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Do you think Nurgle would try to tempt Ock by bring back Cream (albeit zombified)
Oooh!! Oh without a doubt, Ock’s sheer love for his little squeakers certainly surpasses any level of rational thought or imperial choke hold
Also also-
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BEAGHHHHGGHHFG— OH YES YESYEYEYESY yes 100% giving you the gold star for best idea ever
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Tbh, This is a really fun ask too bc nurgle is honestly the most likely of the chaos gods to be able to have a shot of tempting ock (to Tzeentch and khorne’s combined anguish) for more then one reason without too much chaos arm twisting (also I love this idea a lot actually!!! Hehehehehe ty for the opportunity to yap about it)
As it stands Ock’s a little guy who definitely knows, even if very vaguely, what a family felt like once and BOY does he want it back really really bad. To the point where he clings to just about anyone who can even begin to provide that same sensation even if only for a little.
The various soldiers and characters crossing his path on his inquisitor’s ship when showing even a shred of human decency find a little Psyker tailing them (to various degrees of sneaky depending on their duties & how comfortable they make ock’s little anxious self), aiding them in their duties and all and all being a little clingy fella during their time on the ship.
This behavior tends to be exponentially greater than it might be due to the two factors of his once father figure William no longer being in commission as such (servitorfication sadge) and the fact Huntsmann can be kind of iffy with new people interacting with ock & is very inconsistent with this. One moment he’s cut ock off from all contact but himself, his AdMech husband & the husk of a psyker will, the next he couldn’t care less who ock fraternizes with as long as the inquisitor can focus on his duties at hand (normally in times of high stress ock gets this freedom). Thus typically leaving ock very affection & touch starved so he books it to find a guardsman lurking around to make friends with in the few moments he is allowed to do so.
All this to say, ock is in a desperate hankering for some familial bonds. His rodent buddies are the closest thing he has to any sort of ‘stable’ relationships that don’t end in him being hurt, punished, or tossed aside due to his Psyker status and one of his only sources of unconditional love.
So definitely imagine the agony of loosing one of your family members to someone carelessly (very cruelly & unceremoniously so at that) taking that life from you because they thought it lesser.
Naturally as well, imagine your elation at the promise of not only that family member back in (mostly) working order but the promise of an even larger unconditionally loving family!
Ock would definitely be at the Nurgle garden family BBQ at that point lol
Hey so i really love your art, i've been feeling down recently and seeing your little goobers just brightens me up 😊
SBSBS AAAAAAAAAAAA-
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AHEM
Tysm anon 🥺🥺!!!! I’m so glad my art can be even just a spark of joy to you ^^! It’s one of the main reasons I adore posting so much, is to hopefully bring even just a sliver of happiness to someone 🥰 aghashhahaha hehehehe
Thank you for honestly making my day as well, and I do hope you can feel better from whatever is getting you down and my goobers can keep sparking joy :D!
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Really should yap abt my Bug themed forge world all my Bug Admechs live on one of these days….shouldn’t I?
So i noticed that you like yarrick and among us so i made this for you
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YESSSSS YESYESYESYESYES MY POOKIE
MY LITTLE SNOOKIEBEAR
AAAAAA TYSM TYSM TYSM I LOVE HIMMMM
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Grrgrgghhhgrrggghgrgrgrrfggnaggggghghhgghh
Biologis!!! Smh smh taking him back home as we speak. Little guy tsk tsk
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Sir you are under arrest for being criminally tiny.
But you're so cute no jury would convict - so you are free to go.
Little update btw for yassified emps au stuff!! I am working on more of the story things!!! I have it almost (hopefully) ready!
For most of the story from the last post I’ve got it figured out but drawing it all out is the part that sucks up all my time TwT
But hopefully I should be able to post the next lore installment soon!!! And I’ll try to get better about posting in-between content too :3
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Oughh…..making art that people love so much they come back to reblog more of my stuff….
Ooouuughhhhhh…..making art people love to reblog over and over and over again….to leave tags and comments over their adoration of my mediocre little shitposts and doodles of characters they like
Aregghoooughghh…..making art people want to create their own art for…that inspires them to make their own characters and stories….chaecters and stories that they love and grow attached to and want to see more of…
Man….i love making art for others and man… I lurv you people who like my stuff…🥰
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Answering some yapping + trying out something new!
