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Hiiii Would you write for yandere jean x (kidnapped reader if your ok with it) reader where they have a nightmare and seek him for comfort, and it's the first time they've done that, thanks!
A/N: I did this in 1 hour because of how much I love Jean-
Boyfriends BFF
High school AU. Yandere!Jean x kidnapped Reader
“Y/N baby, please stop trying to escape.” Jean said as he locked the chain around her ankle. “It’s getting tiring, for you and me.”
“Why can’t you understand what I just want to go home!” Y/N yelled as she tugged on the chain. “You stalked me, kidnapped me and expect me to listen to you?!”
”Im doing this for you goddammit!” Jean yelled angrily as he watched Y/N back into the corner of the room. “N-no no, don’t be scared Y/N. I’m sorry I really am!”
”Get a-away from me! I don’t want to see you again! In fact, I don’t ever want to see a monster like you!” Y/N exclaimed as she covered her face.
”Y-Y/N please don’t say that.” Jean requested, shakily. “I didn’t want to see you get hurt when you talked to that suicidal idiot.! I’m saving you!”
”Leave me alone you bastard! I hate you! Hate you so much!” Y/N sobbed out as she tucked her legs into her torso and cried. Jean stood in the room, shocked.
”Fine! If I’m so much of a monster to you, we’ll see what it’s like without me! Your saviour, your significant other. Not Eren, me!” Jean shouted before leaving and slamming the door.
Thinking back to when Jean had began talking to her, how he was so flirtatious despite Y/N being in a relationship with Eren. Constantly telling him how she would feel uncomfortable with him towering over her or standing so close.
She’s feel like she was being followed every time she left the school to go to the store. She’s feel like an eerie atmosphere would take over her surroundings as she quickly ran home after buying her favourite energy drink. Always telling Eren about how unsafe she was and how she’d even get text messages from random numbers.
Even when Eren would walk Y/N home, the same feeling of being followed would stay. Telling her parents this, she’s always be picked and dropped off by car thanks to Mikasa’s parents. Leaving her window open one night, Y/N felt someone walk around her room, probably her mom or dad looking for something. Waking up the next morning, Y/N went through her underwear drawer to find her favourite black pair missing.
And to think that her boyfriend’s best friend would be the one behind all of it. Getting up and dragging the chain along with her, Y/N sat on the bed before falling back. Closing her eyes she soon fell asleep, in the uncomfortable position yet cozy bed.
Drifting off into her dreams, Y/N found herself in school once again, sitting between Armin and Eren. Looking around confused, everyone seemed to be talking amongst each other as the teacher had left the classroom for a bit.
“Eren?” Y/N mumbled as Eren turned to face her. “What..”
”We have to talk Y/N.” Eren said as he faced her fully. “Do you really love me?”
“What t-type of question is that.? Of course I love you!” Y/N answered.
”Then why’s you cheat on me?” Eren calmly asked, no emotion on his face.
”W-what.? What’re you talking about Eren?” Y/N asked before Armin quickly interrupted her.
”Jean posted this on his story.” Armin said as he showed a ton of pictures of Y/N and him in different positions. Some kissing each other, another being Jean having his mouth to Y/N’s neck, tons having Y/N close to naked and having lots of hickeys scattered across her body.
“W-what no no no! I didn’t do anything with Jean! I swear!” Y/N explained. “He’s lying!”
”Then why’s you post this, Hm?” Eren asked before showing Y/N’s social media posts. It was a post of her and Jean admitting that they both loved each other and that Y/N cheated on Eren.
“Eren I swear I didn’t post this! I don’t know who did this-“ Y/N explained with tears in her eyes.
”I don’t want to hear any of this bullshit. It’s because he’s the captain of the football team isn’t it? You think he’s so much better don’t you?” Eren asked angrily.
”No! I promise you Eren, I don’t even like him! Believe me!” Y/N pleaded.
”You’re a dirty little whore. A player. I hate you Y/N, so does everyone else.” Eren muttered before fading into the darkness which engulfed them.
Yelping and sitting up, Y/N was covered in tears and sweat as she arose from the nightmare she seemed to be having.
”E-Eren.” Y/N mumbled as she clasped a hand over her mouth and sobbed uncontrollably. “I miss you so much..”
Staring ahead, the room seemed to be changing shape, colours and texture with every passing second. Y/N felt lingering touches on her arms and legs, causing her to squirm on the spot.
Looking at the bottom of the door, Y/N could see a light turned on in the hallway. Getting up, Y/N walked to the door and began banging on it weakly. The chains rattled with every hit.
”Jean! Help me please!” Y/N yelled as tears fell down her face. “I’m sorry! Please help me!”
The door opened quickly as Y/N stepped back, revealing Jean with a long cloth ready to restrain her in case she planned on escaping. Quickly rushing towards him, Y/N engulfed him in a warm embrace as she sobbed into his chest.
”Y-Y/N, are you okay?” Jean asked as he held the cloth tightly in his hand and patted her head with the other. “What happened.?”
”I had a bad dream! It was horrible.. now I can’t see properly, all of my surroundings are changing and it hurts!” Y/N sobbed out as she kept her tight grip around Jean. “Please don’t leave, please stay with me. I’m sorry, I really am!”
”Baby.. let’s get you back to sleep.” Jean said as he picked her up bridal style and laid her properly in the bed. “My poor darling, are you feeling better?”
”Y-yes.” Y/N mumbled as she snuggled into his chest. “I’m feeling better now.”
Jean stroked her head gently, trying to not startled her anymore. Pulling her closer, Jean rested his chin on her head and smirked to himself. He’d finally gotten close to her, he wouldn’t have to sneak in whilst she slept and watch her then. Jean had finally won. Kissing her head, Jean closed his eyes and snuggled into the smaller girl, smirking at the thought of him winning her heart.
~| Jean Kirstein x Reader |~
“We got mail.?” Y/N asked to herself as she passed around three more envelopes to Mikasa, Armin and Eren.
”Who’s sending us mail?” Eren asked as he opened it to reveal a few gold coins. “Woah! Money!”
”It’s from Mr Hannes! He said, ‘You kids are still young so here’s some money from my most recent salary. I don’t know when it will arrive to you but when it does spend it at the market.’” Armin read out on the letter he received.
“I’m surprised his drunk ass didn’t write the letter 4 separate times..” Y/N said.
The group smiled at the recognisable handwriting before Eren handed his money to Y/N.
”Here you go Little Sister! Spend as much of it as you want, as your big brother, I shall provide for you!” Eren said proudly.
”Technically it’s Mr Hannes who just provided for us.” Mikasa bluntly said as she handed her money to Y/N as well.
”You guys should be keeping all of this as a part of your savings! Like me and Armin-“ Y/N began scolding before Armin handed her a few of his coins too.
”As much as we appreciate the gift from Mr Hannes, we don’t have time or space to keep this. I’ll just buy a book with whatever I kept.” Armin said before leaving to attend to Jean’s needs.
Mikasa, Eren and Y/N stayed behind and talked amongst one another about their upcoming Training Corps mission.
”We might head to Trost.” Mikasa stated.
”I might buy some things from there!” Y/N exclaimed excitedly.
”I’ll do your work for you Y/N! You can sneak out before Shadis sees you alright?” Eren asked.
”Okay!” Y/N responded happily. Quickly after, Jean approached the table and had a hand against his hip.
”Armin told me you guys got money, hope you know how to shop at a market Eren. Trost is far much more ‘advanced’ than you.” Jean teased.
Eren scoffed at Jeans attempts to taunt him before smirking and crossing his arms over his chest.
”I’m actually not going to the market to spend. I gave my money to my sister since I’m just a great older brother.” Eren so called ’flexed’.
Turning his head to Y/N, Jean saw the excited look she had on her face before smirking.
”Say, Trost is a big place, how about you get a travel guide to help you shop Y/N?” Jean joked.
”I’m sure you’ll be able to help me Jean.” Y/N said causing Jean to be shocked as he started stuttering and blushing.
”W-well, I actually have a l-lot of work and I c-can’t sneak out..” Jean murmured as he rubbed his nape nervously.
”That’s okay! Eren can do your work.” Y/N replied as the colour from Erens face drained.
”But I said I’ll do yours!” Eren yelled unhappily.
”I’ll help you.” Mikasa whispered.
”It’s settled then! Jean and I can go to the market in secret whilst you two do our work. I owe you guys one.” Y/N explained as they all got up to go to sleep.
