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Reiner who absolutely crumbles the second you play with his nipples. You’d never thought to do it before, but one night you were on his lap, giving your pretty boy kisses trailing down his neck, and his tits just looked so tempting...Reiner looks down at you in surprise when you grope one of his pecs and take the other nipple into your mouth, licking and sucking at it. He’s so shocked, his mouth drops open and his face goes red and...he likes it? You continue your assault on his chest and he’s letting out the most beautiful sounds, breathy moans and soft whimpers escaping his lips.

always thinking about riding armin. <3

tw: penetrative sex, creampie, exhabitionism.

it was only supposed to be a nice date, wholesome even. a bike ride into a more secluded part of the forest to have a picnic together for some much needed quality time. and it was just that, for a little while anyway.

but now your blouse is pulled up to expose your tits to the warm, spring breeze. and your skirt's bunched up at your waist, giving armin the perfect view of his weeping cock sliding in and out of your sopping wet cunt.

he's laying on the red plaid blanket you brought with you. his shirt unbuttoned, giving you a perfect view of the pink and purple love bites you left behind earlier that start at his collarbones and end just above the base of his cock. he was so shy at first, half-heartedly resisting you as your made your decent down his body.

"c'mon baby, someone might see us."

its almost funny how only minutes ago he was worried about voyeuristic eyes, and now he's writhing underneath you. an abundance of moans and whines erupting from his parted lips. hes so far gone now, so totally and completely fucked out of his mind that he couldn't care less.

his hands have an almost bruising force behind them as he grips onto your waist to help give you momentum as you bounce over and over again. his voice cracks as he moans your name, and it only makes you slam your hips down harder.

the coil inside you is winding tighter and tighter the longer you ride him, and you can tell armin isn't far behind. his whole body is flushed, tears are welling up in his eyes, and he can't stop bucking his hips up to meet yours.

you pry his hands off you, intertwining your fingers with his as you slam yourself down one last time. you grind down onto him, and you both let out high pitched groans. he's just so deep. and the feeling of your puffy clit rubbing against the toned muscle of his lower abdomen has you seeing stars. youre only brought back when you hear armin cry out to you.

"fuck baby, 's so good. love you s'much.. keep fucking me, please. please, fuck me."

and why would you ever say no to him when he asked so nicely?

you grind on him at a fervent speed, throwing your head back when you feel his tip nudge against the spot that makes you feel like you're melting. you squeeze his hands in an attempt to ground yourself, but hearing him whimper out how pretty you look on top of him has the coil finally snapping.

armin loses himself in the way your cunt somehow sucks him in even deeper, fluttering and clenching around him as you fall onto his chest. he wraps one arm around you, while he entagles this other hand into your hair. he thrusts up into you, prolonging your release as he finds his.

your eyes are squeezed shut, and all you can hear over the filthy sounds of skin slapping skin and your own moans is his choked out whine.

"m'cumming! fuck baby, m'cumming!"

it's then that you feel him throbbing inside you as he shoots ropes of white into your pretty little cunt. you stay on top of him for a while before you slid off to lay down on the blanket as you try to catch your breath. when you turn to check on armin, you find that he's already looking at you like he's in a daze.

you both let out breathy laughs as you readjust your clothes and scoot closer to one another until your head is on his chest and his arm is around your body. you lay in a comfortable silence for a while, drawing absent-minded shapes on each other with your fingertips until he finally speaks up.

"that was really risky."

"i think you like it risky."

he laughs as he tilts your chin up so that you're looking at him. he kisses you gently at first, but he's quick to deepen it. he keeps his lips on yours as he climbs on top of you, caging you in his arms and slotting his knee between your legs until he brushes against your still sensitive cunt. you gasp, and he chuckles as he nudges you again.

"yeah, i think you're right."

yes professor

professor! levi x reader

a/n: i didn’t specify what your wearing i want you to wear the outfit of your choosing might be some grammar errors i wrote this really quick x

18+ MDNI

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god.

it was freezing cold on campus you could have sworn your outfit was warm enough before leaving home but it seems today’s weather proved you to be quite wrong.

your fast pace and the chilly wind blowing against you left your face flushed h when you arrived to Professor Levi’s lecture 10 minutes late.

“Oi!” he called, as you were trying to take the nearest open seat.

“is the class meeting time not convenient enough for you brat?”

face already red from the weather you shook your head “um.. no sir, my apologies it won’t happen again”

The professors eyes narrowed, “stay behind after class and we will discuss your tardiness”

you nodded and quickly took your seat. the lecture flew by, your mind was too preoccupied daydreaming thoughts of how your discussion might go. will he threaten to drop you from the class if your late again? you knew the professor to be very demanding of his students, which is why you always tried to avoid interacting with him as much as possible.

he was just so intimidating

your thighs clenched together in your chair while chewing on the inside of your cheek watching all of the students file out of the lecture hall.

finally when it was just the two of you in the lecture hall, you decided to make your way to the professors desk.

Professor Levi leaned over his large mahogany desk, hands pressed firmly on the wood watching intently as you made your way forward.

“So do you disrespect all of your professors by being tardy or is it just me?”

“just you sir”

shit! you didn’t mean it like that

“well what i meant was this is my first time being tardy sir”

he cocked his eyebrow in sudden interest

“and why is it that you were late?”

you shift uncomfortably, “the cold weather sir, i wasn’t prepared…for the uh… cold”

his eyes rake over your frame, analyzing your clothing.

“Yes… so it seems, that outfit doesn’t look warm enough at all.”

the flush finds its way back to your cheeks, instinctively looking down to your feet in attempt to hide your embarrassment. Levi makes his way around his desk to lean against it right in front of you. his long fingers grip your chin forcing your eyes to meet his, but his gaze is too intense, you have to shift your sight to his fore arm where his white button down shirt sleeves are rolled up to the elbow.

“tch. eyes on me brat”

your eyes instantly shift up to meet his gaze once again, unable to form any words. he didn’t find the moment awkward at all, his hand still on your chin he sits in the silence just staring at you.

god i wish i knew what he was thinking

his hand moved to the base of your skull, while his fingers were laced in your hair he said,

“this may be your first offense but i can’t let you go unpunished”

your eyes widened & your body went rigid not understanding his words.

Levi felt his cock twitch in his trousers, unknowing of the wetness currently gathering in your pussy.

Levi takes a step back eyes still locked to yours

“turn around, arms behind your back”

not a single thought passed through your brain as you immediately obeyed. Levi places his hand between your shoulder blade immediately rousing a light gasp from you. he pushes your front down onto the desk the side of your face gently meeting the cool wood. your mind is racing not understanding what actions led to this moment.

you are once again made aware of Levi’s presence when you feel him make his stance, rutting his fully clothed cock against your ass. your eyes go wide again not expecting to feel him so hard already.

Levi leans down whispering into your neck

“why is it that you avoid making any contact with me but you are always wearing something so tantalizing in my presence” placing an open mouth kiss on your neck

you try not to gasp

how did he know that i purposely avoid him?

your body moves on its own accord instinctively wiggling your ass against his cock

“ oh. oh. i see, you secretly wanted a little extra attention from your professor…hmm? is that it?” he says in a mischievous tone.

fuck. your so wet and your mind is racing so fast you can’t think of a response.

an open palm slap lands on your ass making your body jump while your hands are still laced together behind your back.

Levi rubs the front of his slacks against you again

his lips quirk up in a playful smirk

“answer the question” he says teasingly.

shit

your thighs rub together trying to relieve the tension building in your cunt.

you release a short breath, “yes! okay yes!” you hiss. “ i did want your attention but… well you make me nervous okay!”

the smirk still sitting on Levi’s face grows a little bit wider.