Tags from @qcontinuumumum
Typical comi-ie style below cut just in case!
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the temptation to draw fanart of your AU is strong, but am kinda scared Feelings on people drawing fanart of OCs interacting with you AU versions of canon character?
OMGE OMGE ODNDBSBSBS PLEASE
Please please please please feel free to!!!
I LOVE getting fan art and I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE THROW THEIR OWN BABIES AT MINE!!!!!
I love it sosososososso much and would be delighted to be @‘d in any fan media (art writing or otherwise) or sent asks/Dms with/about it!!!!!!
I adore when people adore my things and make their own stuff about it and love it so much they want their own little guys to get in on that! Its (bringing joy to other people) One of my main drives for making/posting my art 🥺🥺🥺🥺
I literally have a hoard of all the fanart ever made for me ranging from full pieces featuring my little guys all the way to just simple background pop ups of them 🥺🥺🥺
how is yassified emps with his custodes?
Oh a very fun one! This kind of comes in layers
Very attached to them for sure!
They’re kind of the closest thing he’s ever really gotten for stability tbh, and he tends to cling to that pretty often, though not all Custodes are held in the exact same regard.
Most majority of his custodes it’s a very formal, mostly, connection. There is a sense of unspoken closeness but with a deeper understanding that outward expressions of that closeness are unlikely and rare if happen at all.
When you narrow it down to those who spend most of their time about holy Terra you get a bit lighter of a relationship and closer even If there’s still that silent understanding of formality to it. You do get to see Emps lowered walls a bit though if you’re lucky!
Now, more of his PERSONAL personal guard, like those who are around Emps next to 24/7? That’s where the fun begins. They really tend to get a lot more of that closeness and have that formality (varying but still) lower, you kind of range from standard custodes unspoken formal closeness, to being kind of his confidant and on occasions a care taker and sometimes little pup that gets scruffed and carried about (when Emps is especially broody and missing his sons-) to be shown memory lane amongst other things (it’s a bit rare for him to be so outwardly affectionate, normally you’ll just get given a nice meal or some old archeo-human gift emps either made or has kept around if he really likes you, but not unheard of-). They really just kind of get further exposed to the Emp-isms and little habits he feels more comfortable letting show when he’s not playing emperor of all man kind, see him much more as human than many other people get to.
Really all and all it entirely depends on the Custodes, the situations they wind up in and so on, lotta factors into emps lowering his walls even if only a little and to growing attached. You might be around emps as much as you can kind of squeeze out and he just never latch onto the personality or whatever, and you can have a Custodes around emps every so often and he just grow a soft spot for you. The inner machinations of his strange mind are an enigma
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would be very a pup named Scooby doo & those baby warhammer books coded
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Sweet little babies whom I love forever 🥹🥹🥹
Berny is like the cause of 90% of episodes istg— he brings home a strange creature/robot/mysterious object and plot twist it’s a necron’s or a Tyranid egg and they gotta figure out what those things are and then figure out how to get rid of it
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Just a bunch of little guys exploring battlefields and inquisitor’s charges before heading to the library to color and rest 🥰
Also the ock rat king episode is so real and true and just very in line with Ock’s nature of being dragged off by the planets local fauna and being made apart of said creatures packs 😔🥰
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And I mean what is ock if not a big rat?
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This would indeed be so fun….fic idea for when I get time to do that istg
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... Ok one more for the kids. XD @lazywriter-artist
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Pft- Berny would happily spare a dad ÚwÙ! The parent meeting would be wild smh, talking bio dad he’s just got one of those but all his other fathers would love to meet his new friend and new friend’s mom! Gotta see how their big shot regiment son is doing after all! Quirks and all-
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Tho it might take him a second to find a nice beginner dad—
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They’re all nice don’t worry! They just don’t have berny’s mellow =w=“ he gets it from his mom-
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Suddenly realizing something... xD
Please make it a nice dad, a dad for beginners who never had any dad in their life before. XD
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Heheh funnnn :3
Idrk if you wanted any oc in particular but I’ll yap abt ock some bc I like him hehehe
🤍 - Three of your character’s neutral/questionable traits
Hm, a fun thought experiment for ock bc u haven’t thought about too many in such a light X)
The main one that comes to mind is how clingy he is, it’s not always unbearably so but it can get bad at times. It isn’t often, and it’s definitely not common as ock dislikes strongly using his abilities for ‘bad’ things, but he once used his ability to dominate another’s mind and puppeteer them to prevent the man from leaving his side and being dismissed after a few months aboard Huntsmann’s ship. It took Huntsmann and berny trying to talk him down to have him finally realse the poor man. Ock isn’t a fan of people he loves being put in harms way, since as far as it goes it’s never really ended well for him. It’s a trait he’s definitely trying to make better but it’s very difficult for him.
