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My Eclipsed Sun, This Has Broken Me Down
CHAPTER 44 OF TSIME is up. It's a hurty one! A03: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20529479/chapters/83679883
Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/1125256840-the-sun-in-my-eyes-44-my-eclipsed-sun-this-has
Bobby and Lili ❤️❤️❤️
💖💖💖
🥺Thank you for loving those two hot messes, anon. My poor, sweet babies. I'm so mean to them.
The Sun in My Eyes: NEW CHAPTER!
Chapter 50: Pocketful of Sunshine
Bobby and Lili are friends. Best friends. No messy feelings here.
A03
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THE SUN IN MY EYES: CH 51
Bobby and Lili are supposed to be just friends. But I think there’s been a glitch 💃🏽🏴☠️🛀🏾
AO3
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FIVE SECONDS LATER IM FASTENING MYSELF TO YOU WITH A STITCH, OH YEAH.
AND IM NOT EVEN SORRY
NIGHTS ARE SO STARRY BLOOD MOONLIT
this song is actually so perfect for them!!!! I loved the new chapter!!!! #letthemkiss 😂
It must be counterfeit...🎵
💖I wondered if anyone would recognize that 😆 As soon as I heard it I added it to my TSIME playlist. Thank you for reading, anon! #lilibobkissingisinevitable
My next chapter of The Sun in My Eyes is super important. It's a big turning point. And it REFUSES TO BE WRITTEN. I have been staring at it for days. Writing scenes and discarding them. Rewriting scenes and then going back to the discarded ones.
On top of it, I'm in the middle of moving and it's incredibly stressful and I'm sick. So in order to give my brain a break from all the havoc, I decided to create a masterlist for my fanfiction. And in typical Christy fashion, I'm laboring over it. Wanting it to be perfect. I have a forever long post about Lili I've never put out there and I want to add it to the TSIME stuff but I can't seem to ever finish the post. I think it's too long. I literally have six moodboards for Lili. So maybe I should break it up into multiple posts. Or not. I don't know.
Also I've got this half written Christmas fic that I've been sitting on for a year that I'd love to post in time for the holidays.
If you're wondering why it's been three years and TSIME still isn't done, this is why. **
**Well also, I'm a sadist and your tears bring me joy. But it's mostly the indecisive thing.
OC Introduction
Liliana Clarke-Reyes
“Boy, you’ve really got people fooled into thinking you’re the villa sweetheart," Priya said. Lili rolled her eyes. “I never claimed to be anything of the sort. I say fuck far too often to be anyone’s sweetheart.”
MC of The Sun in My Eyes. Call her Lili. Or Lil. Or even Liliana if you're nasty. Just don't call her perfect. She hates that shit.
24 | she/her | afro-latina | scouser | bilingual | belly dancer | foster care charity worker | 7 secret tattoos | optimist | loves spicy food | swiftie | perfectionist | sweet & snarky | great with kids | bad with animals | bubble baths are a religion |
lili's mood boards
Mood boards are how I build characters. It gives me a chance to play and discover their likes and dislikes. So I have tons of them for Lili. Please note that in the story and in my head, Lili is quite a bit darker than the faceclaim I used for her. I will post seperately about that, because it was a whole THING.
Board 1: Villa Lili
In my head this is how the show depicted Lili initially. Bubbly and bright. And all of this stuff IS her, but it's not all of her.
Board 2: Real Life Lili
This is Lili on the inside. Wistful, organized, emosh, and obsessed with shoes.
Board 3: Lili's Home Aesthetic
I just love interior design and had fun building Lili's home aesthetic.
Board 4: Lili's Fashion Sense
I always pictured her wearing mostly blacks, whites, and neutrals. With some random pops of gold/yellow and red thrown in. She loves her a one sleeve top and ripped jeans. Overall she has edgy autumn vibes. Lots of sweaters hanging off the shoulder and ankle boots clacking on the pavements. Super dark lipstick and black fingernails, always. A little tribute to her inner emo-kid.
Board 5: Lili's Life in Liverpool
This might be my favorite of her boards. This is a little taste of Lili's life outside the villa. Her exes, her bestie, her siblings. And all of her tattoos. I cannot tell you what a hardship it was to spend hours looking at pictures of Harry Styles in order to find one for that album.
So yeah. That's Lil.
Aaaaah!! I loooooove Lili so much!! She’s so awesome, one of my favourite OC characters ever (:
Can’t wait to read more about her and Bobby ♥️♥️♥️
Oh thank you! She's an MC close to my heart and it makes me so happy to find readers who love her.
I'm just getting over Covid, so I'm late working on the next chapter, but rest assured, it's in the works and it's a GOOD one.
Thanks for stopping by, anon!
New Chapter: The Sun in My Eyes!
Chapter 52: Old Flame, I Fell for Your Inferno is up now!
AO3
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THEY KISSED THEY KISSED THEY KISSED !
let them be happy now 🤣🤞!
really lovely chapter btw ✨✨✨
THEY KISSED AND SORT OF DRY HUMPED!
