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As an autistic male, I just don't see how a person would be able to truly love me romantically and the more I study about blackpill, the more I understand this is impossible to happen.
I'm unable of behaving like the male provider that women look for, I can't read all the lines they expect me to, I'm not visually attractive enough for a woman to feel genuine attraction for me and it's not enough to hold any of them even if I'd had anyone interested I'm being very carefully in this " attractive enough" 'cause even though I'm a normie-ish, I'm still stuck in this uncanny valley , I'm not even mentioning my most personal problems, let alone that
It's not a question of self development or improvement, I'm biologically UNABLE to be any of this or do any of this because I'm made this way, saying I'm not trying to improve pisses me off 'cause I've already tried my best for so long and it never gave me anything other than pain
don't worry guys, the first 8 billion of rejections are just warm up
Your looksmatch would never date you because she thinks she's a 10 even if she is barely a 6 and due to simps+feminism
water is wet
also I hate the fact that redpill and blackpill aren't common themes here
Honestly, I don't even know if I have a single inch of desire enough to look for a relationship anymore. It's been so harsh living with so many rejections and being made fun of that I don't know if I'm able to pursue a relationship anymore
This shit will never stop being hilarious and infuriating at the same time. With all honesty, I don't think femcels are even a thing I'd argue it could be a case of someone with a terribly disfigured face by example but that's something I still have to properly research