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u know that scene where hannibal is like “achilles wished all greeks would die so that he and patroclus could conquer troy alone” and will gives him that look ? it feels like will almost gets it for a moment, he’s so so close to seeing that this is what hannibal’s love is, this is what hannibal wants; to be with him alone, victorious and bloody. but at this point will is still scared of that dark part of himself so he doesn’t let himself see because he still thinks the only way survive is to eventually be away from hannibal. idk man just thinking thoughts,,,,,
Tw: mention of drugs and sh
I literally relapsed again today?
What the fuck? I was at two whole weeks and then bam and I am just rotting in bed, getting high every day and self harming again?
I just wanted to get better.
Why is it like this?
