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i think about this image everyday..

fry is so special to me because like he's so unselfish?? i hate it when people think he is just cause he doesn't wanna put work into stuff he doesn't care about. he constantly prioritizes other people's happiness over his own even when it really means something to it. like how he tried to set lars and leela up again because he wanted her to be happy, even if it was gonna kill him. or how he chose not to revive seymour because he didn't want to bring him back from what he assumed was a death that followed a long happy life, despite how much fry missed him. people don't analyze him as much as he deserves to be analyzed i love him so much.

I seriously don't get why the wowp fandom doesn't give Felix the love he deserves. He's so cool! He went to Justin's class and became not just a better student but a better person, his interactions with all of the characters (especially Alex) are so great, he's the descendant of Rinaldi and now owns the most powerful wand in the wizard world

I mean just look at him, he's even got the best drip (also I miss Tyler where is she. She was in one episode then vanished)

Yuta's debut album is dropping in a couple hours and guess who's silent? His company

As if things weren't messy enough

Why ride his motorcycle with him when you can ride

I know I said I would calm down, but I can't.

THEY DESERVE A BETTER ENDING, WHAT THE HELL DID THOSE WHO CREATED THE ENDING THINK? SOMEONE EXPLAIN ME PLEASE

THEY FORGOT EVERYTHING THAT THE SERIES WAS AND NOW I LAUGH I DON'T CRY SINCE THE END DOESN'T DESERVE MY TEARS

What they said. I couldn't really say this better than they could have said it tbh. I think that John would be an excellent dad, trauma aside.

i could KILL him for this. motherfucker's every interaction with children has him being, if not nice, then at minimum kind and forgiving and genuinely invested in their wellbeing.

he asks crying kids what's the matter, he's afraid to hold a baby because he's worried he'll drop it, he goes after people who are mean to kids without a second thought. his whole mentorship with timothy hunter is him trying to do right by that kid no matter how he feels about it at the time. man would be the most loving dad in the world but because of his own awful goddamn father and the ways he thinks he takes after thomas, he doesn't think that's true. i hate.

WHY DO ALL THE MINORS GET MANIPULATED

I have sinned…

In other news, happy birthday Lance!

mike chang could literally be in the background nodding his head and i’d be like “yes go king!! nod that head”

i would be more happy in life if they just gave mike chang more than one plot line

HEAT WAVES

// lee heeseung //

pairing: heeseung x childhood friend!femreader (ft. Park Sunghoon)

word count- 2.5k

genre/cw- fluff, angsty(?), reader in established relationship(no cheating happens!!!), a kiss, heeseung going through it, mentions of sweating

summary- Heeseung experiences a heat wave, just not in the way you would expect

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The summer heat was finally getting to Heeseung in his apartment, his ac broken and in no way of having it repaired anytime soon seemed like his downfall was finally happening.

Heeseung stumbled throughout his apartment turning on all the fans he bought to make sure he doesn’t overheat like his phone. With the summer heat, what made it worse was the supposed heat wave making its way towards the area, just in time when he had no ac.

Thankfully to Heeseung, his friends which included you, his childhood friend, had all decided to go to the beach when the heat waves strikes. They all knew Heeseung was currently without no ac and they wanted to make sure Heeseung makes it through the rest of the summer.

So the day before the heat wave struck and before the beach trip with his friends, Heeseung laid on his bed, a fan directly facing him blaring as much air as it could. He tried so hard to fall asleep but he couldn’t, the heat in his apartment made him uncomfortable. The sweat trickling down his body made him want to burn his apartment to the ground.

He groaned, grabbing his pillow and squishing his head in between his mattress and pillow to have at least some sort of coldness hit him. The heat wave hasn’t even struck and yet here he was suffering, this was going to be a long summer for him.

Heeseung opened his eyes and immediately sat up and stared at his surroundings, confused to where he was. He was surrounded by a meadow of flowers, large mountains in the distance with the beautiful sun setting.

When he looked upon himself he gasped, he was in a white silk button up, sleeves hanging loosely while being tucked in black trousers, it seemed as if he was a prince.

Before Heeseung could dwell more on his outfit, he heard rustling behind him, he quickly turned and felt his soul jump out of his body. His heart pounding against his chest, his eyes widening as if they would pop.

But what bothered him the most was the sensation of heat rising to his face. There were no thoughts running through his mind, other than you who faced him with a warm smile as you admired him.

