whom I dislike habits, or behavior... So it's a little disturbing bc I am also becoming more impulsive and I don't know how to deal with that, I've always been more of the introverted side... Idk... Well see, but I feel like I've already changed a lot since a few years, and I'll change even more... Idk if it's rather a good thing or a bad thing...
Life is better on jockstraps
Happy Pride Month from your Friendly Bisexual Artist 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🥰🥰🥰
To all my bisexual identified followers, this post is dedicated to you all. You are so beautiful and worthy of all great things in life. Live your life and no one else’s. We are here to do amazing things. Where are you are may not be easy, but I promise you that life will become better. I love you and I am here for you.