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So I have the weirdest synastry with this guy I'm obsessed with, like I'm so attracted to him it’s insane (he’s also three years older than me) but I don't know if he feels the same way

My rising sign conjuncts his mars and squares his pluto and eros, my mars squares his Pluto and his mars and sun conjuncts my south node, his lilith conjuncts my venus and his uranus trines my venus. And his mars is also opposite my uranus and my mars trines his venus. Also his mars trines my sun…I don’t know what this means tho.

Does this mean he finds me attractive or am I the one who’s more obsessed???

Mars / Pluto / Lilith Synastry

These are some very powerful planets in some strong aspects lol. The Mars/Pluto ( + Eros ) aspects to the ascendant can feel like chemistry at first sight, like it was inevitable. With his Mars conjuncting your Ascendant, his energy and passion can feel like it's becoming yours too.

The orgins of your obssession may stem from his Mars and Sun being conjunct with your south node (and by extension, opposition with the north node.) The south node is your past life, what you're used to/comfortable with. And with your opposition north node aspects, he can feel like a missing piece of the puzzle for you on your life journey.

And his Lilith conjuncting your Venus will reel him in. The appeal and attraction with this placement is actually insane. Once you got him reeled in, he may feel like leaving or abandoning you is like leaving a piece of himself behind. He'll probably be OBSESSED with you as much as you are to him.

HOWEVER, if things go south between yall, the conflict could be intense, or even life threatening. Strong Mars/Pluto/Lilith aspects in synastry imply a lot of intensity and energy into whatever you guys do together. So while this could mean in bed or devotion to each other, it can also mean fights and arguments.

So I think you guys should just dip your toes in and test the waters before taking a deep dive, so you can feel out each other's energies and intensity.

Pages from the calendar I made for my younger sibling. Designed around personal numerology cycles!

☊ Nodes & Karmic Lessons ☋

~The North Node *sign* placement tells you the traits you need to develop or attitudes you need to adopt (South Node tells you the traits you’ve mastered). The North Node’s *house* placement suggests the life areas that you need to explore (South Node tells you the area you’re experienced in). Please note that the nodes are directly opposite each other. Both points link up to show you how you can achieve your soul’s destiny through karmic journeys. If you have planets involved, here’s the post on ASPECTS TO THE NODES.

You need to learn to develop more… // You’ve already developed…

♈ Aries NN - ♎ Libra SN: independence, boldness, assertiveness, activeness, initiative, self-orientation, enthusiasm, self-reliance, courage // considerateness, rationality, flexibility, an ability to diffuse tension, dependency, approachableness, a love for beauty, creativity, fairness

♉ Taurus NN - ♏ Scorpio SN: endurance, steadiness, grounded approaches, calmness, stability, meticulousness, peacefulness // perceptiveness, raw passion, awareness, emotional depth, empathy, idealism, ambition, resilience

♊ Gemini NN - ♐ Sagittarius SN: rationality, logic, intellect, flexibility, verbal proficiency, expressiveness, communicativeness, abstracted appreciation // depth, idealism, love of exploring, philosophical wisdom, inquisitiveness, growth through expansive pursuits

♋ Cancer NN - ♑ Capricorn SN: sensitivity, empathy, nurturing care, emotional wisdom, co-dependency, resilience, warmth, tender expression of love, intuition, vulnerability // pragmatism, grounded wisdom, strength, ambition, efficiency, productiveness, understanding of how to achieve success, self-sufficiency

♌ Leo NN - ♒ Aquarius SN: self-confidence, generosity, enthusiasm, joyfulness, courage, grand theatricality, openness, free expression of love and emotions, passion // logic, detachment, intellect, selflessness, altruism, an ability to think forward, free expression of ideals and beliefs, a preoccupation with humanity, rationality

♍ Virgo NN - ♓ Pisces SN: discrimination, precision, meticulousness, attention to detail, sense of sacrifice through practical actions, pragmatism, observant perception // creativity, peacefulness, kindness, intuition, understanding, psychic perceptiveness, compassion, sense of sacrifice through loving/metaphorical actions, empathy

♎ Libra NN - ♈ Aries SN: considerateness, rationality, flexibility, an ability to diffuse tension, dependency, approachableness, a love for beauty, creativity, fairness // independence, boldness, assertiveness, activeness, initiative, self-orientation, enthusiasm, self-reliance, courage

♏ Scorpio NN - ♉ Taurus SN: perceptiveness, raw passion, awareness, emotional depth, empathy, idealism, ambition, resilience // endurance, steadiness, grounded approaches, calmness, stability, meticulousness, peacefulness

♐ Sagittarius NN - ♊ Gemini SN: depth, idealism, love of exploring, philosophical wisdom, inquisitiveness, growth through expansive pursuits // rationality, logic, intellect, flexibility, verbal proficiency, expressiveness, communicativeness, abstracted appreciation

