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The red tower.

The red tower..

Hello! So, I got something I need to talk about, and this is targeted to anyone with D.I.D.

I've been questioning if I have had D.I.D for a few years, and I have a whole paragraph I've written down already with some things I've personally experienced.

So, i think i have D.I.D? I don't know. Sometimes my body doesn't even feel like mine or my thoughts dont feel like mine. Ive been gaslighting myself saying "oh its just my autism" or "oh its just because im having a kinshift" but i don't even know anymore. I don't know if i have what some people say "multiple people in my head" because everything just sounds like multiple people, because im told I have a very active imagination.

All i here is voices atp and i talk to myself in my head 24/7, but i actually have no idea if its just me, or what some people will call multiple people inside my head. It doesn't exactly help the fact i often have greyouts and sometimes blackouts and just dont remember shit. And the co conscious thing isn't exactly helping either because it feels like thats happening multiple times a day. I genuinely Don't know whats happening.

But the thing is im also doubting being a system or anything because i personally don't think my trauma is that bad (minus 7th grade, but that was something else) I mean, yeah my mama left me when i was like 5 and neglected me b4 then and randomly wants back in my life now, but thats like the worse thing. (Minus 7th grade again.)

So i just genuinely dont know. And my confusion is fucking scaring me. And, I'm sorry if I did get some things wrong about D.I.D, im still researching about it, and I'm trying my best to learn still. I've gotten a lot of info from my system friends, but I do understand that not everyone is like that. So again, I apologize if I did something wrong.

Also, for those who are new to my page, I'm also a fictionkin otherkin, and a therian, so I also don't really know if this is me just randomly having kinshifts or what. But I just genuinely need y'alls help. Please, anything will work.

My ass gets bitchy & sarcastic then don't understand why I did that after.

ALTERHUMANS I AM SUMMONING YOU

let's start a chain

everyone reblog with your alterhuman toxic trait

mine is that I forget that I'm not actually the size of a cat, which usually ends up with me stuck in a box

Update: I've talked to my psychologist at school about this, and he is currently helping me get some professional help. It is a chance that I do infact have at least osdd-1 but we don't know that yet.

Hello! So, I got something I need to talk about, and this is targeted to anyone with D.I.D.

I've been questioning if I have had D.I.D for a few years, and I have a whole paragraph I've written down already with some things I've personally experienced.

So, i think i have D.I.D? I don't know. Sometimes my body doesn't even feel like mine or my thoughts dont feel like mine. Ive been gaslighting myself saying "oh its just my autism" or "oh its just because im having a kinshift" but i don't even know anymore. I don't know if i have what some people say "multiple people in my head" because everything just sounds like multiple people, because im told I have a very active imagination.

All i here is voices atp and i talk to myself in my head 24/7, but i actually have no idea if its just me, or what some people will call multiple people inside my head. It doesn't exactly help the fact i often have greyouts and sometimes blackouts and just dont remember shit. And the co conscious thing isn't exactly helping either because it feels like thats happening multiple times a day. I genuinely Don't know whats happening.

But the thing is im also doubting being a system or anything because i personally don't think my trauma is that bad (minus 7th grade, but that was something else) I mean, yeah my mama left me when i was like 5 and neglected me b4 then and randomly wants back in my life now, but thats like the worse thing. (Minus 7th grade again.)

So i just genuinely dont know. And my confusion is fucking scaring me. And, I'm sorry if I did get some things wrong about D.I.D, im still researching about it, and I'm trying my best to learn still. I've gotten a lot of info from my system friends, but I do understand that not everyone is like that. So again, I apologize if I did something wrong.

Also, for those who are new to my page, I'm also a fictionkin otherkin, and a therian, so I also don't really know if this is me just randomly having kinshifts or what. But I just genuinely need y'alls help. Please, anything will work.

Funny thing you should know. Turns out I'm both a fictionkin AND I have a fictive of Alex Kralie, so my guess is why I had so much guilt while writing that 😭🙏

First small vent post, but fuck I hate being a fictkin of the worst people ever.

Just figured out I'm a Alex Kralie kin, and it makes me want to rip my skin off, because unlike with most of my kins (minus bill cipher) I regret the shit I done. The only regret I have for Alex is that I didn't kill everyone fast enough, and that just makes me in general feel like a bad person now.