“i know”

another slap lands on your ass making you jump again.

“so tell me sweet girl, what do you want from your professor? do you want your professors fingers curled up into that tight cunt of yours? hmm?” he says rubbing the cheek that he just slapped.

fuck

your panties were completely soaked now

“yes” you whisper.

another slap lands on your already sore ass.

“ ah ah i can’t hear you. use your words sweet girl tell your professor what you want” he says with that same teasing tone.

your ass rubs against his trousers searching for friction.

“fuck, please yes, just touch me now”

that’s all Levi needed.

he pulled off your bottoms in one swift motion leaving your panties on.

“mmm.. what a sight” he says as he leans down against your body again. his mouth leaving sloppy kisses against your neck, one hand massaging your ass cheek and the other snaking it’s way up your shirt to play with your nipple.

you can’t help it, a moan escapes your mouth. your cunt is screaming for friction, anyway to feel relief.

Levi let’s out a small groan at the sound of your sweet moan, still stimulating your nipple.

“tell me, you have to tell me.. what do you want sweet girl” he says authoritatively

“please i need your fingers now” you gasp

“my fingers are already on you, you have to be more specific than that”

“fuck! i need your fingers in my pussy now”

without a word you feel Levi’s fingers moving your panties to the side just that sensation alone makes you want to burst, already letting out more small moans.

one hand still massaging your sore ass cheek.

you feel his deft fingers working your clit in a up and down motion.

your head goes light.

fuuuckk

you rock your hips against him in search of more friction. its all too much but not enough.

Levi hums again pleased at the sight of his sweet student coming completely undone for him. he presses his clothed cock against your ass snaking his finger up your shirt again to play with your nipple.

you have to bite down on your lip to keep from screaming. the absolute bliss of the feeling of his fingers motions against your cunt and your breast makes you cum hard on his hand.

he slows his motions letting you ride out your orgasm.

when you have finally come down his hands leave you and he silently redresses your bottom half while your still reeling from your high on top of his desk.

once your fully clothed he turns you around.

“email me your contact information. i’ll be in touch.”

he grabs his brief case and heads out the lecture hall.

did my professor literally just finger fuck me on his desk then leave?

you knew you couldn’t be too mad though.

perfect

jean x reader

tw & tags: talks of anxiety and body image issues // praise // body worship// established relationship// slight over stimulation // general smutt

18+ MDNI

word count: 800 short n sweet <3

———

you always radiate confidence in any room you walk into, no one would ever know that it is false confidence. you secretly felt deeply insecure.

your insecurities surrounded your body mostly, you often felt like your breasts were too small, or your hips too wide, or your stomach too round. you often felt consumed by self deprecating thoughts over the body that you saw in the mirror.

you never wanted jean to find out about the constant battle you were having with your mind and body, so you made sure to never bring it up. you never realized how well jean really knew you, he could see it in your eyes when you passed a mirror, or when your eating habits became inconsistent. jean knew that you struggled with your body image.

jean loved you deeply, but didn’t know how to console you, he knew bringing it up would only make things worse for you.

jean wishes that you could see yourself the way he sees you. there is not a single thing jean would ever want to alter on your body, he hates the fact that you can’t see what he does, that’s why he always takes extra good care of you, especially in vulnerable moments during sex.

in intimate moments like this, jean likes to take his sweet time, placing both hands on your waist as he kisses down your stomach all the way down to your hips and thighs, “mmm.. so perfect, like you were made just for me. so, so perfect…” he loved worshiping your body, nestling his head between your thighs as you rolled your hips forward, forgetting about all of your insecurities when his heavenly lips sucked on your clit.

you suddenly felt your embarrassment rise to the surface once again, when jean reached up to roll one of your nipples between his fingers. you always over-thought moments like this, feeling insecure about the size of your breast and desperately hoping he wouldn’t notice that one was slightly bigger than the other. anxiety began to bloom in your chest, as your breaths became shorter.

jean noticed the distant look in your eyes when he lifted his head from your soaking cunt, “you still with me baby? want me to stop?”

you almost wanted to cry seeing how deeply jean cared, just by the look in his eyes.

“no please don’t stop” you whispered.

you desperately needed to feel his touch, it was the only thing that could ground you back into reality.

jean knew where your mind went, he decided that you needed extra care tonight.

jean mounted himself on top of you, wrapping his arms around your body pulling the two of you together in a deep embrace. your lips interlocked in a slow delicate kiss as your arms wrapped around his neck. the kiss grew more and more passionate as you felt your hips begin to buck against him in search of his cock.

jean broke the kiss, placing his forehead on yours, “do you want me to keep going, pretty girl?”

“god fuck, jean please fuck me” you said breathlessly.

jean didn’t hesitate, instantly sheathing himself into your warm cunt.

you both let out a deep moan when he released you from his embrace.

jean immediately moved his mouth to suck on your nipple, and reached one hand down to work circles on your clit as he pounded your pussy into oblivion.

you screamed from all of the stimulation, all thoughts left your mind. you could only concentrate on the pleasure jean was providing you.

you worked your fingers through his hair as his mouth moved to give your other nipple attention.

you chanted jean’s name over and over like your own personal mantra. “mmm that’s it my pretty girl, you're doing so good” he said, lifting his head to read your face as he tapped your g-spot with his cock, still rubbing circles on your swollen clit.

heat flooded your whole body, while tears began to prick your eyes.

jean knew you were close, “it’s okay, cum on my cock baby.” almost as if your body was waiting for those exact words, your pussy began to pulse tightly around jeans cock. you wailed as jean continued to pump inside your now overstimulated cunt. “ah good girl… good fucking girl” he said as he picked up his pace feeling his own orgasm brimming.

tears finally fell down your cheek as jean filled you with his warm cum.

you both groaned as jean pulled out of you.

jean’s soft gaze met yours, “i wish you knew how perfect you really are, i love you so much.” he said as he wiped the tears from your face, placing a kiss over the spots where the tears had fallen.

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masterlist

ps if your having body image issues your not alone, i see you. & so does jean hehehe

you dreamt of levi tonight. it all felt so real, you thought you could truly feel levi’s mouth sucking on your already swollen clit humming sweet nothings all while doing so, sending shock waves throughout your entire body.

you could feel it all.

you felt your temperature rise under the stone cold grip that he had on your thigh.

your pussy clenched when two of his fingers entered you, tapping and curling up against that perfect spot deep in your cunt.

your back arched as you gripped the sheets tightly while screaming out in pleasure, having never felt like this before.

your eyes met his ravenous gaze, as your pussy clamped down on his fingers, your orgasm shaking you to your core.

“mmmm… such a good girl….i knew you would be.”

you woke with a start, with sweat pooled on your forehead. you quickly tried to take in your surroundings, not understanding how a dream could feel so real.

you spent the rest of the night trying to ignore your throbbing clit, but thoughts of him filled your mind.

