Its Joever - Tumblr Posts
sometimes i feel like the angsty side character in shows that is also comedic relief
for context; “reentering my dark past”
i play sports for my school and before that i used to be a member of a large orchestra. it was nice, but there was also a lot of drama (as you can expect from a combination of band kids and strings players)
now back to me playing sports for my school. i have a game today against a newly formed school in my area- not a big deal right?
i just remembered one of the violinists from the orchestra goes there
one that was really nice to me and i was miserable the entire time i was in the orchestra so she probably doesnt like me.
and shes on their team, and probably a defender (im an attacker)
in other words
its so joever im shadow the hedgehog
Honestly, I don't even know if I have a single inch of desire enough to look for a relationship anymore. It's been so harsh living with so many rejections and being made fun of that I don't know if I'm able to pursue a relationship anymore
I'm just not that well recently. I'm tired of not having someone else while everyone around me says "you should appreciate your own company" like I even had any other option. People say I'm undatable because of my "personality" yet I never dated before being who I am right now. Saying it just shows people don't know shit about me and they have no interest in learning my point of view, yet I'm supposed to always be understanding with them. I'm so tired and angry. During my whole life I heard I'm weak/fragile/clueless/sensitive/retard/emotive/blunt/unfiltered/clumsy/clunky/inattentive and a fucking ton of other words even if I was at my absolute best, yet I can't even complain about my condition because I'm supposed to always be doing something and being available to people. I can't even grasp the right words to properly explain how much I hate all of them
I'm tired of having to cope with videogames like LoL: WR or Minecraft in an attempt to fulfill this fucking emotional hole. I appreciate the few friends I have and every moment we have, don't get me wrong. It's just not the same thing as a romantic relationship and I'm tired of people saying it's the case. Honestly, fuck you and I hate you deeply. People always say we should aim for the best and women love specifying the kind of men they wish, yet I can't even THINK about having someone who cares about me romantically without people saying I'm feeling entitled. Go fuck yourself you and your double standards.
Also fuck you dad, you're not even man enough to admit your own mistakes. You're everything I always hated and you can't even pretend to care. My mom also has her responsibility with my traumas but she's able to properly deal with what she did while you're nothing more than a pussy who doesn't know what accountability mean
Y'know what? I'll put my phone on the charger while I listen to some music on my tv
0X1=LOVESONG (I KNOW I LOVE YOU) TOMORROW X TOGETHER FT. SEORI, 2021
Since skewl os tomorrow i decorated my school laptop
“That’s great dad” is crazy 💀
i don’t even know what to say
This is actually insane
Murica 🇺🇸🏈🔫💪🦅💥
Long week for Cas and Dean
when you’re so ass at boxing that you get demolished by a seventeen year old from the Bronx
This image is me on an emotional level. But like.. in a funny way.
Hello everypony today I bring you this masterpiece
Silver is so much lighter than the og image please ignore it ❤
i know we all keep sharing these but
I can't take it anymore I actually can't
My blood pressure cannot handle it