Hmm, let them be happy now? Whaaaaat? It's like my readers don't know me at all 🤣
Thank you so much, Anon! It means the world to me to hear from readers!
New chapter: The Sun in My Eyes!
Chapter 53: Under the Exit Lights, as Beautiful as Ever
In which Lili's a wreck, Bobby's an uncle, and Maitland's a fucking treasure. That's it. That's all I'm telling ya.
A03
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TSIME: The Casa Girls
While I was preparing to write Casa Amor from the boys' point of view for The Sun in My Eyes, I realized I'd have to create the girls, because we only really know Shannon. Even Blake is a bit of a mystery as we learn almost nothing about her, other than she's seems thin-skinned. So I spent some time sorting out the main personality trait of each original islander, and then made each CA girl a combo of 2 of them.
Marisol + Priya
Amber is a huge snob and decided as soon as she met Emily that she was stupid and low class, and needed to be put in her place. Amber is a bitch. It was really fun to write two women who were both WAY too good for Jakub, get so caught up in competing with each other that they forgot that what they were fighting over wasn't actually a prize.
Just Hope
Originally Siobhan was Hope + Lottie. A self-important troublemaker, but she just didn't flow that way when I started writing her. I didn't want to write yet another brittle black woman (Fusebox has that on lock). It was more fun to make her have all of Hope's best traits (playful, direct, ambitious) yet none of her worst. Siobhan is who Hope could be if she weren't so insecure. A self-actualized Zen badass. Basically she's S3 Yasmin before S3 came out.
Hope + Marisol
What's there to say about Shannon? I love this manipulative, savvy bitch. And she deserved better than Rahim's triflin' ass dithering between multiple girls.
Lili + Lottie
Yuna was an accidental villain. It was supposed to be Siobhan telling everyone about what Emily did, but once I started writing, it just felt right for this spoiled, chronic talker to thoughtlessly spill Emily's business to anyone who'd listen. And for her to lie to Bobby in order to manipulate him into choosing her. Love Yuna or hate her, you gotta respect the audacity.
Lili + Priya
You know, I really wanted to redeem Blake. I always thought she took a lot of heat for simply being a little thin-skinned, and I wanted to give context for her behavior when she came to the villa. But I underestimated just how much she was hated and no amount of context was gonna make anyone empathize with her 😆 Oh well. I tried.
Chelsea + Lottie
Oh, Emily. Girl. I love her tragic, bad decision making ass. And her wise, resigned kitchen conversation with Bobby is my favorite thing I wrote for Casa. I head canon, but never explicitly wrote into the story, that she DMed Lili the moment she left the show to apologize. Because that's just how she is. Emily is a fuck up, but she's an honest one.
Just an aside, but I gave her my mom's most endearing skill, the ability to cross one eye and keep the other straight. Something that never fails to make me laugh 🤣
Stay tuned, my post about Bobby's OC family is coming... eventually.
Thanks @longbobmckenzie for pointing out that my original post is missing for some reason.
New Chapter
The Sun in My Eyes- Ch 54: 'Cause You're the Storm That I Believe In
A03
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Literally how I write fanfiction 🤣
rotating my blorbo in my mind like the cough drop in my mouth, slowly stripping away layer after layer as I let it soothe me, until I reach its very core where it is soft, and I can crush it.
The Sun in My Eyes: Chapter 55
Like Stars in Hidin', You and I Burn On
AO3 | Wattpad
Second to last chapter! In which, between fluff and smut, Bobby and Lili must navigate the last barriers between them and their happily ever after.
It was originally one monstrously long chapter so I split it in two. Which means the story will end very soon, and on an even number, which soothes my neurotic soul for some reason.
The Sun in My Eyes: Chapter 56
At Last I See the Light
AO3 | Wattpad
The last chapter. Five years TO THE DAY (because I'm dramatic af) this story is done. No, seriously. It's the smutty, joyful ending Bobby and Lili deserve.
Enjoy this final double chapter. I should have cut it into two but I couldn't do that to you or to me. I have many feelings about this era coming to an end. But I'll save them for another day. Hope you like it!
The Sun in My Eyes: Chapter Titles
Obviously, when I began writing The Sun in My Eyes, I had no idea was going to take the rest of my goddamn life to complete 🤣 So I titled the first eight chapters whatever came to mind. My absolute favorite is "The Midnight Bombshell What Bombs at Midnight" which is a very obscure reference to an episode The Tick. Runner up is, "The Night was Sultry" which is from a movie called Throw Mama from the Train. I digress... When I realized that TSIME was gonna take awhile, I started using song lyrics for chapters. I have a file that has hundreds of lyrics that follow the themes of the story like weather, light, sky, moon, stars, etc. And they're all broken down into categories of: Love & Hope, Sexy, Angsty, and Hesitance & Longing. So for each chapter I'd decide the predominate emotion and then pick a lyric from the list. Or rather I'd pick eight of them and then make @throughthejunobush pick which one 🤣
Every once in a while someone on Wattpad messages me to ask about them. So, now that the story is done, I thought I'd just share what the songs were. Enjoy!