I wish I didn't kin people like him, or Jeff, or bill, but I literally can't control it. And it pisses me off and makes me wanna cry.

Maybe I just need a nap.

..yknow, sometimes, I wish I wasn't me.

Rn not in a "oh I hate myself" way but in the way where I have a crush on a fictional character, I'm a fictionkin OF that character, and I have a FICTIVE of that character.

freakderman

freakyman

freaksterman

freakman

peanut puffs MMMMM

𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 😈😈😈⛓⛓🔥🥀🥀⛓🥀🔥🥀⛓

..feb 30th, 1988, watch out bud.

It has been made. Well technically it has been remade as this was a previous blog but whatever

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Hello and welcome!

💫💙 Call me Astro or Aster here! 💫💙

This is my blog for this kintype specifically. Register me as the little magical moon toon. Stay a while if you'd like.

Some rules here:

1) you are free to ask questions to me! Please be polite and respectful and keep in mind I'm a minor.

2) I'm not responding to donation asks on this blog. I'm sorry! You can give donation asks on my general blog, @rununcal. But be aware, I'm slow with posting them

3) "Doubles" or however you call them are fine to interact with me! Hi me! This goes for other characters in the same franchise as well.

4) I'm not exactly an in-game copy, as you can probably tell by the way I draw myself. Don't expect me to know everything about that version or have all memories relating to it. I'm new to this kintype anyways!

5) I have a constant brain fog and other such problems. I might need you to elaborate or you might need me to elaborate. If you need me to, just ask me!

Thank you for reading 🌟

new intro (cuz i accidentally deleted the og one!)

i’m Evan[+ tons of kin names] ( he/they/it + neos)

i’m also 20 and i have adhd!

i like object shows , horror media , and a ton of other stuff!!

DNI: factkin, anti-kin, endo sys , anti-system / anti-did, racists, homophobes/transphobes, anti-xenogender/anti-neopronouns, MAPs/ZOOs , proshippers/comshippers,

Other information down below!!

i use “irl” as a kin term so if that bothers you sorry ig!

‘doubles’ feel free to interact in your own comfort range B]!!

Art/Kin Art Blog: @thereforeiamiam

Hs Kin Blog: @artificialterminator

Shared Kin Help Blog: @kinformative (i’m mod trist there)

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Real.

(warning: dsaf spoilers)

as a fictionkin of henry miller from dsaf I get kind of scared saying I'm a fictionkin of him, as he is probably the fandom's least favorite character and is generally a horrible person. he's manipulated people, killed, lied, given lobotomies to dave + removed his organs, hell, I can give you a list of his crimes. (serial murder, mutilation, physical and psychological abuse, unethical experimentation, torture, arson, corruption, assault, sabotage, physical and psychological abuse, etc.) but like.. pls don't harass me for being a fictionkin of him guys I didn't ask for this :((

"problematic" fictionkins don't have to live every second in shame about whatever they did. they can have fun and be happy with themselves too

fictionkin sleepovers/hangouts

fictionkins exploring each other's sources and getting giddy when they refer to each other as their kins.

fictionkins explaining their past lives to each other, and maybe finding sourcemates.

fictionkins making cosplays of their kins and talking to people as them.

fictionkins drawing what they looked like/what their sourcemates looked like and showing each other.

fictionkins running through the woods together and being asked what it reminds them of.

fictionkins feeling valid and appreciated for who they are. <3

an introduction to my kintypes!

DISCLAIMER: THESE ARE NOT HEADCANONS, I AM A FICTIONKIN!! THESE ARE MEMORIES!!

WARNING: SPOILERS FOR DSAF, GF, AND OMORI

TW: SA, SVICIDE, DEATH, SH, LOBOTOMIES/EXPERIMENTATION, CHILD ABUSE

Dave Miller - DSaF

-any prns, He/It pref but really doesn't care

-omni, male pref

-43 in the first game

-born in September

-7'5"

-AuDHD, hypersexual, + PTSD

-SA'd at 8-9 in the orphanage

-canon follows the dsaf 3 good ending

-silly little creechur tail :333

-physically/psychologically abused

-personally, my canon followed flipside Dave (flipside davesport was a part of my canon, however dsaf 1 and 2 davesport was not)

-reality Dave was OBSESSED with Jack in a vvv unhealthy/toxic way

Henry Miller - DSaF

-He/Him

-bi

-67 by DSaF 1 (100+ by DSaF 3)

-June birthday

-5'4" (short asf 💀)

-literally just a massive bitch

-i was a bear brother guys trust

-didn't actually have a doctorate

-I hate him he's the reason I know what human organs look like in detail

-not sure what ending the canon follows, pretty sure it's the evil ending tho

Bill Cipher - GF

-any pronouns literally did not care

-aroace

-still obsessed with Ford just in a more platonic/"please join my side please" sorta way

-actually really liked cats. found them really cool and refused to hurt them

-eye was a vvvvv light yellow

-frenemy relationship with Axolotl

-anger issues

-trillions of years old 💀

Mari Suzuki - OMORI

-she/her

-straight ally (loved her bi brother)

-March birthday

-anxiety developed due to immense parental stress

-died at 16

-had had a crush on hero since they were kids, began dating him in 8th grade

-loved cats and dogs equally, but was allergic to dogs

-I don't really have much else to say tbh I don't have many memories from her

Steven Stevenson - DSaF

-he/them

-gay/nwlnw

-July birthday

-37 in the first game

-anxiety, but not in the 'cute uwu soft aesthetic' way he just worries about everything

-snappy but getting better

-hopelessly in love with peter, however it's one sided attraction

-head is always covered in stickers

-dated Harry pre death 😈

-follows the dsaf 3 good ending

-silly little fella :3

-my most recently discovered kin

-did SH

"Old Sport, I- ..I don't know what to say, I-"

"..."

"So, this is it, then. I guess this is goodbye."

"Dave- you are a complete and utter WEIRDO. It shouldn't be at all hard to say goodbye to you! ..and yet, it is."

"Sportsy, I-"

"Goodbye, William. I hope you can find peace with what you've done."

"..goodbye, Old Sport. Thanks for putting me back together."

I feel like every fictionkin/fictive has that one scene that makes them feel vulnerable for the rest of the day after they watch it

And it stings but in a homesick sorta way. You suffered so much but you miss that familiarity that came with it

just with my fictionkins bc I am NOT putting everything lol

Dave Miller (DSaF) - 🍆🔪🏳️‍🌈🩸

Henry Miller (DSaF) - 📼🔧🕰🍓🔪

Steven Stevenson (DSaF) - 🏳️‍🌈☎️🔌🧠🪻

Bill Cipher - 🔺🟡👁🎙🩸

Mari (OMORI) - 🎼🎹💌🫶

KIN ASK GAME 💜🐾

Show me your aesthetic emoji combos for each of your main kintypes! You may have up to 6 emojis in each one and must have at least 3 minimum.

This is my 50 follower ask game though I'm a little late (we're almost at 75!).

Otherkins, Therians, Fictionkins & any other Alterhumans are all welcome to join in! You can submit in the comments, by reblogging or in my ask box (anon is enabled).

I'm using #packmeeting on my account for all my ask games now.

guys its me birfday month for dave!!! 🥳🥳🥳 happy birthday me in a past life

IM NOT OKAY I WAS EATING AND WATCHING DSAF TIKTOKS AND THERE WAS A DAVE ANGST ONE AND I NEARLY CHOKED ON MY CHICKEN TENDERS AND STARTED CRYING BECAUSE I THOUGHT SMTH SIMILAR TO IT AT MY HAPPIEST DAY IN MY CANON HELP ME

the fun of being a steven fictionkin who had a one-sided crush on peter is half the time when thinking abt him i start thinking abt how he probably hated me and i go down a whole rabbit hole and the other half is "i miss my wife remus. i miss him a lot" said to my cat

guys I found the fictionkin shirt of all time

idk about you but if i knew about kin when i was younger i’d kin someone from sailor moon

but that didn’t work out then. it does now tho.

mamoru chiba is so me i’ll be honest

it’s 3 in the morning am i really having a crisis over which ohshc main character i kin?

yes i am