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Mental: Part 1
-MENTAL: PART 1- In the dim light of a trembling heart, where whispers cling like shadows, haunting me louder than laughter, I tread the twisted corridors of my mind— a fractured mosaic of misfits, stitched together by the restless threads of insomnia and doubt. Each heartbeat echoes, a relentless reminder of unvoiced truths sprawled across the silence, like confetti scattered in the wind, only to be drowned by the biting critiques, their barbs cutting deeper than wounds, inflicted by cruelty’s hand.
In crowded spaces, voices twist into mumbles, a cruel symphony, suffocated beneath the tide of my own isolation. Oh, how I crave clarity in a world shrouded in fog and uncertainty; my body, a fragile fortress, betrays me, sensitive to the world’s offerings, a parade of foods I must forgo, colors that elude my grasp, while the weight of iron deficiency sinks into my skin, fragile as the rain-soaked paper.
Celiac stalks through my veins, an uninvited ghost dragging a tapestry of sorrow, my dreams served cold and untouched. Each meal is a battleground, forged from the web of allergens, a gamble with my very essence. Tormenting faces follow me— soured laughter, mocking glances, their jeers weaving through my psyche like a haunting melody of defeat, reminders of their power over my skin, of battles raged unseen.
The screen glows with their venom, a litany of malice, tainting trust, ghosts of relationships mutated by cruelty, their whispers trap me in a hall of mirrors, each reflection heavy with despair, each click a knife that pierces my heart.
I write to shatter the silence, to weave the threads of my fragmented self into a vivid tapestry— an anthem of survival, a battle cry against the noise. This is not merely my story; it is a flicker of countless unspoken battles, an ode to the strength buried deep within, a reminder that amidst the chaos, we are the architects of our quiet rebellion, stitching together a symphony of resilience, crafting beauty from the noise of existence. -A.K
Compiling all my poetry, working on a book.
This could be my second book, hopefully within a few years, it'll be completed as a first draft.
Stages of getting new glasses after not wearing any for a few weeks
1. Oh my god I can seeee
2. Headache (It's like an old laptop trynna run the sims on too high graphics, man D:)
3. Woah! Individual blades of grass, leafs, even clouds :O
4. The horrors
5. Yay I can play my music, watch TV, and not have to be an inch away from the shelves in stores!!
the only jab at my glasses i'll be taking from now on is if someone tells me "pretty eyes, shame they don't work properly" the ONLY ONE
why is it crunchy when i blink??? and the eyelid of my crunchy eye feels thinner than the eyelid of my non crunchy eye???
That moment of joy when you finally get glasses with updated prescription after living with blurred vision for so long that you stare in disbelief and pure amazement at how the world looks so HD and crystal clear normally.
babes you seen a contact lens? yeah i need it my third eye is a little nearsighted
See clearly
This a spell for the glasses/contact wearers out there. I take my glasses off and set them on my altar every night to recharge. I used this spell and renew it at every Dark Moon to see clearly every day.
That means, to see the truth, see the way, see the outcome, see the challenge. To see that which you may normally not see.
The first time they are charged, pick a clear night under the Dark Moon.To renew, it doesn’t need to be a clear night as the energy is already there and is just being charged.
Murky intentions, foggy life, I only see what hits the light. When I wear these let me see, That which would be hidden from me.
The spell will last though the month with nightly charging. It is active for about 20 hours, but the strength fades after 16.
Warning: be aware that you may see things that you do not wish to. If you find this spell too intense, perform it at the waning quarter and only charge your glasses/contacts once a week.
bruh the clarity of new glasses. I don't have new glasses I'm just thinkin about it
Some more pictures from before I fell off the face of the earth. I’ve had trouble with my eyes for a year or so now, and at one point I tried to draw what it felt like in the hopes of finding out what was wrong. Turns out I was just going short-sighted, and had noticed about 18 months before I needed a prescription (the prescription is still only half a dioptre), it’s nice to finally know what was happening. My small sketchbook was apparently the only paper I had to hand at some point, since I seem to have written notes on it.
take two bc i cant post a poll without typos to save my fuckin life 💀
reblog not for a “bigger sample size” but because polls like this are a fun way to help people reinforce their own self-concept and passing it along so that other people can also have the opportunity to strengthen their sense of self by pressing a button is a cool and nice thing to do