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2 years ago

Years of An Empty Heart (Thomato angst)

 Sumarry: Ayato got married to a women from another clan since he knew he had to do it. It’s for the better of Inazuma and his clan and therefore even if he doesn’t have a liking to this women, he still has to marry her. And this left Thoma in devastation, after years of them having all of these bitter sweet memories, he is willing to do this. But he knew he had to let go. It’s for the Kamisato clan and Inazuma, this will be for the better, right?

(A/N: this fanfic will have no happy ending. And cringey writing) ______________ It has been a pain for Thoma to see his beloved lover, or former lover to be with a women he doesn’t even love. But he eventually needs to let it go. Nothing last forever in this world, including a relationship. A perfect relationship where the two of them will share every sweet moment they can, even when Ayato was at it’s bussiest, he wants to spend time with him. Everyday it felt like the winds has let them to a bright future. Everyday it felt like time moves slower. Both of them wants to grow old, and sit under a beautiful tree while talking about they’re younger days is the day that they are very fond to wait.

But one day will change everything when the Kamisato Clan was having multiple dificulties, Ayato was overworked, Thoma and Ayaka started to worry about him. What if he got so stressed out that he may pass out and maybe fell sick? The possibilities are endless! And so the idea of marriage between another clan has come and we all know where this is heading.

On the day of wedding, Thoma was Ayato’s best man and he witness the saying’s of: ‘I do’ and kissed. He wants to get out of this wedding. It’s a pain. He wishes he can go back to Mondstadt but he has duties here as the maid of the estate so it’s probably not posibble for him to go back to Mondstadt. “Haha, i told you pink may suit your contrast!” Thoma said as he admired the pink flower he put on beside his lover’s ear, “Well, i guess you’re right, love.” He looked at the flower that Thoma took off from the bushes. STOP! STOP THINKING ABOUT THESE MEMORIES! THEY’RE JUST IN MY HEAD AND AYATO IS DOING THIS FOR THE BEST! He thought to himself as he holds his tears but he can’t. So he just faked being happy and sad at the same time.

Ayaka can sense his pain. She wanted to tell him that everything is alright and that Ayato still fully loves him through thick and thin. But whatever comfort she gave to him, it seems like it wasn’t even enough to let go the pain that has impacted both of them. The day where they grow old together isn’t even going to happen anymore, now it’s going to be days of sorrow and loneliness. If he were to be in his shoes then he would drop everything in order to be happy. Where nothing will ruin they’re wholesome relationship.

Years has gone by and Thoma felt like he was incomplete. A part was broken and it was hard to fix. Sigh, if only he haven’t met him in the first place, but what will happen if he never met him? He is pretty sure everyday in Mondstadt will be the same. Of course, Ayato and him interacts everyday but it wasn’t enough. He wants to be with him again! Heck, even get married that’s for sure! And today he is going grocery shopping, great, maybe he can go to the place he used to have alone time with Ayato. Just for a minute. Maybe that will lighten up a burden.

He went to Tsukimono Grocery (or something like that) and bought a couple of things until a question from the owner, “So, Thoma,” Oh boy here we go, “How do you feel after all of these years of Ayato marrying another women?” She asked just like that as if it was a sad topic for him, “Ah, that’s a pecilluar question! And i guess n-normal? Yeah i guess that’s the right word for it!” He answered as his heart felt like it was sunken down more. He took his groceries and said thank you to the owner and went to the sea shore, it was soothing and peaceful, he felt like Ayato is right next to him, admiring the sea.

“Isn’t it lovely, dear?” He asked as if his former lover is there, “Teyvat is still out there. Maybe one day we can explore it...and be..happy..” He broke down to tears. Thoma and Ayato, after years of feeling empty, it has come to conclusion that they will never be a pair of 2 men having the happy ending they have dreamed of.

Another few years have passed. Thoma had been lifted into heaven and is now burried under a yumemiru tree near the sea. Ayato visits his grave everyday in honor of his deceased lover. He has a dendrobium in his hands and laid it on top of his grave, “Oh my dear lover, i may have ended the relaionship for the better but one day we will reunite in the afterlife and live happily as we dreamed of.” He said as he looked into the wide sea, knowing that his lover is still there with a smile on his face.


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3 years ago
Thoma :D

Thoma :D

This was requested by friendo of mine, @cupcake-smoothie1 to draw :))

I had fun drawing him but I struggle immensely when drawing pretty men :')

rip no funds for any characters xd


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3 years ago

Birthday gifts for @cupcake-smoothie1 :D

Birthday Gifts For @cupcake-smoothie1 :D
Birthday Gifts For @cupcake-smoothie1 :D

It's her bday and I decided to draw her Bois for her birthday because I have no money for actual gifts ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ

look at these pretty men


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2 years ago
Okay But Thoma As A Father...

okay but thoma as a father...

he'd be the most amazing father!! ever!!

imagine him sitting in a rocking chair with your newborn, talking SO softly to them. or what about allowing you to sleep in when the baby cries, knowing that you're doing so much already. he'll only wake you up if the baby needs milk.

i would simply cry if he were real..

Okay But Thoma As A Father...

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2 years ago
Thoma Would Feel So Awful Once He Learns That Nobody Has Made You Cum Before. Even If You're Experienced
Thoma Would Feel So Awful Once He Learns That Nobody Has Made You Cum Before. Even If You're Experienced

thoma would feel so awful once he learns that nobody has made you cum before. even if you're experienced more than he is, thoma wants to lead you to the feeling of a climax.

he takes his time teasing you, making sure you're flustered and stumbling over your words. even if there's company, he would do subtle things to rile you up. thoma would only cave into doing something sexual if you asked him. consent is huge for him!

he'd lay you down, work out any knots in your body by massaging you with fragrant oils. thoma might not be a sex god but he does know how to comfort someone. all we wants to do is please you in the most intimate form!

when he kisses you, it's passionate and full of adoration. he thanks you for allowing him to see your body and kisses every inch of your body. his hands are shaky. . he can't mess this up!

thoma finally kneels at the edge of the bed and nuzzles his nose on your cute little panties, the smell of your arousal making him a little lightheaded. if he wasn't whipped for you before, he is now. hehe.

he peels off your panties, tossing them aside. first thing he does is kiss your pubic bone; "thank you, my love." then he kisses the hood of your clit, pulling it back to take an experimental lick at it. once you huff out with a little whine, he knows that this is the spot that he'll focus on.

thoma will slowly trail his tongue down your labia, tasting the arousal. he hums in delight and peeks up at you. he watches your chest rise and fall, skin glistening from the oils. he ignores the throb in his pants, vowing to make you cum before he even thinks about getting off.

thoma will rub circles on your clit softly, slowly inserting a finger with your permission. he wiggles it around, a little lost on where to go. but, he figures that you'll tell him that it doesn't feel good if he asked. so, he gives an experimental thrust of his finger, curling it. when you lift your hips a little, he knows that where his finger is hitting is another place to pay attention to!

thoma will use his mental notes to hit that spot and rub your clit. he's so patient, following any request you have with no complaints. but when you get close, he doesn't change the pace!! he continues until you've creamed on his fingers.

he licks it up and stands with a cheeky grin. "how did i do, my love?"

Thoma Would Feel So Awful Once He Learns That Nobody Has Made You Cum Before. Even If You're Experienced

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