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excerpt from my current wip

vampire! levi x reader

tags: somnophilia//stalker levi//blood// blood kink//general smutt// violence// praise 18+

summary: a vampire tired of eternal life finds his new obsession

word count: 5k

you were shivering in your sleep. it was the dead of winter and your cottage was drafty, even with a fire lit in the hearth.you had grown accustomed to the cold nights alone ever since your parents died from the plague back in 1802, leaving behind just their loving daughter and an old cottage.

the townsfolk labeled you as the local spinster, though you didn’t mind much.. there was truth in the name. marriage was something you had no interest in. you had everything you needed thanks to your parents. their death was still too painful to really think about, but you deeply wished that they could’ve had more time together.. you had never seen love as deep and true as theirs.

you knew you would never find an all encompassing love like the kind your parents shared, it was too rare.

you never spared a glance at any of the men in town and declined any proposal of courtship. there was nothing wrong with the town’s men, but you’d rather be alone in comfort than be in a mediocre marriage.

you never knew that you had caught the eye of the phantom of the ackerman manor.

he was no real ghost, though everyone in the land had named him as such, having passed down tales of the vicious blood sucker that lived in the old property on top of the hill.

he haunted the halls of ackerman manor for centuries, having grown tired of the boring existence of eternal life, that was until you caught his eye.

you consumed his every thought since that monumental day.

levi had just dismissed his butler after they brought him his daily glass of blood.

before he could take a sip, he quickly moved to the giant arched window when he took notice of a young woman walking across his land.

what a foolish girl. he thought.

is she not afraid?

hasn’t she been warned not to go near the ‘fearsome ackerman manor’?

had she not been warned that the bloodsucking ghoul had a habit of ravishing young girls just like her while draining them of their blood in the process?

——

from that moment on, levi decided he had to know this gallant young lady…intimately.

ever since that day levi felt the undying need to watch you from afar. he took on the role of voyeur, and the silent protector.

he was the crow at your window every morning, and the vampire standing in your bedroom every night.

levi would watch you in your peaceful slumber every evening.

you wore that same tantalizing chemise every night, and every night levi fought against his natural urges just seeing the delicate flesh of your neck being so exposed in the moonlight shining through the curtains.

it was this night that levi noticed you shivering under the covers after the fire in the hearth began to extinguish.

levi stood, still observing.

he knew that he wanted you in every way possible….yes, he knew that he wanted to ravish that beautiful cunt of yours, while drawing blood from the crook of your neck as his name rolled off your tongue in pure ecstasy.

but what was this emotion that you were unknowingly drawing out of him now?

without another thought levi walked over to the hearth, and stoked up the fire while placing fresh logs on top.

the room began to heat up once more, and your body finally stopped its shaking.

levi made his way back to your side.

he almost laughed at how this sleeping beauty who lay before him, was able to survive in this world before he came along.

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it was another cold & grey day. the clouds above were gathered together tightly, only letting in the smallest pieces of sunlight.

the wind seemed to blow straight through your old winter coat as you made your way into town.

you knew you needed to purchase more firewood, you noticed this morning that you had let it run too low.

i could have sworn that i had plenty of logs just yesterday.

you pushed the thought to the back of your head, chalking it up to your forgetfulness.

————-

after filling your basket with fresh wood, you decided it would be best to stop by the seamstress shop to see if anything could be done about your old coat.

you genuinely hoped she could patch it up, there is no way you could afford a brand new winter coat.

you felt your body relax when you stepped into the warm shop. you were thankful to get out of the rigid cold.

the sweet elderly seamstress greeted you as you made your way through the shop.

“good morning young lady, it’s been quite a while since i’ve seen you”

“good morning ma’am and yes it has, i hope you have been well.” you smiled.

“as well, as an old widower could be.” she laughed. “what can i do you for?”

“it would be greatly appreciated if you could mend my coat ma’am”

A solemn look fell over her face, “oh no, this coat is too far gone” she said as she examined it.

“you need a proper coat, here i can get you measured. she circled you, attempting to remove the coat from your body.

you nervously waved a hand.

“oh that’s quite alright”

a shuffling sound came from the next room.

you hadn’t realized anyone else was in the shop, your face became flushed when you locked eyes with the most beautiful man you had ever seen as he exited the tailoring room.

time seemed to slow as he strolled through the shop.

it wasn’t his fine clothes that attracted you to him, no.

it was the air that he had about him.

his aura was positively magnetic, you couldn’t take your eyes off him. his presence felt so familiar.

you broke out of your daze when he addressed the shop keeper.

“thank you for the cravats, and when should i expect my coats to be ready?”

“they will be ready by next week, mr. ackerman”

she beamed, clearly excited from the business this man was bringing.

“oh! how rude of me!” she looked over to you,

introducing you to the man that was staring at you intensely. your heart went soft for a moment when she said your last name out loud, instantly thinking of your parents.

the man reached for your hand, time seemed to move slow once again as he brought it to his lips leaving a kiss on the top.

“levi ackerman, it’s a pleasure miss.” he smiled as he gently dropped your hand.

“may i ask what a beautiful young lady such as yourself is doing out in such a thin coat?”

you couldn’t think of a response, it was like all coherent thoughts left your brain ever since the two of you locked eyes.

thankfully the seamstress interjected, “she’s here because she is in desperate need of a new one.” she laughed.

“oh, no no i think i will keep this one. thank you.”

you said as you tried to rush out of the shop feeling utterly embarrassed by her comment.

“wait!”

you couldn’t resist that voice, you felt utterly compelled to turn around.

“please let me, i couldn’t live with myself if i let a woman such as yourself walk out of here without a proper coat.” levi pulled out his wallet.

you were about to object when he cut you off,

“please, i insist” he said, taking a slight bow.

———

when the two of you walked out of the shop you couldn’t help but notice how much warmer your new coat was compared to your old one.

“thank you so much mr. ackerman, how may i ever repay you?”

levi smirked, “please, call me levi, and there is no need to thank me, but if you would like to repay me i humbly ask that you repay me with your time.”

your brows furrowed in confusion.

“please allow me to host you for dinner tomorrow, at ackerman manor. it’s been quite a while since i’ve properly hosted a guest”

god who is this man i feel like i’ve seen him before

“oh of course it is the least i can do! it would be a pleasure!”

he kissed your hand again as his carriage arrived.

“the pleasure is all mine” he said as he stepped into the carriage.

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you dreamt of levi that night. it all felt so real, you thought you could truly feel levi’s mouth sucking on your already swollen clit humming sweet nothings all while doing so, sending shock waves throughout your entire body.

you could feel it all.

you felt your temperature rise under the stone cold grip that he had on your thigh.

your pussy clenched when two of his fingers entered you, tapping and curling up against that perfect spot deep in your cunt.

your back arched as you gripped the sheets tightly while screaming out in pleasure, having never felt like this before.

your eyes met his ravenous gaze, as your pussy clamped down on his fingers, your orgasm shaking you to your core.

“mmmm… such a good girl….i knew you would be.”

you woke with a start, with sweat pooled on your forehead. you quickly tried to take in your surroundings, not understanding how a dream could feel so real.

you spent the rest of the night trying to ignore your throbbing clit, but thoughts of him filled your mind.

————-

you were quite surprised when mr. ackerman’s carriage arrived outside of your home just as you were heading out the door, you originally planned to travel to ackerman manor on foot. the elderly coachman greeted you by tipping his hat in your direction, “good evening miss, lord ackerman has sent me to retrieve you for dinner this evening.”

mr. ackerman continues to astound you with his generosity, “well how very kind of him.” you smiled as the coachman guided you into the carriage. “make yourself comfortable, miss.” the coachman gave you a short bow as he closed the carriage door and assumed his position on his elevated perch behind the horse reins.

you suddenly felt a pang of guilt shortly after the ride began, mr. ackerman has shown you nothing but kindness and you took it upon yourself to have filthy dreams about him last night. your guilt was short lived, when you thought about how he looked in your dream. levi’s eyes were heavy lidded and full of lust while he devoured you.

you pressed your thighs together when you thought about how the black strands of his hair fell all over his face while he was nestled in your heat.

you were shook out of your thoughts when the carriage ran over what you guessed to be a large rock. feeling embarrassed about your previous thoughts, you turned to the window to take in the view of the landscape, the scenery grew more and more beautiful the closer you got to ackerman manor. the hills rolled as far as the eye could see, and beautiful old oak trees popped up sporadically in your line of sight. there was one tree in particular that caught your attention, a black bird was perched on one of its branches. you couldn’t help but feel like you have seen this bird before, but when? or where? you couldn’t put your finger on it. the bird let out a loud screech and quickly flew away.

how peculiar.

wolves howled in the distance as the carriage ascended up the hill, arriving through the gates of ackerman manor.

you mentally commended mr. ackerman on his ability to keep up such an old home so well.

the estate that the gothic home sat upon was massive, there was a large flower garden that looked almost like a maze at the side of the home, and you could even see part of a greenhouse at the back of the estate from your view. you were in awe of the beautiful architecture, you never noticed just how beautiful the home was, having never seen it at such a close proximity.

the carriage finally came to a halt while you were still gawking at the beautiful architecture through the window.

heavy rain clouds loomed overhead as the coachman assisted you out of the carriage, “best get you inside miss, dreadful weather is on its way.”

you nodded as he swiftly led you up the large steps of the manor.

the great arched door creaked open when you reached the top of the steps, you turned to thank the coachman for his assistance but your words fell short. the coachman was already sitting on top of the carriage, slamming the reins against the horses backs, making great haste to get off the property as soon as possible.

you tried to process the coachman’s odd behavior, but a voice turned your attention back to the massive entryway, “ah! you must be lord ackerman’s honored guest of the evening! pleased to meet you, the names hange. i am lord ackerman’s lead butler.”

you smiled at the butler, “pleased to meet you hange.” you reached your hand out in attempt to shake their hand, but hange seemed to have misunderstood your gesture and latched onto you hand tightly, as they pulled you through the doorway laughing while doing so. “let me show you to the dining room. lord ackerman will join you shortly!”

everyone seems a bit odd around here. you thought as the daffy butler led you through the grand entryway.

the two of you passed a massive staircase lined with tons of antique portraits of whom you presumed to be the ancestors of the ackerman family. the inside of the home was even more beautiful than the outside. you were in complete awe of the gigantic chandeliers that hung from the ceilings, while stone archways led the two of you through each room.

“you know, you are our first guest in quite some time.” hange said as they opened the door to the dining room.

“really? with such a lovely estate i thought mr. ackerman would host guests quite often.” you said as you took in the sight of the dining room, which you would consider a dining hall because of its size, the table itself had to be 30 feet long.

“it’s true, mr. ackerman isn’t much of a people person.” you were surprised by their statement, levi seemed to be a very personable man in your opinion.

hange led you across the room, and pulled a chair out for you next to the head chair of the table. you were grateful to be sat so close to the large fireplace that emitted heat throughout the room. your bones were finally able to defrost from the freezing weather outside.

“i'm so glad you finally decided to join us, mr. ackerman will be down shortly.” they said as they quickly left out through the servant door.

“im so glad you finally decided to join us.” what did they mean by that?

you were too busy racking your brain over the butlers peculiar statement, that you didn’t hear the lord enter the dining hall. you finally took notice of the man when he arrived at his seat at the head of the table. your brain went into overdrive at the sight of mr. ackerman, he was unnaturally handsome, carrying an air of elegance and sensuality with him everywhere he went.

levi’s gaze landed on you, as you took in the sight of him dressed in a black tailcoat that had a striking contrast over his white dress shirt and cravat. still towering over you, levi reached for your delicate hand, slowly bringing it up to his mouth placing a languid kiss on top. you couldn’t help but take a sharp breath in, the gesture caused heat to rise in your cheeks.

“please forgive me for my tardiness, it seems i lost track of time.” he said as a male servant brought you a plate of ham and potatoes, while another servant placed a bowl of golden brown rolls, and a large carafe of red wine in front of the two of you.

“please it was no inconvenience at all, i am honored to be your guest this evening mr. ackerman” you said as levi poured you a glass.

“please, i really must insist that you call me levi, mr. ackerman is far to formal.” you smiled as he placed a full glass of wine in front of you.

“okay levi, since we are ridding ourselves of formalities, why do you not have a plate in front of you? too shy to eat in front of your guest?” you halfheartedly teased as you took a sip of your wine.

levi chuckled at your chide, as he reached for his glass. “well, i must apologize to my honored guest, it seems i am still full from my meal earlier today.”

the two of you partook in flirtatious banter throughout the rest of the meal, as the weather grew more and more turbulent outside.

the fire had grown weak as the time passed, and you were feeling quite buzzed once the two of you finished the carafe of wine.

you rose from your seat, deciding you wanted to observe the erratic weather of the night. you immediately regretted your decision when your head began to spin from the movement, causing you to trip on your way to the window.

levi moved with impossible speed, catching you on your way down. you were breathless when levi looked into your eyes, holding your body against him tightly. “i think that i have been a terrible host. it seems i have gotten my beautiful guest completely drunk.” he said as his lips were just inches away from yours, just begging to be kissed.

beautiful?

you snapped out of the trance that his eyes had on you.

“how did you reach me so quickly? you were still seated when i fell.” you said, still gazing into his grey eyes.

levi laughed, “i was next to you the whole time.” levi kept his arms around you as he lifted you to you feet.

feelings of embarrassment washed over your body, “oh i’m terribly sorry, i’ve made a fool out of myself. i haven’t drank in a while, i must have lost my tolerance.”

levi looked at you sympathetically, as he reached a hand up to cup your face, “please don’t apologize, i will arrange a room to be made up for you tonight, the weather is much too volatile for you to travel in any way.”

you shook your head about to turn down his offer when he interjected, “please, it is the least i can do. i would be an awful host otherwise.”

there was something about his eyes, staring into them immediately convinced you to stay.

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hange showed you to your room, having already drawn you a warm bath in the connecting bath chamber. you weren’t surprised that it was just as beautiful as the rest of the home, although this room was much more feminine than the rest. a large white vanity sat in the corner, and a four postered bed with silk curtains was situated in the middle of the room, bathing in the moonlight that washed through the large arched windows.

hange left out a fresh chemise for you to sleep in on the bed. you moved to examine the undergarment, it looked brand new. the fabric was so fresh, it felt like it was crafted just hours before.

why does levi keep fresh chemise’s on hand? you wondered after you were freshly bathed and clothed in your new chemise.

you stopped short before crawling into the large bed noticing that the weather had cleared up, you gazed at the large greenhouse through your window, wishing you could see all of the plants and flowers up close.

multiple wolves howled in the distance as the moon came into clear view from the passing clouds.

movement in the greenhouse below made you redirect your gaze, you squinted trying to get a better view, you thought you saw a dark figure moving around in there.

the oddest sensation fell over your body, you immediately felt compelled by some invisible force to make your way to the greenhouse.

you tried to shake the thought away with no success, your body betrayed your mind by instinctively moving towards the door. you knew sneaking out of your room was a terrible idea, what if you were caught roaming the dark halls?

your mind and body finally fell in tune with each other as you tried to make your way through the labyrinth that was ackerman manor.

you somehow found yourself traveling through the servant hallways, hoping and praying that it would somehow lead you into the outside world.

the stone passageway finally led you to a wooden door, upon opening the old door cold air poured over your body as you were greeted with the view of the night sky.

you immediately regretted not putting your coat as your nipples hardened under your flimsy chemise, but there was no time to turn back, your new found curiosity compelled your body to keep moving forward.

you crossed your arms over your chest as you trekked across the property, trying to conserve as much body heat as possible. you finally reached the glass doors of the greenhouse, you rushed inside immediately closing the doors behind you to keep out of the night air. you let out a sigh of relief as you made your way through the rows of plants.

just like the manor, the greenhouse was massive. the dome-shaped structure housed many beautiful plants, most of which looked completely foreign to this region.

you continued to make your way through the rows of plants and flowers, the rows seemed to go on and on. you felt that your curiosity was amply rewarded when you entered a room full of red roses, their pleasing aroma surrounded you while dancing on top of your skin.