9. This Daydream is Dangerous – Treacherous by Taylor Swift
10. Follow the Sparks, I’ll Drive – I Think He Knows by Taylor Swift
11. A Light Shining Through – Collide by Howie Day
12. Just Outside the Circle of Light – Circle of Light by Ani Difranco
13. Need the Sun to Break – Need the Sun to Break by James Bay
14. I Want to Give You a Brand New Sky – Sunlight by Mason Jennings
15. Captivated By You Baby Like a Fireworks Show – Sparks Fly by Taylor Swift
16. Hand in the Flame of a Flickering Lighter – She Sets the City on Fire by Gavin Degraw
17. Here Comes the Sun in the Form of a Girl – Heaven Tonight by Hole
18. Everytime You Shine, I’ll Shine for You – Jump Then Fall by Taylor Swift
19. Kiss Me Once 'Cause You Know I Had a Long Night – Paper Rings by Taylor Swift
20. Shadows Bleeding Through the Light – Almost Here by Delta Goodrem
21. No Comfort in the Shade of Shadows Thrown – Lover of the Light by Mumford and Sons
22. Got Scared When the Lights Went Low – Soldier by Gavin Degraw
23. Just a Touch of the Fire Burning So Bright – Just a Kiss by Lady A
24. Wrap Me in Everything that Glows – Hold On by Delta Goodrem
25. Just Keep Me Where the Light Is – Gravity by John Mayer (I know he's disgusting, but I titled the chapter before I knew how awful he was)
26. Toda Mi Vida, Se Abriga Con Tu Calor – Enamorada de Ti by Selena
27. The Fear Before the Flames – Glitter in the Air by Pink
28. One Minute There was Road Beneath Us, the Next Just Sky – Falling is Like This by Ani Difranco
29. You Should See the Way She Holds Me When the Lights Go Low – Hearts Don't Break Round Here by Ed Sheeran
30. You’re All I Want, So Bring Me the Dawn – Need the Sun to Break by James Bay (again)
31. And The Sky Turned Black Like a Perfect Storm – Clean by Taylor Swift
32. It’s Hard Letting Go of the Afterglow – Headfirst by This Wild Life
33. Praying for The Light I See in Your Eyes – Believe Again by Delta Goodrem
34. Flicker and Sway, Still Dancing on the Aftertaste – Old Flame by Kimbra
35. Baby, Look Up, The Sky is Falling – The Happening by Tanerélle
36. Keep Glowing, I’ll Follow Your Explosions – Kill the Lights by Matt Nathanson
37. Like the Colors in Autumn So Bright Just Before They Lose It All – Red by Taylor Swift
38. Deserted Like the Moon is at Dawn – Sanctuary by Delta Goodrem
39. We Will Lie Under Different Stars – Different Stars by Trespassers William
40. Feels Like Summer But It’s Earthquake Weather – Earthquake Weather by Matt Nathanson
41. Day Bleeds Into Nightfall – Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi
42. Morning Light, It Stings a Little – Forever by Lewis Capaldi
43. Been Burning for You Baby Since the Moment I Left – Paul by Cavetown (some sites say it’s "minute I left," but I’d already committed to moment)
44. My Eclipsed Sun, This Has Broken Me Down – Hoax by Taylor Swift
45. Weepin’ In a Sunlit Room – My Tears Ricochet by Taylor Swift
46. Remnants of Fire Blow Like Sand in the Night – Map of the World by Mariachi El Bronx
47. Skinny Dip in Water Under the Bridge – Skinny Dipping by Sabrina Carpenter
48. Every Shadow Disappearing Into Dawn – Gold in the Summertime by Matt Nathanson
49. Making a Shelter for a Flame – Lighting Matches by Tom Grennan
50. Pocketful of Sunshine - Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield
51. Starting Like a Fire, Tonight You Lit the Flame – Everything Will Change by Gavin Degraw
52. Old Flame, I Fell for Your Inferno – Old Flame by Kimbra (again)
53. Under the Exit Lights as Beautiful as Ever – Forever by Lewis Capaldi (again)
54. 'Cause You're the Storm That I Believe In – You're the Storm by The Cardigans
55. Like Stars in Hidin', You and I Burn On – Undercover by Zara Larsson
56. At Last I See the Light – I See the Light by Mandy Moore & Zachary Levi (Tangled soundtrack)
TSIME: The Music
I'm gonna be honest, I'm not cool when it comes to music. I like what I like and some of it is basic AF. But I'm lucky that I have friends who have much more interesting taste than I do. On the Spotify playlist for TSIME, this is my favorite on the entire list and it's the very last one. My friend @curricanus gave it to me. The moment I heard it, I thought, if my fic was a movie, this would be the end credits song. It's playful and sweet and hopeful which is the note I wanted the story to go out on.
If you wanna hear the rest of the long ass playlist, it's here: