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lonelywithdreams

2 years ago

I am done. My mum, while we were coming back from the stable, decided to talk with me about my cuts and sh so she parked the car somewhere and said "Tell me honestly, do you still cut yourself ? You know that your cutting is so hard for me to handle."

I said that I stopped cutting (what is a lie)

She "You've changed, I can see it and I think you still cut yourself."

"No, I don't."

"Can you please give me your every blade and razor?"

"Sure"

"You won't hide any?"

"No" (ofc I did)

"It's so hard for me to handle your cutting."

I don't think I've changed but okay....I will give her my blades but I've already hid few. But my mood ? Totally dropped....I don't know anymore....

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mental health mentally ill! trauma tw selfhate self-destruction self h@rm selfharn tw self destruction tw self destructive behavior tw self h4rm selfharm self mutalition self h@te i hâte them i hate my life i hate my parents i can't call them parents i am alone

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