“it’s considered most inappropriate to snoop, you know.” you gasped as a deep voice cut through the silence from behind.

you turned to face him, “i’m sorry mr. ack-“

“just levi, remember?” he said, cutting you off. his pupils dilated, seeing you moving about in the night dress that he bought just for you. levi’s eyes raked over every inch of your body, he has seen this all before on the nights when he would watch you sleep but, it was so much better seeing you like this while you were awake, looking at him with those wide eyes. levi felt his cock twitch at the sight of your hard nipples rubbing against the thin material.

“i’m sorry… levi, i guess my curiosity got the best of me.” you said feeling ashamed.

“please don’t apologize.” has said as he moved closer. you gulped, feeling exhilarated at levi’s close proximity. levi felt your heart rate jump, causing a smirk to appear on his face.

“they’re beautiful aren’t they?” he questioned as he plucked a single rose and handed it over to you.

“oh yes, very beautiful.” levi’s eyes never left your face as you spoke, he didn’t understand how he could come to feel for anyone this way, much less a mortal. you were an enigma to levi, your presence alone made him feel drunk on lust, and maybe even love, he didn’t really know. levi knows that he has never been good at understanding or expressing his emotions properly.

levi’s eyes went wide when the smell of iron infiltrated his senses. you looked down to your finger that the rose just pricked, immediately bringing it to your mouth to suck the spec of blood away.

all previous thoughts evaporated from levi’s mind. now in predator mode, levi lurched forward paralyzing you under his grip. one arm locked around your waist while the other held your neck in place. it all happened so quick, levi buried his fangs into your neck, feeding off of your sweet blood, he could feel himself growing drunk off the taste. your mind didn’t understand what was going on, you only heard the lewd wet noises levi was making on your neck. your eyes rolled to the back of your head, there was no pain, no. there was only pleasure, it’s like levi’s fangs were your personal aphrodisiac in that moment. you felt your cunt begin to throb under your thin dress while levi was feasting upon your flesh. you didn’t understand why this was turning you on.

levi had no control, his only desire was to suck you dry, until he heard a moan escape your mouth. the sweet sound of your voice brought him back to reality, levi retracted his fangs. a worried look fell upon his face as he lifted your limp head, trying to gauge how much life was left in you. you met his gaze with heavy lust filled eyes, immediately closing the distance between your mouths. this time you were the one who had no control, your arms and legs wrapped around him as he hoisted you up on his waist, joining you in the hungry kiss. your tongues clashed together passionately as you moaned into levi’s mouth.

levi was utterly surprised by your reaction, but he wouldn’t question it, not now.

blood dripped all over your white chemise while your pussy dripped all over levi’s shirt. you had never experienced anything this erotic before, you were full of lust right now and you couldn’t bring yourself to care for what kind of monster levi is in this moment.

levi crouched down, laying you gently on the ground below, his mouth left yours causing you to whine in the absence of his lips. levi smirked down at you as he lowered himself to lick up all the excess blood on your chest, you instinctively wiggled your hips in search of friction as he slowly pulled down the top of the chemise exposing your chest to him. levi’s blood drenched lips latched on to your hard nipple while rutting his clothed cock against your clit, causing you to scream out in pleasure.

“mmm fuck, your so good for me.” levi said as he popped two of his fingers into his mouth covering them in blood and reaching down to work circles on your clit.

“oh! fuck!” you yelped as heat began to pool at the base of your stomach.

“yeah?” levi questioned as he watched your face intently.

levi’s fingers changed course, he moved to curl his long fingers deep inside you tapping gently on your sweet spot.

you moaned levi’s name over and over as your pussy pulsed around his fingers. your orgasm crashed through you.

without wasting a moment levi freed his cock from his trousers immediately sheathing himself in your overstimulated cunt. levi moaned in your ear as tears of pleasure filled your eyes.

levi’s cock stretched you wide as he worked his fingers through your hair looking into your eyes.

“so.. fucking.. perfect.” he praised you as his warm cum filled you to the brim.

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levi scooped you into his arms. you were too worn out to walk. you whole body was so tired you immediately nodded off on the trip back to the house.

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mappa got me feeling erotic

a kirschtein holiday

jean x reader

tags: // general smutt //overstimulation// masterbation // use of good girl // curse words // nipple play // fluff

word count: 2k

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“i’ve been thinking about you all day”

you blushed at the sound of jean’s voice coming through the other side of the phone.

you audibly sighed into the device. you missed jean so much, it was hard being away from him especially when you were lying in bed at night without his warm body next to yours.

you were back home visiting family for the holidays while jean stayed behind in the city. “i’ve been thinking about you too actually, even being around my family doesn’t keep me from missing you.” you said as you stared at the sun drenched ceiling of your childhood bedroom, the blinds on your window casting a shadow onto the surface.

a beat passed before jean’s voice came through the phone again, “say the word baby, and i’ll be on the first flight out to you.”

you shot up from the bed, you felt like electricity was pumping through your veins as the warm sensation of hope filled your chest. “don’t say things you don’t mean jean, i mean it. don’t get my hopes up.”

you could hear jean speaking through the smile that was plastered on his face, “oh i mean it, all you have to do is say the word princess, your wish is my command.”

the warm sensation in your chest spread throughout your whole body, you tried to conceal your tone not wanting to sound too excited, “but what about my family? are you sure you’re ready to meet them?”

“i’m ready if you are, princess.”

———

later that evening, you noticed snow beginning to fall outside of your family’s dining room window. your mother and father were in a deep conversation over the neighbor's dog, while your grandmother was trying to explain the new bill that just passed congress to your hard hearing grandfather after finishing your mothers famous casserole. you disregarded your plate as you moved towards the window to take in the view, the snow looked so beautiful falling against the christmas decorations in the front yard, the powder white snow perfectly blanketed the red and green lights that lined the driveway.

your breath hitched in your throat when you saw a yellow taxi cab pull into the drive, you tried to bury the giddy feeling that was rising in your stomach, knowing exactly who was inside the vehicle.

you felt kind of creepy, just blatantly staring out the window but you couldn’t peel your gaze away when you saw jean’s tall frame exit the vehicle. he was dressed as dapper as ever, fitting for the freezing temperatures wearing a white button down shirt and slacks with a long wool coat on top. you could tell he left directly from work to catch his flight. you also took notice of the red poinsettia flowers and the bottle of wine that jean had in hand as he made his way to the front door.

your excitement rose to the surface when the doorbell rang, “i’ll get it!” you said as you raced to the front door.

jean smiled down at you fondly when you flung the door open, “hey-“ you didn’t give him a moment to speak, you immediately wrapped your arms around his neck, taking him into a tight embrace.

jean hummed in your ear, “huh, guess you really did miss me.” he said as he placed a kiss into your hair.

“well hello there! you must be jean.” you released your boyfriend from your embrace at the sound of your mother’s voice.

jean attempted to readjust himself, having almost dropped the items in his hands from you pouncing on him. “yes ma’am, and it is a pleasure to meet you. i’m sorry for being late, it turned out to be quite a challenge finding a good bottle of wine inside the airport.”

your mother laughed as she took the items off of jean’s hands, “please come in, you must be freezing out here.”

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you were originally very nervous about how jean meeting your family would go, but it turns out your family just might like your boyfriend more than yourself. you were actually impressed with how jean was able to strike up a conversation with your typically reserved father.

there must be something in the wine. you thought as the two men cackled at each other's jokes.

the anxiety you felt before jean met your family completely melted away as you watched the scene play out before you.

your mother passed you a plate of pie as she took a seat next to you, “this one might be a keeper. he somehow broke your father out of his shell, if he successfully did that then.. well he must be a keeper.”

you blushed, still watching jean fraternize with your father and now grandfather.

———

your heart deflated a little when your mother broke the news that you and jean would have to sleep in separate rooms, she didn’t care how old you are now, there would be no “hanky panky” under her roof.

jesus christ.

jean placed a kiss upon your forehead before entering the guest bedroom for the night.

you pouted when he pulled away, missing the feeling of his lips on your skin. jeans hand gripped your waist while his tall frame loomed over yours looking down on your face intently, “i’ll see you in the morning.” his whisper of words caressed your ears sweetly, while the deepness of his voice compelled your pussy to grow wet. you instinctively pressed your thighs together in an attempt to push those feelings away, the last thing you needed was to get yourself all hot and bothered while you were home for the holidays. being horny in your parents house just felt completely wrong on all levels.

“okay, see you tomorrow.” you said as you quickly entered your room directly next to jean’s.

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you tossed and turned in bed for what felt like hours before you let out a huff of breath, abandoning the idea of sleep. you felt too pent up, you just wanted jean’s hands on your body but even if you were brave enough to disobey your mothers demand, you figured jean must’ve been asleep already.

conceding to your body’s needs, you flopped onto your back. you couldn’t believe that you were about to masterbate in your parents house all while imagining your boyfriend working your clit in the most heavenly way possible, the way only he can.

you slipped your sleep shorts off, discarding them on the floor and began to rub soft circles on your clit while snaking a free hand up your shirt to tease your already hard nipples. all thoughts evaporated from your mind as your hips began to instinctively roll against your hand, you picked up your pace against your throbbing clit. the temperature seemed to rise as warmth washed over your body, your mouth hung open as you panted heavily from pleasure.

your eyes went wide when you accidentally let a soft moan escape your lips, you were too lust drunk to stop your ministrations on your swollen clit, so you used your free hand to cover your mouth in an attempt to muffle the sweet sounds flowing from it.

jean was wide awake, staring at the snow falling past his window, he already had a hard time sleeping without you, and knowing that you were just one room away somehow made it even harder. jean’s mind was filled with thoughts of you and your body, wishing that he could palm your soft tits as your nipples grew hard under his touch, while fucking you so slowly that your body ached from ecstasy. jean pictured your form perfectly in his mind's eye, squirming and writhing under his touch.

jean’s gaze moved to the tent that his hard cock made in the fabric of his sleep pants. he sighed, not wanting to act on his horny thoughts by jacking off to the thought of his girlfriend that was probably fast asleep just one room over.

jean was stunned when his ears picked up on the sound of your sweet moan coming from the other side of the wall, he held his breath for a moment trying to listen closer, thinking that maybe he was hearing things. a beat passed, and your voice was heard once again, though much quieter this time.

whimpers fell from your mouth, now that your hand was not there to prevent it. you were so lost in the moment from both of your hands being put to use, one hand worked circles fervently on your clit while the other pounded your g spot. you didn’t even notice the sounds leaving your mouth, your eyes were clamped shut picturing it was jean going to work on your cunt instead of own hands.

you were so lost in pleasure that you didn’t hear jean stealthy enter the room. his broad frame towered over you at the end of the bed, watching you in complete awe as your hands vigorously worked your beautiful soaking cunt.

jean was grateful that your eyes were still closed as your cunt began to quiver around your fingers.

you quietly whimpered jean’s name over and over as you came, your body shook still picturing him in your brain.

a deep voice broke through the silence, “i’m right here baby.” you gasped when your gaze met jean’s, noticing his hard cock poking through his pants, just begging to be let out of the prison of fabric that it was encased in. “you look so pretty like this, i didn’t want to interrupt you.” he said with lust filled eyes.

you simultaneously felt relieved by jean’s presence, while also feeling much more needy now that he was standing before you. tears pricked your eyes at the sight of the beautiful man admiring your naked body from above you.

your body too cried out for his touch, “please” you whispered, “i need you, now.”

jean didn’t waste a second, seeing you in this state could almost make him cum on the spot, he loved seeing you all needy and strung out. jean settled between your already parted legs as he cupped your face, “goddamn i’ve missed you so much.” he didn’t allow you time to respond, jean’s lips immediately locked onto yours initiating a long overdue kiss.

you moaned into your boyfriends mouth when his large hand palmed your sensitive breast, jean’s body responded to the sweet sound by rubbing his clothed cock over your overstimulated clit.

the motion sent shockwaves through your body, you couldn’t help but scream into his mouth.

jean broke the kiss to place a palm over your mouth, as he still grinded himself against your soaking wet cunt.

“shh shh shh… i know baby, i know. be a good girl, and stay quiet for me. okay?”

you nodded your head, as you stifled another whine when his free hand rolled your nipple between his fingers.

your overstimulated cunt was crying out for jean’s cock, your hips bucked against his clothed length, causing his cock to twitch at the motion. jean leaned down to place a sweet kiss on top of the hand that was covering your mouth, “mm.. gonna be a good girl and take all of my cock without making a peep? hm?” a single tear slid across your cheek, you felt like your body was about to combust waiting for jean to take you, you nodded your head in affirmation.

jean’s cock sprung up, after being freed from the tight confines of his pants. the tip of his cock glistened with pre cum as he kept one hand over your mouth, and used the other to grip your waist tightly while he sheathed himself fully into your swollen cunt.

your mouth gaped open under jean’s hand as your back arched off of the mattress, your pussy was already fluttering around his length while the tip of his cock pounded the spongy material that was your g spot.

jean wished that he could hear all of your sweet whimpers that his cock elicited from your mouth, but he couldn’t risk waking up the rest of the house if he removed his hand.

jean leaned down, placing an open mouth kiss on your tender neck while quietly moaning into your ear as he pumped deep inside of your core,

“mm. such a good girl, your doing so good for me.”

more overstimulated tears streamed across your face, as jean’s cock forced a second orgasm from your pussy. jean moaned into your neck again at the feeling of your cunt fluttering around his cock, causing him to cum deep inside you.

your hands raked through his hair while the both of you rode out your orgasms. jean’s hand left your mouth, and was replaced with a long languid kiss.

you both cringed when jean unsheathed himself from your tired cunt, he reached his hand up to cup your face again while his thumb traced circles over the tear streaked flesh, “i love you so much.” he said with a smile, as he placed a loving kiss on your forehead.

———-

“so did you sleep well in the guest bedroom jean? it can get a little drafty in there during this time of year.” your eyes went wide at your fathers question during breakfast.

“oh it wasn’t drafty at all, i was actually quite warm last night, i slept like a baby.” jean said with a smile as his gaze moved to you, “what about you babe? how’d you sleep last night?”

asshole.

you immediately changed the subject, “the christmas tree really looks great this year mom, good job.”

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a/n: i just made a kofi you can get to it here or in my masterlist thanks for your support love y’all x

art credit: pwkj_cos on twitter

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the love triangle

levi x reader x jean

+18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18 +18

tags: love triangle // angst // fluff // smut // wholesome sweet jean boy // kinda toxic levi // curse words

word count: 3k

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getting back on the dating scene after your breakup wasn’t easy at first, the first month afterwards you spent most of your time moping around your apartment, and calling in sick to work every other day. your friends were worried about you during that first month post breakup, constantly calling and texting only to receive no answer from you.

eventually your closest friend, sasha decided that she had had enough of your ‘woe is me’ act and practically broke down your front door. sasha heaved heavily in your doorway, already feeling hungry from the physical exertion.