♑ Capricorn NN - ♋ Cancer SN: pragmatism, grounded wisdom, strength, ambition, efficiency, productiveness, deep understanding of how to achieve success, self-sufficiency // sensitivity, empathy, nurturing care, emotional wisdom, co-dependency, resilience, warmth, tender expression of love, intuition, vulnerability

♒ Aquarius NN - ♌ Leo SN: logic, detachment, intellect, selflessness, altruism, an ability to think forward, free expression of ideals and beliefs, a deep concern for humanity, rationality // self-confidence, generosity, enthusiasm, joyfulness, courage, grand theatricality, openness, free expression of love and emotions, passion

♓ Pisces NN - ♍ Virgo SN: creativity, peacefulness, kindness, intuition, understanding, psychic perceptiveness, compassion, sense of sacrifice through loving/metaphorical actions, empathy // discrimination, precision, meticulousness, attention to detail, sense of sacrifice through practical actions, pragmatism, observant perception

HOUSES:

These traits need to develop most in/within….

1st house NN - 7th house SN: … the self and the disposition. // you’re already very focused on your partnerships and relationships with others, and may find yourself quite co-dependent or reliant on others for comfort. friends, partners or lovers may have helped you a lot in the past. you may make relationship issues a big focus in your life because you might feel uncomfortable or incomplete alone. in the past you may have defined yourself through your relationships. the biggest lesson you need to learn in this life is to channel all that energy into yourself, on your own; cultivating an authentic sense of self is vital to your soul’s journey.

2nd house NN - 8th house SN: … the acquisition of resources and your sense of self-worth. // in the past you may have received or relied on the support of others’ finances or resources a lot or had a sizeable inheritance; you have a natural ability to attract financial or emotional assistance from others. you may be private or defensive about this, for it eats away at your self-esteem. regardless, the biggest lesson you need to learn is to establish your own firm set of values, focus more on acquiring resources instead of inheriting or preserving them, to build something for yourself with your resourcefulness and business savvy talents. explore the meaning of money in your life - it’ll help you develop a comfortable, healthy sense of self-worth.

3rd house NN - 9th house SN: … the way you communicate and learn, your ideas. // you’ve already inherited a deep understanding of life and the world’s ways, acquiring much insightful knowledge and perception in the process. you’re a natural philosopher. you might be too caught up in your beliefs or opinions. in the past you may have defined yourself through these beliefs and your life experiences (or lack thereof). you may have sacrificed friendships or intellectual connections with others in pursuit of your own personal truths and exploration of abstracted wisdom. the biggest lesson you need to learn is connecting with and listening to others’ ideas instead of assuming yours are the most enlightened/authentic. cultivate a sense of open-mindedness to others’ beliefs, explore new trails of thought instead of experiences. you need to pursue different lines of thinking for the sole purpose of communicating. express yourself and your ideas but be open to others’ inputs as well - understand that you don’t need to experience something in order to have the right input for it. engage in intellectual debates. looking through a logical, rational lens that aims to simply talk things out will help your soul experience more than you ever thought it could

4th house NN - 10th house SN: … your emotional foundations, domestic life and your inner circle. // you’re already quite keen on following your aspirations and have a good understanding of the public sphere and how it works. ambitious and effortlessly recognisable, you may have an infamous reputation. in the past you may have defined yourself through your achievements. you have a deep need to be publicly honoured, successful or accomplished and may have pursued status and prestige at the expense of your family or inner circle. your biggest lesson in life is to learn to stop being so preoccupied with accomplishments and discipline and focus more on building emotional connections and foundations. don’t underestimate the importance of a warm, hospitable home. cultivate an appreciation for your private, domestic life. learn to develop a deep understanding of your own background and origins, how they’ve shaped you as a person. you may be self-sufficient but you need to pay more attention to the base of and depth behind your emotions. only by reconnecting with the past will your soul’s journey begin

5th house NN - 11th house SN: … the creative expression of the self and what you find entertaining. // you’re already very focused on expressing/bonding through ideals ad causes and probably have a diverse social life or network of friends or potentially a strong sense of community. you have a deep respect for activism and revolutionary efforts and may try to contribute to the state of the world any way you can. in the past you may have defined yourself through humanitarian deeds or ideals. you may be opinionated about these ideals, valuing efforts towards a reformed society and pre-occupying yourself with global issues. the biggest lesson you need to learn is to explore your passions sense of creativity. you need to cultivate a certain degree of… self-involvement, for lack of a better word; self-expression for your own pleasure, engage in more light hearted entertaining activities and interests, stimulate your appetite for love and pleasure instead of getting lost in your causes. connect with children and your sunny, performative side; exploring your leisurely interests and expressing your love generously is the key to reaching karmic fulfilment