The next day was bright and sunny whilst the Training Corps Cadets walked through the streets of Trost.
”Trost is so much more cleaner than Shiganshina..” Eren mumbled. “But it’s not like it’s greater than Wall Maria.”
”It’s more.. civilised.” Armin responded as he watched Y/N and Jean sneak away. “Where are those two going?”
”Probably on a date.” Connie suggested as they all stopped after reaching their destination.
“Hey! No way would I let that Horse Face date my sister.” Eren exclaimed angrily as he faced Connie.
”I don’t blame Connie for saying that, those two stare at each other so googly eyed when the other one isn’t looking.” Sasha said as Eren gasped.
”You can beat him up after, Eren. Let’s get this shit done with first.” Connie mumbled as he lifted crates only for it to collapse on him straight after.
Meanwhile, Jean and Y/N squeezed through a tiny alleyway and into the Market Street.
”I’m kinda well known in these streets so don’t be surprised if I have to talk to a lot of people.” Jean said with a smirk on his face.
“Let’s go then, I wanna see what there is to buy.” Y/N replied as she pulled on his hand and dragged him into the busy crowd.
Jean blushed at the sudden contact. Her hands were just so soft and delicate like a doll. No wonder he fell in love at first sight, just like many other cadets.
”This dress looks quite nice…” Y/N mumbled as she felt the fabric and laid it nicely against herself. “What do you think, Jean?”
”What.. oh y-yeah! It’d look fantastic on you.” Jean stuttered as he watched you pay for it. Handing over the money, the ladies at the stand kept eyeing Jean.
”Say… aren’t you Jean Kirstein?” One of the older ladies asked.
”Yeah I am.” Jean laughed off. “I’m currently out shopping with Y/N as her tour guide.”
”My my! How much you’ve grown since we last saw you.” Another lady praised. “And what a beautiful lady you have with you!”
“Thank you.” Y/N giggled quietly at their compliments. “We better get going to the next stands.”
”R-right.” Jean stuttered as he followed straight after you, his hand on your back.
”I think he’s found himself true love..” the First Lady daydreamed as she slumped in her chair, smiling at the two.
”Do tell his mother that he’s arrived, with a girl too!” A woman informed her child who was working but quickly left.
Walking through the crowd, Y/N walked off towards a bakery and informed Jean that she’d wait in line whilst he looked for something with the money she gave him.
Wandering past the stalls, he stared upon a box of accessories which would suit Y/N but quickly put it down after he heard a few yells behind him.
”Jean?!” A voices yelled out from a group of boys as they approached him.
”Jacques.” Jean said as he faced him. “Good to see you.”
”I thought you joined the military, what happened? You failed?” Jacques teased. Along with the others, his collar had been pushed upwards making him look stupid, along with his hair being spiked up. His hands were deep into his pockets and shoes were covered in mud.
”Actually I’m here with someone as a part of training. We… were given permission to leave for a while..” Jean lied.
“So you decide to buy women’s accessories?” Arthur, another boy, asked as the trio laughed.
”Haha, very funny. I was buying it for her so if you excuse me-“ Jean begin to say as he moved to walk away.
”Her?” Lucas asked. “Show us this lady your hanging out with.”
“I’d rather not..” Jean mumbled angrily.
”What? Is Mamas little boy too afraid to show us his little girlfriend?” Jacques teased before Jean showed them towards the bakery.
”Where did she..” Jean mumbled as he looked into the large window.
”Jean!” Y/N’s voice called out from the distance, quickly approaching them. “I got us pastries since we’ve been walking for so long, I thought you’d be hungry.”
Jean gratefully took the food before looking at the trio beside him, moving closer to Y/N. Their mouths hung open as blush covered their cheeks.
”Who are these people?” Y/N asked as she looked up at him.
”These are some of my neighbours. Let’s get going now shall we?” Jean asked as he walked beside Y/N, smirking at the trio that gaped at them.
”How did he get a girlfriend in less than two years..?” Jacques asked as he dug his hands into his pockets.
”I bet he hasn’t told his dad or mom yet, they’d be furious.” Arthur chuckled as they headed towards Jean’s house.
Walking uphill, Y/N and Jean talked about their past lives as children whilst being interrupted by other people who quickly ran off like the others.
”I’d like to see your house, Jean.” Y/N said, as Jean stumbled on his own feet.
”I don’t know, maybe my mom won’t be home or she won’t have been expecting us so-“ Jean mumbled embarrassingly.
”you said it was along these roads, right? Let’s go!” Y/N exclaimed as he grabbed his hand and began running off despite not knowing the location. Listening to Jean, they turned multiple corners before reaching a party filled house.
”Woah. My mom never has big parties at our house, so why is it filled with people?” Jean asked to himself as he pushed open the unlocked door.
Inside were tons of neighbours who sipped on beverages or ate well cooked food. Making their way through the crowd, Jean was suddenly pulled into a hug as multiple of his dads friends greeted him.
”Long time no see Jean! You were so small since we last saw you and now you’re a grown man with a chick!” One of the guys mentioned.
”W-who?! Y/N? We’re not dating..” Jean whispered embarrassed by the comment as blush spread across his face.
”Huh? So what’s this party for? All of the street markets were yapping on about you two lovebirds.” Another guy mentioned.
”I-I was only showing her around!” Jean stuttered. “Where is she by the way.?”
Meanwhile in the kitchen, Y/N was standing with Jean’s mom and a lot of other women as they praised her.
”I’m so glad my Jean-boy found someone he likes!” Jean’s mom cooed as the others watched the tall male enter.
”Mom!” Jean exclaimed, surprised.
”Jean-boy! I was just meeting Y/N. Such a lovely darling she is.” She said.
”We better get going now.!” Jean replied as he grabbed onto Y/N hand whilst taking her bags.
”But we just got here.” Y/N whispered to him.
”We can sneak to my garden.” Jean whispered back as he lead them out quickly, after saying goodbye to his mother.
Climbing over the fence, Y/N and Jean sat side by side on the flat surface as they stared into the late evening sky.
”I’m glad we spent the day together.” Y/N mumbled as she turned to him.
”Yeah. Did anyone uh, say anything to you?” Jean asked as he rubbed his nape.
”Not really… Jean-boy.” Y/N teased as Jean choked on his own spit. Reaching into her bag, Y/N pulled out a small box. “I wanted to give you something.”
Handing over the box, Jean opened it to reveal a necklace along with a ring to go with it.
”Y-Y/N you didn’t have to!” Jean murmured as he looked at her.
”But I wanted to.” Y/N replied as he grabbed the accessories. Carefully she placed the ring on the necklace as a charm before tying it around Jean’s neck. “It looks nice, I got one too.”
Turning to face Y/N, he saw the same necklace and ring around her neck as she fiddled with it gently. Facing towards the sunset, Y/N rested her head on Jeans shoulder as she too stared off into the distance.
Bonus Scene:
”Eren you can’t keep waiting for them to return.” Mikasa said as she put down a crate. “It’s only been an hour.”
”Fine I’ll do some work” Eren grumbled.
later that day
“Eren were eating lunch now.” Mikasa stated.
”I’m waiting for them to come back, they’ve been gone for a while that I’m getting concerned.” Eren said.
even later
“Eren, we have to file what we’ve sorted on the papers.” Mikasa said.
”When that Horse-Face gets back, he and I are gonna have a big fight. He probably lost Y/N.” Eren yelled.
“Maybe if you stopped worrying about those two and realised your fly was down, we wouldn’t be having this conversation.” Armin interrupted as the group started laughing at a struggling Eren.
you were gonna beat the fuck out jean.
like literally, actually murder him.
you huff to yourself as the clock ticked another hour. bye two a.m he finally showed up with a tired look on his face. you rested against your headboard with crossed arms as you gave him a pissed off look.
a smirk does not miss his face as he stares down at your naked body beneath the slightly open robe. he can’t help but be snarky as the next words leave his mouth. “all this for me?”
“nah it’s for my new nigga now, leave me alone,” you mutter, turning your head away from him. “he’s actually on his way right now, so you best get to steppin’ somewhere.”
“say word,” jean teased you with an amused look on his face as he removed his belt. you remained silent at his call of your bluff. with a kiss of his teeth, he leaned on the bed and snuck a quick kiss onto your lips. “i’m sorry, mama,” he apologized genuinely. “you gonna forgive me?”