“jesus christ! you can’t knock?” you said with a mouth full of popcorn. you had just sat down to rewatch your favorite rom-com when your best friend stormed into your apartment.

“you can’t answer your damn phone?” she said as she took a seat next to you on the couch.

“i guess you have me there.” sasha hummed at your response, yanking the bucket of popcorn out of your hands.

you stared at the brunette, who was inhaling the popcorn like a vacuum cleaner, “slow down or you’ll choke.”

“i’ll slow down when you tell me what went down between you and levi.”

your stomach dropped at the sound of his name, you hadn’t talked to anyone about your breakup yet. it was just too painful.

everyone thought that you and levi were end game, the two of you fit together so perfectly. you were the only one that could bring out the soft and vulnerable side of levi, while he was the only one who had ever made you feel safe and secure in a relationship. the two of you were the perfect match. the yin and the yang.. or so you thought.

“i’d rather not talk about it.” you said as you reverted your gaze back to the TV, blinking away tears that threatened to fall.

sasha spoke with a full mouth. her voice coming out muffled, “well if you refuse to talk about it, i’ll just have to force you out tonight. you’ve been soaking in your sadness for long enough.”

you looked down at your food stained sleep shirt, “sasha do i really look like i’m suited to go out tonight?”

“well you do look pretty pathetic..” she paused to stuff her mouth with the last of the popcorn, “but i know your potential. you just need to shower off whatever that smell is, and put on something black and slutty!”

“black and slutty?” you echoed, taking a stand from the couch.

“yup! now hurry up before i raid your refrigerator.”

you made your way into your bedroom, “eat anything besides my cookie dough ice cream and we’ll be fine.”

you took your time in the shower, making sure to scrub your body clean. it had been at least a week since your last shower, you just couldn’t get the motivation to get up and complete the simple task of managing your hygiene. you felt grateful that sasha was forcing you to do something with yourself, you had isolated yourself for long enough.

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you successfully scrubbed your body clean and even applied makeup. you couldn’t remember the last time you wore makeup, it was definitely before you and levi broke up. you almost found it difficult to recognize yourself, the person you saw in the mirror looked so foreign to you.

you grinned at the reflection, appreciating the job you did on your face. you almost felt like yourself again. almost.

“you have two minutes to get out here before i eat that ice cream! hurry up!” sasha yelled from the living room. you tried to cultivate a sense of urgency and picked out the first black dress that you saw in your closet.

sasha gasped at the sight of you, you wore a silk black slip dress with your favorite pair of black heels. it was a relatively simple get up but having not seen you look presentable in what felt like ages, sasha was at a loss for words. mouth hanging open, sasha stuck a spoon in your ice cream. your eyes followed the movement, “sasha for the love of god, that ice cream was the one thing that i told you not to eat. you said in an unsurprised tone.

“yes well i was hungry and you were taking forever. you ready or what?”

———-

you couldn’t figure out why sasha chose this bar, she said we would be meeting people here. though you couldn’t figure out how you would find them, the place was packed wall-to-wall with people.

your brain felt overstimulated. having spent so much time indoors lately, you almost forgot how rambunctious places like this could get. you were pushed and shoved the whole way through the building, finally making it to the bar sasha waved down the bartender, “two shots of tito’s! and don’t be afraid to use a heavy hand! this one just had a break up!” she yelled, pointing at you.

you wanted to shrink into your skin, feeling the warm wave of embarrassment crash over you.

the bartender smiled and nodded at your friend's request, while you elbowed her in the side in retaliation.

the bartender seemed to have taken sasha’s words seriously about pouring with a heavy hand, “i poured you a double, you look like you need it.” he said as he slid the shots in your direction.

god. do i look that miserable?

the bartender slid the receipt forward, “that’ll be 23 dollars.”

sasha shook her head, quickly taking her shot. “put it on jean kirschtein’s tab, okay babe?”

the bartender simply nodded in response.

your brows furrowed in confusion, “who’s jean?”

“you’ll see, hurry up and take that shot. there’s more where that came from.”

immediately after taking your shot, sasha locked arms with you and pulled your body through the crowd. the room spun for a moment, the shot seemed to go straight to your head as sasha moved swiftly through the hoard of people.

the two of you finally entered into a separate space that was dimly lit and much less crowded. you let out a sigh of relief, feeling much more comfortable in the tranquil atmosphere.

the room had its own bar, with large round booths lining the walls. a group of people cheered and high-fived each other next to the vintage arcade games, clearly feeling happy over scoring a victory.

a large man sitting in one of the booths waved in your direction, “sasha! over here!”

you followed sasha over to the table, the man with dirty blonde hair whispered something to the guy next to him when his eyes met yours.

his eyes raked over your body. he took his sweet time looking at you from top to bottom, eventually returning to meet your gaze once more. his subtle act suddenly made you feel incredibly self conscious, heat rose in your cheeks while never breaking eye contact with the man.

the guy with short cropped gray hair sitting next to him chuckled at whatever the comment was.

“what’s so funny connie?” sasha asked the gray haired man.

“your ugly ass face! sit down, we ordered shots.”

you tried not to laugh as two of you scooted into the booth, sasha swatted the back of connie’s head in revenge. you couldn’t hold in your laughter at this point and neither could the man next to connie, you both covered your mouths in an attempt to conceal your laughter.

“anyways” sasha said after composing herself while connie still held the back of his head in pain.

your friend went on to introduce you to the two men, jean and connie.

so this is jean.

the corner of jean’s mouth quirked up in a sly smile at the sound of your name leaving sasha’s lips. the man reached out to shake your hand in a laughably formal way, “so you're the one sasha’s been trying to get out of the house forever.”

you knew jean didn’t mean it in a rude way, he didn’t know that you just went through a gut wrenching break up but you couldn’t help but want to shrink into your skin at his playful words.

you pulled your hand from his, suddenly feeling thankful to the cocktail waitress who appeared at the table with a tray of shots.

sasha and connie hooped and hollered in excitement, quickly taking the shots from the waitress.

jean reached up, grabbing two shots from the tray, one for you and one for him. he politely slid yours across the table, your fingers accidentally brushed against his in the process of retrieving the small glass. you took a sharp breath in as heat rose to your cheeks once again. you internally chided yourself for letting yourself get so flustered. it had been quite a while since you last felt the touch of a man in any capacity.

you couldn’t blame yourself too much, jean was handsome, in a really charming sort of way. you could tell just by your short interaction that he was a sincere person, and he really was nice to look at. his ash brown hair framed his face perfectly, thick strands were tucked behind his ears, creating a mullet sort of look. you had never seen someone pull off a mullet so well.

connie and sasha were still bickering about god knows what, while you and jean kept your eyes on eachother, being in your own little world.

jean arched a brow at you playful as he raised his glass, “cheers too..” he took a moment to think about his next words, “cheers to making new friends.”

“too making new friends.” you said as your glasses clinked together.