Next is his shyness I suppose, he’s a very sort of paradoxical character as a reclusive figure too anxious to directly interact (hence why he uses his telepathy for communication most of the time when possible) but one who longs so very deeply for any sort of connection he seeks it in just about everyone willing to tolerate his silent little form shivering behind them.
Finally for this one I suppose is u g h
He can be a bit emotional at times- (sometimes VERY emotional-) so when he’s not being a shivering ball of anxiety his fluctuations have no set ways or anything of doing so.
✈️ - Does your Oc like travel or do they consider themselves a home body?
Ock definitely likes to travel! While it means he’s gotta muscle through some pain if they stumble across some areas with large crowds (telepath struggles for eel) he loves being and seeing new places as well as meeting new friends! (He must be watched or else he’s brining 30 new rats onto the ship smh)
✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨☀️✨
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@ocherednoe-dno asks
💯 - share three random facts about your oc others might not know!
1) ock has a lot of little odd hobbies here and there to kill time when he’s say, experiencing one of huntsmann’s out bursts and finds himself locked in his chambers, of these hobbies ock has two major ones he’s taken a big liking to! Sewing and towel folding! They’re good things to make cuddly little friends and populate his imaginative play families.
2) kind of connecting with the earlier note Ock really likes playing with toys and things (escapism + comfort & hence why he picked up sewing) so it’s not uncommon to find him playing at someone’s feet (normally will’s sometimes Huntsmann’s) with his days plushie of choice or in his room shuffling through his massive plushie collection (some made some gifted!) to rearrange the little friends or play toys
3) Ock Is a very stunted little guy (he’s tiny in stature and build, he’s very naive, ect.) and this is included in his voice. Despite being about 18-20 for most of the ‘recent’ story, he’s got a very young sounding voice (in my mind he sounds like a young Bambi just perhaps with a slight British accent to it as Huntsmann has raised him after all and that man’s got space British thick.) mixed with his small timid stature and his very nervous tendencies those not used to him very commonly mistake him for being a lot younger than he actually is
🖤 - has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?
Ig this could also count as a fun fact people might not know but, Ock has killed a man and it haunts him— Ock, unsurprisingly, isn’t a very violent little guy and doesn’t really use his abilities to harm all that much if he can avoid it. So imagine his surprise when, at huntsmann’s demand, he is forced to execute a man with his abilities. He was reassured the man was a heretic and that he deserved the emperors hand, but it didn’t stop the screams of the man or the pleads both internal and external that Ock had to listen to during hurt any less. Broke the poor little guy for months, he was shut down for a while that even Will couldn’t really get him out of it and really still comes back to haunt him from time to time (it was mostly a measure by Huntsmann to A. Really get a feel for Ock’s abilities and B. See how willing Ock was to use them for harming others among other things-)
Mh, I think he’s maybe broken someone’s trust before, mmm I think perhaps a guardsman or acquaintance or two upon the whole being an inquisitor’s psyker ordeal. Definitely has pushed a few people away even if it’s a bit out of his control
💔 - what are three of your oc's negative traits?
U h hm. Honestly a toughie for ock— shockingly I don’t think I’ve given him many negative traits
Or well, I’ve not given him any Ergh, awful traits? Ock has some traits I’ve seen listed as negative in various listicles sure but idrk if I’d personally categorize some of them as negative? It’s a question very strongly endowed with one’s own personal sense of morality ig is the trick here for my brain?