“Hello Heeseung”

Heeseung had no words, he was in utter shock. He used to have these dreams back then as the two of you grew older being next door neighbors. Way before you started your relationship with his close friend, your boyfriend. Park Sunghoon.

When you announced your relationship, he forced himself to get rid of these dreams, in respect of his friend’s relationship. But he wondered what caused these dreams to come up again, especially after months of suppressing them.

“You look very handsome this evening” You giggled as you admired him, he always managed to take your breath away

“U-uh thank you, you look very beautiful as well” Heeseung wasn’t lying, you wore a white gown, sleeves stopping mid way, with a lace train that flowed behind you, you looked like a princess

You wore a simplistic gold necklace, having the letter H engraved onto it. Heeseung noticed the necklace and his heart dropped, it was the same necklace Sunghoon gifted you.

Yet, instead of the S it was supposed to have for Sunghoon’s name. You had a H, representing for Heeseung. 

His heart couldn’t stop. Heeseung didn’t know what took over him but he was in a trance of you, he felt himself drawn to you.

“Are you okay heeseung? You’ve been staring for quiet a while” Your voice was soft, Heeseung felt the world stopping with how you looked at him

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to” His voice was getting caught in his throat, he knew you were beautiful but seeing you in this moment, it did something to him

“It’s okay, I’m glad my boyfriend is admiring me, just like how I admire him”

Heeseung froze, boyfriend? He looked around trying to see if Sunghoon would appear out of no where, but he never did. When you mentioned your boyfriend, you meant Heeseung.

When he looked back in your direction, he noticed you disappeared, his eyes wander around trying to find you. But he was met with your arms wrapping around him from behind, voice muttering out ‘do you mind?’

Heeseung’s mind went crazy, he hadn’t remembered the last time you had hugged him. You still hugged him every now and then but it was always brief. You only hugged your boyfriend like this, and Heeseung knew he wasn’t him.

He wasn’t your boyfriend, Sunghoon is your boyfriend.

You and Sunghoon were the ones together, not you and him. Just what sick game was his mind playing on him, making his dreams surround about you all over again.

Even as a dream, this was too realistic for his liking, he didn’t like how he felt the thumping of his heart whenever you looked at him, he didn’t like the nervous feeling he got when you hugged him.

When you pulled your arms away from him, this was enough for him to snap back into the reality of his dream, Heeseung turned around and faced you to see you already looking at him.

He didn’t know what the feeling was surrounding the two of you but he knew it was strong. Heeseung saw the way your eyes stared at him, he could feel the emotion pouring from your eyes as you looked at him.

He felt loved.

Was this what it felt like to be in love you? Was this what Sunghoon experienced with you? Was this what you felt when you’re with Sunghoon?

Heeseung felt sick suddenly, the love was so pure from you. He didn’t want to admit, feeling wrong for even experiencing this, but it felt so nice.

You made Heeseung feel happy and loved in this short period. Sunghoon was the luckiest person in the world, he’s able to experience this all with you in reality.

With a sudden gush that came over Heeseung, he didn’t know what he was doing. His body moving on its own, throwing his morality, loyalty and rationality out the window.

Heeseung cupped your cheeks, he looked into your eyes as you smiled in his hands. He wanted to melt.

You knew what Heeseung wanted and you didn’t hesitate to give it to him, you placed a soft kiss on his lips, placing your arms around him to deepen the kiss.

Heeseung was stunned but let himself fade into the abyss of you, he knew it was wrong, you were Sunghoon’s girlfriend but the kiss felt so right.

In this dream of his, you and him were together. He was yours and you were his.

Heeseung felt selfish but he never wanted it to end. He felt you giggling against the kiss, and he couldn’t help but smile when he heard you.

He didn’t know what came over him but he wanted to hear your giggled for the rest of his life. He want to be the reason that you laugh, giggle, smile.

He wanted to be the reason why you felt so loved.

When the two of your pulled apart, you both breathed heavily for air. Heeseung looked at you as you gave him the same smile you always gave Sunghoon, but it wasn’t for Sunghoon. It was for him.

‘Sometimes all i think about it you’

“I never want to wake up from this dream” Heeseung spoke only truth, he never wanted to leave this moment, he was happy

‘Late nights in the middle of June’

You smiled, admiring him. Heeseung felt like he was on fire, it was like he was experiencing a heat wave of emotions.

‘Heat waves been faking me out’

“Heeseung” It didn’t sound like a question, it sounded rather like a statement

“Yes?”

Heeseung felt unease settle in when there was a change in mood. The way you looked at him caused his heart to beat rapidly.