“what am i getting from forgiving you?” you asked hastily, head still turned away from him. “forgive you when i’m not even getting my pussy ate? fuck you, jean.”
“i’ll eat your pussy till you nut,” jean shrugged casually. the explicit words left his mouth so calmly as he stared in your eyes. “i could fuck sweet girl till she’s clenching around me to stop,” there’s another one. “or you can sit and fuck my face. your choosing, i’m not picky.”
this is what you hated (loved) about jean. you hated how he always acknowledged his wrongdoings and was willing to pleasure you in any way in order to make you feel better.
you couldn’t stay mad at him for long. not when he had your ankles damn near touching your ears as he split you open with the surface of his tongue. he lapped up at your never ending cream mercifully as he flicked the bud of your clit.
“never gonna hurt my baby again.”
you moaned out, exploring the new sensational feeling of his tongue eventually fucking into your seeping hole. jean leaned his head back for a millisecond before letting out the nastiest spit ball ever.
his DNA dribbled along the surface of your pussy as he played with your folds between his middle finger. the bulge in his pants grew bigger by the minute the more he played with his pretty little pussy.
you could never stay mad at that nigga for long.
𝑬𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒔 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 ★
Jean Kirstein x Fem!reader | MDNI
Mentions of: Eren ,Mikasa, Hitch & Connie.
Synopsis: After an intense fight with Eren you decide that going out parting with your two girl best friends is the best way to keep your mind off things, when you meet a certain someone that is also close to one of your Highschool friends. (Based of this Drabble I wrote about Armin.)
Warnings: drug use (Alcohol), cheating, Eren making a scene, unprotected sex, oral sex (M!receiving), public sex, cuss words, lots of tears, yelling (and some more stuff like that).
WC: 3k +
Usually you don’t go out partying without Eren but today is different.
You spent your entire day fighting with him but soon you had to realize that arguing with Eren is pointless.
He keeps making dumb excuses like 'it’s just flirting' or he tells you that you’re acting crazy for picking a fight.
You’re just so tired of it, so you don’t say no when Hitch asks you to go to this new club with her and Mikasa.
—
"C’mon y/n don’t be so boring, you didn’t even drink anything yet!" Hitch squeals in your ear.
"Don’t be rude Hitch, you know she had a hard day." Mikasa comes in your defense.
If there’s one thing about Mikasa then it’s that she’s always trying to understand and help you as much as she can.
"No… it’s fine, Hitch is right. I came here to have fun."
You say confidently. There’s no way that you’ll let Eren win by not even being able to enjoy yourself without him anymore.
"Are you sure y/n? You don’t have to do that."
Mikasa speaks while giving you a worried look. "Yes, don’t worry about me. I’ll go get a drink at the bar." You give her a reassuring nod.
"Now that’s my girl!" Hitch proudly pats your shoulder before you walk over to the bar, when you suddenly bump into someone.
"hey, watch out." A strong pair of hands grabs you by your shoulders, shoving you carefully away from the chest that your forehead just collided with.
"I’m sorry." You apologize politely.
You take a short glance at the face of the short haired boy in front of you as you recognize his face.
"Connie?!" Your eyes lighten up as he gives you a cheerful smile.
"Y/n? What are you doing here?" He laughs, surprised at the fact to see you in a environment like this.
"Oh I’m here with Hitch and Mikasa, they asked me to come with them."
You clarify with a soft smile on your lips.
"Ahh I see," he grins. "Good to see you though, I haven’t heard from you in a while."
"Yeah I’ve been busy," you say, as if Eren wasn’t the one that made you quit contact with all your male friends.
"I was just about to get a drink actually, do you want to join me?" You politely invite him.
"Sorry I’m here with a few friends actually. I can’t just leave…" He declines.
"But I’m sure I’ll go say hi to Mikasa and Hitch later."
He adds when suddenly someone interrupts your conversation by tapping him on the shoulder.
"Connie, Reiner is ordering shots for everyone right now, do you want one? "
You make quick eye contact with the tall guy in front of you, before giving him a nervous smile.
"I’ll leave you two guys alone, see you around."
You excuse yourself as you cleared your throat and give him a small wave.
He just gives you a nod in response before turning to his friend again.
—
"Who was that?" Jean looks after you, before taking a sip from his drink.
"Oh you mean y/n? We used to be friends in Highschool. She’s here with Hitch and Mikasa."
Connie enlightens as he noticed a smirk appearing on Jean's face.
"Bro, I know what you’re thinking. Cut it out, she’s with Eren." He shakes his head slowly in disagreement.
"Eren? Eren Yeager?" Jean exclaimed, clearly taken back.
There’s no way a girl like you would date a Jerk like Eren.
"Mhm, she’s Eren's girl." Connie’s eyes flickered as nods in response.
"It wouldn’t hurt to introduce us to each other, would it?" A hint of amusement dances in Jean's eyes as he chuckles under his breath.
"Here we go again." Connie thought, rolling his eyes at the absurdity of his friend.
He doesn’t really like the thought of Jean trying to hit on Eren's girlfriend. He knows how Eren can be, and he doesn’t want him to get involved into pointless drama.
There’s hundreds of other girls here, it can’t be that hard to find a single one without a over possessive boyfriend.
—
"Y/n what took you so long?!" Hitch pulls you closer to her, almost making you spill your drink.
"I didn’t take long, I just bumped into Connie on my way." You explain calmly.
"Connie is here?" Hitch asks surprised.
After becoming college roommates with Sasha, she has become very familiar with Connie.
"Yeah, he’s with a friend, somewhere over there." You point at a rear part of the crowd.
"He said that he might join us later to tell you guys hi." You add before you drink from your cup.
—
3 drinks later and you lost all your coordination.
Your vision isn’t as clear as it was earlier and you feel your body temperature increasing when Hitch asks Mikasa and you to go dance with her.
Of course you don’t say no, the dance floor is full of people having fun and that’s exactly what you want to have.
Hitch grabs Mikasa's and your hand, dragging you deeper into the crowd.
You immediately squint your eyes together because of the bright colorful lights.
You’re sure that Eren would kill you for the way you’re dancing with your friends in that tight dress that Hitch borrowed you, but you deserve it. You deserve having fun and enjoying yourself like this.
You gasp when you suddenly feel a strong grip tightening around your Arm.
You turn around to face whoever dared to disrupt your amusement, ready to cuss them out but you immediately close your mouth when you realize that it’s your boyfriend.
"E-Eren?!" You look at him perplexed.
"You turned your location off." He frowns, giving you a stern look.
There’s so many questions you want to ask.
What is he doing here, how did he find you and how dare he ruin this for you.
"Let go of me." Is all you say, trying to sound intimidating but you fail miserably.
"We’re going home, now!" He’s way better at being scary than you are, yet you stand your ground by telling him no.
"I said we’re going home." He repeats himself.
"Fuck no! I’m not talking to you anymore!"
Maybe it’s the alcohol talking, but you’re done being his punching bag. It’s time to put your foot down and demand the respect you deserve.
"Y/n is everything fi-" Mikasa stops mid sentence after recognizing Eren's face.
"What is he doing here?" Hitch also notices his presence with an annoyed look on her face.
"Don’t worry, he was about to leave anyways."
With a cold glance you let Eren know exactly how you feel about his behavior right now.
"Yes, with you." He looks down on you, giving you that death stare that he always uses to make you give in.
You give him a sharp push, ignoring his protests before turning away from him and walking away from him and your friends.
"Y/n, where are you going?!" Mikasa calls after you concerned, trying to follow you but not making it through crowd.
"I need to get some fresh air."
You respond quickly, before you get lost between all the people surrounding you.
You step out of the club and into a chaotic scene of people fighting, couples kissing, and taxi cabs waiting for passengers.
You sit down on the sidewalk as you put your drink down next to you before pulling out your phone from your purse and texting Mikasa that you’re sorry for leaving and that you’ll come back after you calmed down.
You take another sip from your drink when a tall figure sits down next to you.
You’re worried for a second that it might be Eren, but the shoes and the pants don’t match him at all.
"Can I help you?" You don’t even bother to look up at whoever just interrupted your peace, since you’re way to exhausted for that.
"You’re that girl from earlier right? You’re friends with Connie." A sly smirk appears on the lips of the mysterious man next to you.
"I- …" you look up at the stranger to notice it’s that guy from when you talked to Connie.
"….yeah I guess you could say so…"
You yawn, feeling the drowsiness taking over.
