Manipulator - Tumblr Posts

i fucking hate my friends, and ik they hate me so im ALLOWED to hate them.

they never reply to my messages in the gc, but always reply when someone else texts

they never invite me to hang out with them, and when i invite them to hang out with me they always gave unspecified plans

but idk how to distance myself from them because im essentially codependent and idk how to be friendless

it's a vicious cycle but school ends soon and ill graduate. planning on never speaking to them again afterwards.

i don't deserve this shit, fuck them. and fuck the way they make me feel.

i wish the worst because im a spiteful bitch that deserves better than this bullshit.

Kettle meet Teapot

He was a cheater too.  I don’t think I ever mentioned that.

Funny enough, neither did he. 

Reclaiming

I auditioned for a play on Saturday. If I am cast it will be my first time back on stage in almost 3 years.

Taking another one back.

Aftermath

I didn't stop talking to him immediately after that message he sent me.  Truth be told, he’d ‘cut me off’ a number of times prior to that. We actually had a set of boundaries and expectations in place for just these sorts of occasions.

The last time he'd insisted we cease speaking, after the initial shock and flood of texts I sent him, I stopped texting him altogether.  He messaged me after a few days of silence and accused me of getting over him. 

So for the next 6 weeks or so, I texted him every day. Here’s some highlights of my shame: