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Rui Kamishiro x Male reader

My friend wanted to finally read a Rui x Male reader fanfiction, so I am here to deliver!

~Reader is sick and needs to be taken care of and comforted by his crush.

OOC(?)

You hadn’t been to school or visited Wonderland Showtime in quite sometime, the group was getting worried so Tsukasa thought of the bright idea of sending Rui over to your place due to the fact you were not answering your phone. 

Your phone was turned off on your nightstand, you were blankly staring at the ceiling; questioning how you got sick and what you did to have the misfortune of not being able to breathe the air you oh so missed breathing...and taste. Your ability to taste is gone and it has been killing you all week.

Your staring was cut off by your front door opening, “Did I forget to lock the door...?” you questioned yourself, out loud. 

“Nope, you gave me a key. Did you forget already~?” A way too familiar, purple haired boy walked over to you, his signature smirk spread across his face.

“Oh...hey, Rui...How are you?” you rasped out. Laughing at you, he replied, “I’m wonderful, I see you have seen better days,” 

A quiet, sloppy, sigh left your lips as you slowly sat up, looking over at him. He smiled to you, the smile that would make you swoon for him under any other circumstance. Yet you just had to be sick in bed, so the best thing your mind did was malfunction. 

“I’m here to take care of you, I even brought RoboNene so her and I could attempt at cooking something for you,” dragging the unfortunate robot to your very unfortunate kitchen before you could decline his demand. You sighed again, stumbling out of your room to follow him, “Please do not...”

He smirked at you, snorting then laughing, “Please. Anyway, I hate the fact you have so many vegetables in your fridge...” slipping his hands into his pockets after closing your fridge, then pausing and reopening the fridge to check if something new, better, and more delicious appeared inside of it. But, alas, he was greeted with disappointment, dramatically sighing and checking your cabinet to heat up some canned soup for you. 

“When did I ever give you a key to my house...?” “You let me make one,’ “What.” “Take the medicine and eat the soup,” He gently tossed your bowl of soup onto the table alongside lightly kicking your leg, ushering you to sit down and eat so he can force medicine down your throat.

Your heart somehow fluttered at this action, why does he somewhat suck at taking care of someone yet so perfect at it at the same time? Slowly sipping the soup while sniffling and glancing up at him, “so...” “Eat first then talk,” as he cleans up your kitchen a bit. 

After you finished your meal, he gave you your medicine and took you back to your room lazily, “Rest, I’ll be working on new inventions for the show!” You blinked tiredly to him, “You’re....staying?” “Yep!” “Great...” yawning and bundling up in your blankets, turning away from him.

“Night, love you,” as you closed your eyes and immediately passed out. There was a loud, long silence in your room. Eventually, Rui stood up, pecked your cheek lightly and went back to work to his inventions; creating something to surprise you with for when you awoke.

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So that was that- I made this for my friend, my first time actually writing and posting something like this so...constructive criticism would be very nice!

Silk tie

Summary: You are naked on your bed masturbating with Namjoon's silk gray tie. Because you miss him & it smells like him. But what happens when he catches you?

Pairing: DaddyDom!Namjoon X CuteSub!Reader

Genere: Smut with fluff. Minders DNI.

Warnings: established relationship, explicit language, oral sex (m,f), some biting, marking, mean dom!Namjoon, soft dom!Namjoon, daddy kink, punishment, fluff, orgasm denial, nipple play, bondage, dirty talk, use of sex toy, unprotected sex (don't be stupid it's a fic), creampie, squirting, reader is cute, fluff, aftercare.

Word count: 4.7k ish

A/N: this is my first ever fic so please be gentle and let me know how do you like it. Suggestions are always welcome. Also my asks are open too.

The room is filled with soft gasps and ragged breathing of yours. Your plush pink lips biting one end of his silk grey tie in your mouth. Feeling the length of if rubbing against your breast and hardened nipples and continuing to rub on your stomach. The other end of that tie is at your clit. Messing it in your juices.

You know you shouldn’t do this. Oh! but it feels so good. But you miss him & this tie smells like him.

You hold the end of the said tie on your clit & circle it against the bud. Your back arches at the feeling. Your right legs toe grazing on the bed sheet as you pull it up & grazing at your other leg from knee and calf, when going down. Squeezing your breasts with your other hand you repeat the same with the other leg. Pinching your nipples, clenching your thighs together. Making yourself gasp with every touch. Moaning his name. Begging him with closed eyes "I want you so bad." Cursing.

You feel your high coming closer and closer with every movement. You throw your head back to bask in the feeling. You were so overcome with pleasure you could feel your chest heaving. Your lips parted. Moaning his name. You are almost there. Picturing Namjoon hovering above you. His cock in you, fucking you rough. His chains dangling on your face. His hot breath on your face, sweaty naked bodies rubbing on each other, his hairs moving due to thrusting his cock in you, he is grunting, calling you by filthy names. Your high is near. There. It's right there. You can feel it.

But you stop before you cum shaking with need. You hold your hand on your thigh which was rubbing at your clit. Your nails digging into the soft flesh of your thigh. Whimpering, your other hand holds your stomach to stop yourself from clenching. You don't want to cum without him. You don't want to break his rule & anger him.

When you lift your head to look down at your pussy, your breath hitches as you see him standing on a doorway railing at a door frame, hands crossed over his chest. One leg crossing over another & smirk on his lips looking at you. Cocking his one eyebrow up Namjoon asks "enjoying yourself?" You are shocked. Spranging up in a sitting position, you bunch up the tie with trembling hands & roll it around your fingers. You stutter “I.. I.. I.. umm.. I wasn't..” shaking your head, with shuddering breath you try to get the words out “I didn't..” All while he walks slowly towards you- like a predator. Looking at your naked body shamelessly. Seating at the edge of the bed he took the tie from your hands, holding them with both of his hands Namjoon smells your juices on it closing his eyes. A groan almost coming out of his throat. When you finally find your voice, you breathlessly say “I didn't cum.”

He opens his eyes looking at you Namjoon smiles and says "hmmm you didn't." Namjoon cups your face with one hand & kisses you tenderly. The way he is kissing you so gently, shocked you, because you thought he would be angry. He bites your bottom lip & pulls it with teeth looking at your face and lets it go. Stopping the kiss before you have even started it. You wanted to whine but it gets stuck in your throat after looking at him.

Namjoon looks at you with such a hunger, you just keep looking up at him blinking. "Hands." He is panting just like you. Without any delay your body automatically obeys him. You push both your hands up to him. He crosses your hand one over the other & wraps your wrists with the same tie you were using to get off. He pushes your shoulder with the hand that was cupping your face, to push you down & you lie back on bed, staring at him. Namjoon pulls your hands up over your head & tie them to the headboard and looks down at you. Your naked body is shining with a shin of sweat, face flushed and chest moving with every breath you take & exhale. Your core glistening with your wetness. "Fuck you look so beautiful." He confess his thoughts out loud to you. Making you blush, biting on your bottom lip.

Sitting in between your legs he takes off his coat & throws it on his side with left hand without looking where it lands. Namjoon unbuttons his shirt's top couple of buttons with his left hand. Then proceeds to un-cuff his shirt & rolling them up until they reach just below his elbow. Everything while keeping his eyes rolling up & down your body with hunger and lust in his eyes. His chest heaves with short breaths. You gulp looking at him, he looks so fucking hot. You almost moan watching him roll his sleeves like that. Namjoon knows you like it when he does it. He is doing it on purpose. You know it. Still you can't stop yourself from squirming under his gaze with need, biting your lips. Namjoon smirks looking at you. He knows what effect he has on you & it boosts his ego to watch you getting so desperate for his touch.

Rubbing your sides Namjoon hovers over you. He kisses you. This time he kisses you with all the hunger he has been keeping in himself till now. Making you moan. Namjoon takes the opportunity to push his tongue in your mouth, licking at it. Licking your tongue, sucking on it. Sucking your lips, biting it. His hand moves in your hair below your ear. Kissing the corner of your lips he moves to the side kissing your jaw towards your neck, making you buck your hips as it's your weakness. His rough trouser rubbing on your core making you moan louder. He pushes his hips on you to stop you from moving. Your whine turns into moan as he bites on your neck sucking a hickey, marking you. Namjoon moves down leaving trails of wet kisses behind. As he reach your nipple he licks it with a flat of his tongue. You arch your back thrusting your chest more for him to suck & he does it. Namjoon sucks your nipple, bites it, while squeezing the other breast & pinching your nipple with his thumb & forefinger. Throwing your head back on the pillow you moan his name making him growl.

Namjoon descends kissing down towards your stomach. He reaches in front of your core. Laying on his stomach he curses under his breath looking at your glistening core. He looks up at you "Fuck baby you are so wet! You want me that bad?" Nodding you say "Yes. Yes please, I want you so bad." humming Namjoon focuses back on your pussy biting his lips, he rubs his fingers on your pussy making more mess. Rubbing your wetness. He spreads your pussy lips making a V of his fingers & moves his hand in your slit up & down a few times. You again beg "please" bucking your hips up to get him to touch where you want him. He looks up at you as he starts circling your clit making you curse & throw your head back "ughh god." Namjoon dips his head down to lick at your clit, and then sucking it in between his lips. "Fuck just like that" you look down on him & he is already looking up at you. Namjoon hums on your clit making tingles go all over your body. He moves his wet fingers down towards your opening & push 2 fingers in you. Moving them at a slow pace. Arching your back you moan bucking your hips up "Yes. Yes daddy, more." Namjoon increases his speed fucking you with his fingers & lapping at your clit. He holds you down by wrapping his other hand around your thighs on to the stomach. Leaving your clit with a plop he looks up at you & down at his fingers going in & out of you as they come out wetter and wetter than before each time. Your essence flowing down his wrist. He curls his fingers rubbing on your G-spot making you moan louder. Sucking air through his teeth he curses. "Fuck that's it." Resuming his licking on your clit growling on your cunt.

"Ah, ah I am close." You all but whine. But Namjoon already knew, as he felt your walls clench on his fingers. Slowing his speed he moves his lips away from your clit on your hips kissing it, kissing down your thighs & up. You look down begging "Please, please" lifting your hips to get him to push you off the edge to make you cum. Completely halting his movements Namjoon removes his fingers from your pussy. You beg again "Please daddy, let me cum." Trying to entice him with your sweet voice. Licking his lips he looks up at you "But I don't think you deserve it princess." Eyes going wide you stutter "wha.. but.." You thought he was not angry. He looked unfazed when he caught you playing with yourself before. He smiled when you said you didn't cum, and he's been so gentle with you till now too.  

You try again "But-but I didn't cum before."

"Yes,” rubbing his fingers over your pussy messily, Namjoon says “but you touched this pussy without my permission. Didn't you, princess?"

You were speechless. Your mouth is gaping like a fish. Namjoon was right. You couldn't deny it. Your chin digging in to your chest as you pout, lowering your eyes from his gaze you mumble "I am sorry."

"hmm you will be"

Your eyes snappes back at him. You gulp because he didn't look angry, but that scared you more. Because it's easy to read him when he is angry. But he is not showing his emotions. Namjoon is smiling at you showing his sexy dimples. Sliding beside you holding himself on his left elbow he kisses you letting you taste yourself as his lips as his other hand runs over your thigh up & down from inside but skipping your pussy. His hand moves towards your hips up on your stomach rubbing it on the other side of your hips down on tops of your other thigh, back up on your sides, on your breasts. Squeezing them. Breaking the kiss he moves his hand towards your breasts & holding your left breast up for him, he licks on the nipple. You shudder under his ministrations. Namjoon nibbles on your nipple while pinching and pulling your other nipple with his fingers. He does the same on your other breast. You try to muffle your moans by biting your bottom lip.

Namjoon comes up with a plop. Sitting up and opening the bedside table drawer & he pulls out your favourite vibrator. Namjoon looks at you & smirks devilishly. You look at his hand & back up at his face gulping audibly. Namjoon kneels beside you, on your right side. You get distracted by the way his trousers strains on his thighs & the way the front of his trouser is bulging with his dick. Namjoon cups your face with other hand & says "eyes up here on me." You fluster because of getting caught ogling at him-by him.

Namjoon rubs the tip of vibrator on your lips you close your eyes, he descends it down your neck your breasts circling your nipples with it, continuing to drag it over your stomach down to your thigh and back up. Namjoon looks at you as he moves the vibrator towards your pussy, dipping the vibrator in your essence he rubs it a few times in your slit & over your clit. You gasp. He switches it on. Making you jump with a surprise. He holds you down with other hand on your stomach & says "God! You are so tiny." His whole palm fits on your stomach. Rubbing the vibrator up & down in your slit for a few times he starts circling it around your clit. He looks at your face contorted in pleasure moaning. He increases the speed & circles it faster on your clit. Your hands pulling at the binds as you buck your hips. "Oh my god fuck" you choke. You could feel the tale tell signs of your orgasm approaching fast because of the 2 denied orgasms. Namjoon looks intently at you, increasing vibrators speed once more. Your stomach is clenching, your hips moving, your back arched, your mouth open-gasping & moaning in pleasure, eyes shut tight, you hide your face in your arms, biting the flesh to muffle your moans, as you don't want to show any signs that you are close. But he knows your body. It's so cute of you to try to hide from him that you are about to cum. It makes him chuckle. Namjoon reads you like an open book. He keeps looking at you intently with furrowed eyebrows. Namjoon pulls away the vibrator just when you thought the band would snap & you would cum. Whining & cursing thrashing your legs. But he just pats your head, brushing your tousled hair. He kisses your forehead praising you "You are doing so good princess." As if you were not thrashing on his bed right now. After some time when you calm down. You are still panting. You want to glare at him, but you know it will worsen your punishment. You feel his lips on yours kissing you so tenderly. But you don't reciprocate his kiss. So he breaks the kiss & hovers over you. You still have your eyes closed, so he says "Look at me princess." You don't want to. But you know better not to disrespect him right now. So you open your eyes and look up at him. Your expressions are just like a small child. Eyebrows furrowed & pout on your lips. He chuckles at you and says "Don't be mad now baby. You know the rules." Cupping your face his thumb rubs on the apple of your left cheek. "Last one. Okay?" You reluctantly nod.

Moving that hand down, Namjoon brushes it on your clit making you hiss with sensitivity. Spreading your pussy lips with it, Namjoon rubs the vibrator again up & down in your slit. Hissing he curses seeing you dripping on the sheets. He holds the vibrator on your opening & turns it on medium speed. Circling it around the clit. He moves the vibrator down in between your pussy lips & up over your clit. You cry louder because of the pain caused by sensitivity. Shooting shock waves all over your body. Moving your hips to get away from it. Pulling at your binds. You are going crazy. Your thighs start shaking.

Namjoon Look up at your face. Your face is flushed & pearls of sweat forming on your forehead. Few of strands of your hair sticking to your forehead. Breathing uneven. Namjoon moves the vibrator down again on your opening. You close your legs not wanting him to put the vibrator on your clit again, trying to trap him down. But he growls & pulls your thighs apart roughly with his left hand. He gets in between your legs making you unable to shut them again like before. He spreads your pussy lips with left hands fingers & holds the vibrator straight on your clit & presses it down firmly on it. Namjoon holds you down by pinning both your thighs with his keens. Looking at your face, greeting his teeth growling angrily at you, as you tried to get away from him. You are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks, begging him for mercy. Your nails digging into your palms. "Please please please daddyyy.. Soor.. Aahh.. Pleh.. Fuck.. Am sorry..” As you feel the tingle go all over you, your body starts shaking with upcoming orgasm, your eyes roll back in your head.

Namjoon pulls away the vibrator at the last moment. Switching it off he throws it somewhere on the bed. You scream and cry because of another orgasm ripped away from you. He rubs your shaking & thrashing legs unpinning them. "Shhhh its okay princess. It's over. You did so well. So good for me." You are still crying behind closed lids. He bends over your body and wipes your tears. Namjoon kisses you, praising you. Kissing your eyes, your cheeks, and your forehead.

After you calm down, Namjoon says to you "You took your punishment so well baby. Are you ready for your reward?" You just sniffle in response. Looking up at him with teary eyes. Pout back on your lips. His thumb rubbing soothingly on your cheeks as his other hand runs on your side of the hips. You look down, digging your chin in your chest again, but he dips his head down as well looking at you, not letting you get away. You hmm. "yeah?" Namjoon is smiling at you, endeared by your cuteness. You nod & say "Yes." He kisses your nose & says "good girl." You whine and sniffle again. Chuckling Namjoon wipes your nose for you & wipes his hand on the sheets. He has to wash them anyway.

His trousers rub on your clit & you hiss. He sits up & takes off his shirt still looking at you licking his lips. But now there is adoration along with lust in his eyes. You can't help but ogle at his buffed up chest & his tight abs. You like it that he is so big. Makes you feel safe. Standing beside the bed he removes his belt & unhooks his black pants removing them. His black boxers barely held his huge cock inside. You could see the wet spot on it. He removes them too. Namjoon's cock springs up on his stomach and he sighs finally being free from tight confines. He holds his cock & gives it a few jerks using his pre-cum as lube. You clench your thighs looking at it. Your mouth salivating with the view. You want him so bad in your mouth, in your pussy. You want him everywhere. Licking your lips when you look up at his face, he is already staring at you with the corner of his lips turned up in a smirk. Cocking his head on the side he asks "You want it princess?” sucking air through his teeth. “You want my cock?" holding it at the base pointing it at you. You bobbing your head up & down you say "Yes daddy."

"Where do you want it?"

"In my mouth." You should be ashamed at how fast you answered. But you don’t.

Namjoon gets back on the bed kneeling beside your head. He rubs his dick head on your lips "Right here? In that sweet mouth of yours?" You could feel his sticky pre-cum on your lips. As he rubs it like a lip gloss on your lips. You lick your lips tasting the saltiness of it. "Uhuh. Please daddy let me suck your cock" looking up at him from your lashes. "So polite. Go ahead princess, open your mouth for daddy." You do open your mouth wide for him & roll out your tongue. Looking up at him. He curses as he slides his cock in your mouth. Holding you with crown of your hair, he starts thrusting his cock in your mouth. Throwing his head back "that's it. Suck daddy's cock like a good girl. Then daddy will reward you by making you cum." You hum around his cock making him thrust his hips hard resulting in his cock going deeper & touching the back of your throat. You gag on him, but don't stop. He looks down at you watching you gag on his cock repeatedly with tears in your eyes. Namjoon comments "fuck you look so pretty like this" petting your head.

When you swallow him he almost cums & pulls out abruptly. Saying "You suck me so good baby." Namjoon bends down cupping your face and kisses you and asks “Are you ready to get fucked now, princess?” Biting your lips you nod and say “Yes.” breathlessly. Namjoon gets in between your legs & rubs his cock in your juices wetting it. His cock rubs against your clit & you whine "daddyyy" he chuckles & says "okay okay." he kiss your nose in apology, but you huff. Namjoon positions his cock at your opening & push it in. You both groan in unison. You are so wet, but all the denied orgasms have made you sensitive & tighter. Keeping his weight on his palms beside your head, Namjoon keeps looking at your face for any inconvenience. He pushes some more, making you gasp, but there are no traces of pain on your face so Namjoon push harder the last time, making his hips touch yours. You whimper because of the stretch. No matter how many times you have done it, it's always a bit hard to take his cock in you. You are always so tight. He gives you a moment to adjust. He rolls his hips in circles to make you stretch & take him.

Cupping your face Namjoon asks "Gwaenchanh-a? (Are you okay?)" You open your eyes & look at him. Smiling you Nod "yes. Please fuck me daddy." Namjoon bends down & takes your lips in his & kiss you as he pulls out almost till his tip & push in hard making you moan. But it dies in his mouth. He sets a slow pace. Letting you get you used to him. After he feels he could move easily he breaks the kiss to look at your face. He wraps your leg around his waist. You hold him tight with both of your legs locking them behind him. His pelvis smacking on your sensitive clit, making your head spin. Whimpering, moaning, crying you hide your face in your arms, biting at your delicate skin. Namjoon goes feral on hearing your delicious sound & warm walls wrapping around his cock. He loves to see you like this-helpless. Taking everything that he gives you. "So good. You take me so well princess." As Namjoon gives you a hard thrust you throw your head back on the pillow giving him access to your delicate throat. He immediately sucks on it. Kissing, licking, biting. He keeps his head in the crook of your neck & shoulder. Biting your earlobe. You buck your hips "fuck fuck harder daddy please" holding himself on his elbow his other hand goes on your hips keeping you in place as Namjoon looks at you & says "Yeah? Harder? You want daddy to pound harder on your sweet little cunt princess?" Panting.

You moan "Yes yes daddy"

"Then take it princess."

As Namjoon starts pounding you harder, rougher, growling as he feels you squeeze your walls around his cock. He changes his angle making his dick head rub that spot every time. It makes you scream louder. "Oh god daddy right there." Namjoon looks down at where you both are connected. Seeing your essence foaming around his cock Namjoon curses under his breath. Both of your bodies are covered in sweat. You could hear squelching sounds of your wetness each time Namjoon thrusts into you. Few of his hair strands sticking on his forehead. His hand cups your bouncing breast squeezing it as he sucks the other, moaning. Namjoons right hands slid down in between your bodies to rub tight circles around your clit making you scream & buck your hips higher & harder "fuck fuck please daddy.. Wanna cum.." Namjoon mumbles around your nipple looking up at you "Go ahead princess, cum for me." as he bites on your nipple looking at your face. Namjoon starts fucking you harder, the headboard’s banging on the wall. His hips smacking at yours repeatedly. You feel tingles all over your body. Your stomach tightening. You feel your high snap any moment now. But something is different. It feels bigger, stronger. Before you could word your worries you cum hard on his cock screaming. You shut your eyes tight and see stars. Your ears ring and you hear Namjoon curse. His voice is fading. You feel him pound harder into you, as he cums right behind you, painting your inside with white and his body falls on you. Still grinding his hips on you riding you both of your orgasms. You whimper with sensitivity. Eyes still closed.

When Namjoon regains his composure, stopping his hips Namjoon looks at you, and cups your face shaking you "Hey princess. Come back to me." When you look at him with half lidded eyes, he kisses you, but you don't kiss him back, feeling too tired. Namjoon asks "you okay? Did I hurt you?" You barely shake your head. With a smug face Namjoon says "You squirted on me. Look." Lifting his hips a little, looking down at your bodies where they are still connected. You try to lift your head, Namjoon helps you by cupping the back of your neck. You see all of his & your lower stomach & thighs, covered in wetness making you gasp. Namjoon just laughs at your reaction. He kisses your forehead. & put your head back on the pillow.

Namjoon pulls out of you making you hiss. Kneeling beside you, he tries to untie your hands, but the knots have gone too tight. So he pulls the bedside drawer open & pulls out a seizure. You look at it at the same time & whine "Nooo don't cut this tie. I like it." Namjoon chuckles & says “But baby the knots have gone too tight. You pulled on it too much." Smirking at you. You pout & say "whose fault is it?" Namjoon laughs & says "Yours." Making you gasp. And look at him with scoff.  Namjoon continues "If you hadn't played with yourself with my tie.." Trailing the sentence with a shrugof his right shoulder and tilt of his head. But you still are not having it. So he says "I'll buy a new one for you, princess. Don't worry." Before you could say anything he cut through the knot freeing your hands. Kissing the marks.

Namjoon makes you sit up & gives you a bottle of water from the side table to drink some water. When you take the first sip you look between your legs & see the huge wet spot & choke on the water, coughing hard. Namjoon rubs your back laughing "I know, hot right" You look at him with wide eyes & grin. "Yeah." Sitting on the edge of the bed Namjoon says "We should do that again."

"So you are saying I can play with myself again without your permission?" cocking one eyebrow up with a smirk on your lips.

Namjoon's face hardens. His jaw ticks. He growls "I dare you. I made sure that you won't be able to touch yourself for a few days. Go-ahead, try it, touch yourself." tilting his head in your pussy's direction. You know he is right. You don't think you could even wear a panty. You feel so fucking sore & sensitive. You just glare at him with a pout as he laughs. Holding your face with both hands Namjoon kiss you with loud noise muuuaaaaa. You push him away, making him laugh louder. With fake innocent face he says pouting "Ohh my little princess, come here." Pulling you in his arms. But you push him whining "Go awaayy." Namjoon laughs at your cuteness & scoops you in his arms & you let him smiling afterwords.

Namjoon takes you to the bathroom and helps you shower. He changes the sheets while you wait beside the bed wrapped like a burrito in blanket as you are feeling cold. Namjoon pulls you in bed and holds you in his arms with both naked & satisfied. He kisses your lips softly and says "I love you." you smile up at him "I love you too."  

Silk tie

Summary: You are naked on your bed masturbating with Namjoon's silk gray tie. Because you miss him & it smells like him. But what happens when he catches you?

Pairing: DaddyDom!Namjoon X CuteSub!Reader

Genere: Smut with fluff. Minders DNI.

Warnings: established relationship, explicit language, oral sex (m,f), some biting, marking, mean dom!Namjoon, soft dom!Namjoon, daddy kink, punishment, fluff, orgasm denial, nipple play, bondage, dirty talk, use of sex toy, unprotected sex (don't be stupid it's a fic), creampie, squirting, reader is cute, fluff, aftercare.

Word count: 4.7k ish

A/N: this is my first ever fic so please be gentle and let me know how do you like it. Suggestions are always welcome. Also my asks are open too.

The room is filled with soft gasps and ragged breathing of yours. Your plush pink lips biting one end of his silk grey tie in your mouth. Feeling the length of if rubbing against your breast and hardened nipples and continuing to rub on your stomach. The other end of that tie is at your clit. Messing it in your juices.

You know you shouldn’t do this. Oh! but it feels so good. But you miss him & this tie smells like him.

You hold the end of the said tie on your clit & circle it against the bud. Your back arches at the feeling. Your right legs toe grazing on the bed sheet as you pull it up & grazing at your other leg from knee and calf, when going down. Squeezing your breasts with your other hand you repeat the same with the other leg. Pinching your nipples, clenching your thighs together. Making yourself gasp with every touch. Moaning his name. Begging him with closed eyes "I want you so bad." Cursing.

You feel your high coming closer and closer with every movement. You throw your head back to bask in the feeling. You were so overcome with pleasure you could feel your chest heaving. Your lips parted. Moaning his name. You are almost there. Picturing Namjoon hovering above you. His cock in you, fucking you rough. His chains dangling on your face. His hot breath on your face, sweaty naked bodies rubbing on each other, his hairs moving due to thrusting his cock in you, he is grunting, calling you by filthy names. Your high is near. There. It's right there. You can feel it.

But you stop before you cum shaking with need. You hold your hand on your thigh which was rubbing at your clit. Your nails digging into the soft flesh of your thigh. Whimpering, your other hand holds your stomach to stop yourself from clenching. You don't want to cum without him. You don't want to break his rule & anger him.

When you lift your head to look down at your pussy, your breath hitches as you see him standing on a doorway railing at a door frame, hands crossed over his chest. One leg crossing over another & smirk on his lips looking at you. Cocking his one eyebrow up Namjoon asks "enjoying yourself?" You are shocked. Spranging up in a sitting position, you bunch up the tie with trembling hands & roll it around your fingers. You stutter “I.. I.. I.. umm.. I wasn't..” shaking your head, with shuddering breath you try to get the words out “I didn't..” All while he walks slowly towards you- like a predator. Looking at your naked body shamelessly. Seating at the edge of the bed he took the tie from your hands, holding them with both of his hands Namjoon smells your juices on it closing his eyes. A groan almost coming out of his throat. When you finally find your voice, you breathlessly say “I didn't cum.”

He opens his eyes looking at you Namjoon smiles and says "hmmm you didn't." Namjoon cups your face with one hand & kisses you tenderly. The way he is kissing you so gently, shocked you, because you thought he would be angry. He bites your bottom lip & pulls it with teeth looking at your face and lets it go. Stopping the kiss before you have even started it. You wanted to whine but it gets stuck in your throat after looking at him.

Namjoon looks at you with such a hunger, you just keep looking up at him blinking. "Hands." He is panting just like you. Without any delay your body automatically obeys him. You push both your hands up to him. He crosses your hand one over the other & wraps your wrists with the same tie you were using to get off. He pushes your shoulder with the hand that was cupping your face, to push you down & you lie back on bed, staring at him. Namjoon pulls your hands up over your head & tie them to the headboard and looks down at you. Your naked body is shining with a shin of sweat, face flushed and chest moving with every breath you take & exhale. Your core glistening with your wetness. "Fuck you look so beautiful." He confess his thoughts out loud to you. Making you blush, biting on your bottom lip.

Sitting in between your legs he takes off his coat & throws it on his side with left hand without looking where it lands. Namjoon unbuttons his shirt's top couple of buttons with his left hand. Then proceeds to un-cuff his shirt & rolling them up until they reach just below his elbow. Everything while keeping his eyes rolling up & down your body with hunger and lust in his eyes. His chest heaves with short breaths. You gulp looking at him, he looks so fucking hot. You almost moan watching him roll his sleeves like that. Namjoon knows you like it when he does it. He is doing it on purpose. You know it. Still you can't stop yourself from squirming under his gaze with need, biting your lips. Namjoon smirks looking at you. He knows what effect he has on you & it boosts his ego to watch you getting so desperate for his touch.

Rubbing your sides Namjoon hovers over you. He kisses you. This time he kisses you with all the hunger he has been keeping in himself till now. Making you moan. Namjoon takes the opportunity to push his tongue in your mouth, licking at it. Licking your tongue, sucking on it. Sucking your lips, biting it. His hand moves in your hair below your ear. Kissing the corner of your lips he moves to the side kissing your jaw towards your neck, making you buck your hips as it's your weakness. His rough trouser rubbing on your core making you moan louder. He pushes his hips on you to stop you from moving. Your whine turns into moan as he bites on your neck sucking a hickey, marking you. Namjoon moves down leaving trails of wet kisses behind. As he reach your nipple he licks it with a flat of his tongue. You arch your back thrusting your chest more for him to suck & he does it. Namjoon sucks your nipple, bites it, while squeezing the other breast & pinching your nipple with his thumb & forefinger. Throwing your head back on the pillow you moan his name making him growl.

Namjoon descends kissing down towards your stomach. He reaches in front of your core. Laying on his stomach he curses under his breath looking at your glistening core. He looks up at you "Fuck baby you are so wet! You want me that bad?" Nodding you say "Yes. Yes please, I want you so bad." humming Namjoon focuses back on your pussy biting his lips, he rubs his fingers on your pussy making more mess. Rubbing your wetness. He spreads your pussy lips making a V of his fingers & moves his hand in your slit up & down a few times. You again beg "please" bucking your hips up to get him to touch where you want him. He looks up at you as he starts circling your clit making you curse & throw your head back "ughh god." Namjoon dips his head down to lick at your clit, and then sucking it in between his lips. "Fuck just like that" you look down on him & he is already looking up at you. Namjoon hums on your clit making tingles go all over your body. He moves his wet fingers down towards your opening & push 2 fingers in you. Moving them at a slow pace. Arching your back you moan bucking your hips up "Yes. Yes daddy, more." Namjoon increases his speed fucking you with his fingers & lapping at your clit. He holds you down by wrapping his other hand around your thighs on to the stomach. Leaving your clit with a plop he looks up at you & down at his fingers going in & out of you as they come out wetter and wetter than before each time. Your essence flowing down his wrist. He curls his fingers rubbing on your G-spot making you moan louder. Sucking air through his teeth he curses. "Fuck that's it." Resuming his licking on your clit growling on your cunt.

"Ah, ah I am close." You all but whine. But Namjoon already knew, as he felt your walls clench on his fingers. Slowing his speed he moves his lips away from your clit on your hips kissing it, kissing down your thighs & up. You look down begging "Please, please" lifting your hips to get him to push you off the edge to make you cum. Completely halting his movements Namjoon removes his fingers from your pussy. You beg again "Please daddy, let me cum." Trying to entice him with your sweet voice. Licking his lips he looks up at you "But I don't think you deserve it princess." Eyes going wide you stutter "wha.. but.." You thought he was not angry. He looked unfazed when he caught you playing with yourself before. He smiled when you said you didn't cum, and he's been so gentle with you till now too.  

You try again "But-but I didn't cum before."

"Yes,” rubbing his fingers over your pussy messily, Namjoon says “but you touched this pussy without my permission. Didn't you, princess?"

You were speechless. Your mouth is gaping like a fish. Namjoon was right. You couldn't deny it. Your chin digging in to your chest as you pout, lowering your eyes from his gaze you mumble "I am sorry."

"hmm you will be"

Your eyes snappes back at him. You gulp because he didn't look angry, but that scared you more. Because it's easy to read him when he is angry. But he is not showing his emotions. Namjoon is smiling at you showing his sexy dimples. Sliding beside you holding himself on his left elbow he kisses you letting you taste yourself as his lips as his other hand runs over your thigh up & down from inside but skipping your pussy. His hand moves towards your hips up on your stomach rubbing it on the other side of your hips down on tops of your other thigh, back up on your sides, on your breasts. Squeezing them. Breaking the kiss he moves his hand towards your breasts & holding your left breast up for him, he licks on the nipple. You shudder under his ministrations. Namjoon nibbles on your nipple while pinching and pulling your other nipple with his fingers. He does the same on your other breast. You try to muffle your moans by biting your bottom lip.

Namjoon comes up with a plop. Sitting up and opening the bedside table drawer & he pulls out your favourite vibrator. Namjoon looks at you & smirks devilishly. You look at his hand & back up at his face gulping audibly. Namjoon kneels beside you, on your right side. You get distracted by the way his trousers strains on his thighs & the way the front of his trouser is bulging with his dick. Namjoon cups your face with other hand & says "eyes up here on me." You fluster because of getting caught ogling at him-by him.

Namjoon rubs the tip of vibrator on your lips you close your eyes, he descends it down your neck your breasts circling your nipples with it, continuing to drag it over your stomach down to your thigh and back up. Namjoon looks at you as he moves the vibrator towards your pussy, dipping the vibrator in your essence he rubs it a few times in your slit & over your clit. You gasp. He switches it on. Making you jump with a surprise. He holds you down with other hand on your stomach & says "God! You are so tiny." His whole palm fits on your stomach. Rubbing the vibrator up & down in your slit for a few times he starts circling it around your clit. He looks at your face contorted in pleasure moaning. He increases the speed & circles it faster on your clit. Your hands pulling at the binds as you buck your hips. "Oh my god fuck" you choke. You could feel the tale tell signs of your orgasm approaching fast because of the 2 denied orgasms. Namjoon looks intently at you, increasing vibrators speed once more. Your stomach is clenching, your hips moving, your back arched, your mouth open-gasping & moaning in pleasure, eyes shut tight, you hide your face in your arms, biting the flesh to muffle your moans, as you don't want to show any signs that you are close. But he knows your body. It's so cute of you to try to hide from him that you are about to cum. It makes him chuckle. Namjoon reads you like an open book. He keeps looking at you intently with furrowed eyebrows. Namjoon pulls away the vibrator just when you thought the band would snap & you would cum. Whining & cursing thrashing your legs. But he just pats your head, brushing your tousled hair. He kisses your forehead praising you "You are doing so good princess." As if you were not thrashing on his bed right now. After some time when you calm down. You are still panting. You want to glare at him, but you know it will worsen your punishment. You feel his lips on yours kissing you so tenderly. But you don't reciprocate his kiss. So he breaks the kiss & hovers over you. You still have your eyes closed, so he says "Look at me princess." You don't want to. But you know better not to disrespect him right now. So you open your eyes and look up at him. Your expressions are just like a small child. Eyebrows furrowed & pout on your lips. He chuckles at you and says "Don't be mad now baby. You know the rules." Cupping your face his thumb rubs on the apple of your left cheek. "Last one. Okay?" You reluctantly nod.

Moving that hand down, Namjoon brushes it on your clit making you hiss with sensitivity. Spreading your pussy lips with it, Namjoon rubs the vibrator again up & down in your slit. Hissing he curses seeing you dripping on the sheets. He holds the vibrator on your opening & turns it on medium speed. Circling it around the clit. He moves the vibrator down in between your pussy lips & up over your clit. You cry louder because of the pain caused by sensitivity. Shooting shock waves all over your body. Moving your hips to get away from it. Pulling at your binds. You are going crazy. Your thighs start shaking.

Namjoon Look up at your face. Your face is flushed & pearls of sweat forming on your forehead. Few of strands of your hair sticking to your forehead. Breathing uneven. Namjoon moves the vibrator down again on your opening. You close your legs not wanting him to put the vibrator on your clit again, trying to trap him down. But he growls & pulls your thighs apart roughly with his left hand. He gets in between your legs making you unable to shut them again like before. He spreads your pussy lips with left hands fingers & holds the vibrator straight on your clit & presses it down firmly on it. Namjoon holds you down by pinning both your thighs with his keens. Looking at your face, greeting his teeth growling angrily at you, as you tried to get away from him. You are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks, begging him for mercy. Your nails digging into your palms. "Please please please daddyyy.. Soor.. Aahh.. Pleh.. Fuck.. Am sorry..” As you feel the tingle go all over you, your body starts shaking with upcoming orgasm, your eyes roll back in your head.

Namjoon pulls away the vibrator at the last moment. Switching it off he throws it somewhere on the bed. You scream and cry because of another orgasm ripped away from you. He rubs your shaking & thrashing legs unpinning them. "Shhhh its okay princess. It's over. You did so well. So good for me." You are still crying behind closed lids. He bends over your body and wipes your tears. Namjoon kisses you, praising you. Kissing your eyes, your cheeks, and your forehead.

After you calm down, Namjoon says to you "You took your punishment so well baby. Are you ready for your reward?" You just sniffle in response. Looking up at him with teary eyes. Pout back on your lips. His thumb rubbing soothingly on your cheeks as his other hand runs on your side of the hips. You look down, digging your chin in your chest again, but he dips his head down as well looking at you, not letting you get away. You hmm. "yeah?" Namjoon is smiling at you, endeared by your cuteness. You nod & say "Yes." He kisses your nose & says "good girl." You whine and sniffle again. Chuckling Namjoon wipes your nose for you & wipes his hand on the sheets. He has to wash them anyway.

His trousers rub on your clit & you hiss. He sits up & takes off his shirt still looking at you licking his lips. But now there is adoration along with lust in his eyes. You can't help but ogle at his buffed up chest & his tight abs. You like it that he is so big. Makes you feel safe. Standing beside the bed he removes his belt & unhooks his black pants removing them. His black boxers barely held his huge cock inside. You could see the wet spot on it. He removes them too. Namjoon's cock springs up on his stomach and he sighs finally being free from tight confines. He holds his cock & gives it a few jerks using his pre-cum as lube. You clench your thighs looking at it. Your mouth salivating with the view. You want him so bad in your mouth, in your pussy. You want him everywhere. Licking your lips when you look up at his face, he is already staring at you with the corner of his lips turned up in a smirk. Cocking his head on the side he asks "You want it princess?” sucking air through his teeth. “You want my cock?" holding it at the base pointing it at you. You bobbing your head up & down you say "Yes daddy."

"Where do you want it?"

"In my mouth." You should be ashamed at how fast you answered. But you don’t.

Namjoon gets back on the bed kneeling beside your head. He rubs his dick head on your lips "Right here? In that sweet mouth of yours?" You could feel his sticky pre-cum on your lips. As he rubs it like a lip gloss on your lips. You lick your lips tasting the saltiness of it. "Uhuh. Please daddy let me suck your cock" looking up at him from your lashes. "So polite. Go ahead princess, open your mouth for daddy." You do open your mouth wide for him & roll out your tongue. Looking up at him. He curses as he slides his cock in your mouth. Holding you with crown of your hair, he starts thrusting his cock in your mouth. Throwing his head back "that's it. Suck daddy's cock like a good girl. Then daddy will reward you by making you cum." You hum around his cock making him thrust his hips hard resulting in his cock going deeper & touching the back of your throat. You gag on him, but don't stop. He looks down at you watching you gag on his cock repeatedly with tears in your eyes. Namjoon comments "fuck you look so pretty like this" petting your head.

When you swallow him he almost cums & pulls out abruptly. Saying "You suck me so good baby." Namjoon bends down cupping your face and kisses you and asks “Are you ready to get fucked now, princess?” Biting your lips you nod and say “Yes.” breathlessly. Namjoon gets in between your legs & rubs his cock in your juices wetting it. His cock rubs against your clit & you whine "daddyyy" he chuckles & says "okay okay." he kiss your nose in apology, but you huff. Namjoon positions his cock at your opening & push it in. You both groan in unison. You are so wet, but all the denied orgasms have made you sensitive & tighter. Keeping his weight on his palms beside your head, Namjoon keeps looking at your face for any inconvenience. He pushes some more, making you gasp, but there are no traces of pain on your face so Namjoon push harder the last time, making his hips touch yours. You whimper because of the stretch. No matter how many times you have done it, it's always a bit hard to take his cock in you. You are always so tight. He gives you a moment to adjust. He rolls his hips in circles to make you stretch & take him.

Cupping your face Namjoon asks "Gwaenchanh-a? (Are you okay?)" You open your eyes & look at him. Smiling you Nod "yes. Please fuck me daddy." Namjoon bends down & takes your lips in his & kiss you as he pulls out almost till his tip & push in hard making you moan. But it dies in his mouth. He sets a slow pace. Letting you get you used to him. After he feels he could move easily he breaks the kiss to look at your face. He wraps your leg around his waist. You hold him tight with both of your legs locking them behind him. His pelvis smacking on your sensitive clit, making your head spin. Whimpering, moaning, crying you hide your face in your arms, biting at your delicate skin. Namjoon goes feral on hearing your delicious sound & warm walls wrapping around his cock. He loves to see you like this-helpless. Taking everything that he gives you. "So good. You take me so well princess." As Namjoon gives you a hard thrust you throw your head back on the pillow giving him access to your delicate throat. He immediately sucks on it. Kissing, licking, biting. He keeps his head in the crook of your neck & shoulder. Biting your earlobe. You buck your hips "fuck fuck harder daddy please" holding himself on his elbow his other hand goes on your hips keeping you in place as Namjoon looks at you & says "Yeah? Harder? You want daddy to pound harder on your sweet little cunt princess?" Panting.

You moan "Yes yes daddy"

"Then take it princess."

As Namjoon starts pounding you harder, rougher, growling as he feels you squeeze your walls around his cock. He changes his angle making his dick head rub that spot every time. It makes you scream louder. "Oh god daddy right there." Namjoon looks down at where you both are connected. Seeing your essence foaming around his cock Namjoon curses under his breath. Both of your bodies are covered in sweat. You could hear squelching sounds of your wetness each time Namjoon thrusts into you. Few of his hair strands sticking on his forehead. His hand cups your bouncing breast squeezing it as he sucks the other, moaning. Namjoons right hands slid down in between your bodies to rub tight circles around your clit making you scream & buck your hips higher & harder "fuck fuck please daddy.. Wanna cum.." Namjoon mumbles around your nipple looking up at you "Go ahead princess, cum for me." as he bites on your nipple looking at your face. Namjoon starts fucking you harder, the headboard’s banging on the wall. His hips smacking at yours repeatedly. You feel tingles all over your body. Your stomach tightening. You feel your high snap any moment now. But something is different. It feels bigger, stronger. Before you could word your worries you cum hard on his cock screaming. You shut your eyes tight and see stars. Your ears ring and you hear Namjoon curse. His voice is fading. You feel him pound harder into you, as he cums right behind you, painting your inside with white and his body falls on you. Still grinding his hips on you riding you both of your orgasms. You whimper with sensitivity. Eyes still closed.

When Namjoon regains his composure, stopping his hips Namjoon looks at you, and cups your face shaking you "Hey princess. Come back to me." When you look at him with half lidded eyes, he kisses you, but you don't kiss him back, feeling too tired. Namjoon asks "you okay? Did I hurt you?" You barely shake your head. With a smug face Namjoon says "You squirted on me. Look." Lifting his hips a little, looking down at your bodies where they are still connected. You try to lift your head, Namjoon helps you by cupping the back of your neck. You see all of his & your lower stomach & thighs, covered in wetness making you gasp. Namjoon just laughs at your reaction. He kisses your forehead. & put your head back on the pillow.

Namjoon pulls out of you making you hiss. Kneeling beside you, he tries to untie your hands, but the knots have gone too tight. So he pulls the bedside drawer open & pulls out a seizure. You look at it at the same time & whine "Nooo don't cut this tie. I like it." Namjoon chuckles & says “But baby the knots have gone too tight. You pulled on it too much." Smirking at you. You pout & say "whose fault is it?" Namjoon laughs & says "Yours." Making you gasp. And look at him with scoff.  Namjoon continues "If you hadn't played with yourself with my tie.." Trailing the sentence with a shrugof his right shoulder and tilt of his head. But you still are not having it. So he says "I'll buy a new one for you, princess. Don't worry." Before you could say anything he cut through the knot freeing your hands. Kissing the marks.

Namjoon makes you sit up & gives you a bottle of water from the side table to drink some water. When you take the first sip you look between your legs & see the huge wet spot & choke on the water, coughing hard. Namjoon rubs your back laughing "I know, hot right" You look at him with wide eyes & grin. "Yeah." Sitting on the edge of the bed Namjoon says "We should do that again."

"So you are saying I can play with myself again without your permission?" cocking one eyebrow up with a smirk on your lips.

Namjoon's face hardens. His jaw ticks. He growls "I dare you. I made sure that you won't be able to touch yourself for a few days. Go-ahead, try it, touch yourself." tilting his head in your pussy's direction. You know he is right. You don't think you could even wear a panty. You feel so fucking sore & sensitive. You just glare at him with a pout as he laughs. Holding your face with both hands Namjoon kiss you with loud noise muuuaaaaa. You push him away, making him laugh louder. With fake innocent face he says pouting "Ohh my little princess, come here." Pulling you in his arms. But you push him whining "Go awaayy." Namjoon laughs at your cuteness & scoops you in his arms & you let him smiling afterwords.

Namjoon takes you to the bathroom and helps you shower. He changes the sheets while you wait beside the bed wrapped like a burrito in blanket as you are feeling cold. Namjoon pulls you in bed and holds you in his arms with both naked & satisfied. He kisses your lips softly and says "I love you." you smile up at him "I love you too."  

Silk tie

Summary: You are naked on your bed masturbating with Namjoon's silk gray tie. Because you miss him & it smells like him. But what happens when he catches you?

Pairing: DaddyDom!Namjoon X CuteSub!Reader

Genere: Smut with fluff. Minders DNI.

Warnings: established relationship, explicit language, oral sex (m,f), some biting, marking, mean dom!Namjoon, soft dom!Namjoon, daddy kink, punishment, fluff, orgasm denial, nipple play, bondage, dirty talk, use of sex toy, unprotected sex (don't be stupid it's a fic), creampie, squirting, reader is cute, fluff, aftercare.

Word count: 4.7k ish

A/N: this is my first ever fic so please be gentle and let me know how do you like it. Suggestions are always welcome. Also my asks are open too.

The room is filled with soft gasps and ragged breathing of yours. Your plush pink lips biting one end of his silk grey tie in your mouth. Feeling the length of if rubbing against your breast and hardened nipples and continuing to rub on your stomach. The other end of that tie is at your clit. Messing it in your juices.

You know you shouldn’t do this. Oh! but it feels so good. But you miss him & this tie smells like him.

You hold the end of the said tie on your clit & circle it against the bud. Your back arches at the feeling. Your right legs toe grazing on the bed sheet as you pull it up & grazing at your other leg from knee and calf, when going down. Squeezing your breasts with your other hand you repeat the same with the other leg. Pinching your nipples, clenching your thighs together. Making yourself gasp with every touch. Moaning his name. Begging him with closed eyes "I want you so bad." Cursing.

You feel your high coming closer and closer with every movement. You throw your head back to bask in the feeling. You were so overcome with pleasure you could feel your chest heaving. Your lips parted. Moaning his name. You are almost there. Picturing Namjoon hovering above you. His cock in you, fucking you rough. His chains dangling on your face. His hot breath on your face, sweaty naked bodies rubbing on each other, his hairs moving due to thrusting his cock in you, he is grunting, calling you by filthy names. Your high is near. There. It's right there. You can feel it.

But you stop before you cum shaking with need. You hold your hand on your thigh which was rubbing at your clit. Your nails digging into the soft flesh of your thigh. Whimpering, your other hand holds your stomach to stop yourself from clenching. You don't want to cum without him. You don't want to break his rule & anger him.

When you lift your head to look down at your pussy, your breath hitches as you see him standing on a doorway railing at a door frame, hands crossed over his chest. One leg crossing over another & smirk on his lips looking at you. Cocking his one eyebrow up Namjoon asks "enjoying yourself?" You are shocked. Spranging up in a sitting position, you bunch up the tie with trembling hands & roll it around your fingers. You stutter “I.. I.. I.. umm.. I wasn't..” shaking your head, with shuddering breath you try to get the words out “I didn't..” All while he walks slowly towards you- like a predator. Looking at your naked body shamelessly. Seating at the edge of the bed he took the tie from your hands, holding them with both of his hands Namjoon smells your juices on it closing his eyes. A groan almost coming out of his throat. When you finally find your voice, you breathlessly say “I didn't cum.”

He opens his eyes looking at you Namjoon smiles and says "hmmm you didn't." Namjoon cups your face with one hand & kisses you tenderly. The way he is kissing you so gently, shocked you, because you thought he would be angry. He bites your bottom lip & pulls it with teeth looking at your face and lets it go. Stopping the kiss before you have even started it. You wanted to whine but it gets stuck in your throat after looking at him.

Namjoon looks at you with such a hunger, you just keep looking up at him blinking. "Hands." He is panting just like you. Without any delay your body automatically obeys him. You push both your hands up to him. He crosses your hand one over the other & wraps your wrists with the same tie you were using to get off. He pushes your shoulder with the hand that was cupping your face, to push you down & you lie back on bed, staring at him. Namjoon pulls your hands up over your head & tie them to the headboard and looks down at you. Your naked body is shining with a shin of sweat, face flushed and chest moving with every breath you take & exhale. Your core glistening with your wetness. "Fuck you look so beautiful." He confess his thoughts out loud to you. Making you blush, biting on your bottom lip.

Sitting in between your legs he takes off his coat & throws it on his side with left hand without looking where it lands. Namjoon unbuttons his shirt's top couple of buttons with his left hand. Then proceeds to un-cuff his shirt & rolling them up until they reach just below his elbow. Everything while keeping his eyes rolling up & down your body with hunger and lust in his eyes. His chest heaves with short breaths. You gulp looking at him, he looks so fucking hot. You almost moan watching him roll his sleeves like that. Namjoon knows you like it when he does it. He is doing it on purpose. You know it. Still you can't stop yourself from squirming under his gaze with need, biting your lips. Namjoon smirks looking at you. He knows what effect he has on you & it boosts his ego to watch you getting so desperate for his touch.

Rubbing your sides Namjoon hovers over you. He kisses you. This time he kisses you with all the hunger he has been keeping in himself till now. Making you moan. Namjoon takes the opportunity to push his tongue in your mouth, licking at it. Licking your tongue, sucking on it. Sucking your lips, biting it. His hand moves in your hair below your ear. Kissing the corner of your lips he moves to the side kissing your jaw towards your neck, making you buck your hips as it's your weakness. His rough trouser rubbing on your core making you moan louder. He pushes his hips on you to stop you from moving. Your whine turns into moan as he bites on your neck sucking a hickey, marking you. Namjoon moves down leaving trails of wet kisses behind. As he reach your nipple he licks it with a flat of his tongue. You arch your back thrusting your chest more for him to suck & he does it. Namjoon sucks your nipple, bites it, while squeezing the other breast & pinching your nipple with his thumb & forefinger. Throwing your head back on the pillow you moan his name making him growl.

Namjoon descends kissing down towards your stomach. He reaches in front of your core. Laying on his stomach he curses under his breath looking at your glistening core. He looks up at you "Fuck baby you are so wet! You want me that bad?" Nodding you say "Yes. Yes please, I want you so bad." humming Namjoon focuses back on your pussy biting his lips, he rubs his fingers on your pussy making more mess. Rubbing your wetness. He spreads your pussy lips making a V of his fingers & moves his hand in your slit up & down a few times. You again beg "please" bucking your hips up to get him to touch where you want him. He looks up at you as he starts circling your clit making you curse & throw your head back "ughh god." Namjoon dips his head down to lick at your clit, and then sucking it in between his lips. "Fuck just like that" you look down on him & he is already looking up at you. Namjoon hums on your clit making tingles go all over your body. He moves his wet fingers down towards your opening & push 2 fingers in you. Moving them at a slow pace. Arching your back you moan bucking your hips up "Yes. Yes daddy, more." Namjoon increases his speed fucking you with his fingers & lapping at your clit. He holds you down by wrapping his other hand around your thighs on to the stomach. Leaving your clit with a plop he looks up at you & down at his fingers going in & out of you as they come out wetter and wetter than before each time. Your essence flowing down his wrist. He curls his fingers rubbing on your G-spot making you moan louder. Sucking air through his teeth he curses. "Fuck that's it." Resuming his licking on your clit growling on your cunt.

"Ah, ah I am close." You all but whine. But Namjoon already knew, as he felt your walls clench on his fingers. Slowing his speed he moves his lips away from your clit on your hips kissing it, kissing down your thighs & up. You look down begging "Please, please" lifting your hips to get him to push you off the edge to make you cum. Completely halting his movements Namjoon removes his fingers from your pussy. You beg again "Please daddy, let me cum." Trying to entice him with your sweet voice. Licking his lips he looks up at you "But I don't think you deserve it princess." Eyes going wide you stutter "wha.. but.." You thought he was not angry. He looked unfazed when he caught you playing with yourself before. He smiled when you said you didn't cum, and he's been so gentle with you till now too.  

You try again "But-but I didn't cum before."

"Yes,” rubbing his fingers over your pussy messily, Namjoon says “but you touched this pussy without my permission. Didn't you, princess?"

You were speechless. Your mouth is gaping like a fish. Namjoon was right. You couldn't deny it. Your chin digging in to your chest as you pout, lowering your eyes from his gaze you mumble "I am sorry."

"hmm you will be"

Your eyes snappes back at him. You gulp because he didn't look angry, but that scared you more. Because it's easy to read him when he is angry. But he is not showing his emotions. Namjoon is smiling at you showing his sexy dimples. Sliding beside you holding himself on his left elbow he kisses you letting you taste yourself as his lips as his other hand runs over your thigh up & down from inside but skipping your pussy. His hand moves towards your hips up on your stomach rubbing it on the other side of your hips down on tops of your other thigh, back up on your sides, on your breasts. Squeezing them. Breaking the kiss he moves his hand towards your breasts & holding your left breast up for him, he licks on the nipple. You shudder under his ministrations. Namjoon nibbles on your nipple while pinching and pulling your other nipple with his fingers. He does the same on your other breast. You try to muffle your moans by biting your bottom lip.

Namjoon comes up with a plop. Sitting up and opening the bedside table drawer & he pulls out your favourite vibrator. Namjoon looks at you & smirks devilishly. You look at his hand & back up at his face gulping audibly. Namjoon kneels beside you, on your right side. You get distracted by the way his trousers strains on his thighs & the way the front of his trouser is bulging with his dick. Namjoon cups your face with other hand & says "eyes up here on me." You fluster because of getting caught ogling at him-by him.

Namjoon rubs the tip of vibrator on your lips you close your eyes, he descends it down your neck your breasts circling your nipples with it, continuing to drag it over your stomach down to your thigh and back up. Namjoon looks at you as he moves the vibrator towards your pussy, dipping the vibrator in your essence he rubs it a few times in your slit & over your clit. You gasp. He switches it on. Making you jump with a surprise. He holds you down with other hand on your stomach & says "God! You are so tiny." His whole palm fits on your stomach. Rubbing the vibrator up & down in your slit for a few times he starts circling it around your clit. He looks at your face contorted in pleasure moaning. He increases the speed & circles it faster on your clit. Your hands pulling at the binds as you buck your hips. "Oh my god fuck" you choke. You could feel the tale tell signs of your orgasm approaching fast because of the 2 denied orgasms. Namjoon looks intently at you, increasing vibrators speed once more. Your stomach is clenching, your hips moving, your back arched, your mouth open-gasping & moaning in pleasure, eyes shut tight, you hide your face in your arms, biting the flesh to muffle your moans, as you don't want to show any signs that you are close. But he knows your body. It's so cute of you to try to hide from him that you are about to cum. It makes him chuckle. Namjoon reads you like an open book. He keeps looking at you intently with furrowed eyebrows. Namjoon pulls away the vibrator just when you thought the band would snap & you would cum. Whining & cursing thrashing your legs. But he just pats your head, brushing your tousled hair. He kisses your forehead praising you "You are doing so good princess." As if you were not thrashing on his bed right now. After some time when you calm down. You are still panting. You want to glare at him, but you know it will worsen your punishment. You feel his lips on yours kissing you so tenderly. But you don't reciprocate his kiss. So he breaks the kiss & hovers over you. You still have your eyes closed, so he says "Look at me princess." You don't want to. But you know better not to disrespect him right now. So you open your eyes and look up at him. Your expressions are just like a small child. Eyebrows furrowed & pout on your lips. He chuckles at you and says "Don't be mad now baby. You know the rules." Cupping your face his thumb rubs on the apple of your left cheek. "Last one. Okay?" You reluctantly nod.

Moving that hand down, Namjoon brushes it on your clit making you hiss with sensitivity. Spreading your pussy lips with it, Namjoon rubs the vibrator again up & down in your slit. Hissing he curses seeing you dripping on the sheets. He holds the vibrator on your opening & turns it on medium speed. Circling it around the clit. He moves the vibrator down in between your pussy lips & up over your clit. You cry louder because of the pain caused by sensitivity. Shooting shock waves all over your body. Moving your hips to get away from it. Pulling at your binds. You are going crazy. Your thighs start shaking.

Namjoon Look up at your face. Your face is flushed & pearls of sweat forming on your forehead. Few of strands of your hair sticking to your forehead. Breathing uneven. Namjoon moves the vibrator down again on your opening. You close your legs not wanting him to put the vibrator on your clit again, trying to trap him down. But he growls & pulls your thighs apart roughly with his left hand. He gets in between your legs making you unable to shut them again like before. He spreads your pussy lips with left hands fingers & holds the vibrator straight on your clit & presses it down firmly on it. Namjoon holds you down by pinning both your thighs with his keens. Looking at your face, greeting his teeth growling angrily at you, as you tried to get away from him. You are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks, begging him for mercy. Your nails digging into your palms. "Please please please daddyyy.. Soor.. Aahh.. Pleh.. Fuck.. Am sorry..” As you feel the tingle go all over you, your body starts shaking with upcoming orgasm, your eyes roll back in your head.

Namjoon pulls away the vibrator at the last moment. Switching it off he throws it somewhere on the bed. You scream and cry because of another orgasm ripped away from you. He rubs your shaking & thrashing legs unpinning them. "Shhhh its okay princess. It's over. You did so well. So good for me." You are still crying behind closed lids. He bends over your body and wipes your tears. Namjoon kisses you, praising you. Kissing your eyes, your cheeks, and your forehead.

After you calm down, Namjoon says to you "You took your punishment so well baby. Are you ready for your reward?" You just sniffle in response. Looking up at him with teary eyes. Pout back on your lips. His thumb rubbing soothingly on your cheeks as his other hand runs on your side of the hips. You look down, digging your chin in your chest again, but he dips his head down as well looking at you, not letting you get away. You hmm. "yeah?" Namjoon is smiling at you, endeared by your cuteness. You nod & say "Yes." He kisses your nose & says "good girl." You whine and sniffle again. Chuckling Namjoon wipes your nose for you & wipes his hand on the sheets. He has to wash them anyway.

His trousers rub on your clit & you hiss. He sits up & takes off his shirt still looking at you licking his lips. But now there is adoration along with lust in his eyes. You can't help but ogle at his buffed up chest & his tight abs. You like it that he is so big. Makes you feel safe. Standing beside the bed he removes his belt & unhooks his black pants removing them. His black boxers barely held his huge cock inside. You could see the wet spot on it. He removes them too. Namjoon's cock springs up on his stomach and he sighs finally being free from tight confines. He holds his cock & gives it a few jerks using his pre-cum as lube. You clench your thighs looking at it. Your mouth salivating with the view. You want him so bad in your mouth, in your pussy. You want him everywhere. Licking your lips when you look up at his face, he is already staring at you with the corner of his lips turned up in a smirk. Cocking his head on the side he asks "You want it princess?” sucking air through his teeth. “You want my cock?" holding it at the base pointing it at you. You bobbing your head up & down you say "Yes daddy."

"Where do you want it?"

"In my mouth." You should be ashamed at how fast you answered. But you don’t.

Namjoon gets back on the bed kneeling beside your head. He rubs his dick head on your lips "Right here? In that sweet mouth of yours?" You could feel his sticky pre-cum on your lips. As he rubs it like a lip gloss on your lips. You lick your lips tasting the saltiness of it. "Uhuh. Please daddy let me suck your cock" looking up at him from your lashes. "So polite. Go ahead princess, open your mouth for daddy." You do open your mouth wide for him & roll out your tongue. Looking up at him. He curses as he slides his cock in your mouth. Holding you with crown of your hair, he starts thrusting his cock in your mouth. Throwing his head back "that's it. Suck daddy's cock like a good girl. Then daddy will reward you by making you cum." You hum around his cock making him thrust his hips hard resulting in his cock going deeper & touching the back of your throat. You gag on him, but don't stop. He looks down at you watching you gag on his cock repeatedly with tears in your eyes. Namjoon comments "fuck you look so pretty like this" petting your head.

When you swallow him he almost cums & pulls out abruptly. Saying "You suck me so good baby." Namjoon bends down cupping your face and kisses you and asks “Are you ready to get fucked now, princess?” Biting your lips you nod and say “Yes.” breathlessly. Namjoon gets in between your legs & rubs his cock in your juices wetting it. His cock rubs against your clit & you whine "daddyyy" he chuckles & says "okay okay." he kiss your nose in apology, but you huff. Namjoon positions his cock at your opening & push it in. You both groan in unison. You are so wet, but all the denied orgasms have made you sensitive & tighter. Keeping his weight on his palms beside your head, Namjoon keeps looking at your face for any inconvenience. He pushes some more, making you gasp, but there are no traces of pain on your face so Namjoon push harder the last time, making his hips touch yours. You whimper because of the stretch. No matter how many times you have done it, it's always a bit hard to take his cock in you. You are always so tight. He gives you a moment to adjust. He rolls his hips in circles to make you stretch & take him.

Cupping your face Namjoon asks "Gwaenchanh-a? (Are you okay?)" You open your eyes & look at him. Smiling you Nod "yes. Please fuck me daddy." Namjoon bends down & takes your lips in his & kiss you as he pulls out almost till his tip & push in hard making you moan. But it dies in his mouth. He sets a slow pace. Letting you get you used to him. After he feels he could move easily he breaks the kiss to look at your face. He wraps your leg around his waist. You hold him tight with both of your legs locking them behind him. His pelvis smacking on your sensitive clit, making your head spin. Whimpering, moaning, crying you hide your face in your arms, biting at your delicate skin. Namjoon goes feral on hearing your delicious sound & warm walls wrapping around his cock. He loves to see you like this-helpless. Taking everything that he gives you. "So good. You take me so well princess." As Namjoon gives you a hard thrust you throw your head back on the pillow giving him access to your delicate throat. He immediately sucks on it. Kissing, licking, biting. He keeps his head in the crook of your neck & shoulder. Biting your earlobe. You buck your hips "fuck fuck harder daddy please" holding himself on his elbow his other hand goes on your hips keeping you in place as Namjoon looks at you & says "Yeah? Harder? You want daddy to pound harder on your sweet little cunt princess?" Panting.

You moan "Yes yes daddy"

"Then take it princess."

As Namjoon starts pounding you harder, rougher, growling as he feels you squeeze your walls around his cock. He changes his angle making his dick head rub that spot every time. It makes you scream louder. "Oh god daddy right there." Namjoon looks down at where you both are connected. Seeing your essence foaming around his cock Namjoon curses under his breath. Both of your bodies are covered in sweat. You could hear squelching sounds of your wetness each time Namjoon thrusts into you. Few of his hair strands sticking on his forehead. His hand cups your bouncing breast squeezing it as he sucks the other, moaning. Namjoons right hands slid down in between your bodies to rub tight circles around your clit making you scream & buck your hips higher & harder "fuck fuck please daddy.. Wanna cum.." Namjoon mumbles around your nipple looking up at you "Go ahead princess, cum for me." as he bites on your nipple looking at your face. Namjoon starts fucking you harder, the headboard’s banging on the wall. His hips smacking at yours repeatedly. You feel tingles all over your body. Your stomach tightening. You feel your high snap any moment now. But something is different. It feels bigger, stronger. Before you could word your worries you cum hard on his cock screaming. You shut your eyes tight and see stars. Your ears ring and you hear Namjoon curse. His voice is fading. You feel him pound harder into you, as he cums right behind you, painting your inside with white and his body falls on you. Still grinding his hips on you riding you both of your orgasms. You whimper with sensitivity. Eyes still closed.

When Namjoon regains his composure, stopping his hips Namjoon looks at you, and cups your face shaking you "Hey princess. Come back to me." When you look at him with half lidded eyes, he kisses you, but you don't kiss him back, feeling too tired. Namjoon asks "you okay? Did I hurt you?" You barely shake your head. With a smug face Namjoon says "You squirted on me. Look." Lifting his hips a little, looking down at your bodies where they are still connected. You try to lift your head, Namjoon helps you by cupping the back of your neck. You see all of his & your lower stomach & thighs, covered in wetness making you gasp. Namjoon just laughs at your reaction. He kisses your forehead. & put your head back on the pillow.

Namjoon pulls out of you making you hiss. Kneeling beside you, he tries to untie your hands, but the knots have gone too tight. So he pulls the bedside drawer open & pulls out a seizure. You look at it at the same time & whine "Nooo don't cut this tie. I like it." Namjoon chuckles & says “But baby the knots have gone too tight. You pulled on it too much." Smirking at you. You pout & say "whose fault is it?" Namjoon laughs & says "Yours." Making you gasp. And look at him with scoff.  Namjoon continues "If you hadn't played with yourself with my tie.." Trailing the sentence with a shrugof his right shoulder and tilt of his head. But you still are not having it. So he says "I'll buy a new one for you, princess. Don't worry." Before you could say anything he cut through the knot freeing your hands. Kissing the marks.

Namjoon makes you sit up & gives you a bottle of water from the side table to drink some water. When you take the first sip you look between your legs & see the huge wet spot & choke on the water, coughing hard. Namjoon rubs your back laughing "I know, hot right" You look at him with wide eyes & grin. "Yeah." Sitting on the edge of the bed Namjoon says "We should do that again."

"So you are saying I can play with myself again without your permission?" cocking one eyebrow up with a smirk on your lips.

Namjoon's face hardens. His jaw ticks. He growls "I dare you. I made sure that you won't be able to touch yourself for a few days. Go-ahead, try it, touch yourself." tilting his head in your pussy's direction. You know he is right. You don't think you could even wear a panty. You feel so fucking sore & sensitive. You just glare at him with a pout as he laughs. Holding your face with both hands Namjoon kiss you with loud noise muuuaaaaa. You push him away, making him laugh louder. With fake innocent face he says pouting "Ohh my little princess, come here." Pulling you in his arms. But you push him whining "Go awaayy." Namjoon laughs at your cuteness & scoops you in his arms & you let him smiling afterwords.

Namjoon takes you to the bathroom and helps you shower. He changes the sheets while you wait beside the bed wrapped like a burrito in blanket as you are feeling cold. Namjoon pulls you in bed and holds you in his arms with both naked & satisfied. He kisses your lips softly and says "I love you." you smile up at him "I love you too."  

Silk tie

Summary: You are naked on your bed masturbating with Namjoon's silk gray tie. Because you miss him & it smells like him. But what happens when he catches you?

Pairing: DaddyDom!Namjoon X CuteSub!Reader

Genere: Smut with fluff. Minders DNI.

Warnings: established relationship, explicit language, oral sex (m,f), some biting, marking, mean dom!Namjoon, soft dom!Namjoon, daddy kink, punishment, fluff, orgasm denial, nipple play, bondage, dirty talk, use of sex toy, unprotected sex (don't be stupid it's a fic), creampie, squirting, reader is cute, fluff, aftercare.

Word count: 4.7k ish

A/N: this is my first ever fic so please be gentle and let me know how do you like it. Suggestions are always welcome. Also my asks are open too.

The room is filled with soft gasps and ragged breathing of yours. Your plush pink lips biting one end of his silk grey tie in your mouth. Feeling the length of if rubbing against your breast and hardened nipples and continuing to rub on your stomach. The other end of that tie is at your clit. Messing it in your juices.

You know you shouldn’t do this. Oh! but it feels so good. But you miss him & this tie smells like him.

You hold the end of the said tie on your clit & circle it against the bud. Your back arches at the feeling. Your right legs toe grazing on the bed sheet as you pull it up & grazing at your other leg from knee and calf, when going down. Squeezing your breasts with your other hand you repeat the same with the other leg. Pinching your nipples, clenching your thighs together. Making yourself gasp with every touch. Moaning his name. Begging him with closed eyes "I want you so bad." Cursing.

You feel your high coming closer and closer with every movement. You throw your head back to bask in the feeling. You were so overcome with pleasure you could feel your chest heaving. Your lips parted. Moaning his name. You are almost there. Picturing Namjoon hovering above you. His cock in you, fucking you rough. His chains dangling on your face. His hot breath on your face, sweaty naked bodies rubbing on each other, his hairs moving due to thrusting his cock in you, he is grunting, calling you by filthy names. Your high is near. There. It's right there. You can feel it.

But you stop before you cum shaking with need. You hold your hand on your thigh which was rubbing at your clit. Your nails digging into the soft flesh of your thigh. Whimpering, your other hand holds your stomach to stop yourself from clenching. You don't want to cum without him. You don't want to break his rule & anger him.

When you lift your head to look down at your pussy, your breath hitches as you see him standing on a doorway railing at a door frame, hands crossed over his chest. One leg crossing over another & smirk on his lips looking at you. Cocking his one eyebrow up Namjoon asks "enjoying yourself?" You are shocked. Spranging up in a sitting position, you bunch up the tie with trembling hands & roll it around your fingers. You stutter “I.. I.. I.. umm.. I wasn't..” shaking your head, with shuddering breath you try to get the words out “I didn't..” All while he walks slowly towards you- like a predator. Looking at your naked body shamelessly. Seating at the edge of the bed he took the tie from your hands, holding them with both of his hands Namjoon smells your juices on it closing his eyes. A groan almost coming out of his throat. When you finally find your voice, you breathlessly say “I didn't cum.”

He opens his eyes looking at you Namjoon smiles and says "hmmm you didn't." Namjoon cups your face with one hand & kisses you tenderly. The way he is kissing you so gently, shocked you, because you thought he would be angry. He bites your bottom lip & pulls it with teeth looking at your face and lets it go. Stopping the kiss before you have even started it. You wanted to whine but it gets stuck in your throat after looking at him.

Namjoon looks at you with such a hunger, you just keep looking up at him blinking. "Hands." He is panting just like you. Without any delay your body automatically obeys him. You push both your hands up to him. He crosses your hand one over the other & wraps your wrists with the same tie you were using to get off. He pushes your shoulder with the hand that was cupping your face, to push you down & you lie back on bed, staring at him. Namjoon pulls your hands up over your head & tie them to the headboard and looks down at you. Your naked body is shining with a shin of sweat, face flushed and chest moving with every breath you take & exhale. Your core glistening with your wetness. "Fuck you look so beautiful." He confess his thoughts out loud to you. Making you blush, biting on your bottom lip.

Sitting in between your legs he takes off his coat & throws it on his side with left hand without looking where it lands. Namjoon unbuttons his shirt's top couple of buttons with his left hand. Then proceeds to un-cuff his shirt & rolling them up until they reach just below his elbow. Everything while keeping his eyes rolling up & down your body with hunger and lust in his eyes. His chest heaves with short breaths. You gulp looking at him, he looks so fucking hot. You almost moan watching him roll his sleeves like that. Namjoon knows you like it when he does it. He is doing it on purpose. You know it. Still you can't stop yourself from squirming under his gaze with need, biting your lips. Namjoon smirks looking at you. He knows what effect he has on you & it boosts his ego to watch you getting so desperate for his touch.

Rubbing your sides Namjoon hovers over you. He kisses you. This time he kisses you with all the hunger he has been keeping in himself till now. Making you moan. Namjoon takes the opportunity to push his tongue in your mouth, licking at it. Licking your tongue, sucking on it. Sucking your lips, biting it. His hand moves in your hair below your ear. Kissing the corner of your lips he moves to the side kissing your jaw towards your neck, making you buck your hips as it's your weakness. His rough trouser rubbing on your core making you moan louder. He pushes his hips on you to stop you from moving. Your whine turns into moan as he bites on your neck sucking a hickey, marking you. Namjoon moves down leaving trails of wet kisses behind. As he reach your nipple he licks it with a flat of his tongue. You arch your back thrusting your chest more for him to suck & he does it. Namjoon sucks your nipple, bites it, while squeezing the other breast & pinching your nipple with his thumb & forefinger. Throwing your head back on the pillow you moan his name making him growl.

Namjoon descends kissing down towards your stomach. He reaches in front of your core. Laying on his stomach he curses under his breath looking at your glistening core. He looks up at you "Fuck baby you are so wet! You want me that bad?" Nodding you say "Yes. Yes please, I want you so bad." humming Namjoon focuses back on your pussy biting his lips, he rubs his fingers on your pussy making more mess. Rubbing your wetness. He spreads your pussy lips making a V of his fingers & moves his hand in your slit up & down a few times. You again beg "please" bucking your hips up to get him to touch where you want him. He looks up at you as he starts circling your clit making you curse & throw your head back "ughh god." Namjoon dips his head down to lick at your clit, and then sucking it in between his lips. "Fuck just like that" you look down on him & he is already looking up at you. Namjoon hums on your clit making tingles go all over your body. He moves his wet fingers down towards your opening & push 2 fingers in you. Moving them at a slow pace. Arching your back you moan bucking your hips up "Yes. Yes daddy, more." Namjoon increases his speed fucking you with his fingers & lapping at your clit. He holds you down by wrapping his other hand around your thighs on to the stomach. Leaving your clit with a plop he looks up at you & down at his fingers going in & out of you as they come out wetter and wetter than before each time. Your essence flowing down his wrist. He curls his fingers rubbing on your G-spot making you moan louder. Sucking air through his teeth he curses. "Fuck that's it." Resuming his licking on your clit growling on your cunt.

"Ah, ah I am close." You all but whine. But Namjoon already knew, as he felt your walls clench on his fingers. Slowing his speed he moves his lips away from your clit on your hips kissing it, kissing down your thighs & up. You look down begging "Please, please" lifting your hips to get him to push you off the edge to make you cum. Completely halting his movements Namjoon removes his fingers from your pussy. You beg again "Please daddy, let me cum." Trying to entice him with your sweet voice. Licking his lips he looks up at you "But I don't think you deserve it princess." Eyes going wide you stutter "wha.. but.." You thought he was not angry. He looked unfazed when he caught you playing with yourself before. He smiled when you said you didn't cum, and he's been so gentle with you till now too.  

You try again "But-but I didn't cum before."

"Yes,” rubbing his fingers over your pussy messily, Namjoon says “but you touched this pussy without my permission. Didn't you, princess?"

You were speechless. Your mouth is gaping like a fish. Namjoon was right. You couldn't deny it. Your chin digging in to your chest as you pout, lowering your eyes from his gaze you mumble "I am sorry."

"hmm you will be"

Your eyes snappes back at him. You gulp because he didn't look angry, but that scared you more. Because it's easy to read him when he is angry. But he is not showing his emotions. Namjoon is smiling at you showing his sexy dimples. Sliding beside you holding himself on his left elbow he kisses you letting you taste yourself as his lips as his other hand runs over your thigh up & down from inside but skipping your pussy. His hand moves towards your hips up on your stomach rubbing it on the other side of your hips down on tops of your other thigh, back up on your sides, on your breasts. Squeezing them. Breaking the kiss he moves his hand towards your breasts & holding your left breast up for him, he licks on the nipple. You shudder under his ministrations. Namjoon nibbles on your nipple while pinching and pulling your other nipple with his fingers. He does the same on your other breast. You try to muffle your moans by biting your bottom lip.

Namjoon comes up with a plop. Sitting up and opening the bedside table drawer & he pulls out your favourite vibrator. Namjoon looks at you & smirks devilishly. You look at his hand & back up at his face gulping audibly. Namjoon kneels beside you, on your right side. You get distracted by the way his trousers strains on his thighs & the way the front of his trouser is bulging with his dick. Namjoon cups your face with other hand & says "eyes up here on me." You fluster because of getting caught ogling at him-by him.

Namjoon rubs the tip of vibrator on your lips you close your eyes, he descends it down your neck your breasts circling your nipples with it, continuing to drag it over your stomach down to your thigh and back up. Namjoon looks at you as he moves the vibrator towards your pussy, dipping the vibrator in your essence he rubs it a few times in your slit & over your clit. You gasp. He switches it on. Making you jump with a surprise. He holds you down with other hand on your stomach & says "God! You are so tiny." His whole palm fits on your stomach. Rubbing the vibrator up & down in your slit for a few times he starts circling it around your clit. He looks at your face contorted in pleasure moaning. He increases the speed & circles it faster on your clit. Your hands pulling at the binds as you buck your hips. "Oh my god fuck" you choke. You could feel the tale tell signs of your orgasm approaching fast because of the 2 denied orgasms. Namjoon looks intently at you, increasing vibrators speed once more. Your stomach is clenching, your hips moving, your back arched, your mouth open-gasping & moaning in pleasure, eyes shut tight, you hide your face in your arms, biting the flesh to muffle your moans, as you don't want to show any signs that you are close. But he knows your body. It's so cute of you to try to hide from him that you are about to cum. It makes him chuckle. Namjoon reads you like an open book. He keeps looking at you intently with furrowed eyebrows. Namjoon pulls away the vibrator just when you thought the band would snap & you would cum. Whining & cursing thrashing your legs. But he just pats your head, brushing your tousled hair. He kisses your forehead praising you "You are doing so good princess." As if you were not thrashing on his bed right now. After some time when you calm down. You are still panting. You want to glare at him, but you know it will worsen your punishment. You feel his lips on yours kissing you so tenderly. But you don't reciprocate his kiss. So he breaks the kiss & hovers over you. You still have your eyes closed, so he says "Look at me princess." You don't want to. But you know better not to disrespect him right now. So you open your eyes and look up at him. Your expressions are just like a small child. Eyebrows furrowed & pout on your lips. He chuckles at you and says "Don't be mad now baby. You know the rules." Cupping your face his thumb rubs on the apple of your left cheek. "Last one. Okay?" You reluctantly nod.

Moving that hand down, Namjoon brushes it on your clit making you hiss with sensitivity. Spreading your pussy lips with it, Namjoon rubs the vibrator again up & down in your slit. Hissing he curses seeing you dripping on the sheets. He holds the vibrator on your opening & turns it on medium speed. Circling it around the clit. He moves the vibrator down in between your pussy lips & up over your clit. You cry louder because of the pain caused by sensitivity. Shooting shock waves all over your body. Moving your hips to get away from it. Pulling at your binds. You are going crazy. Your thighs start shaking.

Namjoon Look up at your face. Your face is flushed & pearls of sweat forming on your forehead. Few of strands of your hair sticking to your forehead. Breathing uneven. Namjoon moves the vibrator down again on your opening. You close your legs not wanting him to put the vibrator on your clit again, trying to trap him down. But he growls & pulls your thighs apart roughly with his left hand. He gets in between your legs making you unable to shut them again like before. He spreads your pussy lips with left hands fingers & holds the vibrator straight on your clit & presses it down firmly on it. Namjoon holds you down by pinning both your thighs with his keens. Looking at your face, greeting his teeth growling angrily at you, as you tried to get away from him. You are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks, begging him for mercy. Your nails digging into your palms. "Please please please daddyyy.. Soor.. Aahh.. Pleh.. Fuck.. Am sorry..” As you feel the tingle go all over you, your body starts shaking with upcoming orgasm, your eyes roll back in your head.

Namjoon pulls away the vibrator at the last moment. Switching it off he throws it somewhere on the bed. You scream and cry because of another orgasm ripped away from you. He rubs your shaking & thrashing legs unpinning them. "Shhhh its okay princess. It's over. You did so well. So good for me." You are still crying behind closed lids. He bends over your body and wipes your tears. Namjoon kisses you, praising you. Kissing your eyes, your cheeks, and your forehead.

After you calm down, Namjoon says to you "You took your punishment so well baby. Are you ready for your reward?" You just sniffle in response. Looking up at him with teary eyes. Pout back on your lips. His thumb rubbing soothingly on your cheeks as his other hand runs on your side of the hips. You look down, digging your chin in your chest again, but he dips his head down as well looking at you, not letting you get away. You hmm. "yeah?" Namjoon is smiling at you, endeared by your cuteness. You nod & say "Yes." He kisses your nose & says "good girl." You whine and sniffle again. Chuckling Namjoon wipes your nose for you & wipes his hand on the sheets. He has to wash them anyway.

His trousers rub on your clit & you hiss. He sits up & takes off his shirt still looking at you licking his lips. But now there is adoration along with lust in his eyes. You can't help but ogle at his buffed up chest & his tight abs. You like it that he is so big. Makes you feel safe. Standing beside the bed he removes his belt & unhooks his black pants removing them. His black boxers barely held his huge cock inside. You could see the wet spot on it. He removes them too. Namjoon's cock springs up on his stomach and he sighs finally being free from tight confines. He holds his cock & gives it a few jerks using his pre-cum as lube. You clench your thighs looking at it. Your mouth salivating with the view. You want him so bad in your mouth, in your pussy. You want him everywhere. Licking your lips when you look up at his face, he is already staring at you with the corner of his lips turned up in a smirk. Cocking his head on the side he asks "You want it princess?” sucking air through his teeth. “You want my cock?" holding it at the base pointing it at you. You bobbing your head up & down you say "Yes daddy."

"Where do you want it?"

"In my mouth." You should be ashamed at how fast you answered. But you don’t.

Namjoon gets back on the bed kneeling beside your head. He rubs his dick head on your lips "Right here? In that sweet mouth of yours?" You could feel his sticky pre-cum on your lips. As he rubs it like a lip gloss on your lips. You lick your lips tasting the saltiness of it. "Uhuh. Please daddy let me suck your cock" looking up at him from your lashes. "So polite. Go ahead princess, open your mouth for daddy." You do open your mouth wide for him & roll out your tongue. Looking up at him. He curses as he slides his cock in your mouth. Holding you with crown of your hair, he starts thrusting his cock in your mouth. Throwing his head back "that's it. Suck daddy's cock like a good girl. Then daddy will reward you by making you cum." You hum around his cock making him thrust his hips hard resulting in his cock going deeper & touching the back of your throat. You gag on him, but don't stop. He looks down at you watching you gag on his cock repeatedly with tears in your eyes. Namjoon comments "fuck you look so pretty like this" petting your head.

When you swallow him he almost cums & pulls out abruptly. Saying "You suck me so good baby." Namjoon bends down cupping your face and kisses you and asks “Are you ready to get fucked now, princess?” Biting your lips you nod and say “Yes.” breathlessly. Namjoon gets in between your legs & rubs his cock in your juices wetting it. His cock rubs against your clit & you whine "daddyyy" he chuckles & says "okay okay." he kiss your nose in apology, but you huff. Namjoon positions his cock at your opening & push it in. You both groan in unison. You are so wet, but all the denied orgasms have made you sensitive & tighter. Keeping his weight on his palms beside your head, Namjoon keeps looking at your face for any inconvenience. He pushes some more, making you gasp, but there are no traces of pain on your face so Namjoon push harder the last time, making his hips touch yours. You whimper because of the stretch. No matter how many times you have done it, it's always a bit hard to take his cock in you. You are always so tight. He gives you a moment to adjust. He rolls his hips in circles to make you stretch & take him.

Cupping your face Namjoon asks "Gwaenchanh-a? (Are you okay?)" You open your eyes & look at him. Smiling you Nod "yes. Please fuck me daddy." Namjoon bends down & takes your lips in his & kiss you as he pulls out almost till his tip & push in hard making you moan. But it dies in his mouth. He sets a slow pace. Letting you get you used to him. After he feels he could move easily he breaks the kiss to look at your face. He wraps your leg around his waist. You hold him tight with both of your legs locking them behind him. His pelvis smacking on your sensitive clit, making your head spin. Whimpering, moaning, crying you hide your face in your arms, biting at your delicate skin. Namjoon goes feral on hearing your delicious sound & warm walls wrapping around his cock. He loves to see you like this-helpless. Taking everything that he gives you. "So good. You take me so well princess." As Namjoon gives you a hard thrust you throw your head back on the pillow giving him access to your delicate throat. He immediately sucks on it. Kissing, licking, biting. He keeps his head in the crook of your neck & shoulder. Biting your earlobe. You buck your hips "fuck fuck harder daddy please" holding himself on his elbow his other hand goes on your hips keeping you in place as Namjoon looks at you & says "Yeah? Harder? You want daddy to pound harder on your sweet little cunt princess?" Panting.

You moan "Yes yes daddy"

"Then take it princess."

As Namjoon starts pounding you harder, rougher, growling as he feels you squeeze your walls around his cock. He changes his angle making his dick head rub that spot every time. It makes you scream louder. "Oh god daddy right there." Namjoon looks down at where you both are connected. Seeing your essence foaming around his cock Namjoon curses under his breath. Both of your bodies are covered in sweat. You could hear squelching sounds of your wetness each time Namjoon thrusts into you. Few of his hair strands sticking on his forehead. His hand cups your bouncing breast squeezing it as he sucks the other, moaning. Namjoons right hands slid down in between your bodies to rub tight circles around your clit making you scream & buck your hips higher & harder "fuck fuck please daddy.. Wanna cum.." Namjoon mumbles around your nipple looking up at you "Go ahead princess, cum for me." as he bites on your nipple looking at your face. Namjoon starts fucking you harder, the headboard’s banging on the wall. His hips smacking at yours repeatedly. You feel tingles all over your body. Your stomach tightening. You feel your high snap any moment now. But something is different. It feels bigger, stronger. Before you could word your worries you cum hard on his cock screaming. You shut your eyes tight and see stars. Your ears ring and you hear Namjoon curse. His voice is fading. You feel him pound harder into you, as he cums right behind you, painting your inside with white and his body falls on you. Still grinding his hips on you riding you both of your orgasms. You whimper with sensitivity. Eyes still closed.

When Namjoon regains his composure, stopping his hips Namjoon looks at you, and cups your face shaking you "Hey princess. Come back to me." When you look at him with half lidded eyes, he kisses you, but you don't kiss him back, feeling too tired. Namjoon asks "you okay? Did I hurt you?" You barely shake your head. With a smug face Namjoon says "You squirted on me. Look." Lifting his hips a little, looking down at your bodies where they are still connected. You try to lift your head, Namjoon helps you by cupping the back of your neck. You see all of his & your lower stomach & thighs, covered in wetness making you gasp. Namjoon just laughs at your reaction. He kisses your forehead. & put your head back on the pillow.

Namjoon pulls out of you making you hiss. Kneeling beside you, he tries to untie your hands, but the knots have gone too tight. So he pulls the bedside drawer open & pulls out a seizure. You look at it at the same time & whine "Nooo don't cut this tie. I like it." Namjoon chuckles & says “But baby the knots have gone too tight. You pulled on it too much." Smirking at you. You pout & say "whose fault is it?" Namjoon laughs & says "Yours." Making you gasp. And look at him with scoff.  Namjoon continues "If you hadn't played with yourself with my tie.." Trailing the sentence with a shrugof his right shoulder and tilt of his head. But you still are not having it. So he says "I'll buy a new one for you, princess. Don't worry." Before you could say anything he cut through the knot freeing your hands. Kissing the marks.

Namjoon makes you sit up & gives you a bottle of water from the side table to drink some water. When you take the first sip you look between your legs & see the huge wet spot & choke on the water, coughing hard. Namjoon rubs your back laughing "I know, hot right" You look at him with wide eyes & grin. "Yeah." Sitting on the edge of the bed Namjoon says "We should do that again."

"So you are saying I can play with myself again without your permission?" cocking one eyebrow up with a smirk on your lips.

Namjoon's face hardens. His jaw ticks. He growls "I dare you. I made sure that you won't be able to touch yourself for a few days. Go-ahead, try it, touch yourself." tilting his head in your pussy's direction. You know he is right. You don't think you could even wear a panty. You feel so fucking sore & sensitive. You just glare at him with a pout as he laughs. Holding your face with both hands Namjoon kiss you with loud noise muuuaaaaa. You push him away, making him laugh louder. With fake innocent face he says pouting "Ohh my little princess, come here." Pulling you in his arms. But you push him whining "Go awaayy." Namjoon laughs at your cuteness & scoops you in his arms & you let him smiling afterwords.

Namjoon takes you to the bathroom and helps you shower. He changes the sheets while you wait beside the bed wrapped like a burrito in blanket as you are feeling cold. Namjoon pulls you in bed and holds you in his arms with both naked & satisfied. He kisses your lips softly and says "I love you." you smile up at him "I love you too."  

CHAPTER ONE

It’s done! Chapter one is up and I’ll now be working on chapter two! If you’re familiar with Bride of Discord you’ll know there’s a prologue before the actual story starts and that’s what I’ve done for chapter one! Hope whoever reads it enjoys and I’m always open for feed back!

First post on Ao3 :)

Also I need ideas for a better title lol

Posted my first fic ever <3

Posted my first fic ever <3

Hanta Sero X Reader

Promt: Light blue

Fluff☁

Description: your and you boyfriend just chilling in the park😎

Comment: This is technically my first ever XReader fanfic that I've written so I'm open to some constructive criticism!😊 Also sorry it's so short I couldn't think of much😅

Spider-boy

You laid in the grass at the park while listening to your boyfriend Sero talk on about different things he could make out in the clouds, with him laying in the grass next to you.

"Is it just me or does that one look like Spider-boy?" He said pointing up at a cloud. "It looks more like Iron-dude to me." You replied not bothering to move from your comfortable spot in the grass "No no no" He started again "That's obviously Spider-boy! Look that's his head and there's the string! "

You shook your head chuckling to yourself at your boyfriends assuredness. A few minutes went by in comfortable silence as you relaxed, closing your eyes to better feel the warm summer breeze. You opend your eyes to the feeling of being stared at. You looked over to Sero just to find him looking right back at you. "What?" You asked him slowly.

"Nothing" He looked into your eyes"It's just...your eyes shine brighter than the sun and your voice is more clear than the sky"

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You simultaneously burst into laughter at his cheesy line. "W-where did you get T-THAT from?" You asked trying to catch your breath.

"Me and Denki had some time on our hands so we thought of some!" He stated with his signature grin. " The color of the sky was a nice reminder!" He said still smiling ear to ear.

You sat up and leand on your hand next to him, finally catching your breath enough to form coherent sentences "Well, I'll make sure to repay you" "I'll look forward to it!" He exclaimed, a giant smile present on his face.

Bonus:

Denki approached Kyoka the day after his eventful conversation with Sero, determined to deliver his line with all the "Swavy-ness" In the world. "If you were a chicken you would be impeccable" He stated confidently with the biggest grin in the world.

Almost immediately Jirou bursted into laughter falling over onto the poor boy completely missing pickup part of the line, only to probably remember it when she wants to go to bed...*sigh*

currently writing my first fanfic🤭 it’s remus x reader cuz i need to feed my own need. just a cute little confession; reader is james twin

i’m really excited for y’all to read it! should be posted in the next few days

HOPE AND DESIRE!

warnings: somewhat bimbo!reader, suggestive content, use of y/n, reader jerks rafe off

bimbo!reader who loves getting her nails done x rafe who absolutely loves when she asks for his opinion!

m.list 🌷 nav 🌞 rafe m.list 🪐

“rafe” you said looking at him across the room with a cute little pout on your face

“what’s wrong my sweet girl” cooed rafe while stalking over to you

“oh it’s nothing..” letting out a small sigh you looked down, trying your best to sound upset

rafe had already crossed the room by the time you looked down, nudging your chin up with his large hand he murmured “tell me what’s upsetting you”

“well.. if you insist rafe.. it’s just.. my nails! they’re absolutely hideous! earlier while you were out with topper and kelce i was scrolling on pinterest and found the cutest set! which i think you’d love- oh! i can already imagine your face when you see them! please rafe we have to go to the salon!” you quickly let out in one breathe looking up at him with those sweet innocent eyes he loves. “look! wait no! don’t look!” you said as you quickly shoved your phone into rafes face but snatching it back as soon you remembered you wanted it to be a surprise.

“breathe, bunny. you’re about to pass out on me” chucked rafe “if my girl wants something, then what else can i do other then fulfill her every hope and desire” he said as he quickly kissed my cheek and led me out the door.

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“yes, i love them! thank you so much!” you squealed happily as you handed rafes card to the girl at the register.

it didn’t take you as long as you thought to convince rafe to go to the salon, but then again it never did. it seemed that rafe would go the the ends of the earth for you, if you so much as thought of it.

the whole drive over you spent it gushing over the set, but making sure rafe didn’t get one peek at it. telling him that they weren’t that pretty for him to be looking at and “it’s whatever, you’ll see them later” even going as far as telling rafe to wait in the car claiming it was “girls day only sorry!” while you hadn’t been lying earlier, you really did see a cute nail set while browsing on your phone! just not exactly on pinterest.

you had been scrolling on some app when you landed on a video of a girl with a fresh set of nails obviously showing them off. thinking nothing of it you liked it and scrolled, but after a bit you went back thinking it was a bit odd for the girl in the video to be posing the way she was. the girl had her hand splayed out showing her pink nails decorated with a jeweled “T” on her ring finger but the scene changed as her hand turned into an ‘O’ seemingly moving on top of a man’s lap. the more the you watched the more you were entranced as the video progressed your panties grew wet, the video quickly turned from innocent to sinful. the girl started unzipping the man’s jeans and all you could think about was rafe. and how much rafe would love for you to have his initial on your finger.

taking the card back from the woman you exited out of the salon and saw rafe leaning against the door of his car, waiting for you “there you are i was starting to worry, let me see” he said drawing out the ‘e’ for effect, reaching out to grab your hands.

“no! you have to wait,” you said trying to come up with a lame excuse so he wouldn’t ask why “they’re not dry yet!” you said jumping up and looking away you hoped rafe wouldn’t ask because he always knew when you were lying.

eying you suspiciously rafe nodded and said nothing as he helped you into the car. the car-ride back was spent with you asking rafe about his day while blowing on your nails for effect.

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after arriving home you finally decided enough was enough. while rafe was sitting on the couch watching tv you leaned over and accidentally brushed your fingers over his lap murmuring a soft “sorry” while simultaneously shoving your barely concealed cleavage in his face.

not that shocked by your antics rafe only reacted by kissing and nibbling on your chest “nothin’ to be sorry ‘bout, doll”

leaning back and settling on your plush thighs you slowly started to run your hand down rafes chest, softly moaning as you feel the soft outline of his abs under your fingers and his shirt.

“god you’re precious y/n. you’re so good for me, such a good girl” rafe let out light grunts as you started to palm him through his dress pants, his grunts only spurring you on.

after what seemed like hours you finally got to his pants and boxers off, his cock slapping up against his stomach as you stared at all of him in wonder.

“rafe..” you moaned as you started to pump his hard cock in your hand, sticking out your tongue to kitten lick his aching tip.

you made sure of making a show, your hand purposefully being adjusted to show off the diamond encrusted nail that shined with the letter “R”, which was now being coated with his pre-cum and your saliva.

you and rafe made eye contact as he looked down to see you try take all of him, god he was so big, noticing the slight bling on your finger he cocked his head to the side and pulled his brows together.

his somewhat formed frown was quickly replaced by a smirk, his chest beaming with pride as he realized what the shine was caused by.

it was pretty widely known by everyone on the island that rafe cameron was possessive, if you could even call it that it was borderline obsessive. so when he saw that you, his sweet innocent y/n had gotten his initial on your ring finger he practically lost it.

Games of Tomorrow

Header created by my muse and bb R. Title: Games of Tomorrow. Pairing: Taehyung x Reader. Mentions of: Hoseok, Jin, Subin (Victon) and OC’s Summary: A simple game of beer pong stirred up some not so innocent feelings between you and the man you held much disdain for. After all, he was your enemy. The person you couldn’t seem beat when it came to grades. You were never enough for the rich and popular but maybe just maybe you’d show them what you were all about.  Words: 13k Rating: M  Genre: Enemies to Lovers!au, College au!, Smut, Fluff, Angst.

This was all inspired by this photo which I just edited (color, background and the text)so all original photo credits go to the owner.

A/N: What started as a simple short drabble ended in this much longer than intended fic. This is my first pic so pls be gentle. I am but a noob to tumblr writing. I hope you enjoy this craziness <3 this fic is dedicated to my friend who picked Tae to be the first character I wrote about and sat there and listened to me freaking out cause the fic kept getting longer. Ily R. This is Un-Edited so i apologize in advance for the mistakes. I’ll re-read it and fix mistakes as i come across them. Tags/Warnings: Smutty smut smut, Jealousy, Drinking, Mention of Marijuana, Oral (female receiving) Fingering (female receiving), Unprotected sex (wrap it up kids) Fluff, Angst, Size kink, Tae mentioning his DIG BICK, semi rough sex (not really though).

Fic inspired Playlist Link:

spotify:playlist:77Hd51hVnDHe8Q9JaLxGbD

Taglist: @a-mess-of-fandoms @dnyad

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“Absolutely not” you said calmly into the cellphone receiver. “But y/n! You need to let loose once in awhile, and no I’m not talking about sitting on your couch eating bowls of Ramen and cheese popcorn while watching re-runs of Boy Meets World with a big glass of too much Whiskey” Layla practically whined. She had been trying to convince you to go with her to Seokjin’s party on Saturday for an entire hour. She was right, you knew this coming weekend you’d be plopped onto that same blue couch in your big band t-shirt and fuzzy socks doing exactly that. “I’ll think about it” you finally mumbled out and could practically hear the smile in your best friends voice as she exclaimed a ‘woot woot’ “Okay Hot Stuff, i’ll text you later, gotta get to Volleyball Practice” with that she hung up and you continued your walk to what you’d call a ‘Headache’ of a class.  It’s not that you hated Econ per say, it’s that you studied your ass off, completed extra credit assignments with a flourish and took wonderfully color coded notes (if you say so yourself). But yet, HE still scored higher than you (even if it was just by one point) and what’s worse is that he NEVER seemed to study, never seemed to care.  Trudging into class you took your usual seat in the second row close to the middle. Organizing your laptop, books and assortment of pencils and pens on the table. As Professor Carmine began his lesson writing “Principles of Economics” onto the whiteboard with his usual navy blue marker, you diligently took notes and nodded along with his rhetorical questions.  “Before we end for today lets see who can answer this simple yet intriguing question, “Would you consider Inflation or Deflation of cost cycles to be more costly to a business?” You pondered on how to word your answer for about two seconds before raising your hand. “Yes Ms. Y/L/N” you shifted in your seat slightly. “While I know this question has no definite answer as it can be interpreted many ways, I would say with our current Economy, Inflation of prices would be more costly,” Before you could continue you heard a Deep Baritone voice that you knew too well scoff. “So you think Deflation would benefit a business? that’s essentially lowering your prices which in turn leads to loss of income” You rolled your eyes nonchalantly and turned around in your seat to look at the man in the fourth row who had not only interrupted you but disagreed and voiced his disagreement.  “I said with our current economy Inflation could hurt a business. Do you think regular people can afford to buy a $3,000 purse when they make minimum wage? It could cost a company to make said purse for $200 with cost of material and labor. If you lower those prices by a fraction, said company would still be making money and you could possibly have more demand as more people with regular paying jobs can afford you buy said purse. If you higher the price less  regular people can afford such a luxury item which could hurt the demand. Thus causing an issue with the income for a business”. You said staring at the red haired man pulling a cock of his right eyebrow from him. “Regular people don’t need a $3,000 bag, you want brands to lower the prices so poor people can buy their items? How sad. Tae is right, just higher the prices and get more money. Businesses will make their money regardless of the lower or middle class purchasing their items, as long as they have people like us,” a high pitched voice you recognized as Nami said gesturing to herself and the perfect barbies next to her “buying from them”. Before you continue the alarm from your Professors phone startled you and signaled the end of not only your Monday class but your discussion as well. You picked up your items, shoving them in your bag and trudged out of class. As you passed Taehyung with Nami, Michelle, Hoseok and Gigi at his back he smirked at you and you swore you heard Nami giggling ‘Bet she’s never even held a Chanel bag in her hands. she just wants everybody to be ratchet like people like her’. Smiling to yourself you turned around and flipped them the bird “At least I don’t have to go crying to daddy to buy me a new set of tits, I make my own money and work hard for it. Something you wouldn’t know a thing about, and THAT is what I find sad about your entailed fake ass”. your voice carrying through the hall as you turned back around and made your way back to your dorm. ——————————————— “You know what day it is? TACO Tuesday” You exclaimed while taking a shot of Jose Cuervo and stirring your meat to ensure its cooked properly. Your roommate Casey giggled and Layla downed a shot with you while blasting a Pitbull song. After plating your dinner of carne picada tacos topped with all your usual veggies and homemade Salsa you smiled while your friends posted pics to their instas, Captioning “BB y/n made us food”.  “I still can’t believe you told Nami her tits were fake” Casey giggled while shoving a fistful of popcorn into her mouth. “y/n said her tits and her ass were fake” Layla corrected and you smiled at your dorky friends. “She deserved it, nothing I said wasn’t true. You all were sprawled out on the couch pilled high with fluffy blankets watching a random episode of The Nanny and laughing at random jokes Layla said while scrolling through her Insta feed. “OOOOOOh Valeria is getting ice cream with Subin” Casey practically pouted at the post and you sighed knowing your roommates crush on Valeria which did not go unseen by Layla, causing a metaphorical lightbulb to go off in her head. “You know Casey, Valeria is going to be at Jin’s party on Saturday” Casey being held buzzed sat up catching the bait and worried her bottom lip “Is she?” Layla nodded “This could be your chance to get a fistful of all that Latina, metaphorically and not so metaphorically” she crudely added with a wiggle of her eyebrows and you literally face palmed at your best friends words. Instead of being equally gassed out, Casey however downed her coke and stood up triumphantly “It’s time I tell her!” Layla stood up with her screaming a loud ‘yaaaaas queen’ and both pairs of eyes looked towards you sitting their nursing your Sprite. “What?” you questioned and immediately regretted when both girls practically jumped on you, squishing you between their bodies. “I can’t confess without knowing you and Layla are both there” Casey pouted her soft pink colored lips causing you to shake your head. “You do not need me there while you confess to your crush.”  “But what if it goes bad? what if she rejects me, or worse; makes fun of me? What if i need to leave and I’m crying and I have snot everywhere an-“ Before she could continue you sighed and covered her mouth with your right hand. Nodding you stood up and smiled at both girls “Fuck it, Let’s get your Girl!” you knew Casey had liked her for literally an entire year and you knew you’d feel like shit if you weren’t there supporting your friend as she bared her heart. “I’m only doing this for you though, so know that I love you.” ——————————————— While the rest of the week you were dreading the party Saturday knowing Nami, Taehyung and the other were going to be there, it was Thursday night that was the straw that broke the Camels back. You had just finished returning your copy of Ulysses when you passed Nami practically hanging on the redhead talking about her Angel costume for Seokjins party. Rolling your eyes as you passed you stopped as you heard her ask “What are you rolling your eyes about? This is a private conversation” she flipped her hair over her left shoulder and you yet again rolled your eyes. “This is a public hallway, which means anything you say that can be heard by others can in fact get a response be it verbal or physical by someone other than the intended person in the conversation.” You were just about to turn around when she hmmphed “Whatever, mind your own business” turning around you were met with Layla jogging towards you. “Hot Stuff, what are we going to wear to the party? I’m thinking Doja Cat from the ‘Juicy’ MV, omg you should be -“ Before your best friend could continue, Nami stepped towards you with her arms crossed. “And how did someone like you, get an invitation?” punctuating the ‘you’ she pointed at you. “Jin and I are both on the Volleyball team” Layla stated and turned towards you “And he said I can bring whoever I wanted.” “I still don’t know why you hang around people like her” she once again pointed to you with her baby pink manicured index finger. You knew Layla had money and could very well fit in with their group. You sometimes felt like you were her downfall, the anchor to her social climb. But she always reassured you that she hated people like Nami and never understood why out of everyone, she hated you in particular for the passed two years. “Maybe because she’s my BEST friend, whoever gets invited to the party doesn’t involve you Nami. It’s JINS party, not yours.” Layla shook her head and you bit your bottom lip while curling your fists at your sides trying to calm yourself down.”Maybe she should be Donkey from Shrek, or maybe an edgy emo kid from 2010 with her ugly tattoos” Nami smirked and you heard Taehyung ‘who was scrolling on his phone let out a light laugh, his deep baritone further fueling Nami’s ego. “Have you ever even been to a party? like have you ever even left you dorm for something other than classes and your jobs” she sneered at the words jobs. “You should just reconsider coming, people like YOU don’t belong. People like YOU really should know your place” Your jaw visibly ticked “Seems like you have an obsession with anything my best friend does, is this like you having a big lesbian crush on her?” Layla said while placing a hand on your shoulder and doing her best Janice from Mean Girls impression. Before Nami could say anything back Taehyung nodded out a “Guess we will see you there then, bye Layla, bye y/n” turning to leave. Nami rolled her eyes and checked her phone “Not like it’ll matter what you wear, wait, OMG you should soo wear a ghost costume, it would suit you. Get it? cause you’ll be invisible and you don’t belong” then turned around, her yellow heels clacking against the tile as she following Taehyung down the hall cackling. “I still don’t know why she’s always hated you of all people? like it’s been two years of the same thing with her. I honestly don’t know how you haven’t hit her. I’ve seen you fight” She smiled and grabbed your hand, holding it while you all made your way down the hall, which made you smile and let out a small giggle at her comment about you fighting. She knew about your childhood and how you practically lived at you neighbors boxing gym to let off steam as a stress reliever. You had agreed to find a suitable costume as rage filled you from Navi’s moments and Taehyung’s lack of interest in the matter. (not that you would’ve expected much from him)

As you scanned the rows of costumes hung on the wall neatly you waited by the changing room while Layla and Casey tried on their costumes. “I think i’ll just go with this one” Casey smiled softly while twirling in her peter pan costume, her blond bob swishing lightly. “It’s so cute!” you hugged her and turned to see Layla emerging with a shake of her head “This isn’t giving me enough Doja Vibes”. You let out a hmm and pulled the pink/red mid length wig from your left and threw her a pair of red tights telling her to go put those on while you scoured the items on the racks.  Layla finally emerged from the dressing room after you finished giving her the scattered pieces you had found. Clutching the green watermelon rind skirt, she twirled around in the same manor Casey did earlier and shook her pinky/red bandeau covered chest at you. After tightening the green suspenders that were connected to the skirt she smirked “Now it’s your turn Babe, and Casey and i are paying” before you could interrupt her she continues “not buts! You agreed to find a costume” Shaking your head you said a chorus of “No’s” vehemently at every option she held in front of you. “Y/n you need something to accentuate how hot you are! make her eat her words” you huffed and shook your head “Naughty Nerd is not the way to go Nami” Hanging the customer back on the rack she mumbled a “she said nerd so i figured hot nerd would be well, hot”. You grabbed a simple Witch costume that consisted of a mid length purple dress and a black hat with matching stockings, something low key but still a costume. Before you could go pay for it Layla grabbed your hand and stopped you. “No, y/n that isn’t enough, plays were paying” she pointed to herself and Casey who nodded.  “Layla I don’t want to draw anymore attention to myself, I don’t need to look “hot” cause I’m not. I’m just a regular person who isn’t enough for these people. I’ll never be or do enough” You look down at your right arm and traced the intricate patterns of your black and white peonies and hibiscus that lined your inner arm. Your friends had never seemed you look so vulnerable, and something in Layla snapped.  “She called you invisible and said you weren’t enough but guess what? She knows all about you makes sure you’re always uncomfortable around them. Which means she sees you as a threat”. you bit your bottom lip at her words “She has called you ugly, ratchet ‘which who says that anymore, poor, insignificant and she made fun of you working your ass off to pay your tuition because your deadbeat parents can’t do shit for you. You’re the smartest person in class, you’ve got street smarts and fuck man, you can literally kick a grown mans ass. Remember when those guys were grabbing Casey at the club and you stood up for her and literally fought two of them and won? Little miss prissy bitch couldn’t stand a 5 secs with that y/n. I know you don’t bother with fighting her cause you’re afraid of her connections and getting kicked out of school but fuck y/n grow some balls”  Snapping your head in her direction you walking up to her standing in her face and exclaimed “Firstly Taehyung is the smartest in my Econ class. Secondly, don’t you think I’m already aware of what she says about me? don’t you think i want to punch that stupid smile off her face full of fillers? You wan’t me to grow some balls? FUCKING FINE, but I’m not wearing a “sexy nerd costume.” Smirking and trailing your fingers along a row of costumes  you looked at your friends. “I’ll show her just how hot I can be”  Layla smirked at you “That’s my girl, so what do you have in mind then” You slid your fingers along what felt like vinyl. Cocking your right eyebrow up you gripped the material. “What’s hotter than the Devil?” ——————————————— Standing in front of your mirror in your bedroom you were already regretting your choice in outfits for tonight. As you stared at yourself you reminded yourself why you were doing this. You were going to prove a point and that was all that mattered. you were going to prove you weren’t any of the negative things Nami said about you. Running your hands down the scrappy vinyl like material that was covering your chest and part of your upper body. Your hands stopped above your navel where the top stopped and you cocked your hip to the side, descending your hands further down your bare skin to the top of the matching vinyl like skin tight pants that resembled shiny black liquid covering your skin leaving little to the imagination. You plopped yourself in front of your desk to the makeshift vanity that was full of makeup products for the nights preparations. Curling the ends of your hair you laughed as Layla pranced around shimmying to Nasty by Brooke Candy. “Don’t trust that hoe he N A S T Y” you all yelled the lyrics.  Finishing your Deep Burgundy and black smokey eye, you applied a sharp winged eyeliner and smoked out the lower lash line. Applying small round black jewels under your eyes you finished the look with a deep burgundy matte lipstick, fluffy lashes and a soft pink toned blinding highlighter. “We have like 5 minutes, get your asses in gear” Layla announced as you were tying your simple black leather choker around your neck. After zipping up your over the knee 5 inch stiletto vinyl black boots, you placed your black horned headband on your head securing the little clips in your hair and primped the strands around your face to frame sexily.  The ride there was filled with bopping to music and Layla yelling that you were a bad bitch out of the windows for all of the campus to hear which caused you to yell as the Uber driver. Taking a deep breath, you exited the car and holding Layla and Caseys hands, you walked the short distance of the walkway to Seokjin’s Lavish off campus Townhome. The smell of weed and alcohol mixed with the sound of loud bass thumping greeted you as Layla pushed open the door. Walking through a sea of bodies you felt several pairs of eyes on you and you had to remind yourself it was fine. Settling yourselves in the kitchen, you started to make you all some drinks while Casey looked out for Valeria and Layla handed you cups and bottles. You decided simple Margaritas on the rocks were safe for the night and handed them to your friends. A tall and beautiful man you knew as Seokjin himself walked in and greeted you all, making sure to give Layla a hug to which you noticed her little blush creeping down her neck.  “I’m glad you all could make it! Layla are you Doja Cat? omg Casey you’re Peter Pan! y/n are you the devil? oooooh are those Margs I see?” SeokJin asked which you nodded and asked if he wanted one as well. “Yes please! I suck at making drinks, oh and please just call me Jin” Smiling you stirred the mixture into a clear cup and handed it to him earning a dazzling smile. As he took a sip, Jin pressed his right hand to his chest over his heart “You NEED to come to all of my parties and make me drinks. This is so delicious” As he mimicked the chefs kiss signal you laughed and Layla beamed a smile at him. “Y/n works as a bartender part time at Nely’s next to campus” You nodded and sipped you drink while surveying the beautiful white marble kitchen and chrome accents. “You have a beautiful Home Jin” you smiled to him which made him softly pat you on the back “Thank you! I take pride in my kitchen. It’s where I blow off steam from Volleyball practice” Layla shook her head “You need to blow off steam? you practically don’t even sweat while we run plays” to which Jin scoffed “We all need to blow off steam Layla” You and Casey watched as both people seemed really comfortable with being around each other. You noticed Layla blush and Jin smile every time their eyes met. “Oh you’re here” said a shrill voice you knew none other than Nami herself, dressed in a fluffy white see thru robe, white satin dress that barely covered her butt, knee high white vinyl go-go boots, white lace stockings and sitting atop her head a thin gold halo attached to a headband. Next to you Layla smiled and placed her hand on her hip “Yeah, we said we would be here so here we are” you heard the brattiness in her voice and giggled when you notice Jin staring at her hips. “Ew, don’t stay too long” Nami said while walking out. Jin shook his head which prompted Layla to ask why he had invited Nami. “Well our families are friends and my roommates are friends with her” You cocked an eyebrow” You have roommates?” Before Jin could answer you heard a deep baritone laugh getting closer, turning your head to the side you saw Taehyung accompanied by Hoseok walking into the safe haven of the kitchen. “Tae, Hoseok, come meet Layla and her friends Casey and y/n!” Jin smiled “These are my roommates” As the men stepped closer you tried your best to cover the shocked look on your face. “HEY we have two devils!” Hoseok yelled out and smirked.  Taehyungs hair was parted down the middle and some of his fringe was swept up into two red ‘horns’ he donned black skin tight vinyl pants, red shiny shoes that looked a lot like Gucci Mules, a sequined Blazer with only one button down right above his navel that accentuated his chest as he decided to forgo a shirt and a thing black choker similar to yours but tied in a small bow sitting in the hollow of his throat. Feeling his eyes roaming over your body and landing on you horns you busied yourself by chugging your drink and earned a holler from Hoseok. “Hey y/n can party!”  Before anything else could be said, Casey spotted Valeria who was waving at you all to join her in the living room. Throwing your cup in the trash you followed Casey out of the now suffocating kitchen and tried to hide your expression as your eyes met the Red Devil while you slid passed him.  “Hey girls!” Valeria smiled and hugged you both causing Casey to blush. Layla had stayed in the kitchen talking to Jin which made you smirk knowingly. “This is Subin” the man next to her looked up from his phone and sent a side your way, you noticed his costume as a werewolf from the looks of his tattered ripped shirt and what looked like a gnarly bite mark on his collarbone.  “Hi I’m y/n and this is Casey” Casey narrowed her eyes at the man and how close he was standing to Valeria mumbling out a ‘I know who Subin is’. As you four talked you noticed Valeria standing closer and closer to Casey while laughing at some inside joke they shared. Before you knew it Valeria had swung an arm around your friend and they shared a soft smile. You really hoped all went well for Casey, if not, you might have to kick some ass. While you were thinking of the cuteness overload that Casey and Valeria together could be you heard a shuffle from your right “you look nice when you smile” Subin smiled at you and you felt the pink tint forming on your cheeks. As Casey pulled Valeria with her outside for some “fresh air” which you knew as go time. You decided to get straight to it and ask Subin himself “Are you and Valeria a thing?” choking on his drink he coughed out a loud ‘no no no no’ and you cocked an eyebrow. “Val and I are just friends, plus she’s not really into someone like me like that?.” “Someone like you?” Nodding Subin smiled knowingly and looked towards the door both girls had just slipped through. “As in she like boobs, your friends boobs to be exact.” Your eyes widened “Wait no! not her boobs, she liked your friend in general i was just saying boobs to accentuate how Val wouldn’t like me anatomically.” You giggled at how flushed he had gotten and he smiled along with you. You hadn’t noticed a pair of eyes staring as you talking to the man dressed as a werewolf. Hoseok noticed the look in his friends eyes, it was the same one Taehyung had gotten anytime you rolled your eyes at him, ignored his presence or had gotten in a heated debate. He had been sporting that look every time he looked at you for a little over two years now. Since your first year of college when you had shared a Psych class and battled for top spot in class. He knew his friend had taken an interest in you and it never dissipated.  Taehyung sipped his beer and kept his eyes glued to your face while you smiled and laughed at something the man next to you had said. Hoseok was tired of nothing coming from this and slammed his beer down hopping onto the coffee table earning a ‘that wasn’t cheap get down!’ from Jin “It’s beer pong time!” Hopping off the table he stood in front of you in all of his Napoleon Dynamite Glory. “Y/n come play beer pong” he smiled at you and you could help but notice how beautiful Hoseoks smile was. Shaking your head “I don’t think i’ll be playing tonight Hoseok but than-“ Nami cackled at you from her band of barbies and interrupted “ Hope, don’t waste your time with her she isn’t worth it. Plus she probably can’t even play, she’s never even been to a party before.” Thats what caused you to roll your eyes and place your hand into Hoses outstretched one. “I’ll play”. You and Subin followed Hoseok to the side of the living room where a few beer pong tables were already set up. Layla and Jin had joined you as well, intrigued to see you playing. “Okay teams of two. Usual rules of no leaning over the table, must drink your drink if a ball is sunk, one re-rack per person on each team, and if a trick shot made with one hand behind your back and a foot away from the table is sunk by the opposing team they may make a request that you have to complete. Said request can’t be anything illegal or THAAAT bad. “Can I take a shot instead of drinking a beer? I don’t really do well with beer” you asked honestly which cause Hoseok to holler “Fuck yeah!”  Before you could pick a teammate Hoseok smiled and pulled Taehyung over “We have to have the two Devil’s playing” You shrugged and asked Subin if he would be your partner to which he smiled an ‘of course’ which earned a cock of an eyebrow from Taehyung which Hoseok noticed and smirked. “I’d be on Tae’s team but I think to make it fair we should have another female” Nami walked over laying her hand on Taehyung’s shoulder and smirked “I’ll play” you rolled your eyes and mumbled an ‘i’ll play’ mimicking her shrill voice which earned a chuckle from Subin. “Ooh an Angel and a Devil on the same team, how heaven and hell” Hoseok smirked and set up the cups handing each team their set of ping pong balls. Layla and Jin brought you a bottle of tequila (your eyebrows shot up when you noticed it was ‘Gran Patron’ and then you remembered these people are well off. You had made the marg’s with a different bottle of Patron which while not cheap wasn’t as expensive as this particular bottle was) and shot glasses to replace the typical drink of beer if a ball is sunk. Beer really didn’t sit well with your stomach, you assumed it was the carbonation.  “Layla you do know this is like a $500 bottle of alcohol right?” Layla smirked and Jin smiled responding “I don’t really drink Tequila unless it’s in a marg and my uncle left this bottle here from his last stay, as far as I’m concerned you can have it.” You opened the bottle letting the smell of Agave fill your senses and re capped it. “Ready?” Hoseok asked to which both teams agreed.  Taehyungs team started to which Nami missed her shot, the next shot was Subins and he sunk it, picking her to chug what looked like some sort of fruity cider. Taehyung was next and he lined up his shot before seemingly sinking it before he looked up “Subin drinks” he said smoothly and Subin drank what was left in his cup. You were up next, carefully lining up your shot you watched as the ball plopped right into the cup and looked at the duo in from of you. “Nami drinks” Nami rolled her eyes “Ughh again??” she exclaimed and you smirked “What? can’t keep up?” you asked to which she grumbled and drank what looked like another cider. Nami sunk her next shot and picked you to drink, as you poured the liquid into your shot glass you smirked right at her while downing the shot like it was water. Unknown to you, a pair of dark eyes watched as you licked your lips while placing the glass down. The game continued with each of the teams missing and sinking shots until you won the game, hugging Subin you both had only had around 3 drinks each and decimated the other team. Taehyung called for another game as in 2/3 wins to win the full game. You had surprisingly agreed but only because Nami wouldn’t shut the fuck up with her little snide comments and you loved the look on her face every time she missed or you sunk her shot.  The second game continued until there were only 4 cups left on your end and 3 on the opposing team. You and Subin hugged each other after your last shot that nailed Nami yet again and she held her stomach calling celebrity shot which basically called Hoseok into the game to replace her. You were 5 shots in and feeling light, not nearly drunk but nicely buzzing as you could hold your liquor well. Stepping in Hoseok smirked “Imma flip things up, If i sink this shot ya’ll gotta do my request” Folding his left arm around his back he took a few steps away from the table and focused on nailing the center shot, and to your surprise he actually did nail it. “Hmm little devil, I request that you take a shot” Your eyebrows shot up as that sounded easy enough. “Oh dear, not a normal shot. I’m talking about a body shot, your partner needs to lay on the table and you have to follow all body shot steps down to the lime in his mouth.” Rolling your eyes you turned to Subin to ask if it was okay with him. Your buzzing partner agreed and insisted after you asked if he was sure. Laying his body down on the table with the crown of his head facing Hoseok and Teahyung. He lifted his shirt up to his chest so that you could sprinkle salt from his navel up to his chest. Filling the shot glass, you placed it above his belly button and gave him the lime wedge to slip between his lips. Taehyung gritted his tech as you climbed onto the white table situating yourself above Subins lap. People who were watching the game from afar gathered closer to watch as you once again asked Subin if it was okay and he smiled a yes. Leaning down you tentatively dragged your tongue from his belly button up to his chest licking up the salt, then dipped back down to his belly button and wrapped your lips around the shot glass leaning up and getting the liquid pour into your mouth and down your throat. You crawled up his body and carefully took the lime from his mouth, making sure to dig into the flesh of the lime and not actually touch his mouth. After all, you just met him and didn’t want him to think you were taking advantage of anything. Throwing the wedge into a discarded cup you hopped off of the table and handed Subin a napkin to wipe the remnants of salt and tequila off of his body.  “Can we get on with the game?” Taehyung grumbled and you rolled your eyes nodding. Subin sunk his next shot and Hoseok took a shot of Tequila instead of chugging a beer. It was now 3 to 2 and Taehyung missed his next shot, too focused on the way you were fanning your hand over the back of your next from the warmth the liquor was giving you. It was your turn and you sunk your next shot causing Taehyung to chug the beer Jin handed to him. Hoseok smiled and once again moved his left arm around his back “Might as well make it interesting, another request for another trick shot” you rolled your eyes and smiled at the brunette as he wagged his eyebrows and closed his eyes. You truly did not think he would sink another trick shot, let along with his eyes closed. But as you watched the ball sink into one of your cups your eyes went wide. You heard hollers and screams hyping up the shot that Hoseok had just made and mentally readied yourself for another body shot. “If you’re thinking I’m going to have you do the same thing, you’re wrong” Your eyebrows furrowed and he smirked “It’s Subins turn to take a body shot” Taehyung let out a deep warning “Hoseok, don’t” You didn’t understand why he would have a problem with it but you turned around to look at Subin to ask if he was once again okay with such a thing. He nodded and in turn asked if you were okay. Smiling you handed him a shot glass. After you situated yourself the same way Subin had, you saw him falter on where to put the salt since your top stopped right above your navel, and you grabbed the bottle of salt from his hand and placed a trail from your collarbone up your next. You figured it was safer than your cleavage.  Subin handed you the lime wedge and you softly bit into it watching him fill the shot glass and place it above your belly button. Layla looked down at you and smiled as she saw you getting chorus of “Fuck yeah y/n” which had made Nami who was sitting down roll her eyes. Climbing into your body and leaning down, Subin let his tongue drag along your collarbone to your neck slowly before leaning down and wrapping his lips around the shot glass in the same way you had done to him and leaned up to gulp it down. Leaning down once again he was about to take the lime wedge from your mouth when a hand n his shoulder stopped him. Before you could ask what was going on you saw a strand of red and felt a pair of lips on yours pulling the lime away.  Taehyung had had enough, he was tired of seeing you with Subin and even more tired of the games Hoseok was playing. When he watched Subin lean down to your mouth he couldn’t take it anymore and his body reacted on it’s own. Doing what it had been wanting to do for years.  You watched as Taehyung spit out the lime wedge a leaned back down to capture your lips in his in an upside down kiss. A chorus of oohs and oh shits followed which caused you to push him off and jump off of the table. You shook your head at him and wrapped your arms around your body “What the fuck Taehyung?” you asked but before anybody could answer you, you asked Jin where the bathroom was to which he pointed out and you ran there hearing a “wait” being yelled but you didn’t care you needed to get out of there. You were being watched by everybody and that accompanied with the kiss from someone you thought you hated and assumed he hated you as well, well that was too much. Walking into the first floor bathroom you slammed the door and made your way to the sink. You looked at yourself in the mirror then looked down, bracing your hands on either side of the sink trying to calm yourself down.  You could hear the bass thumping, causing the walls to lightly vibrate. There was a loud knock on the door followed by a series of “y/n please please open the door.” Letting out a deep breath you ran your index finger along your lash line, wiping any excess makeup that had smudged during your beer pong game. Stepping towards the door you swung it open only to be greeted with your best friend flinging herself on your short frame despite the high heeled boots you donned. “Hi, I love you, and before you say it. I know you want to go home but please don’t let those people get to you. So what if Tae kissed you? Don’t even acknowledge that ass wipe, and omg you should’ve seen Navi’s face when he kissed you. She legit looked like she was going to blow up like some sort of doll filled with helium!” Layla placed her hands on either side of you, softly gripping your shoulders, her deep brown eyes staring into yours softly. “Hey, talk to me? If you really do want to go home, i’ll go with you. But I really think you shouldn’t let anything that just happened get you down. Let’s just go back to the living room and dance all these feelings away! You’ve got me, Jin, Subin and Casey and Val ‘not that i know where they are.” While she rambled on you took in your surroundings, noting the pristine glass shower situated in the corner followed by the chrome towel rack that supported plush light grey towels. The porcelain toilet stood across from it, tucked into a corner of the light grey walls that matched the towels. As she finished her speech you already knew what you had to do, you weren’t going to let this get you down. You were so fucking tired of letting people get to you, you had no control over your life growing up but you sure as hell had control over your current self. You had amazing friends, were incredibly intelligent, worked your ass off at both of your jobs and were happy with the way you looked. Quirking up the left corner of your mouth you leaned in and planted a big smooch on your besties left cheek. “Layla, you’re right” Surprise crossed your best friends face, followed by a knowing smirk. “That’s my best bitch! Let’s get our asses down there and show them what a bad bitch you are, not that you haven’t already. I mean, dude you totes slammed like 6 shots no problem and you look HOT AS HELL.”  Giggling you took her arm into yours and let her take you down the hallway into the crowded living area. The LED lights lit a soft purple hue that bounced off of the cream colored walls, further creating that fantasy look that enticed party goers to let all their inhibitions go. You noticed someone had moved the coffee table to a far corner closer to the beer pong tables, which had expanded the makeshift dance floor. The DJ was bopping his head to the current track he was mixing and the sea of bodies moving themselves to the beat was massive. You clutched Layla’s hand in yours as she pushed her way through the dancers and you all finally settled closer to one of the couches that had been pushed to a corner opposite of the tables where Jin, Subin and Hoseok had been waiting for you two. Jin placed a hand on your shoulder as if you check if you were alright and you smiled while nodding. “I’m so so sorry y/n, are you okay?” Subin asked and searched your face for an answer. Smiling at the man who had been your partner in crime for the passed hour, you nodded. “It’s all good, no need to be sorry. I do need another drink though. I think that little stint in the bathroom may have sobered be up more than i’m happy about.  Hoseok smiled and shouted a ‘Gotchu’ before he bounded back off to the kitchen mixing up some concoction you knew would be strong. “Theres seems to be a lot more dancing than before” you jutted your chin towards the sea of bodies and Jin laughed. “I think most people are in that drunks haze where dancing is all they can do since they can’t seem to stand straight.” You chucked softly as you knew all too well how dancing enticed drunk people. The brunette thrusted a clear cup into your hands, quirking an eyebrow at him he responded with a chuckle. “It’s just bourbon on the rocks” Testing the liquid in the cup you smiled confirming it was in fact bourbon and nothing gross. You spotted Nami hanging herself on Taehyung in the corner towards the tables, your eyes met as she looked back at you with what looked like rage. Leaning her body upwards she leaned in towards his right ear and appeared to be whispering something to which he shook his head while staring into his glass. This seemed to upset her, huffing she once again leaned back up and attached you pink gloss covered lip to his neck. For some reason this had annoyed you to no end. For years Nami had been al over the tall man, only to be semi rejected with her advances which had brought you an odd sense of joy and seeing her lips on his neck as he just stood there caused you to rip your gaze away fro the pair and bring your cup up to your still burgundy tinted lips as the lipstick had faded away and left you with a just bitten look. Leaning you head back you downed the contents of the glass and slammed it down on the nearby end table that was situated by the couch. “Let’s dance?” you handed Jin your purse pulling Layla to the dance floor with you, not needing an answer to your question. As you both pushed through to the middle of the grinding crowd you best friend leaned in to your ear letting you know she’d be right back. Before you could ask what she was doing you saw her watermelon headband bounding up to the DJ who nodded when she leaned in close to him. As the first notes of the beat started you couldn’t help the smirk that planted itself on your lips. You giggled as Layla shimmied her way towards you and the first lines of the song began. Letting your body sway to the music, Layla laid her hands on your hips. “That’s my best friend, she a real bad bitch. Got her own money.” You both sang as you moved your hips in her hands.  Placing both of your hands on her shoulders you turned her around and pulled her back close to your chest. Jin had been staring at your friend’s hips swaying along with yours and you decided you wanted to put on a show for him. Running your hands up her tight covered thighs up to her waist she leaned forward and gave her ass a little twerk causing you to chuckle. Turning her body around she gripped your hand in hers and spun you around, you made sure to wiggle your hips as you spun. “She been down since the jellies and the bow-bows” you shimmied your hips and saw Casey and Val bounding their way towards you two. As they got closer you noticed Caseys Peter Pan hat had gone missing and Vals pink lipstick was smudged, both girls walking hand in hand. Throwing Casey a knowing smirk she shrugged lightly and Layla wrapped her arms around both girls, creating a circle. “Where have you BEEN?” Layla yelled over the music at the two but shook her head after taking in their appearances “Nevermind I don’t want to know, wait, or do I?” wiggling her eyebrows she smoothed down Caseys wild blonde bob. Val seemed to enjoy the blush that had formed on Caseys cheek and she leaned close to place a kiss on either cheek, further fueling the crimson on her cheeks. As the intro to Bad Bitch by Bebe Rexha came into play you all raised your hands up into the air and swayed to the beat. Hoseok came into view, thrusting a shot into each of your friends hands and you all posed for his snapchat video while downing the shots of what tasted like whiskey. “Gross, I don’t know how you like liquor” Casey said, her cute face scrunching up into a sour expression and you giggled.  Leaning down you touched your toes and twerked your ass to the beat earning a “fuck it up” from Layla and Val. As you ground your hips back into your best friend you looked up catching Taehyungs burning gaze on your flushed face. Cocking an eyebrow up at him you turned around in Layla’s hold swaying your hips. “Ugh, prissy bitch incoming” Layla whispered into your ear and you followed her eyes to Nami who pulled Michelle and a bored looking Taehyung onto the dance floor. Your eyes followed Navi’s movements as they slid up and down the devils chest and Michelle settled her hands on his shoulders behind him. Your jaw tensed as Nami’s hands trailed up to his neck. Meeting his dark gaze you narrowed your eyes slightly and shook your head, turning around and grabbing Hoseoks hands pulling him closer to you. The LED lights turned a deep red hue as the opening to Streets - Silhouette remix started and Val exclaimed “Let me put this on insta, y/n your horns loom so good in this light!” Posing with your back towards Hoseoks with your head leaning onto his shoulder, the latter gripped your hips and leaned his face into your neck while Val took the picture.  As the tune changed and the beat dropped with it’s intoxicatingly slow beat you swayed your hips against Hoseoks, bending your knees and slowly sliding up and down his body. Trailing his fingers up your sides he grilled your hips and turned you around to face him. You heard Layla lean into Casey saying something along the lines of ‘oh shit’. ‘I found it hard to find someone like you’ you slid your body down the Brunettes, never leaving his gaze ‘send your location come thru’. Leaning back up you rolled your head around and he wrapped a hand into your hair, his other gripping your right hip tighter. your hands settled themself on his shoulders and you leaned towards his left, your eyes catching onto Taehyungs dark gaze, his eyes never leaving yours as Hoseok ground his hips into yours. Even as Nami wiggled her hips in front of his and trailed her hands under his blazer, his arms stayed at his sides, never touching the Angel nor the Bunny who still danced her body against his back. Hoseok knew his friend was watching and he couldn’t help but smirk, gripping your hair tighter he moved your face towards him and pulled you in until you were a few centimeters from his lips as he moved your hips along with his. ‘We belong and I can’t be without you’ Doja’s voice crooned through the speakers as Hoseok leaned in closer to your lips over the hazey cloud of smoke and tightly packed bodies. You internally debated wether or not you truly wanted him to close that gap and land his lips on yours, but the only thing you could think of was the gaze of a certain someone on yours.  Before you fully decided on if you wanted the man in front of you to kiss you, your body was pulled away from his. A strong grip was formed around your wrist and all you registered was Layla and Casey wide eyes before you were being pulled away from the dancing bodies and up the stairs. You barely registered the click of a door being opened followed by your back hitting the hard wood. “What the hell were you doing?” Taehyung rasped out staring deeply into your eyes with a mixture of what looked like want and fury. You placed your hands on his chest pushing him back slightly and jutted your chin upwards. “Excuse me? I was dancing with my friends and Hoseok, not that that’s any of you business” Taking a step towards him. “What the hell do YOU think you’re doing? dragging me up to this room and thinking you can manhandle me.” Receiving no answer you shook your head and were prepared to turn around and walk right back out of that door. “You drive me fucking insane. Seeing that Subin guys hands all over you and then you dancing like that with my best friend.” You felt yourself being pressed against the door once again with his large hands on either side of your head, his rings glinting against the soft light filtering in through the open curtains. Cocking your eyebrow up at him you stood your ground. “What? are you Jealous?” you snorted out. “Yeah, yeah I fucking am” At his surprising answer you looked up seeing nothing but want in his deep eyes with a glint of something else you couldn’t quite place. “You’re fucking insane. Don’t play with me” you rasped out, your voice hoarse from singing and dancing earlier. “I’m not playing” was all you heard before your head knocked back against the wooden frame of the door followed by a pair of plush lips crushing yours with a ferocity you suddenly craved. He tasted like cinnamon and liquor and you loved it. Something inside you both seemed to snap in that moment and you trailed one of your hands up, curling your fingers into his soft hair and tugging on the makeshift horns it was styled into. Your other hand settled itself onto his warm chest fingering the labels of his blazer. Taehyung growled out at you reciprocated the kiss and trailed his right hand down the door, settling on your hip and pulling you impossibly closer to his body. Feeling teeth nibbling at your lower lip you gasped out and he took the chance to slide his tongue into your mouth, your tongues immediately fighting for dominance. Tugging his hair harder you felt his hand that had been on your hip slide lower until it was gripping a handful of your ass cheek, followed by a grunt. You could still hear the music that was thumping downstairs but it was slowly being drowned out by the man in front of you. The plush pair of lips that was against yours slowly trailed down to your jaw, nipping at the flesh softly until they reached your neck. Nuzzling his face against your warm flesh as he littered the area with whisper soft kisses. Slipping your hand under his blazer you trailed your nails lightly along his skin earning a low hiss from his deep voice. Smirking, you dug you nails harder “You’re playing with fire babygirl” Taehyung gripped both of your hands into one of his large palms and pressed them against the door frame grinding his hips into yours. Feeling his length against your covered core you couldn’t help the soft whine that escaped your lips. Taehyung trailed his lips back to your neck and sucked on your pulse point causing you to arch your back. “Y/n i really don’t want to stop, but I need to know that you want this too” the man in front of you pulled back slightly while he waited for a response. Letting out a small ‘yes’ he leaned back down capturing you in another searing kiss. Flexing your wrists in an outwards circular motion you freed yourself from his grip and took a step forward placing your hands against his chest and effectively spinning him around so his back hit the door.  Despite the height different even with your heels you kept your palms flat on his chest with your strength, keeping him against the door. Arching a dark brow up at you Taehyung smirked. “Not going to lie, that was pretty hot” you felt him grumble against your mouth as it attached itself to his tan neck. Sucking a few bruises against his flesh you felt his need growing against your stomach and you couldn’t help your involuntary clench of your thighs. His smell was intoxicating, a mixture of fresh linen, cinnamon and musk. You felt his hands trail up the backs of your thighs and grind the flesh under your ass, signaling you to wrap your legs around his waist. Leaving one more bite against his neck you complied and jumped up latching your legs around his sturdy hips. Walking you both backwards, Taehyung leaned you downwards until your back was hitting the large bed tucked against the wall. Arching your back towards him you pulled him onto your body by his shoulder and moaned into his mouth as he captured your lips in his. Biting down on your lower lip hard, Taehyung ground his hips down against yours.  While his mouth felt incredible against yours you knew you wanted, no, needed more.“Need more” you whispered out causing his to chuckle against your lips and lean his body up. Smirking down at you he cocked his head to the side and trailed his index finger up your torso and chest. “Sorry love, I couldn’t hear you. What was that?” Rolling your eyes you reached up tugging his hair into your grip. “I said, I.Need.More” you said though gritted teeth at the knowing look in his eyes. “Why didn’t you say so earlier?” before you could retort you felt his mouth latch itself on your collarbone and his hands trailing down your legs, pulling the zippers to your boots down before tossing them on the floor somewhere. Trailing his hands behind your back he began trying to undo your top. “While these straps are hot, they aren’t fucking functional for shit. How the hell do I take this off?” Taehyung practically growled out causing a chuckle to leave your lips. Leaning up slightly you helped him unhook the main portion of the top and pull the strappy harness over your neck. Tossing the item he had been fumbling with to the side he couldn’t stop admiring your breasts covered only by your black lace bra.  You shivered as he trailed his hands up your chest, his cold rings causing your nipples to perk up and a gasp to leave your mouth. Leaning his face down, Taehyung started trailing soft kisses along your chest downwards to your torso and back up. His hands were once again at your back, this time working fast successfully unhooking your bra. Looking into your eyes he hooked his fingers under the straps on your shoulder and slowly pulled down releasing your breasts from their confinement. Biting down on his lip he started at your perky nipples and full breasts. He had always loved your curves and didn’t ever think he’d get to see them this way. You felt his soft lips wrap around one of your nipples and gasped as his tongue lightly flicked against the hard pebble. Your hand in his hair pulled him closer to your chest and he smirked. He pinched your other nipple between his fingers which earned a low moan. His mouth being soft on one of your nipples and his fingers being rough on your other one caused an intoxicating juxtaposition and you couldn’t help the little whines that left your throat. Fiddling with your button and zipper, Taehyung successfully started to pull your pants down, leaning up and leaving your nipple with a loud pop of his mouth. Tugging to pull your pants off of your legs he hissed when he saw your core only covered by your thin lace panties. You heard your pants hit the floor in a loud thump and bit your lip in nervousness as you realized just how exposed you were in front of this infuriatingly beautiful man. “You’re fucking beautiful” He rasped out, trailing his eyes up your body and landing on your face. Before he could hike your legs open and upwards you spoke up “You have way too many articles of clothing on” Smirking he complied with your request and popped the single button holding his blazer together, sliding it down his shoulders and throwing it in a heap on the floor. You heard his shoes being kicked off as well before he leaned back down to resume his earlier ministrations. His large hands slid down the insides of your thighs and pulled them open to reveal your soaked panty covered core. You swore you head him let out a low whine but before you could comment on it you felt a warm pair of lips latch onto your clit through the fabric. Arching your back off of the bed you gripped his shoulder in your hand. Taehyung rubbed his index and middle finger along your slit and hooked themselves around the fabric pulling it to the side and exposing yourself to the cool air and his waiting mouth. Laying his left palm flat against your lower tummy he leaned in giving you a soft tentative lick to your slit. Biting your lip between your teeth you moaned out when he latched his mouth around your clit and sucked harshly. “F..Fuck” Hearing your moan he sucked against and gripped the flesh of your thigh with his other hand keeping your legs open. Alternating between sucking and flicking his tongue against your sensitive nub he loved the way you tasted and couldn’t get enough of it. If it was up to him he would do this all day every day.  You ground your hips up into his mouth causing him to smirk against your cunt. “Needy” he growled out and trailed his fingers that had been on your thigh down to your slit, running the tip of his middle finger around your opening before sliding itself in to the knuckle. You brought your right fist to your mouth and bit down to keep yourself from moaning out. Slowly pumping his finger in and out, he watched as your finger disappeared into your wet heat taking him in so good. “Fuck you’re wet” Looking up into your eyes he saw you biting down onto your fist and stopped his ministrations “ If you want more I need to hear you babygirl” Muffling a ‘please’ you released your fist from your mouth and wove it into his hair. Pleased with your sounds he continued sliding his finger in and out of you, adding his index finger into your heat hissing at how tight you were. “Shit you’re tight, gotta make sure you’re nice and ready for my big cock babygirl” Arching your back, you felt his press against your inner walls and curl his fingers causing you to dig your fingernails into his shoulder and tug his hair harder with your other hand. Latching his mouth back onto your clit he lightly hummed which sent vibrations through your body. Whining with need you continued grinding your hips up onto his face and rolled your eyes closed. Taehyung looked up at you watching your fucked out expression and almost choked when he heard you whining his name. Working his tongue against your click he started to harshly pump his fingers into you before slowing down and inching his middle finger into your heat. You felt your cunt burning at the stretch but the look in his eyes caused another gush of arousal to seep out and coat his fingers further. “Jesus..fuck you’re so hot and you taste so fucking delicious” As he slowly pumped his fingers in and out you felt your stomach clenching, that familiar feeling on your realize building with each flick of his tongue against your clit. “Tae.. Tae i’m going to cum if you keep doing that.” Sucking harshly he curled his fingers and pressed against your g spot “Cum babygirl, let me taste you before I slid my fat cock into your needy cunt” Rolling your eyes back you felt your legs start to shake as you gripped his hair almost painfully between your fingers. Your stomach tightened and you felt yourself clench around his fingers. Your breath becoming shallow as you let out a series of ‘oh fuck yes’ and ‘omg omg’ your hand that had been on his shoulder came up to your chest as your pinched your nipple between your feelings and felt the metaphorical dam of your orgasm approaching.   Taehyung sucked harshly before grazing his teeth lightly against your clit and your eyes shot open feeling your legs convulse and your toes curl. With a final whine you felt yourself cum all over his tongue which he licked up like a starved man. Breathing deeply you felt the sweat drip down your brow for your intense orgasm and when he stood your eyes followed down his torso gleaming with sweat and down to the prominent bulge in his pants. Biting your lip you caught him staring at your cunt that had just cum around his finger and he started to pull your beyond soaked panties down and off of your legs. Looking back up into your eyes he slipped each finger between his plums lips and licked them clean.  Groaning at the action you felt yourself clench. “Think you can take more baby?” He smirked at you and you wrapped your legs around his waist pulling him against you and ground your soaking cunt against his covered length. “You’re getting me all dirty, fuck that’s hot” He growled out and slid his fingers down unbuckling his belt. Popping the button of his pants, he pulled the zipper down with your eyes following every movement. Sliding his pants down his thighs he kicked them off and hooked him thumbs into his black briefs. You couldn’t tell if you were really drooling but once his slid his fried down and his cock sprang free you knew me heard your very audible groan followed by a clench of your thighs. Sliding his hand along his shaft, he pumped his leaking length a few times and reached to the side opening a drawer and seemingly looking for a condom. Gripping his arm you shook your head “I’m on the pill, are you clean?” His eyes widened at the possibility of what you were saying and he nodded “I haven’t had sex in a few months and when I did I wore a condom, I also get checked every month if you want to see the results I have them on my pho-“ You cut him off by leaned up and kissing him. As you layed back down against the pillows you smiled up at him an he swore he felt his heart flutter and his cock pulsate. Hooking his right index finger under your thin leather choker he pulled you up and he ground his uncovered cock against your dripping pussy. “As much as I love these, they have to come off they’re barely hanging on your head. Not knowing what he was talking abut you felt his fingers prodding at your scalp and finally run through your hair with the devil horned headband and clips in his hand. Setting them down on the beside table he leaned back piping his cock and wrapping his fingers around his thick head of his shaft. Leaning down he took your mouth against his and you felt his thick tip push against your slit. Locking your ankles around his back you ran your hands down his shoulder and gripped his back. Your walls pulsated around him as he slid in inch by inch and you threw your head back as your walls accommodated his thick size. When he finally bottomed out in your heat he stilled letting you relax as he filled you to the brim.  Sliding his tongue against your he grunted when you involuntarily clenched around him. “You're so fucking tight, you make me crazy” he growled out and settled his mouth against your neck, nipping and sucking the skin as he slowly pulled out only to ram himself back in. Moaning loudly your grip on his shoulders tightened and you knew you were leaving crescent moons on his luscious tan skin. “Crazy? you seem pretty soft to me. Why don’t you fuck me and show me just how crazy I make you” you teased. After sucking harshly on your neck he sat back up and gripped the undersides of your thighs pulling them apart from his hips. “You’re so bad, want me to ruin you? Open you up with my fat cock?” you nodded and  trailed your tongue along your lower lip preparing yourself for what he was about to do.  Ramming himself up into you again you grated your teeth and looked up into his dark eyes. His rhythm was slow and harsh, pounds into you with each thrust of his hips. Your walls enveloped him and he swore he wasn’t giving you up after this, hell he wasn’t giving you up after that first kiss on that beer pong table. He was going to make sure you knew how he felt and hopefully you felt the same way. If not, he’d respect it but at least he’d know you knew how he felt. Watching your tits bounce with each thrust he heard you mumble out a raspy ‘faster’ and he complied, pushing your thighs farther up against your chest. At this knew angle you swore you felt him in your stomach. “Oh god” you ground out and his eyes flashed even deeper if that was possible “Fuck yeah, moan for me y/n”  Sliding himself in and out of you at a fast pace, you could hear his balls slapping against your ass. The room filled with shallow breathes and curses spewing from either of your mouths.  Taehyung slid his palms under your ass and gripped your cheeks between his large hands, squeezing harshly before pulling you up so you were sitting on his lip with his cock still stuffed inside of you. As he thrusted upwards you met his thrusts by bouncing your hips and wrapping your legs around his waist. His hands held you by your ass, pushing and pulling your body on and off of his cock. Leaning towards him you sucked a bruise onto his neck and wrapped your arms around the back of his neck. Feeling his cock his that sweet spot you shuddered and clenched around him tightly. “Stop doing that before I cum” he gritted out and you pulled back from his neck smirking. “mm maybe that’s what I want” With a sharp thrust upwards into your tight cunt he splayed his right hand agains the bottom of your spine and pulled you as close as you could get. “You’re devilish, I swear. You want me to fill up your little pussy with my cum? is that what you want? to get filled?” his deep baritone voice filled your ears and you clenched impossibly tighter around his shaft. “T..Tae fill me up..I need it!” you moaned out loudly and he pushed your body back down onto the bed, pushing your ankles towards your chest he situated himself on his knees and started ramming into you to the point where your body slid against the bed. Reaching one hand down, he lightly gripped your neck. “Yeah? want me to fill you up? Then cum baby, cum all over my cock.” “Tae..Tae..I’m going t..to cum. Fuck you’re so deep” your eyes fluttered closed as he gripped your throat and you held onto his back. “Cum for me y/n, let me feel you soak my cock as I fill you to the brim” Feeling your body start to convulse you opened your eyes to see his fucked out face, sweat dripping down his cherry colored hair and down his neck. His hand flexing on your neck and his abs flexing with every thrust. His low moan of your name sent you over the edge and you clenched around him. Your thighs closed around his hips and you moaned out his name. Curling your toes your this quivered and your inner walls fluttered around his throbbing shaft. Arching off of the bed and towards him his grip on your neck loosened and he leaned down capturing your hips in his as his hips stilled and you felt his warm cum spitting inside of your waiting heat. Thrusting his cock back in and out slowly he let out a low groan as the remnants of his cum filled you.  Taking deep breath he watched your face as he slowly slipped out of you and trailed his eyes down to watch the clear and white liquid leak out of you. Letting out a deep whine he leaned forward and captured your lips between his. His lips were soft against yours, still passionate but not as fiery as they had been earlier. Pulling back his gaze studied your face. “Tae..I” before you could continue he shook his head. “Wait before you say anything, please let me get this out. I’m sorry for the way things happened tonight but I don’t regret any of it. Iv’e literally liked you since we first argued about the attributes of the human brain during psych. That one time you called me an aloof imbecile I almost pulled you out of class and kissed that pretty look off of your face. I assumed you hated me and it made me mad, instead of being a normal human being and just asking you why you hated me I decided to take it out on you. If you didn’t like me, at least I could gain your attention arguing with you.” “And tonight, seeing you with those other guys..I couldn’t help but think it would’ve been better if it was me. I needed to stop being a pussy and just fucking tell you how i felt.” He shook his head as he spoke. “ What about you and Nami? and the fact that you laughed the other day when she made fun of what I should be for halloween and my tattoos” Scrunching his face he sighed. “First of all Nami is just a friend, well more like a family friend. Iv’e known her since I was young and I guess I was just used to her being there. Nami and i have never done anything and never will. Secondly, I didn’t laugh at whatever she said. to be completely honest I drowner out her voice after she asked how you got an invite. I has laughed at a meme Jin sent me of our other friend Namjoon whos away for a semester in Paris, with a bald cap on looking like a grandpa due to his old school vibe he always has. That being said, i’m sorry I never defended you when she said anything to or about you. I really wanted to but you were always so good at defending yourself and that one time Jose defended you, you had turned around and told him you didn’t ‘need a man’ to defend you. So that combined with me thinking you hated me, I just assumed you’d end up really hated me and wouldn’t give me the time of day when we argued anymore.” Climbing off of your body Taehyung sat down next to you and studied your expression. “I don’t hate you per say, I hated that you always argued with me, I hated that you scored higher than be despite never seeming to study while I worked my ass off, I hated that you came from money, you never had to fight for what you wanted or what you deserved. I hated that you were Nami’s friend and always seemed so aloof, like you really didn’t care about anything. But I didn’t..I don’t hate you as a person” you turned towards him. “Who said I never study? My parents would kill me if I scored sub-par. Hell, the only reason I can live here with Jin is if i keep up my grades and don’t disappoint them. If i didn’t care about anything my ass would be living in on campus housing and having an RA breath down my throat while my parents called me everyday asking if I was completing the study forms they sent over. Yeah I’m well off, but that’s my parents money and they worked hard for it. They put hard work and intelligence above all else.” your eyebrows rose at his confession and you get bad. You had assumed so much about him these passed two years and none of it seemed to be right. “I think that’s why I started to like you so much, you’re so intelligent, you work so hard at everything you do and you carry yourself like such a strong person. You kind of scare me if i’m honest” his deep voice chuckled and you smiled. “You’re beautiful inside and out”  Taehyung said softly brushing his thumbs against your cheeks. You could feel the tenderness in his chest and your heart fluttered. “Maybe I liked you too, maybe that’s why I always waited for you to argue with me. I like how intelligent you are, I like that you always have something to say about whatever point I’m trying to prove.” You said softly and the corner of his mouth lifter slightly “liked? past tense” Rolling your eyes you covered your face and grumbled. “fine, LIKE. As in present tense” Taehyung stepped off of the bed and chuckled “THE y/n likes me? i’m honored. Sure its not cause I just made you cum twice?” throwing your arm off of your eye you watched his figure retreating into another door before flicking a light on. “Shut up Tae!” Chuckling he emerged from what you assumed was an ensuite bathroom with a wet cloth and situated himself between your legs. “I like when you call me Tae” he said and you blushed, feeling the cool cloth wipe gently along your folds. Sliding the cloth along your legs he finished cleaning you up and smiled up at you gently with his every so beautiful boxy smile. Returning to the bathroom to drop off the cloth you heard the water turn on and assumed he was cleaning himself off as well. Letting your gaze look around the room you noticed the bookshelf across from the bed you were currently on. On its shelf sat different picture frames, books and what looked like plushies. On the other side of the same wall sat a dark grey desk complete with a laptop, a mini plant and various knickknacks and a chair with a navy blue hoodie that you noticed to be Taehyungs hanging off of the back of the chair. Next to the bed was a nightstand that had a lamp, an iPhone charging dock and a bottle of water. The door that connected to the rest of the house was on the same wall. Against the wall to the right of the bed was a large dark grey dresser that matched the desk and what you now noticed to be the bed frame. On the dresser sat bottles of cologne, accessories and a picture frame. Next to the dresser was the door Taehyung had disappeared into and another door you assumed to be maybe a closet. Furrowing your brows you realized this was Taehyung’s room and not just another guest room. Up until his confession earlier you assumed he lived in a luxurious off campus house paid for by his parents. While this was a luxurious Townhome it still wasn’t what you had pictured. As Taehyung walked out of the ensuite he opened a drawer and dug through until he found was he was looking for. Sauntering up to the bed he handed you a t-shirt and what had seemed to be your phone that had been tossed on the floor earlier and pulled on a pair of briefs over his legs. Holding the soft cotton material in your fingers you smiled and thanked him before slipping over your smaller frame. Checking your phone you immediately noticed a series of texts from Layla starting from concerned up to a text that had a winky face telling you to ‘get it, I came upstairs to check on you but your moaning let me know you were doing just fine’. Smacking your palm against your face you blushed bright crimson. Taehyung who had looking over your shoulder when you gasped at the text was giggling and you smacked his chest. “Ow, you hit hard” He said while still giggling. “So, would you..uh stay the night and maybe grab breakfast with me in the morning? I mean know that we’ve realized we both don’t hate each other and we kind of lik-“ Pressing your lips to his you felt him smile against your lips before you pulled back. “Yes, now can we sleep?.” Nodding Taehyung pulled you against his chest and brushed a few strands away from your face as your eyes fluttered closed. Running his hand along the flowers that decorated your right arm he smiled to himself before eventually closing his eyes as well. Interesting how Misunderstandings happen, isn’t it?

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Omg this was supposed to just be a drabble from the pic of red haired Tae and inso from a game of beer pong, BUT ALAS this monster was born. this is my first fit so any constructive criticism is appreciated. Any love is beyond appreciated too <3 I have some ideas for other pics but i just want to get my page situated first. Any messages are welcome too <3 i lub talking to people.

-C otherwise known as, Potitties

5 times the Vks became more comfortable in Aurodan (+1 time an Ak was comfortable on the Isle)

Or, the Vks' non-linear journey to acclimatise to Aurodan, and an Aurodian finding themselves along the way.

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Hi all, this is my first fic! Chapter 1 (mal-centric) just posted and the rest to follow- please enjoy!!

Rating: teen and up

words: approx 1.6 k

jj always knew he had a thing for milfs even if they where only a few years older than him.

inspiration: @princessbrunette

the moment jj had laid eyes on you he knew he had to have you. so he had brought it up to his friends one night at the chateau.

“you guys know who this is?” jj asks as he shows an instagram to the group off his phone “uhh jj” pope starts “what” “you know shes like 20 right?” jj’s jaw dropped, but then he perks up again “so whatttt its like a 2-3 year age gap who cares”everyone started laughing.

“bro” jj says slumping in his chair and says after he thought about it again. “jj ur 17 just wait a few months and you’ll be legal” John B says shrugging. Kiera smacks his arm “ow what the hell kie” “you shouldn’t be encouraging this” Pope sighs and lays down on the coach “can we figure out jj’s milf problems in the morning or something?” everyone looks at jj and he’s knocked the fuck out

In the morning, jj wakes up last. he wakes up to pope talking about who he’s dropping groceries off to this morning. jj’s ears perk up when he hears your name. “your dropping off groceries too her and didnt tell me?” “im so coming” popes face drops

“no your so not” John B, Kiera, and Sarah all look at each other and Sarah says “theres no stopping him now Pope, hes going” Sarah says and the three of them laugh

jj slaps popes shoulder and turns him around with his arm slung around his shoulder “thanks buddy” jj does a hop and a skip out the chateau and pope following him out the door

when they get to heywards jj spots something he would be able to spot anywhere, you and your 4 year old that looks just like you. jj keeps walking “jj.. jj what are you doing?!” pope whisper yells at jj but cant stop him as he’s already speaking to you.

“hello ma’am” jj says as he makes his way toward you as he picks up your bags for you. Heyward makes a face but leaves it as you swipe your card and take it back quickly and u pick up your child and catch up with thing VERY hot man who you knew to be as jj maybank.

“hey! jj right?” you ask jj stops in his tracks “you know who i am?” he asks “of course i know you silly! we went to the same school for like our whole lives until, well you know” gesturing down at the 4 year old on your hip. “oh yeah sucks you had to drop out, i wish though” he says

“wasnt really my plan but i wouldnt trade her for the world” you say, when you look up you see your small house just off the beach on the cut. “well this is my stop, thanks for bringing my groceries back i really appreciate it.” jj smiles, “you do know they offer to being the bags to you right?” “yeah i know, i got tripped off my someone that youd be there though” you say smiling.

you walk up onto your porch and notice how jj stops. “well? are you coming?” you ask turning around to smile at him and wave him on into your small house.

“guys!” jj yells coming into the chateau slamming the door open and shut excitedly. “i got a date!” pope laughs “you? with her? your joking right?” “yeah jj, does she know your going to turn 18 in two months and you arent 18?” kiera asks

“ill just have to wait then” jj says “you’ve got to tell her.” “ i will i will, the date is tomorrow night ill tell her then.”

your house wasn’t far from the chateau so, jj walked. on his way he made a stop fir some flowers. when he got there he took a deep breath outside of her door and knocked. on the inside he heard little feet tapping towards the door quickly he saw the knob turning but never all the way but at some point it does all the way and he spots a little girl, your little girl. she looks just like you.

when your girl opens the door jj takes one of the bigger flowers out of the bunch and gives her one. she takes it with her clammy hands and says “thank you!!” in her cute high pitched voice and runs off the show her mom.

you walk over to where they are and invite him inside and he gives you the flowers “they are beautiful thank you” you say walking to the kitchen to get a vase to put them in. “hey just so we dont go anywhere you dont want to, im not 18 just yet” he pauses to take a breath and u look at him nodding.

“im turning 18 in like 2 months and i just wanted you to know.” “thats okay, i just turned 20. its not legal just yet and we can wait.” “really?” jj asks “yeah of course” “well if we can, can we continue this date?”

at the end of the night, you guys just kissed goodnight as, he wasn’t legal yet. but when he did turn 18, you guys made it offical and did more than just kiss goodnight.

Jackie and Wilson

"For whatever poor soul is coming next"

Johnny "Soap" MacTavish x f!reader

3k words

Tags!: No use of y/n, fluff, down bad Johnny MacTavish, not completely canon accurate Soap, first fic! 😎👍

A/N: This is based on Hozier's song Jackie and Wilson - I'm thinking I want this to be the beginning of a collection of one-shots based on his songs, depending on my free time! But again, first fic so please any comments would be greatly appreciated! Was nervous to post but ya only live once Hope you enjoy!

The cushion on the back of the booth wasn’t the most comfortable thing ever. The deep red bump didn’t do much to help an aching back, more of a thing that somewhat fixed the posture of those who sat at it. But who goes to a bar for comfort anyway? Dingy bars aren’t the first place most people would think to go back to after nearly dying halfway across the world.

The sticky floors, the mesh of posters and old mementos hanging on the brick walls. The neon lights, the potent smell- its headache inducing and you don't even have a hangover yet. And there are too many people in here, crowding pool tables and the small dance floor, (if you can even call it that), to be called someplace one would go to calm down and relax.

This is a fact that is true for most people.

But most people aren’t military. Even fewer are SAS.

And absolutely none are John MacTavish.

The man who idolizes the chaotic ways of the world above all else. That’s what has him still in the job quite frankly. The chaos, the ability to live and thrive in an insane environment. For someone like him, these things never truly bothered him. In an odd sense, the smell of alcohol, sweat and far too many bad ideas feel closer to home than he’s been in a few months. A comfort that most don't understand. But he does.

So even as exhaustion tries to take hold, the scott wears a signature giddy smile, adds a seemingly impossible pep to his step, and he drags the 141 into a back table, somehow always energetic. Even after practically wasting away in a desert for the past 3 months, he has energy. It’s honestly absurd.

Even worse is that he always finds a way for that energy to become contagious. As much as his teammates joke and grumble about it, Johnny was their way of restoration, to push forward. He would choose a shitty bar, and even shittier alcohol over a quiet apartment or the pile of paperwork that had to get done at some point. And so, the boys would too. Even if they hid it behind the facade of “babysitting” the grown man.

So now, here they sat, against the trashy cushions, with crappy music, in the dimly lit bar, with smiles and a sense of belonging. They call it a “celebration” of a mission well done, a nod to their success. Definitely not an excuse to just drink the night away, to get the mission out of their heads for a bit. To laugh with comrades and just be… domestic? Is that right? Close enough.. Yeah? Finding their small slot back into normal society.

Don’t get him wrong, Johnny loves his job. Loves what he does, but who doesn’t want to just have a drink at a bar with his mates every once and a while? And that's why he has his third beer in his hand and is snorting and a story Gaz is telling about one of his most recent hookups. A lady who was.. “Bloody crazy! I mean it. Seemed nice at first but don't be fooled, she was insane!”

Yeah, this is home. It’s where he belongs, where he wants to belong, he thinks. With his men, in the middle of nowhere chatting about anything and everything. Confiding in and teasing each other. He trusts them with his life, he can trust them to listen when need be. And yet… there is always that ache. The strange pull in moments like these like something is still missing. It’s been happening more often lately. And it's like an itch Johnny can't scratch. A puzzle piece he can't find but is still absent mindedly searching for. The only issue is he doesn't know what it is, that it just- isn't.

The chatter fades to a muffled sound in the scotts ears for a moment as he lets out a small, genuine smile looking at his group, sipping at the drink in his hand as his forearms lay themselves on the table, hands clasping. Taking a moment to truly thank whatever may be pulling the strings. Bringing him and his boys to safety. And maybe even a small prayer to tell him what the odd nagging in his brain is about. He takes a breath and relaxes, just for a moment. Looking around the bar, truly just admiring the world around him, the bustle of it all, the people with their own lives and ambitions.

How was he supposed to know that was a fatal mistake on his part?

He couldn’t. He didn’t.

He found out a second to late, registered it after he knew he was done for. It was one moment, a mistake, a pause, that would stick with him for as long as it dared. It was a magnet, an invisible force that pulled his very being toward it. The moment he nearly drooled his drink out from his now slack jaw.

Because when his eyes connect with the woman walking through the door, he swears time stopped.

Suddenly, the crappy bar didn’t smell as bad, the music wasn’t too loud, the cushion no longer made his back ache, the room got brighter just from her smile. The very ground shifted, and not in the drunken haze way. He warmed up, eyes wide. A thought process that if he opened them more he would see more. God, it felt like getting a cavity by now, she felt too sweet to even look at.

In a single moment the world shattered around him, everything he knew was thrown out a window, as his mind was occupied by one thought only.

It was only a moment… but by then he knew he was fucked, utterly and completely.

Fate or destiny, call it what you may. An answered prayer, an utter coincidence. It didn’t matter. The bar turned into a museum, a place to observe and admire as his eyes widened impossibly more as his head tilted watching her move. A giggle slipped under his breath as he thought he could be mistaken for Ghost at this point, with his starring.

But your pull, it was undeniable. Even the thought of looking away would cause you to vanish in a blink, never for Johnny to see again. And he couldn’t have that. Not when it was astonishing in the way you simply were.

It only got worse as your group got closer to theirs. A mere table away. When you first walked in it was a trap, a line that was cast into his pond and he was falling for the bait. Confidence is something he is used to in his line of work, but it was usually the cocky kind. The kind that made him want to kick a recruits teeth in for. But you were something different entirely. You demand attention, even if you didn't know it. A high held head, a testament to the world that you were there, and you were aware of it. Thank god it was his attention it demanded, because it was nothing short of a miracle.

The air you lived in became breathable, spreading to his little corner of the bar as he had to remind himself to actually inhale and exhale as he took in the sight over and over again. Committing it to memory. The world became a movie, a fictional place where he wasn’t. One he could only watch and revel in. It was the type that you knew was going to be good before it even began. The one you had been anticipating for and knew wouldn’t disappoint. His heart rate picked up, the same way it would in the field, but in a much less stressful manner now. Jesus, what was happening to him? You must have cursed him. That’s it. The only explanation. Bewitched by not only the view, but the melody of your laugh flooding his ears now at the closer proximity. Leaning against a standing table with a glass in hand, head slightly tilted enough that a stray hair fell to cover your face.

It was comical the way his heart sped up, watching as you chatted with your own group. Something so normal, something you see every single day, was making the big strong man’s hard race like it life or death. And he knew life or death.

Romeo had nothing on him.

Absolutely nothing in the way his brain knew he was to be yours. It had to be, he had to be. It’s how the story will be written, and he will play his role. Stealing your hear that way you have entranced his own. He wouldn’t be able to tell you when he got up. He can’t tell you how his body moved on its own, knowing what needed to be done but not conscious enough to alert his brain.

What he can tell about how perfect it felt to so much as stand there by you. Soaking in your presence was one thing, standing in it next to you was another entirely.

And that's how he found himself face to face with you, who turned to him with a puzzled look, but a kind smile.

He was a goner.

“Oh… umm- Hello, can I help you?” Is all you had to say to him to confirm his every thought. This woman could heal every wound with her voice alone. And her eyes so much as finally looking back at him felt like he was seen for the first time in his life.

“Uhh.. sir? Are you alright?” Your voice rang out again, pulling him back to reality as you hand waved in front of his face slightly. A flattering smile on our lips and your eyebrows furrowed slightly, almost concerned. What came over John MacTavish in that moment is unexplainable.

“I seem to have lost my number—can I have yours?”

Her eyebrows raised. She blinks. Then tilting her head slightly.

He could die right then and there.

Leaning against the table next to her with a stupid, crooked smile and a raised eyebrow, as if he didn't just embarrassed the hell out of himself. A pick up line? That's the best you could do, John? Really? Welp, there goes every chance you had, cut your losses and- Laughter chimed in his ears like wedding bells. And that’s when he froze, every negative thought draining him as he became light. You laugh was intoxicating more than any drink or drug. The kind that was unapologetic and genuine. The kind that has the back of your palm finding your lips as you cover your giggles, nose scrunching and eyes squinting due to the smile. One that made both of you have pink cheeks for different reasons. A joke that probably shouldn't have been laughed at, but coming from the man before you, it eased the tension in the air.

It must have been the prettiest sight Johnny had ever seen.

He doesn’t know how he did it, probably because it wasn’t him at all. Must have been pure luck that after that horrible entrance she seemed kind enough to humor him that night. He bought you a drink and hung on every word you so much as muttered in his direction. You laughed at every joke, good or bad. He made it his mission to make sure he always heard that laugh from then on. To produce it from you.

Oddly enough, it turns out you were one of few words when it came to the actual conversation. And yet it was never rude, ore quiter nature. But more like you were always listening. Every word John rambled on about you picked up, asking questions or simply nodding, expressing your thoughts in your facal expression. Because of this, it seemed like he never looked away from you either, not that it was a bother, it was strangely alright. It wasn’t judgemental, only observant.

He thought he might go buy a ticket for the lottery after you agreed to give him your number by the end of the night. He was more smitten than he’s ever been, and on the dates to follow the swooning only got worse.

Every moment with you felt exhilarating, like he found that missing piece finally after a long search. And that piece loved him back He was insufferable, always gushing about the woman he has the opportunity to take out on a date. And the dates where nothing less of spectacular. The pair was stupid like teenagers in love, but more sentimental, understanding the weight of things better. Arguments never lasted long and if they did they were cleared up before any damage was done. She understood what his job ment to him, and told him she would never make him change that about himself. It was his passion, she can share.

“Just so long as you promise to come back to me.”

And from that day forth he would make a pinky promise every time he left. He was to come home. Time passed quickly, in flashes. It felt like his life went from downtime in between missions, to missions in between downtime. His heart ached for you in the days he was gone, but he always knew he would be home. He would see you again. He found a want to live, even more now that he found his world.

And as time passed them by, he found out she was perfect in the all the ways he could dream of. Especially in the impossible task of calming him down as well. Rough mission? She already had his favorite meal ready and was soothing him over. Nightmares? She was there either on the phone or more recently next to him to hold him and run her fingers through his hair. To much energy? To rowdy? You always found a way to settle him down. His anchor. And he would do the same for her if the day presented itself.

Another plus that made it all that much more, everyone liked you.It wasn’t hard too of course, but it proved even moreso how lucky he got. His family adored you, his sisters taking you in as part of the family already, much quicker than any of his other past relationships. It made him well up with pride.

Even when he officially introduced you to the 141, it was with open arms as well. If he wasnt a unit before, he absolutely was one now. Maybe just a tad bit more annoying with his bragging but of course he brags. Those boys knew how much you were doing for him, and you knew they were keeping him safe. It was a harmony that both sides respected.

A part of him knew that even if all of those people didn’t like her, (an impossible feat if he does say so himself), nothing would change for him. You were his, he was yours. Irrevocably and absolutely. If the world didn’t want them, the world wasn’t for them. Simple as that. Life became sweeter, dreamlike as he fell into a comfortable rhythm. It was almost unbelievable, no, it was unbelievable.

One day, as he was laying on the couch, laying gently on you, nearly dozing off. Then he felt your hand on his shoulder, a soft pat that made him stir but not move as he hummed in response. “Johnny?” You said, soft enough that he had to stir slightly closer to your voice. But he didn’t look up, kept his heavy eyes shut as he mumbles a small “what?”

“Earth to Johnny..” Hmm, that's odd. It mde him sit up the slightest bit more. Must have been laying on his ear wrong, your voice sounded weird. And another pat on his shoulder, a bit harder this time.

“MacTavish!”

And then he blinked. He was sitting up straight, eyes wide as he made eye contact with his Captain across from him, in the same place he left him at the bar. The bar? His cheek stung from the movement of no longer resting on… his palm? His? No that’s not right. His head hurt slightly as the smell of bar flooded his nose. What was he doing in a-

“Soap, you alright? You were out for a bit. Staren’ at nothing.” Gaz said with a smile, slightly concerned.

He looked around, baffled as he took in the same dingy bar he had met you in. In fact in the same spot exactly, same clothes, same drink. Hold on, that can't be right. His head swung back around as he took in the table next to them was, empty. Bottles and cups discarded to the side, napkins crumpled. He heard the bar door shut as his eyes flicked over and spotted the same woman walk away outside, smiling the same as she was before. Only then did it make sense.

His mind filled in the blanks for him as he rubbed his face with a groan. When something is too good to be true, it's probably because it is. Gaz was patting his back as Ghost and Price shared a look that had Price hiding a smirk. But it didn’t matter to Johnny.

What mattered was she’d already left.

The boys decided that's where the night should end, Johnny's head almost embarrassingly hung low as they paid their bill and called a car to take them back to base. This is the first time Scott has sulked in a while, running his hands through his mohawk as he kicked himself for being so stupid. Caught up in a daydream of a random woman at the bar, what a stupid fantasy to get caught in. he was practically mourning something he doesn't even have, never did have. And now something he wouldn’t have either.

The moment changed his life for sure, a memory of fake memories that will haunt his little brain every once in a while when he's bored and remembers this night.

Unsteady (Brother!Bucky x Sister!Reader w/ Steve)

A/N: Hey guys, this is my first fanfic uhhhh ever.. Please be nice. This is super deep, but then it gets really fluffy and sweet. I’m sorry if the change between the two is super drastic. I’m learning. It’d mean a lot if I could get some constructive criticism in the comments or whatever. Thanks guys :)

!!!!!Trigger Warning!!!!! Mentions of self harm, contemplated suicide.

Summary: The reader is struggling with mental health, and her older brother reminds her that she doesn’t have to go through it alone and reminds her that he’ll always be there.

Word Count: 2,428

You were slipping. And you could tell. The tell tale signs came creeping back unexpectedly and hit you like a freight train. You either slept too much or too little, ate extreme amounts to drown out your pain or never ate because you were scared you’d gain weight, you hardly left your room, and rarely talked. You were almost too far gone. Everyone was concerned, but they had no clue what was happening. Especially your brother, Bucky. God, he just wanted to make sure you were okay. He just wanted his baby sister back.

You had finally decided to drag yourself out of bed, glancing over at the clock. It was 3:26 in the afternoon. You groaned as you got up, and slowly walked to your bathroom. Today was the day, you thought. You took a shower and felt that burning sensation on your hips and thighs you knew all too well. They weren’t fresh, but they were new enough that they still hurt. Everyone was slowly catching on. And that’s when you decided to stop. Grimacing, you lightly washed over them. You hopped out of the shower and almost tripped from fright as you heard a knock on the bathroom door.

“Y/N? Are you up?” You heard Steve say. Steve had always checked on you the most out of everyone, besides Bucky. You guys had shared a special bond since you were little. You always went to him with all of your problems.

You slipped on your clothes carefully, but not before carefully patting your cuts with peroxide and wrapping them up. “Yes Steve, I’m in the bathroom.” You walked out, dreading the interaction. Please go away, you thought. He was leaning against your door frame.

“You okay, kiddo?” No, you weren’t. But you didn’t have to deal with that much longer. You nodded and gave a clearly forced smile, but it was enough to convince him for the time being. “Well we had breakfast, but it’s a little late for that now. Come on down for lunch, it’s Tony’s turn to cook. You absolutely adored Tony’s cooking, but if you ate right now you’d throw up. You were gonna miss it.

“I’m not really hungry, I might just go walk.” Right. A walk. 

“You at least have to come talk to everyone before you go, Y/N. I’d prefer you eat, but I can’t force you to.” You internally groaned, but obliged. That was a delay in your plan. Truth was, you really wanted to see everyone. Honestly, you did. You wanted to talk to everyone and laugh and have fun, but the depression had a harmful grip on you and you just couldn’t bring yourself to it. You wanted to tell everyone everything, to the cuts and your thoughts and feelings. But you were absolutely terrified that they’d find it immature and unreasonable, and just flat out stupid.  

You and Steve walked down the long hallways and eventually into the living room. Everyone smiled when they saw you. This was the first time you had seen everyone in the same room for while.. Probably a few weeks. Maybe even months. Mostly everyone had been off on missions, taking turns staying home. It made you happy that you’d see all of them one last time.

 You had almost forgotten that your brother had gotten home from a week long mission with Sam and Nat this morning. You had felt like an awful sister. Bucky got up and walked over to you, engulfing you in a hug and picking you up. 

“Hey doll, how you been? Don’t tell me you forgot about me.” He asked with a wink, carefully placing you back down. Honestly, you had felt awful. Drained. Broken. Suicidal.

“I’m okay Buck, how was the mission-”

“It was the most epic one yet. So what happened was-..” Sam cut in, walking over to you guys. Sam started telling everyone in a very long detailed story how the mission went, probably lasting around an hour and a half. The story also consisted of Bucky and Nat explaining parts of the story how they actually went. You glanced down at your phone in the midst of the social chaos. 5:13. Enough time to slip out and be alone. I can finally go on my walk, you thought to yourself. 

“I’m going on a walk guys.” You said, mainly aiming it at your brother. They all nodded, giving you the okay.

You went around giving good long hugs. One to Bruce. One to Nat. One to Tony. One to Clint. One to Wanda. One to Vision. One to Thor, you had always loved his hugs. One to Sam, with a squeeze. And then it came down to your boys. Bucky and Steve. Your worlds. You hugged them both, a good long squeeze. As you walked away, a tear slipped down your face. Here we go.

You had walked towards the bridge closest to the tower. You had forgotten in was winter with all the thoughts you had going through your head. You were freezing, and it was already dark. It wasn’t a very busy bridge, believe it or not, so you didn’t have to worry about anyone stopping you. You slowly climbed up and sat on the edge. Will it really be worth it? Is there anything after this? An afterlife? Is anyone going to look for me? I’ve been gone a while. You glanced down at your phone. 8:51. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to leave behind the people I love. Will they even care? Y/N, you know they’ll care. They’ll be devastated. But I just want the pain to stop. Please. How do I make it stop?

You started shaking, completely lost in your thoughts. You did the only thing you thought you could do. You took out your phone and dialed a number.

“Y/N?! Where the hell have you been? You’ve been gone almost 4 hours! I swear to God-”

“Bucky?” That’s all it took. Saying your brother’s name, the slightest voice crack. You broke down, letting out all your pent up emotions. “I’m a-a-at the b-b-bridge. H-help me. I-I-I can’t d-do this.” And with that, you heard the line drop. You sat down on the sidewalk on the bridge. You put your head in your hands and tried to calm yourself down. You rocked and rocked, trying to ground yourself from this attack. Minutes seemed like hours and you felt someone put their hand on your shoulder. You slowly looked up, “Bucky.” You stood up and embraced him, letting the tears stream down. 

“I got you doll. I’m here.” He picked you up and carried you with ease back to the tower. He walked through the living room, gaining concerned looks. You hid your face in the crook of his neck from embarrassment as he brought you to your room, where Steve was already waiting. He sat you down on the bed, tears still flowing. You just couldn’t stop it. You felt like a coward.

“Tell us everything.” And that’s exactly what you did. From start to finish. You explained when it started, your daily thoughts, your plan for the bridge. You showed them the cuts and where you hid the blades. “Why didn’t you tell us?” 

“I felt helpless. I felt immature and stupid. I was scared you guy would just brush it off or make jokes. Or tell me I was being unreasonable. I have no reason to be feeling this way. I know I don’t. And that’s what makes all of this so much worse. I have a near perfect life, with an actually perfect family. But these thoughts just consume me and I can’t stop it. It physically hurts. My chest, my stomach, my head. I feel weak.”

“Y/N, you are one of the strongest people I know. And that’s saying a lot considering who we live with.” Steve said with a half-hearted laugh, managing to get a pathetic chuckle out of you too. “We’re going to beat this, and you don’t have to go through it alone. You will have constant love and support through all of this.” You realized that Bucky hadn’t said anything this whole time, so you turned to look at him. He had a distant look in his eyes. 

You turned around to look at Steve, only to find him looking at Bucky too. “Can we have a minute?”

“Of course.” And with that, he walked out. You and Bucky sat in silence for a few moments.

“Buck-”

“I should’ve known. I should've known that my baby sister wasn’t okay. That she was suicidal.” This was the first time you had seen him cry in years. It broke you inside. He wasn’t the type of person to cry unless he was absolutely devastated.

“Bucky, no one knew. It’s not your fault. Please don’t blame yourself.” You pulled yourself into his lap and he wrapped his arms around you, so tight that you felt like he was never going to let go. “This isn’t anyone’s fault, Buck. You know that, right?” He slowly turned his gaze towards you and nodded. He was rubbing your back, attempting to comfort you. But also comforting himself, thinking about how if you didn’t call him.. You might not be sitting right there in his arms. As he was rubbing your back, his hand grazed your side. You flinched with a giggle, and hid your face in his chest. That gave him an idea to cheer you (and himself) up. “Hey Y/N, do you remember how Steve and I cheered you up when you were little?”

The gears started turning in your head. Oh no. You tried to pull out of his lap, obviously not succeeding. He held you tighter against him, and began to spider his fingers up and down your sides. “Buhuhuhuck.” Your shirt began to ride up, and the cold sensation of his metal arm just made it that much worse. 

“What’s wrong, Y/N?” You couldn’t stand to be teased, and boy did he know it. He flipped you over onto your bed and straddled your waist, pinning down your forearms with his knees. There was no chance you were getting away. “Now let’s find that smile of yours, shall we? It’s been so long.”

“Ihihihihi dohohon’t wannahaha smihihihile Bucky-YEEE! STAHAHAP!” His hands flew to your sides as you let out a loud squeal. While his torturing digits moved up and down your sides, you arched your back. He smiled as you squirmed around.

 “But Y/N, I’m just getting started! I can’t quit now!” He slowly moved up your sides to your ribs. He got down super close to your abdomen, after pulling your shirt up. “Gasp! Y/N! I think you’re missing some ribs! I better count them to make sure. Alright one, two, three-Y/N!” You thrashed around under his touch, letting out hysterical laughter. “You made me lose count! Looks like I have to start over. One, two- Y/N!” You were blushing so hard, along with scrunching your nose. One of your signature looks while laughing was your nose scrunch, and everyone adored it. Bucky never managed to forget to tell you how cute it was every time he saw it.

“Awh, look at the baby. You’re adorable! I forgot how ticklish you were, maybe I should do it more often.” He cooed, making stupid faces one would make at an actual baby. He stuck his tongue out at you.

“Fuhuhuhuhuck ohohohohoff.” You attempted to sound intimidating, but you failed miserably.

“Watch your language! Just for that I’m gonna-” He left the sentence hanging as he dug straight into your armpits. He was not a light tickler, and both you and Steve knew it.

“BUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUCKYYYYYY! PLEHEHEHEHEHEASE!” You tried pulling your arms down, but to no avail as you were stuck under the super soldier’s knees. Your face was turning red, but Bucky had no clue what the word mercy meant.

“Wow! That was a plea if I ever heard one. Hold on Y/N, I’m almost done.” While keeping you pinned, he bent down and pulled your shirt up. You knew what he was about to do. 

“Buck, no. No no no nohohoho.” Your laughter picked up as he got closer to your stomach. “Bucky please- ACK NOHOHOHOHOHOHOOO BUHUHUHUCKYY STAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAP! I CAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAN’T BREHEHEHEHEHEATHE!” Your laughter went silent. He blew a few raspberries and dug into your hips at the same time. Your laughter could be heard throughout the whole tower. He finally let you go and you curled up into a ball with residual giggles, only after you slid off your bed from how weak you were. He went to pick you up and put you on the bed, but you only flinched away from him. 

“C’mon Y/N, I’m not gonna do it again.” You hesitated, but eventually let him pick you up and lay you on your bed. He covered you up with the blanket and leaned down to kiss your forehead. He sat beside your legs and stroked your hair lovingly, “We can talk about everything in the morning again. But for now I need you to rest, okay?” You nodded. He stood up and walked towards the door, turning your light off.

“Buck?” He turned around, the only light to be able to see you came from the hallway and shined delicately on your face. He hummed in response, “Can you sleep with me tonight?” He walked over to your bed, shutting the door behind him. He pulled the blanket up, got under the covers, and pulled you into his side. You cuddled into him without hesitation.

“Thank you. I needed that. I may not be completely fine right now, or even anytime soon. But I’m glad I have you. And everyone else here. To help me realize I’m not going through this alone. I love you.” He nodded and kissed your forehead again. 

“I love you too.”

He needed it too. He needed to see you laugh. He needed to make sure his baby sister was okay, and for the time being you were. And he was going to make sure that you were going to be okay, because that was his job as your older brother. He was your protector, and your best friend, and he promised himself that nothing was ever going to hurt you again. Ever.

And if the rest of the Avengers walked in looking for you and Bucky, and were met with you and your brother sleeping peacefully, they wouldn’t say anything.. Because they all loved you just as much.

"Take it" | Wolf! Anasui x f!reader

Warning! NSFW starts below, viewer's discretion is advised!

Tags: dom!anasui, f!reader, shy reader, kabedon, knotting, rough sex, wall pushing, standing sex, breeding, use of Y/n, long tongue, cunnilingus (f! receiving), claws, make out, begging(y/n), pet names (princess), anasui being mean, empty alley

You had no idea how you ended up here. But was it really that important? Pushed up tightly against a wall, all you could feel was his warm breath against your ear, panting and relishing your scent that he longed for so long. He must be out of his mind, pouncing on you in the middle of an empty alley next to your shared apartment like that, not being able to resist his primal urges any longer. Anasui was right behind you, trying to refrain from completely losing it and ripping your clothes off right then and there, but how could you blame him? Your beautiful hair, attractive body and adorable personality makes him go feral for you. His long tongue slid against your ear, making you shiver and melt against his rough touch as he held your hands against the wall. "Y/n... I... I can't hold it much longer. May I...? " , he exclaimed, his voice giving away his self-restraint. The tent in his pants looked painful, straining against the fabric and snugly positioned right between your ass cheeks as he pushed it more and more against you, trying to get off to any kind of friction he got, as long as it was from you. "A-Anasui, do you mean?..." , you looked over your shoulder, gazing at his throbbing member right behind you, then back up at his face. He was panting hard. His eyes are nearly shut, looking at you with a hazy, lustful gaze. Fangs showing, he grew more impatient by the second. "You know.. exactly what I'm asking you for.." You knew that time came again, and you knew how much it took to control himself. With your heart beating out of your chest, you nodded. That was all it took. It was like a switch flipped inside of him. He ripped your underwear off right under your skirt/pants, turning you around to face him but still being careful enough not to claw at your supple skin. You gasped as he got on his knees, holding you up against the wall by your thighs and diving right between your legs. His long tongue slid against your folds, making you quiver and moan at his sudden, unpredictable advances. He continued swirling his tongue on your clit, clawing more and more into your thighs until you're dripping wet. You squirmed and tugged at his hair, begging for more, begging for him to keep going. "Please Anasui, p-please, I need more!!" You could feel a knot form up in your stomach, the sweet release from his torture so close, though he had enough. He needed you, and he needed you now.

Moving back, he looked up at you. His pink eyes mixed with a reddish tint, eyes dark and filled with uncontrollable lust. He gently put you back on your feet, getting up and slamming one hand on the wall next to your head. "Need me? Hm? Want me to shove my cock in, right here? Is that what you need, princess...?", he purred right in front of your face, sliding his clawed finger over your heat, teasing you and smirking with that wide grin that made your heart race. You nodded rapidly, pushing your hands against the wall behind you and leaning against it, trying to get a hold of yourself although you could barely stand. "Thought so..." , his grin grew wider as she used his claws to rip open your shirt, exposing your chest to him.With a satisfied chuckle, he reached down to pull his throbbing erection out, with the same hand that just caressed his beloved. You panted eagerly, looking down as his thick member sprung up. It really was huge... He turned you to the side, holding your leg up from under your knee and positioning himself right at your entrance, lubing it with his pre-cum. The feeling of his pointy tip prodding at your slit made your heart skip a beat. Slowly pushing in, he grunted as he tried to make his huge cock fit in, though that wasn't that easy at all. "Anasui, It-hah! It won't fit!", You cried out, feeling yourself stretch at the sheer size of your lover. Him being in heat doesn't make it any better, as he nearly grew twice his normal size. "Ngh.. C'mon princess, be strong and just Take It, won't- ah.. won't you?", he grunted, finally bottoming out with one harsh thrust into your core. He used his other hand to reach for your chest, squeezing and caressing it as he started thrusting into you. Using every last ounce of willpower he had, he made sure to not destroy you right then and there. "Y..you're so- f'kn tight.. God, Y/n, you make me go insane, you know that?" He kissed you, pushing his long tongue into your mouth and licking your lips that he showers with kisses every single day. You felt your insides flare up, letting out a loud moan with tears welling up in your eyes. It felt so, so good you thought, as juices were dripping from your heat onto the floor. He knew which spots to hit to make you go limp, and so he used his experience to thrust right into them. He put your leg down to push you against the wall again, holding you up by your hips and reinserting himself from behind, right into your abused, dripping pussy. Picking up the pace, he gripped you harder and leans foward, digging into you as deep as he possibly can. You feel yourself losing it, drooling and mewling at his rough pace, feeling him getting bigger inside of you every minute. "Y/n. I..I'm going to cum, and you'll take it all, right pretty? Do it for me my princess, I want you to- Nrgh...to take every last drop of me, okay?", he grunted under his heavy breathing, holding you in place and going even faster, chasing his orgasm while pushing you over the edge. You finally feel that knot built up from before again, screaming your lovers name as you cling onto the wall for dear life. "Y-Yes Anasui, I'm cumming too... Please fill me up!❤" His thrusts become more sloppy and erratic, and with one last hard thrust he cums, groaning loudly into your ear. His throbbing cock widens as he holds you tightly, pushing the knotted part at the base in, releasing every last drop of his hot seed into you and making sure everything stays inside. Your knees go limp as you feel him fill you up, looking back at him with a loving expression. "H..hah..Every... last.. drop..", he moves closer to you, kissing you once again while you both come down from your high. He smiles, peppering kisses all across your cheek. A while later, you both return to your apartment, Anasui worshipping the very ground you stand on and running you both a romantic bath. You're just so happy you helped him out, and undoubtedly, this is one of the most exciting times of the year.

Looks like you won't be getting any sleep tonight..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Author's note: EEE I can't believe this is my first ever fic!! I'm so happy I get to share this with you guys, let's make lots of amazing spicy memories together! Asks/Requests are always open, so feel free to request your favorite character x you!~  ❤

The wind howled through the dead evergreen trees who had lost all colour years and years ago. Everywhere was coated in a thick white layer of freezing snow, making it hard to see any details in anything. Most drones stayed inside the bunker, there was no reason to leave anyways except if something they needed was out there. Like a spare part for something, but other than that everyone stayed inside. The solver was defeated years ago and there was nothing to fear. The disassembly drones feasted on the already dead and scavenged around the area, making them have no need for killing unless necessary. But not everything was perfect..

For starters, the two drones who had saved the universe had vanished awhile back. Leaving their young daughter in the hands of her aunts, the oil supply is decreasing fast and humans may not be done dealing with the rogue AI..

Each week after week had been the same for Wren. She'd wake up, find something to wear, fix her hair, go to school, eat whatever she'd been given to fuel herself with, go home, do homework, sleep and then repeat the next day. It was the exact same people that were there since day one, nobody new. There were the same teachers, teaching the same thing every year. At least there were enough students so you weren't in the same class with the exact same people each year but even then you would know everybody already since there weren't a lot of people. Though projects were fun, getting to work on something especially if it was something you were interested in, researching and then presenting was always a highlight of the school year. Better than doing regular, boring homework.

Wren would grab her pink cat-eared headphones (which she definitely didn't steal from her mother) and connect it to her music player then she'd open up her laptop and start researching whatever topic her project was about. She would spend hours and hours on these projects and it paid off, getting her straight A's in almost every subject- well not maths though. Getting low scores, which her aunt J wasn't fond too of.

She never really knew both of her parents, they disappeared when she was about two so about fifteen years ago. According to V, she was a mama's girl. Always pestering her mum who was definitely annoyed by it. She got most of the information she knows about her parents from V. Like how she looked like her mother as well, purple hair although more lavender-y and purple eyes. Definitely a Doorman. 

She lives with V in a small apartment in the bunker, J also lives there however choosing to spend most of her time outside. Fixing up the ship for whatever reason. She would occasionally visit her grandparents who still seemed wary of the disassembly drones.

She enjoyed her life but she still has so many questions like are her parents really dead? Or how about what that object in the sky that seems to come closer and closer everyday is?

She needst o find out..

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Second Try

Pairing :- Johnny x fem!reader

Summary:- All she wanted was a good first date, and the least the other party could have done so well, was be there. 

Genre:- fluff, kinda angsty, strangers to friends (can be something more if you use ur imagination ;) 

Wc :- 1.6k

WARNING ⚠️:- NONE

NOTES: - it may be a little cringy or rushed idk, but it probably is lol. This is my first fic so critique is always accepted, I can improve. Wanted to write something and this was the idea, something cute. Anyway, hope you like it. Don’t be afraid to interact. 🙂

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The light breeze blew against the rainy night, delicate drops of rain damping the side of my shoulder uncovered from the tiny umbrella. Nervousness is an understatement for how I'm feeling, I haven't been out as much and don’t put much energy into seeking a companion.

Today is different from my normal routine, other than going home from a long day of work to relax and prepare my dinner for the night I went into my closet and dug out all the repeated fits I’ve worn. Finally, I set my palm on a nicely wrapped box with a bow on it given to me by my mother who recently transitioned into an angel. She told me to wear it on a special occasion, the day I think will change my life, and today felt like that day.

I met the guy after my shift was done from work, he stopped me on my way home to ask for directions to a certain place. I don’t normally do this, but he felt like he could bring happiness to my dull life, we talked every day after that, but he wasn’t the best at conversations, he mostly talked about himself but It’s okay cause it’s better than being alone.

I don’t own a car yet, so I caught the bus on my way there. We agreed to meet at a peaceful little restaurant called ANL Cafe that recently opened. I've never been there so I was excited when he suggested it.

Wrapping the dainty jacket around me tightly I came out of the bus and walked towards the Cafe. The rain started to pour down a little more, so I quickened my step and eventually entered the warm environment. Shaking the water from out the umbrella I closed it and placed it in the provided bucket inside the cafe.

I saw an empty seat close to the window wall. I took my jacket off and placed it at the back of the seat, before I sat, I looked around to see if I saw him but ended up with no luck.

“Maybe I came too early,” I said, a little unsure if that was the case. I checked my phone to look back at the conversation we had on the time we should meet here, and I was exactly on time.

I brushed it off and waited, there’s nothing wrong with being a few minutes late.

“Hello there, and welcome to ANL Cafe! What can I get for you today?” an overexcited employee greeted me with such enthusiasm, that I found it cute.

"Hi, I'm actually waiting on someone, but a glass of water would be nice," I assured him as I gave a polite smile, which he quickly returned.

"A glass of water, coming right up!" He winked at me with a cheeky smile and left to return a minute later with the glass in hand.

"Here you are, ANL's finest tapped water," he laughed at his joke, and I couldn't muster up the strength to not laugh as well.

"Thank You..." I looked at his name tag. "Jaemin?" I asked curiously.

"Yes, that is correct, is there anything else I could get for you?" Jaemin politely asked but I shook my head, so he bowed and walked away.

15 minutes passed and I still don't see any signs of him showing up after calling and messaging him a couple of times with no response. I wasn't overly excited about moving to the next stage of our relationship, but I assumed that If I gave it a try, I wouldn't regret it, but the more I sat here and thought about it the more disappointed I became with myself. 

There wasn't much of a spark between us, but I settled for it because he wasn't a bad guy, he was quite respectful and sweet but if I'm being honest, he's a 20% type of guy, a choice made in the moment, an open opportunity taken. 

Many would have gotten up and left after probably 10 minutes but after the half an hour mark hit, I decided to order my food and treat myself. I exchange words with Jaemin here and there, he's sweet and he also told me he's working for his older brother because he looks up to him and I thought that was quite admirable. 

After I paid for my meal, I left the cafe and surprisingly the rain was still falling. I took up my umbrella, put on my jacket, and headed back outside.

I found a nearby bus stand and the seat was shockingly dry. I sat down and waited for the bus to arrive. 

I see a figure at the side of my eye as they sit beside me but not too close. I kept my head straight not daring to look in their direction. 

"It's raining quite a lot, isn't it?" The gentleman beside me asked in such a soothing and deep tone.

"Yea...I guess" I replied quite uneased, wondering why he was trying to start a conversation with me.

I looked at my side to see he braced his head on the headrest, looking up at the bus stop roofing, with a hat and umbrella in his left and right hand. 

"Would be nice to be at home right now cuddled up in my bedsheet with this weather, you know?" He turned his head to look at me with a look in his eyes that had me more intrigued than I actually wanted to be.

"You're not wrong," I scoffed "I'd rather be there more than anything right now,".

"So why aren't you there?" He asked me and seemed more interested then as he turned his body towards me. 

"If you don't mind me asking that is," he reassured me so that I wouldn't feel pressured, but I brushed it off.

"It's fine really, I was actually supposed to be on a date with a guy I have been talking to for 3 weeks now, but he stood me up, so I had my dinner and left," I laughed a little when I saw the concerned expression on his face.

"Don't pity me, I'm okay, really, I'm actually happy he didn't show up," I looked up at the bright stars peeking through the dark clouds of the rainy night. He did the same and relaxed in the seat.

Silence took over us as the windy breeze passed by.

"I'm Johnny by the way," he put his hand out for me to shake. 

I looked at him and realized how beautiful he was, I shook his hand and felt something between my fingers.

"I actually saw you at the cafe and you left this on the table" He chuckled lightly. I looked in my hand to see my bracelet that I had the habit of playing with and sometimes taking it off when I’m eating.

"And here I thought you wanted to be friends," I playfully pouted. 

"Well, I had to make sure you were worthy of receiving back such a valuable item," he said in a snarky tone. 

"So, you were going to steal my shit?!" I smacked his arm. "I would have definitely done some investigation work and jumped you if I saw you in the street," I smirk and place my bracelet back on my wrist.

"Oh?" Johnny opened his hand towards me. "Give me it back and let's see how good of a tracker you are," he said in a challenging manner inching his hands closer.

I thought about it reluctantly, I don't know why a decision like this has to have a second guess, the first obvious choice would be to laugh it off and decline but he's quite interesting and had a weird cozy aura around him. So, I placed the bracelet in his palm and looked him deep in the eyes and he held the gaze with such confidence.

I removed my hands and placed them to my side, resting them on the seat. Johnny put the bracelet on and chuckled lightly.

"I like this game," he pushed his hair back and placed his hat back on. "A game of cat and mouse?" he tilted his head towards you as he asked curiously.

"More or less, you make me want to step out of my comfort zone," I wiped my face with my handkerchief as the wind blew the rain toward me.

"So, you felt the connection too? well ever since you stepped into my Cafe, I was intrigued by you actually," He crossed his arm over his chest and as I looked towards him, I realized he was gently gazing at me awaiting my response, but I looked at him confused.

"You own ANL Cafe?" He laughed and nodded his head. "So, you're Jaemin's older brother I assume?".

"I guess you'd have to go to the cafe with me and find out over a better meal that's actually paid for," he said in a flirty tone that made me break into a smile.

I laughed and looked at the road to see a bus arriving and quickly stood up. "Oh, what a shame, the damsel has to leave to return to her exciting life of wonderful joy, happiness, sunshine, and prosperity," I dramatically placed the back of my hand over my eyes. Johnny burst out in laughter at my unexpected action.

"Well, I guess this bracelet is your diamond slipper," he looked up at you with starry eyes. "I never caught your name," he stood up and gently touched my elbow.

"Maybe I'll tell you If we happen to see each other again," I looked up at him, he was tall and even more gorgeous up close as the moonlight shaped his features.

The bus stopped in front of us. "Next time Johnny?" I asked waiting for his reply before I stepped into the bus.

"2 is my lucky number, so I'll make sure our second meeting leads to me getting your name and giving you your bracelet back in exchange for a continuous friendship," Johnny smiled brightly as we waved goodbye.

Cramped

pairing: background Scott McCall x Isaac Lahey

warnings: claustrophobia, panic attacks, mentions of feeling nauseous, PTSD, child abuse, mentioned scratching at own skin

a/n: i am on a mission to bring back claustrophobic isaac. this is my first work ever im open to constructive criticism!! ooc? maybe? i have no idea.

word count: 2,040

Isaac has coasted through his time in the pack without his claustrophobia, or its symptoms, being discussed at all. To be fair, there was hardly a lull in monsters-of-the-week to ever walk up to someone like Scott or Stiles and randomly throw out: ‘Hey! Did you know that my father locking me in a freezer in our basement did irreversible and unspeakable damage to my mental and physical health?’ So he wouldn’t say he minded the lack of communication. He preferred no one pry into his weaknesses or his business that they had no interest in knowing about.

However, there were some times where his panic was simply unavoidable.

From experience, Isaac consciously made sure to avoid his claustrophobia getting the best of him, usually stood next to exits or windows in any room he’s in. He’s not too fond of the unknown.

So when Scott suggested taking a day-trip somewhere after the insane, durach-filled month they had, Isaac reveled in the idea of a break and eagerly agreed.

“Where do you want to go?” Scott asked Isaac one afternoon, spread out on the couch.

“I haven’t exactly ventured outside of Beacon Hills so I wouldn’t even begin to know where to go,” Isaac replied from the other couch, half-asleep. With no threat looming overhead, Isaac hadn’t been as distracted, meaning that his nightmares had come back full force. He tried to keep himself awake to avoid the flashbacks he’d rather forget, but it was only delaying the inevitable. He’d rather not have indulged anyone else with his issues because it’s his burden to bear, and he’s almost positive that Scott couldn’t care less about his personal problems when he had a whole town to protect.

“We could always borrow Roscoe and drive down to the beach. I could use some time outside,” Scott replied after a beat, thinking.

“How far away is the beach?” Isaac asked, unfamiliar with any nearby beaches.

“Um probably about an hour and a half?” Scott guessed.

“That’s fine with me, but don’t expect me to go splashing around in the water like a dog.” Isaac crossed his arms and glanced over to Scott.

Scott laughed, rolled his eyes, and said “we’ll leave tomorrow morning” definitively.

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That night Isaac was able to catch thirty minutes of sleep until he was plagued with images of bleeding nails, metal chains, and impeding darkness before he startled awake. He decided it was a lost cause and tiptoed downstairs to grab himself a glass of water as he tried not to disturb Scott or Melissa. He returned to the McCall guest bedroom and settled on chipping away at his mountain of late work for school.

The night prior Isaac and Scott agreed on leaving at nine o’clock in the morning, so as the clock struck eight Isaac packed up his school work, hopped in the shower, and threw on some athletic shorts that could pass as swim trunks. As he left his room to head to the kitchen and find breakfast, Scott stepped out into the hallway and gave Isaac a small smile in greeting.

If Isaac’s gaze lingered on Scott’s bare chest, no one was there to witness it.

They both ate breakfast while talking about their plans for the day. Scott wanted float in the ocean and relax while Isaac wanted nothing more than to lay on the sand and read whatever crappy books the McCall’s had tucked away in their guest bedroom bookshelf. He needed a good distraction.

As they gathered the needed towels, sunscreen, and other beach items, Isaac began packing Stiles’ jeep that he had left outside Scott’s house the night before. But not without an intimidating threat of death if anything were to happen to it.

After a heated argument about who should get the aux, Scott was playing his music and they were off.

Isaac loved scenic car rides. He loved looking at the trees, houses, people, and anything that caught his eye. He leaned his head against the window and silently tried to fight sleep but eventually dozed off with the roaring of the engine and the rocking of the car acting as a lullaby.

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Isaac slowly regained consciousness, unaware of his surroundings nor how long he had been out for. The first thing he had registered when he woke up was the car right in front of them. He tried to put the confusing, weird feeling that washed over him aside and turned to ask Scott how long he had been asleep.

"About half an hour. We were driving pretty smoothly until we hit the morning rush." he answered. He spared a glance at Isaac and saw the confused look adorning his face. "What's wrong, dude?"

Isaac whipped his head up to look at Scott and offered him a tight smile. "Nothing, just a little tired. I'm fine."

Isaac knew Scott could tell he was lying, but dropped in favor of looking at the road.

As he got a hold of his bearings, Isaac realized that they were sitting in the middle of bumper-to-bumper traffic. He tried to discreetly glance behind the Jeep, to the left, to the right, and ahead without alerting Scott, but a feeling of panic rose in his chest. There was maybe five feet of space between Stiles' car and others at all times.

Isaac began to understand what was wrong with him.

His heart started beating faster and his breathing started to quicken. He attempted to focus on anything else, the radio, the honking in the distance, even Scott, but nothing was working. His anxiety began to rise, and with it, the desperation to get the hell out of the car and off the highway.

Scott let out a frustrated groan, unaware of what was happening in the seat next to him. "We're stuck in here. The people ahead of us won't move," he said, his hand came down on the top of the steering wheel to emphasize his point. Scott turned to look at Isaac and saw that he was slumped over in his seat. Isaac yanked at his seatbelt with one hand, fully shifted, and clawed at the door of the Jeep with the other.

He was officially freaking out.

His exhaustion, bottled up emotions, and PTSD were all fighting a losing battle in his head. Usually simple things like traffic wouldn't set him into a panic attack, but it seemed all forces were working against him. His seatbelt felt like it was suffocating him, the walls of the Jeep were smaller than he remembered, and his werewolf senses were dialed up to ten.

Isaac stopped clawing at the door and frantically looked around the car to find anything that could help put him at ease, but came up short. The cars that surrounded the Jeep started getting closer and closer and Isaac started to use his free hand to claw at his chest, willing his heart and lungs to slow down.

However, before he could do any real damage, he felt his wrist being yanked away from his skin. More terror coursed through him at the confining grip until he realized that it was Scott holding him. His eyes found Scott's and Isaac let out a small, barely audible whimper.

Scott, however, heard it and jumped to do something to help Isaac. They wouldn't get anywhere if they stayed on the highway where Scott had to split his attention between Isaac and the road, so Scott shifted his hand to hold Isaac's as he moved to pull off the closest exit. In about five minutes, they were parked in the nearest diner and the driver's side door was thrown open.

Isaac's state had not improved in those five minutes. He was in dizzying state between reality and that damn freezer. His surroundings were disorienting and he couldn't make out what was real and what his panic-ridden brain was feeding to him. The only thing he could feel was the cold hand that once held Scott's.

He distantly heard the sound of the passenger door being thrown open and his seatbelt unbuckled. Suddenly, someone's hands were on his face as they said his name over and over again.

Isaac's brain cleared enough to register that Scott kneeled in front of him, hands on his cheeks, and repeated his name in hopes of garnering his attention.

Isaac locked eyes with Scott. Before Scott could acknowledge what was happening, Isaac threw himself out of the car and ran to the middle of the deserted parking lot. He squeezed his eyes shut, willing the bile creeping up his throat to return from where it came. The next time he opened his eyes he took a deep, albeit stuttered, breath and looked around. The only person he could see was Scott and the closest object to him was at least fifty feet away.

He collapsed on the concrete and spread his arms and legs out as far as they went. Scott slowly made his way to Isaac, sitting on the ground next to him, but allowing him space.

The pair sat in silence for a while, the seconds ticking by as Isaac closed his eyes and focused on taking deep breaths.

Isaac was the first one to break the silence and turned his head towards Scott.

"I used to be in that freezer until I no longer knew what day it was." Isaac closed his eyes and took another steadying breath. "It didn't matter what I did, because to him, I always deserved it. I thought that by becoming a werewolf all these stupid feelings in me would have stopped. It only made it worse." Isaac talked slowly as he came to terms with his situation alongside Scott. "I don't remember how it started, but I remember every single time. I remember the bandages I wore on my fingernails because I pried them all off at some point or another. I remember the hours convincing myself that I deserved every second I spent in that fucking freezer. I remember the sound of my Dad coming down the basement steps, praying that he was going to let me out before he turned around and went right back up the stairs. I remember him letting me out of that box and hugging me tight, convincing me that he loved me and only wanted the best for me. Sometimes it worked. Most of the time it worked. I didn't know how to run away. I didn't know how to leave because he was all I had. I stayed because I was scared he was all I'd ever have. I didn't want to take the chance that he was right. That I'd be nothing without him."

After Isaac's confession they sat in silence. Isaac eventually sat up to match Scott's position.

"I- I don't know what to say." Scott confessed.

"It's alright," Isaac reassured, "I thought you deserved an explanation in exchange for dealing with me," he breathed out.

"God, Isaac, you don't owe me anything. Why didn't you tell me about this earlier, I could have helped you!"

"It didn't matter earlier. What were you going to do, add my shit on top of the shit you already had to deal with?"

"Of course it matters that you're dealing with this! And alone?" Scott emphasized before taking a deep breath, "I'm not really good at giving words of wisdom, or any advice really, but I'm here, always. I know it sounds hollow, but I'm around whenever you need to talk or rant or, who knows, punch. You don't have to keep going through this alone. That's what a pack is for." Scott reached his hand over to the boy's and clasped it around Isaac's.

Isaac lifted his eyes to meet Scott's and squeezed the his hand in lieu of thanking him, not knowing if he had the capacity to talk yet.

"You hungry?" Scott asked after a while. He released Isaac's hand and got up off the cement, reaching his hand out to help the other boy up.

"Is this place even running?" Isaac asked disgusted, looking at the not-so-nice exterior of the run-down diner.

"Only one way to find out!" Scott shouted, already on his way inside.