"Am I that boring?" He chuckles lowly at your obviously tired response.
"What? No, I’m just… I’m just worn out."
A quiet huff of displeasure comes from you.
"And I don’t even know you."
You didn’t mean to sound harsh or mean, it’s just that you’re really not in a good mood right now.
"Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself earlier, my name's Jean." He says with a hint of a smirk on his face.
"So I heard you’re Eren's girl huh?"
He tilts his head before inspecting your face closely.
"Don’t even start." You roll your eyes at just the thought of what happened back at the dance floor as he let out a gentle laugh.
"I don’t want to talk about it." You add quietly while fidgeting with the tips of your fingernails.
"Hmm... Well it can’t be THAT complicated right?" He asks, sounding genuinely interested in your situation right now.
"You have no idea." Your chin rests against the palm of your hand while your elbow is placed on your knee as you give him a displeased look.
"Just tell me already. I’m invested now." He chuckles lowly.
You take a deep breath before explaining everything that just occurred to him as he nods slowly, listening curiously to you talk.
Speaking your mind out loud was probably what you needed the most.
It made you realize how fucked up your boyfriends behavior actually was.
"…. Did he hurt you?" It’s easy to tell how concerned Jean was by the way he looked at you.
His sorrowful gaze meets yours, almost as is he was trying to express how sorry he felt for you.
"No, he would never…" you say, while trailing the palm of your hand over your upper arm, remembering the way Eren grabbed you earlier.
"But I’m still mad at him for ruining this for me."
You add quietly while chewing nervously on your lower lip.
"That’s…. That’s really unfortunate." He mumbles, leaning closer to you.
His voice sounds so gentle yet serious as he scratches the back of his head.
You don’t know what happened, but just the thought of how many things went wrong during your and Eren's relationship made you tear up.
The worst part about it is that you’re still attached to him and somehow even after everything that happened, you believe Eren without a doubt that he’s speaking the truth when he tells you that he loves you.
"Hey look at me please." Jean grabs your chin gently, forcing you to meet his gaze. His expression softens slightly as he looks down on your face.
You quickly wipe the few teardrops from your face, hoping that he wouldn’t notice them.
"You shouldn’t cry over someone like him."
He says softly while shaking his head.
„Don’t say that… I- I love him."
Eren is very unique, and so is his way of 'Loving'.
No matter if you break up or not, he will always hold a special place in your heart.
"I’m sure you think you do, but-" He stops himself mid sentence as he sees tears welling up in your eyes again. "Shh.. It’s alright."
Somehow seeing you this vulnerable made him want you even more.
"I think he’s a jerk." Jean mutters bluntly.
You should feel bad for being that close to him, but he’s the first person to tell you how things really are, and you appreciate it.
Of course you have Mikasa, but she has a habit of sugarcoating things, making them sound less harsh and telling you what you want to hear because she doesn’t want to upset you.
"What if I told you…" he takes a pause to breathe in before continuing. "What if I told you that I could change all that?" His thumb is now trailing over you bottom lip as he leans closer to you.
"If only you would give yourself to me instead…"
"Jean I-"
"Please." He whispers once more, interrupting you.
"Why would I leave my boyfriend for a guy I just met?" You ask sharply.
"Just listen." He says calmly, his eyes still looking deeply at yours.
"You deserve better than him…besides.."
He places his hand on your lower back as he pulls your face closer to him. "I promise I won't hurt you." He captures your lips in a passionate kiss, leaving you momentarily stunned.
You can feel his heart beating against your chest and his muscles tense and relax with each movement, sending shivers down your spine.
He pulled away gently, breaking off the kiss, while looking into your yes with a mixture of passion and tenderness, hoping that you enjoyed it just as much as he did.
There it was again, that overconfident smile from earlier, displayed in all its glory.
"How about we head back inside and talk some more?" he suggests, a sly smirk tugging at his lips as his hands start to loosen their grip around you.
"Talk huh?" You ask skeptically, not believing him that that’s his only intention.
"You’re a real smart girl, aren’t you?"
"I try to stay humble about it."
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"C’mon Jean hurry up will ya."
You fidget on the zipper of his pants impatiently as he lets out a soft groan.
Jean locks the bathroom stall door behind you as he pulls you closer to his chest.
"Easy there sweetheart, what’s the rush?"
A mischievous grin spreads across his face as he chuckles lowly, urging you down to your knees with a firm hand on your shoulder.
"You look so pretty from up here."
You can’t help but roll your eyes at his cocky smirk.
"Ohh so you think I’m only pretty on my knees?"
You say with a sarcastic smile, the irritation clear in your voice.
"Now don’t try to twist my words beautiful, how 'bout you close your eyes for me huh?"
His touch is gentle but commanding as he holds your chin, making you look up to him as his thumb softly brushes over your cheekbone.
"Now open wide up yeah?"
You feel a shiver run down your spine as you do as he says, not questioning his request.
You breathe in sharply when you feel something warm tap your cheek twice.
Abruptly you open your eyes, frowning at him in confusion when you realize what has just happened.
"Having fun up there?" You ask sarcastically, just getting a dumb giggle in response as he trails his tip over your lips before shoving his dick down your throat.
"Fuck yeahhh." He groans under his breath as he throws his head back, enjoying the heat of your mouth.
"Mhmmm feels so f-fucking good."
You watch him moan through half-lidded eyes, mouth wide open, feeling your jaw starting to get sore as Jean keeps thrusting his hips back and forth.
He's holding his breath, trying to not embarrass himself by having a quick shot, cause this is way to good to mess up right now.
"Wait wait wait!" He whines as he suddenly stops, shoving your head back and breathing in an out quickly.
"What’s wrong?"
You look up at him confused, wiping saliva from your lower lip dripping down to your chin.
"Just give me a second yeah?"
He’s still trying to catch his breath as you giggle to yourself.
"stop laughing, this is your fault!"
His attempt to blame you falls flat as you meet his gaze with an unwavering stare, refusing to take responsibility this.
"Alright minute-man whatever you say."
You’re not even trying to hide the cocky smile on your lips as he grabs you by your neck and pulls you back up on your feet again.
He turns you around and presses your body against the stall room door before pushing your dress up over your butt. "Mhmm." He hums before smacking his hand harshly against the flesh of your ass.
Your body twitches in response as you let out a quiet whimper.
His hands moves over the soft skin of your butt before he pulls down your panties. You can feel his chest pressing against your back as he slides his hand between your thighs where his index and middle finger to toy with your already swollen clit before entering your hole.
"You feel fucking angelic baby."
His breath tickles against your ear.
You let out a small moan while laying your head back against his shoulder.
He slowly pushes himself into your entrance as his other hand reaches out and gropes your breast through your dress.
He starts moving in and out out of you, leaving wet kisses all over your neck and shoulders.
You lean both of your forearm’s against the stall door for support as Jean starts thrusting deeper inside you.
"Atta girl, just like that."
His voice sounds raspy and gentle as both of his hands suddenly grab you by your waist.
"F-Fuck keep going J-Jean!" You feels tears running down your face, hoping that they won’t ruin your make up.
"See princess, you gotta find yourself a man that makes you cry like this, not like you were earlier." He laughs. "A man like me to be exact."
His thrusts are becoming faster and faster as you feel yourself getting closer to reaching your climax.
"I-I'm g'na c-cum!" You cry out loudly.
"Keep it down, you don’t want everybody to hear us do you?" He groans softly as he grips onto your thighs tightly. You can tell from how hard he's gripping them that he won't last much longer either.
With a soft whimper you bite down on your lower lip, trying to suppress any further sounds from escaping your throat.
"Ple…Please c-cum i-inside me."
You stumble over your words, gasping for air in between each one.
"Yeah? Well then cum for me baby! Let me see those pretty legs shake!"
He commands authoritatively, gripping your hair tightly to keep you in place.
You can feel him increase his pace even more, making you cry out in pleasure as you reach your peak.
"Oh yeah...that's what I wanted to see..."
He smiles smugly as he feels your juices coat his shaft before he lets a a deep groan while releasing himself inside of you.
"Damn..you're such a good little slut."
He slows down and pulls out, making you breathe in sharply.
"Ask me for anything and I promise I’ll give it to you."
He can’t believe what he just said, but the words spilled out of his mouth as he shook his head in disbelief, realizing that he meant it.
— "I swear I would." —
This was so much fun to write, I might write about Jean more often now!