Like- ock isn’t the typical negatively associated asshole jerk man but then again people don’t tend to always be either and they still have negative traits ya do ya know? Idk- it’s a bit hard for me personally to classify things like positive and negative traits as I feel anything taken too far/in the wrong ways ect. Can be labeled as positive or negative-
I suppose for ock, based around various listicles of “negative traits” we can go with
1) Needy (not gonna do this for every one I don’t really see this as a negative bc well ik it comes from a place and so it’s hard for me to place it as negative when I don’t think it’s like— bad? It’s just how ock has been impacted by the world and as such more of an obstacle to be worked around and yadda yadda character’s flaws aren’t errors but merely features to be enjoyed this and that- though ig this also hinges on the interpretation of negative meaning negative for those surrounding him and not just for ock himself too which I mean these traits can be negative heavily for ock as well which might end them up with the label here and dependent on the interpretation that it’s classified by simply flaws that hurt and—) - kind of following with his clinginess guy really tends to take what he can and hoard it up. I will say he isn’t like— complain and whine about not being given something he could grab himself spoiled child levels of needy, but he is again very clingy and will sometimes not realize when he is over stepping and demanding a bit too much of someone’s attention.
2) cowardly - little guy lacks a back bone pretty often- it’s really when he tends to serve as just a little guy wandering around behind huntsmann and maybe sometimes sort of as communication but he’s more huntsmann‘s proof of concept of ‘I can keep it alive and keep it compliant with the inquisitions/imperiums usual bullshittery’ more than a fighting weapon (that’s what his field his for-) so it’s more in personal situations than battle
3) absent minded - while definitely not all the time ock does have a bit of a habit of being a bit locked out in certain times, settings, days, ect. And just be lost in his thoughts (sometimes leading to an anxious spiral-) and just over all leaving him very ditzy from time to time.
🐈- does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends?
He’d really like to have a larger group of friends though that’s hard for him for numerous reasons and he does a lot better with smaller groups anyway.
He kind of had a ‘larger’ group already considering he finds most people he bumps into and grows attached to friends even if they aren’t so or he may never see them again but we ball
And that kind of leads to why he is just better suited for smaller groups over all as larger ones aside from stressing him out (telepath moment) for a number of reasons inside and out, he’s a very easily attached and DEEPLY attached guy so if for whatever reason he holds some level of less close less attached relationship with someone he is very very attached to (not hard to be- breath near the little guy and you’re half way there-) and he doesn’t have that reciprocated he tends to flip out a bit and not feel to great
Which really is another reason of many hunts tends to keep him on a shorter leash.
Count down till the big day 😈
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:3 excited bc I luv a good cake day!
I dream of little babies to cuddle…is it such a crime?
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Lazy ‘super pick about his plushies’ writerartists’ the name 😼
I’d eat up a Tomonui style plushie….,I’d kill for it…
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Guardsman would be precious like this….
Just any guardsman plushie
Please
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Errgghhhh Grghh Ggrrggghh
Noise marine whose excess is memories
Noise marine who can’t let go of his past so he endows his music with it
Noise marine whose songs cling so hard to his nostalgia they hold little pieces of him
Noise marine whose music entrances listeners, whose music sends you into a daze of your favorite memory. Until the room is silent and still as people with glassy eyes shed tears as they remember embracing loved ones, parents faces, comrades in their arms one last time, memories listeners thought they had all but lost.
Noise marine who soon stops playing, and leaves his listeners begging for more, to feel that memory just one more time
Noise marine whose music is a drug, where listeners want to hear it again and again and beg for him to keep playing just a bit longer
Noise marine who enters a battlefield and merely plays a mournful ballad, who stops the enemies and even his allies in their tracks. Whose songs are so powerful his brothers dare not ask him into the battlefield lest they get sucked into his siren song of remembering and loose themselves to it
Noise marine whose music when heard by mere mortals leaves you yearning for more and more until you’re so far lost in the past and your memories you begin to forget what’s now, and you begin to slip further and further until you’re no longer able to think or feel because you’ve lost yourself to a time you can’t quite remember anymore and he’ll look over you as he gently shuts your eyes and wish you a good night.
Noise marine whose excess is memories
But he can never look back to his own