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weeks had passed since the night you met jean, and the two of you have been seeing each other more and more frequently as the days passed.

you were grateful for his presence, and your initial impression of him was correct, jean is a very sincere person.

after spending a decent amount of time together, you eventually told him about your breakup with levi and how it left you feeling. you were surprised at how gracious and gentle jean was with the whole situation. never once had he invalidated your feelings or rushed you into unwanted physical intimacy.

though it was hard for you to keep your hands off of him, you always felt the need to get close to him whether it be latching onto his arm while out in public, or crawling into his lap while watching TV. jean loved the attention of course, and always returned your affection, but he felt that he should hold back on being the first to initiate physical intimacy. jean just wanted to take things at the speed you were comfortable with and be respectful to your feelings. he knew how hard getting over someone could be, so jean made up his mind to take things as slow as you needed, because he would rather enjoy spending time with you, and doing things on your terms, than not be around you at all.

the days continued to fly by, the weeks turned into months, and you slowly felt the dull ache of your once broken heart grow numb. jean was still as patient and as steadfast with you as ever, and you were still in awe of his graciousness.

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jean smiled down on you, while his hand brushed against the fabric of your dress, cradling the small of your back as the two of you walked into the swanky downtown restaurant. white table clothes covered every table, and the silverwave glistened under the dim light from the large chandelier hanging above.

you didn't realize that you would be going to such a fancy place until jean showed up at your door wearing a suit and tie. your breath hitched in your throat at the sight of him, his suit clung to his body in all the right places, his broad chest looked like it could bust out of that dress shirt at any moment. though you probably wouldn’t complain if it did, you tried not to gawk at his physique for too long, doing so would cause unholy thoughts to fill your mind.

once the two of you were seated, jean allowed the waiter to take his jacket, “thank you kindly.”

he said in his usual joking tone. jean rolled up the sleeves of his white dress shirt allowing you to get a full view of his large forearms. you instinctively clenched your thighs together under the table, in an attempt to quell the warmth pooling in your stomach. you cleared your throat awkwardly, “so what's the occasion? you still havent told me.”

jean smiled at you wholesomely, reaching across the table to grip your hand, “well, we have been seeing each other for a while and..” you blushed at the man, watching him try to collect his thoughts.

your gaze drifted away from jean’s smiling face to a figure moving around the bar positioned at the side of the room. your stomach dropped, you knew exactly who that familiar body belonged to. though you only had a view of the back of his head, you knew exactly who it was, you’d recognize him anywhere. you could be blindfolded in a crowd of a thousand people and still be able to pick levi out of the crowd. that's just how intimately familiar you were with the man.

jean continued talking but you couldn't hear a word. your brain was screaming out, not knowing what to think or how to process the sight before you. as if levi could hear the internal carnage taking place in your brain, he turned around, immediately locking eyes with you.

a dull sound rang loudly in your ears, seeing levi again reopened the wound in your heart that jean so diligently worked to seal. levi held your gaze, his face was totally void of emotion.

jean gripped your hand, noticing that your mind was elsewhere, “hey, are you okay?”

you disconnected the invisible string that connected you and levi in that moment, reverting your eyes back to jean, “im sorry, excuse me. gotta pee.” you said quickly with tear filled eyes.

jean sat confused as you dashed to the ladies room. you were grateful that the restroom was a single room with no stalls, allowing you to come completely apart in private. you immediately sank to the floor, completely forgetting to lock the door. you were a big ball of emotions on the floor, you tucked your head into your knees trying to block out the overwhelming feelings.

God, why did he have to be here? i was doing so good before seeing him.

your body shook, picturing the indifferent look on levi’s face when he saw you. it's like he was looking at a complete stranger that he shared no past with. did your relationship mean nothing to him? were your feelings one sided? had he ever cared for you at all?

the sound of your name broke the silence, your vision was blurry but you knew it was levi who was standing over you. did he look worried? you couldn't tell.

levi moved to lock the door before sitting down in front of you, gathering your body into his arms. you shook even harder now, hyperventilating into his chest. you missed how safe he made you feel.

his fingers traced shapes on your back, attempting to soothe you, “shh. shh. it's okay, you’re okay.”

after regaining control over your breathing you spoke into levi’s chest, “why’d you leave me levi?”

“what?” he said, pulling back so he could see your face.

“why. tell me why.” you said, looking at the man with pleading eyes.

a beat passed as levi analyzed your face, “i thought it was for the best.”

you felt yourself grow irritated, “best for who levi?”

levi gritted his teeth, “you. i thought it would be best for you.. you deserve someone who understands their feelings, and knows how to communicate them properly.” your mind instantly pictured jean, who probably thought you had fallen into the toilet by now.

anger began to bubble in your chest, “bullshit.” levi crooked his head to the side, as if he didn’t understand your words, “what?”

“bullshit.” you said again, attempting to push him off you. Levi didn't budge, still holding your body to his with little effort.

you pushed harder feeling even angrier now, “i hate you!”

levi didn’t respond, he only stared at your tear streaked face as if he was internally trying to make some sort of decision. levi gave you no time to process his next actions, he quickly scooped your face into his hands, pulling your lips to his. your body worked before your mind did, in returning the kiss. the two of you were desperate, your lips and teeth clashed together sloppily while your tongues fought for dominance.

levi slid his hands up your back and around to your chest, you moaned into his mouth when he pulled the top of your dress down exposing your nipples to the cold air.

without breaking the kiss, you moved to straddle levi’s waist rolling your hips on his clothed cock.

this time levi let out a groan into your mouth, you finally broke the kiss to look into his eyes as you raked your fingers through his hair. “fuck, ‘missed you.” he said breathlessly.

you ground your hips against his pants even quicker, your cunt was in desperate need of stimulation.

Levi smiled at you, taking a nipple between his fingers and rolling it causing your head to fall back in pleasure, “you look so pretty like this, sweet girl.” he said as he slid his free hand up your dress, working your needy clit over your panties. you couldn't help but moan out loud, it was all too much.

“i know you want to tell the world how much you missed me, but i need you to stay quiet okay?” you only nodded in response, still riding his fingers chasing your orgasm.

you couldn't wait anymore, you reached down to work levi’s belt off. levi chuckled while you hastily worked at freeing his cock from his trousers, lovingly placing a kiss into your hair. he loved seeing you so needy for him.

once you pulled the band of his boxers down his cock immediately sprang straight up. you wasted no time, immediately sheathing yourself on levi’s cock. you both moaned in unison at the sensation. you had almost forgot how big levi was, having to go incredibly slow fearful of overstimulation. you buried your head into the crook of his neck when he began to suck on your nipple, mewling sweet sounds into his ear.

Levi grew tired of your safe and slow motions, deciding to stand up with his cock still buried deep inside you and set you down on the edge of the bathroom sink. It was a stark contrast between the two of you where levi was almost fully clothed, your dress was pooled at your waist leaving you completely exposed.

you hooked your legs around levi’s hips and held onto the sink tightly, putting yourself on full display for him. “so fucking pretty.” he said admirably. levi held your face in his hands once more, placing a long languid kiss on your lips as he pulled all the way out and rammed deep into your cunt. your face contorted in intense pleasure while you tried to conceal the sound of your moans.

levi’s cock banged against your g-spot mercilessly causing you to cum hard, your pussy fluttered quickly around levi’s cock evoking a strained groan from his throat, cumming at the same time as you. levi pulled you into a tight embrace as you rode out your orgasm, placing another kiss into your hair.

you slowly came back to reality, as you were listening to the heartbeat in levi’s chest.

you both winced when levi finally pulled out of you, he tucked his cock back into his pants and helped you right your now very wrinkled dress.

you noticed levi staring at you with a somber look on his face, “i’m so sorry for what i put you through, but what i said wasn’t bullshit. It was true.”

your mind was brought back to jean, guilt washed over you. jean was such a good guy and you just fucked your ex-boyfriend in the middle of your date.

panic began to set in as you thought, what am i going to do about jean?

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