If there’s any characters you want me to write about or I should do another part with, feel free to let me know! :)
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boyfriend Jean headcannons
tags: modern // all fluff
jeans arrogant persona completely disappears around you
when jean is in your presence he instinctively goes into protective mode
not in a controlling way he just wants you to always be & feel safe
and you definitely do feel safe with jean, in public he always has a arm around your shoulder or waist just to have you close so nothing ever happens to you
jean is also hyper vigilant in public he always triple checks before crossing a street with you and holding you extra tight while you cross
he is the boyfriend that is always holding you from behind
whether it be you two waiting for the train or standing in line at the coffee shop he always has to make sure you feel very safe
you and jean can also be ~that annoying couple~ in public who are always laughing very loud and obnoxiously at each other’s jokes
after sharing a good laugh together Jean always just stares at you while your mind is preoccupied elsewhere
he just thinks about how there is nothing in this world that he wouldn’t do for you, and he wonders how in the hell a horse face like him scored someone like you
(you don’t think he has a horse face at all)
jean just wants to take care of you in every way possible
his dream is to make you his little wife one day and provide for you in every way
tequila shots
jean x drunk! reader
tags: alcohol use // swearing // smut // jean takes care of you // dub con// let me know if i missed anything x
1k words
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fuck
you always knew Jean was a giving person with how he was always such a good friend to you, randomly bringing you coffee to your job & picking you up on the nights when you’re too drunk to catch the train home, that’s just the kind of friend Jean is.
he proved just how good of a friend he is once again tonight when you all were at the bar celebrating sasha’s birthday.
“happy birthday bitch!” you said to sasha sitting across from you.
“fuck! bro who ordered tequila?” connie asked in an amused tone when the shots arrived at the table.
jean sitting to your left, chucked at connie’s comment while passing shots to everyone.
eren reached over from your right side grabbing a shot.
“what the fuck jean you gave me the smallest one”
“because your a fucking light weight” he said laughing through his words.
how the hell did i get sandwiched between these two? you thought.
many rounds later you found yourself at the bar singing over the speakers in the most crude way possible attempting to serenade jean.
jean wasn’t too impressed with your singing but he loved drinking with his best friend, he knew he could always have fun with you.
Jean felt his heart clench at the sight of you making a giant fool of yourself just to make him laugh.
even in your drunken state, jean looked at you like you were the only person in the room.
fuck the tequila shots were starting to hit you hard now.
“gonna go pee” you slurred to jean
“you sure you can make it there by yourself?” he teased.
“yup fine” you said with half closed eyes.
you made your way through the crowded bar into the hallway where the bathrooms were when you felt a large hand grab your wrist, spinning you around. through blurred vision you see your are now face to face with eren.
“damn drunky why are you holding my wrist so tight? shit” you say as you try to pull away.
“drunk or not i've been wanting to do this” eren said.
your eyes go wide as he wraps his other hand around your waist in an attempt to kiss you.
you try to push him back “i’m drunk but i’m not that drunk” you say.
eren didn’t heed your words as his grip tightened, leaning in once again.
in one swift motion you saw jean grab eren by his hair making him fall onto the wall and sinking to the floor
jean looks down upon eren in his pitiful state, “your drunk eren stay down.”
fuck all this commotion is about to make you sick.
jean picked up on that thought as he turned to face you.
“i need to get you out of here.”
you nodded letting him wrap an arm around you to lead you out of the bar.
jean didn’t let go of you until you reached his car.
jean turned, looking down on you with a worried face.
“are you okay? did eren fucking hurt you?”
“no his dumbass was just horny and drunk” you said, still holding on to your best friend.
jeans gaze softened a little
“that’s no excuse”
“yeah well…” you said as you let him guide you into the passenger seat.
such a good friend you thought as you watched jean drive.
“can i stay with you” you hiccuped
with one hand on the wheel jean looked over at you, “of course” he smiled sweetly.
he looked so good while he was driving
damn am i getting wet at the sight of my best friend right now? you thought clenching your thighs together trying to quell the needy pain growing between your legs.
you felt yourself sober up by the time you reached jeans place, but he still helped walk you inside.
he told himself he was doing it to be a good friend like always, but he knew this time was different.. this time he was helping you because he wanted any excuse to be close to you.
once inside he led you to the couch, setting you down lightly immediately kneeling down to your feet to help remove your shoes.
you reach down placing your hand over his, “i’m not drunk anymore jean really.. i can remove my own shoes.”
jean didn’t respond, he was too caught up in your gaze.
not even thinking of your next words you broke the silence “unless.. you want too”
jean took a hard breath, continuing his work on your shoes.
fuck it you thought.
you couldn’t wait anymore.
you grabbed jean by his shirt pulling him up to your eye level. a knowing look settled on jean’s face before grabbing your face and initiating a devastating kiss.
your hands immediately reach for the base of jeans skull raking your fingers through his hair while his hands heavily massage your hips.
you instinctively wrap your legs around jean’s waist as he stood to lead the two of you to his bedroom.
your kiss finally broke as the two of you landed on the bed.
jeans frame loomed over yours, breathing heavily.
“you know this will ruin our friendship right?” you said laughing as you spoke.
jean looked at you with lust filled eyes “fuck friendship, i’ve been waiting too long for this”
your legs wrapped around his waist once more.
jean leaned down, placing sloppy open mouth kisses all over your neck.
your dress rode up past your panties as you were rocking your hips against the front of jeans pants feeling the outline of his hard cock.
you let out a light moan into his ear as jean rutted his fully clothed cock against your soaking panties.
jean’s head came up from the crook of your neck, his gaze not leaving yours as his hand reached down to play with your clit over the thin cloth.
“say the word and i’ll stop” he said as his lips were a hair's length away from yours.
“don’t you dare stop”
“then tell me what you want” he said as the pads of his finger played with your cloth covered pussy.
“i want you to fuck me the way you have always imagined fucking me”
that was all jean needed.
in one swift motion your panties were gone. the next thing you knew jean had your hands pinned over your head.
his hand finally returned to your needy clit, fingers working in a swift up and down motion while jeans face was still hovering right over yours watching your face contorted in pleasure with breathless moans leaving your mouth.
he spoke directly into your mouth
“mmmm gonna make you feel so good perfect girl”
this roused another moan from your lips, as your hips rocked against jean’s hand.
it was all too much and not enough at the same time.
jeans free hand pulled the top part of your dress down revealing your breast. he immediately started rolling one nipple between his fingers and sucking on the other making your back arch off the mattress.
all of the stimulation made your orgasm come crashing down on you.
you moaned as the warm rolling sensation flowed through you.
jean’s name rolled off your tongue over and over as you came on his hand.
“mmm good fucking girl” jean said as he let you ride out your orgasm on his hand.
jean ignored how painfully hard he had grown inside his pants and placed a tender kiss to your forehead knowing you had an exhausting night.
he knew he could make up for lost time tomorrow.
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exhaustion hit you hard after jean gave you some of his clothes to change into.
you wrapped your body around his and let yourself succumb to your exhaustion in jean’s arms, knowing that your friendship might be gone but something better will replace it.
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songs for the men of aot
and how they feel about you
jean / reiner / eren / levi
Jean
die for you / the weeknd
jean would literally die for you
“Even though we're going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you”
no matter what’s going on in jean’s life, he knows he could never walk away from you. he would do absolutely anything for you.
Reiner
pluto projector / rex orange county
reiner still has a hard time trying to figure himself out, but he wants to figure it all out with you
“I'm still a boy inside my thoughts
Am I meant to understand my faults?
I don't think so
I don't think I'm meant to understand
Myself
Maybe you do”
reiner trusts you. he feels like he can be the truest version of himself around you.
Eren
easy on me / adele
eren feels like he hold the weight of the world on his shoulders
“Go easy on me, baby
I was still a child
Didn't get the chance to
Feel the world around me
I had no time to choose
What I chose to do
So go easy on me”
eren can let his guard down around you, he feels safe enough to be vulnerable around you because he knows you will handle his heart with care.
Levi
i bet on losing dogs / mitski
levi always felt like he was betting on losing dogs in life, he thought that anyone who would come into his life would inevitably leave him.
