D3pression - Tumblr Posts
I've been telling my family i love them more often because i don't know when i might snap and actually kms..
"In the silence of my room, the emptiness echoes louder than any words, a reminder of the connections that never were."
I need every bit of motivation to help me get out of bed..
The cuts are haunting reminders of the moments when my heart ached so deeply it bled..
I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish!
I wish I was a normal teen
Whos parents would not have to worry about me fucking killing myself
I wish I didnt have to call my mom because after 8.45 i cant use my phone.
I wish the real! Friend, I have that don't judge me for beaing upset, a nerd, my past whatever!
I wish she was in my class
I wish I could move out.
Move out and live on my own.
I won't have to worry about my family saying things that hurt my very fragile feelings every day.
I wish I could move out so I would not have to eat.
I wish I could live a normal teenage life filled whith friends, parties, family, the internet, decent grades,beaing liked...
Yk all that stuff.
I can not imagine a life without depression.
At this point I don't have any reason to keep going.
Why
Why me?
Please God I beg and plead take this pain away PLEASE i can't do this anymore!
eu saindo do banho careca tendo conseguido lavar o cabelo dps de 4 dias sem ter cabeça pra nada
pintei meu cabelo de preto denovo e me sinto renovada
minha alma encontrando paz dps da minha primeira sessão de terapia
queria tanto cheirar uma cocaína ficar magra, coitadinha e melancólica😓
acabei de descobrir que minhas 2 escritoras de fanfic apagaram todas as fics delas, não sei mais quanto tempo me resta it's over for me
The constant battle in my head
between
wanting to die so I could stop bothering everyone
and
not wanting to die because then why did i put them through all of my sh*t
I'm so pathetic I wanna throw up
I want all of these thoughts to end
it's during moments like this - lying on my bed utterly and hopelessly sick and in pain, with no one to help or care for me is when i realise that...
huh maybe i truly am all alone.
god please, i am just so, so tired.