Emotionally Drained - Tumblr Posts
Honestly, I don't even know if I have a single inch of desire enough to look for a relationship anymore. It's been so harsh living with so many rejections and being made fun of that I don't know if I'm able to pursue a relationship anymore
Not now please I'm busy rotting in bed
Not now please I'm busy rotting in bed
Not now please I'm busy rotting in bed


I just sent out my two last essays for this semester and I feel super drained. Hot cocoa and Laventer are good potion for relaxation and recovery, as much as I can get until Monday that my next semester begins ...

“I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell” 🎶
PLS. We're not your personal therapist.
For once, I'd like to meet someone who won't make me his FUCKING EMOTIONAL DUMP!!
How could I even learn to express my problems and emotions, if people just straight up talk about themselves when im about to vent or talk about how i feel? Can they even take time to listen to me for once?

Idk but i love sad thoughts, crying and emotional things. When I'm feeling fine, i find myself searching for sad things to make myself cry. But now, i feel like I'm stucked with the feeling that i dont wanna exist anymore. I missed the times where i wake up in the morning with a happy mind and thinking about having a productive day (turns out to be a not-so-productive-day) and then now, i feel like i don't want to get up on my bed anymore, my head is heavy, im tired even after waking up and so many unpleasant feelings, i lost interest on my hobbies like painting, drawing, and listening to music. I don't know what im gonna do next.
P.s sorry for any wrong grammar🙂
why is destroying my body so fun?
I’m just tired… emotionally drained. Tired of being kind to people that are so unkind to me.

When you want to enjoy the season but feel so low that yet you don’t even know why. Let me enjoy the Holidays please.
Anyone else feel tired or am I the only one that wants to crawl into a shell like the hermit crab I am.