“My baby, my baby
You're my baby, say it to me
Baby, my baby
Tell your baby that I'm your baby”
you still have to assure levi that you will never leave him. levi is so scared to lose you, that’s why it was so hard for him to let you in.
you knew that levi put on a cold hard persona to keep people out so that it wouldn’t be painful when someone would leave his life, but you broke through that and he is so grateful that you did.
perfect
jean x reader
tw & tags: talks of anxiety and body image issues // praise // body worship// established relationship// slight over stimulation // general smutt
18+ MDNI
word count: 800 short n sweet <3
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you always radiate confidence in any room you walk into, no one would ever know that it is false confidence. you secretly felt deeply insecure.
your insecurities surrounded your body mostly, you often felt like your breasts were too small, or your hips too wide, or your stomach too round. you often felt consumed by self deprecating thoughts over the body that you saw in the mirror.
you never wanted jean to find out about the constant battle you were having with your mind and body, so you made sure to never bring it up. you never realized how well jean really knew you, he could see it in your eyes when you passed a mirror, or when your eating habits became inconsistent. jean knew that you struggled with your body image.
jean loved you deeply, but didn’t know how to console you, he knew bringing it up would only make things worse for you.
jean wishes that you could see yourself the way he sees you. there is not a single thing jean would ever want to alter on your body, he hates the fact that you can’t see what he does, that’s why he always takes extra good care of you, especially in vulnerable moments during sex.
in intimate moments like this, jean likes to take his sweet time, placing both hands on your waist as he kisses down your stomach all the way down to your hips and thighs, “mmm.. so perfect, like you were made just for me. so, so perfect…” he loved worshiping your body, nestling his head between your thighs as you rolled your hips forward, forgetting about all of your insecurities when his heavenly lips sucked on your clit.
you suddenly felt your embarrassment rise to the surface once again, when jean reached up to roll one of your nipples between his fingers. you always over-thought moments like this, feeling insecure about the size of your breast and desperately hoping he wouldn’t notice that one was slightly bigger than the other. anxiety began to bloom in your chest, as your breaths became shorter.
jean noticed the distant look in your eyes when he lifted his head from your soaking cunt, “you still with me baby? want me to stop?”
you almost wanted to cry seeing how deeply jean cared, just by the look in his eyes.
“no please don’t stop” you whispered.
you desperately needed to feel his touch, it was the only thing that could ground you back into reality.
jean knew where your mind went, he decided that you needed extra care tonight.
jean mounted himself on top of you, wrapping his arms around your body pulling the two of you together in a deep embrace. your lips interlocked in a slow delicate kiss as your arms wrapped around his neck. the kiss grew more and more passionate as you felt your hips begin to buck against him in search of his cock.
jean broke the kiss, placing his forehead on yours, “do you want me to keep going, pretty girl?”
“god fuck, jean please fuck me” you said breathlessly.
jean didn’t hesitate, instantly sheathing himself into your warm cunt.
you both let out a deep moan when he released you from his embrace.
jean immediately moved his mouth to suck on your nipple, and reached one hand down to work circles on your clit as he pounded your pussy into oblivion.
you screamed from all of the stimulation, all thoughts left your mind. you could only concentrate on the pleasure jean was providing you.
you worked your fingers through his hair as his mouth moved to give your other nipple attention.
you chanted jean’s name over and over like your own personal mantra. “mmm that’s it my pretty girl, you're doing so good” he said, lifting his head to read your face as he tapped your g-spot with his cock, still rubbing circles on your swollen clit.
heat flooded your whole body, while tears began to prick your eyes.
jean knew you were close, “it’s okay, cum on my cock baby.” almost as if your body was waiting for those exact words, your pussy began to pulse tightly around jeans cock. you wailed as jean continued to pump inside your now overstimulated cunt. “ah good girl… good fucking girl” he said as he picked up his pace feeling his own orgasm brimming.
tears finally fell down your cheek as jean filled you with his warm cum.
you both groaned as jean pulled out of you.
jean’s soft gaze met yours, “i wish you knew how perfect you really are, i love you so much.” he said as he wiped the tears from your face, placing a kiss over the spots where the tears had fallen.
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ps if your having body image issues your not alone, i see you. & so does jean hehehe
hi, im a new follower :)
i found your fic through a tag that i follow (#aot fanfiction) and immediately loveeee your writing and started following you ;p and as i see, your requests are open! so, may i have jean and readers' life, after the rumbling? more specifically, what they do all day after three years of peace living in paradis :) thank you, have a great day :)
after the smoke cleared
jean x reader drabble
tags: slight spoiler for manga 34 // talks of dealing with ptsd // husband jean // fluff
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it’s been three years since the rumbling… three whole years, and you still couldn’t wrap your head around the fact that eighty percent of humanity was just gone.
if it wasn’t for jean, you didn’t think that you would have survived life after war. jean was the pillar of strength that kept you going, but he never told you that you are the reason for that strength. you are the only thing that motivated jean to keep going, even after the loss of so much life.
after the smoke cleared, and the peace talks were over, you and jean settled into a quaint little cottage on paradis. it was just what the two of you needed, your patch of land gave the two of you just enough seclusion so that you didn’t have to hear the industrial sounds of the island being rebuilt, while also being close enough to walk to town for all of your needs. your new home was your safe haven, it gave the two of you a chance to begin again.
adjusting to a new life of domesticity was not easy for either of you. you both had your fair share of restless nights, and night terrors. on the nights that your dreams felt terrifyingly real, jeans grip would always tighten around your waist while he whispered in your ear, “shhhh… you're okay. you're okay. i got you.” you would respond by turning to bury yourself into his chest, feeling grounded by his warm embrace. in moments like these jean always felt so grateful to have you here. while you felt grounded by his touch, jean felt grounded by your presence alone, feeling at peace just knowing your still alive, well, and here with him.
you would eventually fall back into your slumber, and jean would place a kiss into your hair before following you into a sound sleep.
the love that the two of you share is what got you through the days. you would always catch yourself staring at jean through the kitchen window, being completely lost in thought thinking about how the two of you made it this far.
how did i get so lucky to end up here, with you?
jean took notice of your staring while he was working hard in the garden, and sent a playful wink in your direction as he resumed his work.
jean took pleasure in nurturing his garden, he loved being able to see life form and take root into the ground, and later provide nourishment to both of your bodies.
the simple things is what jean grew to love in life, he loved you, and the life the two of you shared but jean couldn’t lie to himself, he desperately wanted to create life with you. jean always pictured you waddling around the house with a round belly carrying his beautiful baby.
jean would often fantasize about the two of you walking through town, shopping for baby clothes and supplies. he could just picture the two of you decorating a room in preparation for your first born. jean would also let you have free reign in naming the baby, as long as you didn’t try to name it eren, he wanted no reminders of his past life. the past and all things associated, were just too painful to think of.
jean didn’t want to dwell in the past, nor did he care about being a famous hero of the rumbling, he only desired to be a perfect husband and a loving daddy to all the babies he wished to create with you.
after surviving the largest mass casualty the world has ever seen, jean only cared about the life the two of you share.
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as always, feedback is appreciated xx
NSFW jean visuals
MDNI 18+
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a kirschtein holiday
jean x reader
tags: // general smutt //overstimulation// masterbation // use of good girl // curse words // nipple play // fluff
word count: 2k
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“i’ve been thinking about you all day”
you blushed at the sound of jean’s voice coming through the other side of the phone.
you audibly sighed into the device. you missed jean so much, it was hard being away from him especially when you were lying in bed at night without his warm body next to yours.
you were back home visiting family for the holidays while jean stayed behind in the city. “i’ve been thinking about you too actually, even being around my family doesn’t keep me from missing you.” you said as you stared at the sun drenched ceiling of your childhood bedroom, the blinds on your window casting a shadow onto the surface.
a beat passed before jean’s voice came through the phone again, “say the word baby, and i’ll be on the first flight out to you.”
you shot up from the bed, you felt like electricity was pumping through your veins as the warm sensation of hope filled your chest. “don’t say things you don’t mean jean, i mean it. don’t get my hopes up.”
you could hear jean speaking through the smile that was plastered on his face, “oh i mean it, all you have to do is say the word princess, your wish is my command.”
the warm sensation in your chest spread throughout your whole body, you tried to conceal your tone not wanting to sound too excited, “but what about my family? are you sure you’re ready to meet them?”
“i’m ready if you are, princess.”