‘Heat waves been faking me out’

“Wake up” Heeseung scrunched his face in confusion when suddenly he felt a sensation of him being lightly shaken awake

Heeseung’s mind went blank, the dream faded away to be apart of his memory and now desire. He opened his eyes, his breathing heavy and his vision adjusting to the person he faced.

You looked at him with worry and shock, seeing the way Heeseung was sweating excessively, you knew his ac was broken but still, he stared at you with wide eyes trying to adjust to his surrounding.

“Heeseung are you okay?”

‘Sometimes all I think about is you’

When Heeseung sat up on his bed, he saw you taking a seat in the corner of his bed. The worried expression you had made Heeseung sick to his stomach. He felt his heart starts to beat like crazy.

Heeseung chanted in his mind that this couldn’t be happening, it couldn’t. His mind was running in laps as he looked at you, a new urge, desire crawled into his heart and mind now seeing you.

“Oh love, you woke him up” Sunghoon walked into Heeseung room, noticing you had woken up Heeseung for the planned out beach day

Heeseung moved his eyes to look at Sunghoon and he felt his heart drop. Park Sunghoon, your actual lover in reality and not in some dream like him.

“Yeah I did, but he’s seems out of it right now, I think he had a bad dream” You responded to Sunghoon who worriedly looked at his friend as he made his way to your side

“You alright heeseung? What happened?”

Heeseung felt like he was going through the worst breakup of his life and he wasn’t even in a relationship to begin with. He didn’t know what to do in that moment, he felt all sweaty and sticky, the faint wind of the fan hitting him.

The faint wind wasn’t enough for him to be brought back to reality, to be able to respond to the worried couple in front of him.

“Come on! We don’t have all day! The heat wave is already starting and Heeseung still has no ac!” Sunoo voice shouted from the living room of Heeseung’s apartment

They were all gathered in Heeseung’s no ac apartment, waiting for him to join them in the escape of going to the beach.

“Yeah, just had some dream” That was all Heeseung was able to mutter out for the couple, he gave a strained smile before tapping the back of his hand against his sweaty neck

“You sure Heeseung? Maybe you’re experiencing a heat wave” You tilted your head, you were worried about your childhood friend

Oh yeah Heeseung was experiencing a heat wave but instead of it actually happening because of the heat. It was happening because of you.

He was experiencing a heat wave of emotions because of you and he didn’t know what to do.

“I’m fine, you heard Sunoo. I’ll get ready and meet you guys in the living room” Heeseung tried to reassure you and you could only and nod your head, you took his word for it

“Don’t take too long, you can’t bring us down to experience a heat wave like you” Sunghoon joked causing you to giggle at the remark, you rolled your eyes before getting off the corner of Heeseung’s bed

“Oh trust me, you don’t to experience this” Heeseung scoffed, he knew his words had a double meaning, but he also knew Sunghoon didn’t have to worry about experiencing this type of heat wave

He had you after all. Sunghoon didn’t have to worry or feel what it was like to be drowned in you and not be saved.

Heeseung already missed you but it struck him worse knowing you were never his. You were only his in a dream. When in reality, you were just his childhood friend who was already in a happy, loving relationship with Park Sunghoon. Someone who clearly was not him.

Heeseung looked at you and Sunghoon’s fading figures and he saw the way your eyes sparkled as you excitedly talked to Sunghoon, who had such a soft smile and love pouring out of his eyes as he stared at you.

Heeseung knew he was in for a rough summer. He was going to experience heat waves nonstop, both literal by the summer heat with no ac and figuratively by the emotions you stirred up in him. He’s stuck having to experience all the types of heat waves for the rest of the summer.

Peter Petigrew is for the people who feel like they're never anyones first choice.

Changbin, my lil fluff😭😔

I’m actually bawling my eyes out rn. 😞

Abababab I drew a ref for my himbo man and I genuinely like it for once

Reblog to give Logan Sanders a hug

I'm trying Jimin...

*Credit here

But Billboard is out here robbing you && it ain't right.

I'm upset. 😤

Thinking about Malleus crying and how he stopped crying/throwing tantrums because of expectations placed on him as the future king.

And loosing that way of expressing himself added onto his loneliness and gave the misconception that he’s “grown” now to not only himself but to others.

Even as an egg, one of the ways Malleus expressed himself was through crying and tantrums, as all children do.

He stopped absorbing his grandmother’s magic because he wanted Lilia (a part of me believes he imprinted on Lilia as an egg, a father figure to him).