6th house NN - 12th house SN: … your health, routines, the way you help others and your jobs. // you’re already incredibly intuitive and focused on your spirituality or connection to higher powers/beliefs. you have a deep understanding of the complex and the unseen.. in the past you may have defined yourself based on your faith. you may have been sacrificial and have enhanced compassionate abilities that caused others to take advantage of your kindness. the biggest lesson you need to learn in life is to discriminate. you need to learn to set boundaries and simply know to say no. you need to stop getting lost in daydreams and focus on more menial tasks, your daily routines, jobs and habits. don’t be neglectful of these things just because they lack the transcendental depth you’ve grown accustomed to. cultivate a stronger sense of health awareness. it is essential for your soul’s journey to learn to focus more on practical day-to-day issues

7th house NN - 1st house SN: … your relationships and your interactions with others. // you’re already very focused on how you can improve yourself or be authentic to yourself and are generally very self-aware. you can in the process be quite oblivious to how helpful others can be in your life and you may reject help from others because you’re used to being more independent. you may be hardened, with an innate strength developed from potentially difficult or violent experiences in the past. the biggest lesson you need to learn in this life is to be more *truly* considerate of and focused on others, to learn to depend and lean on others more. you need to pay more attention to your relationships and cultivate kindness and understanding from them. learn to transfer your strength to others.

8th house NN - 2nd house SN: … your private or intimate relationships and your legacy. // you already have a firm set of values and know what you desire to own or have. you are able to provide security and comfort with ease, and may be prone to hoarding. you have a sensual, self-reliant nature and know the importance of working steadily towards your goals. in the past you may have defined yourself on the basis of what you possess and their value. the biggest lesson you need to learn is to open yourself to other experiences of the world; you need to develop a trust in others so you can transform through your exchanges with them. pay more attention to the deepest corners of your soul, how you utilise power and how you approach intimacy. be more open to assistance and support from others, emotional or financial or otherwise. only by reexamining and regenerating your rigid values will your soul begin to achieve its purpose

9th house NN - 3rd house SN: … your travels, education and personal beliefs. // you’re already quite focused on communicating with others and you’re deeply inquisitive, flexible or curious about your environment. you articulate your ideas with ease and have an intellectual side; you may be so preoccupied with the exchange of ideas that you ignore your own personal beliefs and sense of faith or depth. in the past you may have defined yourself based on these ideas and their expression. your biggest lesson is to learn to develop a solid foundation of your true self, travel and explore the deep or spiritual meaning of life. focus less on scattered ideas and more on philosophy, ask questions that can’t be answered. you need to pursue your own experiences instead of adapting to the ones present in your surroundings. learning to broaden your horizons is vital to your soul’s growth

10th house NN - 4th house SN: … your public image and aspirations. // you have an uncanny ability to create warm, hospitable ‘home’ environments and a deep understanding of familial values and traditions; the importance of a tight-knit community. you’re already very focused on this and may be quite nurturing due to a prominent attachment to your childhood. you may have defined yourself through your family in the past. the biggest lesson you need to learn is to cultivate a sense of responsibility to society rather than your family and understand your role outside of your home. you need to explore your career aspirations, achievements and build a reputation. this is essential to your soul’s destiny.

11th house NN - 5th house SN: … your community and circle of friends. // you’ve mastered the art of creative self-expression and can do it with ease, perhaps through performing or being in the spotlight/centre of attention. you have an ability to entertain and bring joy, you make your talents the focus of your life. you may be prone to gambling, overindulging or taking risks you shouldn’t. the biggest lesson you need to learn to use your creativity for more original, less self-oriented means. learn to serve society instead of yourself. cultivate a sense of community and friendship using your ability to entertain, participate in activism. distribute your creativity to innovative channels, invent something with your vision. develop open-mindedness and learn to love/receive love in novel ways.

12th house NN - 6th house SN: … your solitude and spirituality. // you have self-discipline and an eye for detail almost naturally; you’ve inherited the skill of observance and try to stay quite health-aware. in the past you may have defined yourself through your dedication to menial tasks, your health and your work. you may have sacrificed your spirituality or dreams in pursuit of practicality. you’re a perfectionist and have high standards, and may be preoccupied with work or day-to-day routines. the biggest lesson you need to learn in this life is to look within. pay more attention to what your subconscious is telling you, revel in solitude, practice sacrificial compassion and devotion to religious/spiritual beliefs. connect with your creative side. you need to cultivate some faith in the unseen and trust in the unknown forces, engage with the abstract. you need to let go of your tendency to plan ahead and instead let yourself be guided (by your own hidden and neglected facets). quiet introspection is vital here. the things you deem impractical are vital to self-enrichment and the fulfillment of your soul’s purpose

*These are all my own interpretations. For more posts like this please follow @jupiteronic