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later that evening, you noticed snow beginning to fall outside of your family’s dining room window. your mother and father were in a deep conversation over the neighbor's dog, while your grandmother was trying to explain the new bill that just passed congress to your hard hearing grandfather after finishing your mothers famous casserole. you disregarded your plate as you moved towards the window to take in the view, the snow looked so beautiful falling against the christmas decorations in the front yard, the powder white snow perfectly blanketed the red and green lights that lined the driveway.
your breath hitched in your throat when you saw a yellow taxi cab pull into the drive, you tried to bury the giddy feeling that was rising in your stomach, knowing exactly who was inside the vehicle.
you felt kind of creepy, just blatantly staring out the window but you couldn’t peel your gaze away when you saw jean’s tall frame exit the vehicle. he was dressed as dapper as ever, fitting for the freezing temperatures wearing a white button down shirt and slacks with a long wool coat on top. you could tell he left directly from work to catch his flight. you also took notice of the red poinsettia flowers and the bottle of wine that jean had in hand as he made his way to the front door.
your excitement rose to the surface when the doorbell rang, “i’ll get it!” you said as you raced to the front door.
jean smiled down at you fondly when you flung the door open, “hey-“ you didn’t give him a moment to speak, you immediately wrapped your arms around his neck, taking him into a tight embrace.
jean hummed in your ear, “huh, guess you really did miss me.” he said as he placed a kiss into your hair.
“well hello there! you must be jean.” you released your boyfriend from your embrace at the sound of your mother’s voice.
jean attempted to readjust himself, having almost dropped the items in his hands from you pouncing on him. “yes ma’am, and it is a pleasure to meet you. i’m sorry for being late, it turned out to be quite a challenge finding a good bottle of wine inside the airport.”
your mother laughed as she took the items off of jean’s hands, “please come in, you must be freezing out here.”
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you were originally very nervous about how jean meeting your family would go, but it turns out your family just might like your boyfriend more than yourself. you were actually impressed with how jean was able to strike up a conversation with your typically reserved father.
there must be something in the wine. you thought as the two men cackled at each other's jokes.
the anxiety you felt before jean met your family completely melted away as you watched the scene play out before you.
your mother passed you a plate of pie as she took a seat next to you, “this one might be a keeper. he somehow broke your father out of his shell, if he successfully did that then.. well he must be a keeper.”
you blushed, still watching jean fraternize with your father and now grandfather.
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your heart deflated a little when your mother broke the news that you and jean would have to sleep in separate rooms, she didn’t care how old you are now, there would be no “hanky panky” under her roof.
jesus christ.
jean placed a kiss upon your forehead before entering the guest bedroom for the night.
you pouted when he pulled away, missing the feeling of his lips on your skin. jeans hand gripped your waist while his tall frame loomed over yours looking down on your face intently, “i’ll see you in the morning.” his whisper of words caressed your ears sweetly, while the deepness of his voice compelled your pussy to grow wet. you instinctively pressed your thighs together in an attempt to push those feelings away, the last thing you needed was to get yourself all hot and bothered while you were home for the holidays. being horny in your parents house just felt completely wrong on all levels.
“okay, see you tomorrow.” you said as you quickly entered your room directly next to jean’s.
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you tossed and turned in bed for what felt like hours before you let out a huff of breath, abandoning the idea of sleep. you felt too pent up, you just wanted jean’s hands on your body but even if you were brave enough to disobey your mothers demand, you figured jean must’ve been asleep already.
conceding to your body’s needs, you flopped onto your back. you couldn’t believe that you were about to masterbate in your parents house all while imagining your boyfriend working your clit in the most heavenly way possible, the way only he can.
you slipped your sleep shorts off, discarding them on the floor and began to rub soft circles on your clit while snaking a free hand up your shirt to tease your already hard nipples. all thoughts evaporated from your mind as your hips began to instinctively roll against your hand, you picked up your pace against your throbbing clit. the temperature seemed to rise as warmth washed over your body, your mouth hung open as you panted heavily from pleasure.
your eyes went wide when you accidentally let a soft moan escape your lips, you were too lust drunk to stop your ministrations on your swollen clit, so you used your free hand to cover your mouth in an attempt to muffle the sweet sounds flowing from it.
jean was wide awake, staring at the snow falling past his window, he already had a hard time sleeping without you, and knowing that you were just one room away somehow made it even harder. jean’s mind was filled with thoughts of you and your body, wishing that he could palm your soft tits as your nipples grew hard under his touch, while fucking you so slowly that your body ached from ecstasy. jean pictured your form perfectly in his mind's eye, squirming and writhing under his touch.
jean’s gaze moved to the tent that his hard cock made in the fabric of his sleep pants. he sighed, not wanting to act on his horny thoughts by jacking off to the thought of his girlfriend that was probably fast asleep just one room over.
jean was stunned when his ears picked up on the sound of your sweet moan coming from the other side of the wall, he held his breath for a moment trying to listen closer, thinking that maybe he was hearing things. a beat passed, and your voice was heard once again, though much quieter this time.
whimpers fell from your mouth, now that your hand was not there to prevent it. you were so lost in the moment from both of your hands being put to use, one hand worked circles fervently on your clit while the other pounded your g spot. you didn’t even notice the sounds leaving your mouth, your eyes were clamped shut picturing it was jean going to work on your cunt instead of own hands.
you were so lost in pleasure that you didn’t hear jean stealthy enter the room. his broad frame towered over you at the end of the bed, watching you in complete awe as your hands vigorously worked your beautiful soaking cunt.
jean was grateful that your eyes were still closed as your cunt began to quiver around your fingers.
you quietly whimpered jean’s name over and over as you came, your body shook still picturing him in your brain.
a deep voice broke through the silence, “i’m right here baby.” you gasped when your gaze met jean’s, noticing his hard cock poking through his pants, just begging to be let out of the prison of fabric that it was encased in. “you look so pretty like this, i didn’t want to interrupt you.” he said with lust filled eyes.
you simultaneously felt relieved by jean’s presence, while also feeling much more needy now that he was standing before you. tears pricked your eyes at the sight of the beautiful man admiring your naked body from above you.
your body too cried out for his touch, “please” you whispered, “i need you, now.”
jean didn’t waste a second, seeing you in this state could almost make him cum on the spot, he loved seeing you all needy and strung out. jean settled between your already parted legs as he cupped your face, “goddamn i’ve missed you so much.” he didn’t allow you time to respond, jean’s lips immediately locked onto yours initiating a long overdue kiss.
you moaned into your boyfriends mouth when his large hand palmed your sensitive breast, jean’s body responded to the sweet sound by rubbing his clothed cock over your overstimulated clit.
the motion sent shockwaves through your body, you couldn’t help but scream into his mouth.
jean broke the kiss to place a palm over your mouth, as he still grinded himself against your soaking wet cunt.
“shh shh shh… i know baby, i know. be a good girl, and stay quiet for me. okay?”
you nodded your head, as you stifled another whine when his free hand rolled your nipple between his fingers.
your overstimulated cunt was crying out for jean’s cock, your hips bucked against his clothed length, causing his cock to twitch at the motion. jean leaned down to place a sweet kiss on top of the hand that was covering your mouth, “mm.. gonna be a good girl and take all of my cock without making a peep? hm?” a single tear slid across your cheek, you felt like your body was about to combust waiting for jean to take you, you nodded your head in affirmation.
jean’s cock sprung up, after being freed from the tight confines of his pants. the tip of his cock glistened with pre cum as he kept one hand over your mouth, and used the other to grip your waist tightly while he sheathed himself fully into your swollen cunt.
your mouth gaped open under jean’s hand as your back arched off of the mattress, your pussy was already fluttering around his length while the tip of his cock pounded the spongy material that was your g spot.
jean wished that he could hear all of your sweet whimpers that his cock elicited from your mouth, but he couldn’t risk waking up the rest of the house if he removed his hand.
jean leaned down, placing an open mouth kiss on your tender neck while quietly moaning into your ear as he pumped deep inside of your core,
“mm. such a good girl, your doing so good for me.”
more overstimulated tears streamed across your face, as jean’s cock forced a second orgasm from your pussy. jean moaned into your neck again at the feeling of your cunt fluttering around his cock, causing him to cum deep inside you.
your hands raked through his hair while the both of you rode out your orgasms. jean’s hand left your mouth, and was replaced with a long languid kiss.
you both cringed when jean unsheathed himself from your tired cunt, he reached his hand up to cup your face again while his thumb traced circles over the tear streaked flesh, “i love you so much.” he said with a smile, as he placed a loving kiss on your forehead.