When he had enough waiting, he refused magic until Lilia came. That’s when he started holding on and when he actively started to respond to someone again.

It was even stated that Malleus shouldn’t have lasted this long, but Lilia’s constant visits gave him a reason to hang on. His constant presence and love.

Until it wasn’t enough anymore, he was lonely so he cried out and threw a tantrum. Which only Lilia heard and no one else. And Lilia understood then, that Malleus was lonely and wanted to be with him. Malleus was able to hatch because of Lilia.

We later hear stories about how Malleus used to throw tantrums because he was lonely, even on birthdays and special events. We know Lilia visited the castle and brought him gifts so that appeased him.

But, Malleus was young and he was able to express himself and let his feelings known.

But as time went on, he wasn’t allowed to do that anymore, even at a young age. For fear of what his great powers might do to others and because Lilia told him what could happen. And he took that to heart. So he stopped throwing tantrums and crying out, and this is what eventually added into his loneliness.

Lilia was able to comfort him because Malleus cried out and threw tantrums. He was able to go to him when Malleus was in distress.

But then he stopped, because Malleus thought it was ‘childish’ and it can cause others harm. Lilia even said in his beach ssr that Malleus hasn’t done it in a while.

This eventually led to the mentality that Malleus has grown up, when he hasn’t. He thinks he has and he has a role to play as the future king.

He wasn’t allowed to be a child anymore but a potential ruler. Even Lilia, at one point, points out how the heir of Briar Valleys shouldn’t zone out.

This shows how well Malleus hid his emotions didn’t it? How lonely he must have been because he kept it all in. To the point that Lilia, who always heard his cries, believes that he’s grown and matured now to an adult even though he knows Malleus is young.

But that what happens doesn’t it? When you act older than your age? People take you for granted and believe you’re mature and you don’t need to act like a child anymore.

Malleus even fooled himself. It was when others pointed out his sadness and loneliness that he understood, but he didn’t take action for himself only. No, he took action because another precious family member was crying.

Someone who can express his tears when Malleus couldn’t, who can cry the tears Malleus can’t anymore. And Malleus knows the importance of crying, he tells Silver that all children cry as if Malleus isn’t a child anymore but we know that’s not true.

Until, that is, when we got to that scene where Lilia was asking him why he was doing this. And Malleus, finally to a degree, let his emotions out again after so long, so he wouldn’t loose Lilia.

And you can tell that shocked Lilia, made him maybe realize too late, that Malleus is still a child. A child who loves his family and doesn’t want to loose them, loose him, but it was too late. He doesn’t have the magic to stop him or his UM.

It’s heartbreaking when you think about it. Malleus has to grow to the point that couldn’t express himself anymore from a young age. No one could hear his cries of loneliness anymore, not even the one who hatched him. Because he was forced to grow up and act beyond his age for a role he was born/‘blessed’ into. 😔😭

Kind of late to this post. Wasn’t suprised to not see Malleus in the latest chapter :/ I have been losing interest to play twst bc it’s like this book isn’t even dedicated to him anymore. I just miss my dragon boy. He isn’t in any event most of the time or even in his damn book. At this point why even categorized him as one of the main cast. He is more of a side character like Neige or Chenya lmao

Malleus stans praying for his single frame of appearance in his own book tomorrow

This is sad. :( but I agree with these thoughts!!

this is an example of something i talked about in my post from earlier.

mini recap of what i said in that post: i have noticed that cole talks to himself when hes nervous as a way to soothe himself, i have noticed that he only really does this when he is/feels alone. this could be due to the fact that his father neglected him and wasn't there to comfort him when his mom died, because he was always off singing with his little group instead of taking care of his son. my theory is that his fathers neglect is the reason he talks to himself. he used it as a coping mechanism to deal with his grief when he lost his mom and was being neglected by his dad, since he had nobody to support him through it, he supported himself.

he may have even pretended that he was having conversations with other people because he was so lonely as a kid, and that is why not only does he say his thoughts out loud to himself, but he also TALKS to himself. like he addresses himself by his own name, he sometimes changes his voice a bit to make it seem like there are multiple people present, and he gets into little arguments despite the fact that he is voicing both sides. he likely used this as a child to cope with his loneliness, and now as a teenager, when he is forced into situations where he is alone, he regresses back to his old ways of coping with things.

he talks himself though his journey to the car while he dealt with the storm, the same way he talked himself through his childhood while he dealt with his grief

its so sad how all of the ninja had such hard childhoods before they even had the weight of the world on their shoulders