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“so did you sleep well in the guest bedroom jean? it can get a little drafty in there during this time of year.” your eyes went wide at your fathers question during breakfast.
“oh it wasn’t drafty at all, i was actually quite warm last night, i slept like a baby.” jean said with a smile as his gaze moved to you, “what about you babe? how’d you sleep last night?”
asshole.
you immediately changed the subject, “the christmas tree really looks great this year mom, good job.”
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a/n: i just made a kofi you can get to it here or in my masterlist thanks for your support love y’all x
art credit: pwkj_cos on twitter
masterlist
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jean boy is sweet and gentle giant but is also like dominant and territorial does that make sense
the shower
jean x reader
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word count: 1k
tags: smutt // fingering // overstimulation // major praise // slight voyeurism // breeding //
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steam filled the air as warm water cascaded over your frame. you lathered your whole body in soap, humming along to the music playing on the speaker. you propped your foot up on the marble seat that was built into the shower wall, scrubbing and cleaning each leg individually.
jean was home from work early. he was surprised that you weren’t there to greet him by jumping into his arms and scattering kisses all over his face, in the way that you usually did when he returned home.
jean made his way through the kitchen and living room in search of you, “baby? i’m home, where are you?” jean’s ears perked up at the sound of the shower running, and quickly made his way to the bathroom. he couldn’t wait to see you, coming home to you was always the highlight of his day.
the sound of music coming from the bathroom danced around his ears, elevating the eagerness he already felt. just picturing your naked body covered in soap suds made his cock twitch. jean stealthy cracked the door open, steam billowed out of the doorway allowing jean to take in the sight of you massaging soap all over your chest.
jean almost felt like a creep by allowing his cock to grow hard as he watched you innocently clean your body, unknowing to his presence.
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your hips swayed to the music as you worked conditioner through your hair. a pair of large hands wrapped around your body from behind, steadying your movements. jean nuzzled his face into your neck allowing you to lean into his large chest.
“home from work early and you're already naked?”
jean laughed at your chide, reaching up to knead your breast eliciting a staggered gasp from your mouth.
“well it seems i couldn’t help myself, you were putting on quite the show.”
“i didn’t know you were into voyeurism jean.” you teased as you wiggled your ass on his erect cock.
jean jumped at the sudden sensation, rolling your nipples between his fingers in response, causing your head to fall back in pleasure. jean watched your face intently, “mm.. maybe i am. i could watch you all day.”
jean took a seat on the marble bench, pulling you onto his lap in the process. warm water misted over your body while jean interlocked your ankles together, allowing him to wedge your legs open from beneath you.
jean whispered into your ear,”ah.. now that’s much better. you look so pretty like this. legs spread wide, ready for my cock.”
jean placed a long languid kiss on your neck. you instinctively ground your hips against his hard cock, your cunt cried out in need of friction. jean moaned into your neck, his hand still working motions on your hard nipples, “want my cock pretty girl?” you could only nod in response. you felt acutely aware of the sensations coursing over your body, each drop of water felt like warm electricity falling on your skin, while your nipples felt incredibly sore under jean’s fingers.
jean spoke in a comforting tone, “no, i don’t think you’re ready for my cock baby. how about i use my fingers to play with that pretty pussy instead?”
you nodded your head quickly, “yes! jean please, anything!” jean hummed in amusement at your whine. both of jean’s large hands left your tender nipples, immediately using one hand to work circles on your clit, while the other entered your cunt with two fingers to pound your g-spot.
you screamed out in intense pleasure, your back arched off of jean’s chest.
you writhed in jean’s lap. it was too much and not enough all at the same time. you chased your pleasure while also running away from it. a fever rose in your body, while jean’s fingers fucked you stupid. you could feel jean’s cock leaking pre cum from beneath you. just seeing you come undone by his fingers alone, made jean want to bust on the spot.
jean’s hold on your body became tighter in an attempt to put a halt on your movements,”your doing so good for me baby, take your time okay? i want you to cum all over my fingers.”
you nodded again, trying to even out your breaths. you continued rolling your hips on jean’s thighs when he changed his movements, no longer pounding his fingers deep into your cunt. jean’s fingers hooked up, to tap against your sweet spot in a ‘come here’ motion. your head fell back on jean's shoulder, he turned his head to meet your gaze while never ceasing his movements. jean’s lips hovered just above yours while your cunt tightened around his fingers, “mm.. that’s my girl. ‘want that pretty pussy to cum all over my hand.”
as if on cue, jean’s words coaxed a powerful orgasm out of you. your whole body stiffened against jean’s frame, your cunt pulsed around his fingers fervently.
jean let you ride out your orgasm on his fingers, only removing his fingers when your breaths evened out. jean looked at you with admiration in his eyes as he placed a kiss on your forehead, “i’m so proud of you, pretty girl.”
a single beat passed and jean was up, quickly whirling you around to face him. your mind was still reeling from your orgasm, that you barely registered jean’s swift movements when he lifted you up, allowing you to wrap your legs around his torso. jean wasted no time, hoisting you up, and bringing you all the way down on his cock.
your swollen cunt screamed out in overstimulation while jean audibly moaned at the feeling of your swollen walls enveloping his large cock. your back met the cold shower wall, as you raked your hands through jean’s damp hair. jean closed the distance between the two of you, initiating a passionate kiss. your tongues danced against each other while jean’s cock striked your sweet spot repeatedly.
you moaned into jean’s mouth, when the two of you came in unison. jean’s arms tightened around your back, finally breaking the kiss as he continued to pump his cum deep inside you, “you feel amazing.”
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jean carried your tired body out of the shower. you massaged the skin at the base of jean’s head while kissing his neck, “come home early more often, yeah?”
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a/n: i almost made this a daddy kink thing it took everything in me not too LMAO
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self reblog cause i’m making u whores one for getou rn >;-)
NSFW jean visuals
MDNI 18+
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on the days that i feel insecure about my physical appearance, i just look in the mirror and think to myself that my comfort character would love the way i look rn
what they would get you for your christmas headcannon
the men of aot & jjk edition
levi // jean // eren // gojo // toji // geto
(this is really short ik)
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levi
levi has expensive taste
he would definitely give you some expensive jewelry, he knows you don’t care much for expensive things but he can’t help but spoil you rotten
he loves seeing you in red so he definitely get you a heart shaped ruby necklace, probably lined with tiny diamonds cause why not
his side gift would be a tin box of imported teas, he really wants to get you into drinking tea with him so he had to get the best of the best
jean
sweet arrogant jean boy would give you a trip abroad as your xmas present
jean knows how bad you’ve been wanting to travel and he wants nothing more than to see the world with you
he also gifted you some frilly white lingerie to wear on your trip
this most definitely was a gift to himself but you loved it anyways
eren
eren cannot shop on his own, he is completely clueless when it comes to what you might want as a gift
eren decided to hack into you amazon account and order everything off your wishlist
(including those smut filled books you’ve been wanting to read )
he figured it was better to think smarter, not harder
gojo
gojo loves to call you a material girl
(though you completely disagree with that statement)
gojo doesn’t put too much thought into what he should buy for your gift
he just peruses around the mall stopping in every designer store and picks up the most flashy item they own
he figures the more expensive, the better
his material girl deserves nothing but the best
toji
toji’s gift to you is his dick. in a box.
he finds the joke quite funny
(you do not)
geto
(non evil geto)
geto loves to cuddle with you, so he figured why not get you the biggest fluffiest blanket around for xmas
geto is also obsessed with how you smell, so he got you a big bottle of your favorite perfume so you’ll never run out
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jean never lets you go to bed angry.
even on the nights when you go back to your place alone needing space after an argument, jean will always show up at your door in the middle of the night looking a complete wreck.
jean just can’t sleep thinking that you would go to bed angry at him. you open your front door, being greeted with the sight of him holding a box of take-out from your favorite late night restaurant, and a worried look plastered all over his face, “please forgive me baby, i can’t bare the thought of you going to bed mad at me.”
creaming babes… i’m creaming
jean kirschtein // getou suguru // choso
riding a big beefy man who can easily pick you up with just his two hands and bounce you over and over so easily on his cock and getting used like a little fleshlight as he slips you up and down, going as fast as he wants >
YOU GUYS
i found the perfect nsfw asmr audio for mr. jean kirstein
picture waking up to needy jean in the morning
audio link under the cut
(this is a nsfw 18+ audio!!)
nsfw audio