My Hands Are Shaking. - Tumblr Posts

3vp interior from a perspective art class, digital

In accordance with the tenant of "Do It Scared," I'm posting my art on a public place for the first time in my ungodly, little life.

xie lian redraw…i’ve come so far huh

Test one. D+

So I saw him yesterday. He had a piece of mail for me. The dread and anxiety was heavy.

I was worried he was going to be charming or his sadness was going to melt the walls I have sweat blood to build.

That didnt happen.

I was just reminded how bad he makes me feel; that feeling in my chest that I hadn't felt it in weeks returned in full force. The feeling where I can't exhale or drop my shoulders from a defensive position.

I don't ever want to feel like that again. But I'm glad I felt it yesterday.

I do not want to be lured back in.

Next time I won't stay, as planned.

hi loren 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️ idk why i wasnt following you then i saw im following your rec blog 🥴 i think i just went thru all stages of every cycle discovered on this planet

DROPPING IN HERE TO APPRECIATE THE COLLAGE YOU MADE FOR THE HOCKEYTEEZ FIC THE PLACEMENT IS DELICIOUS WOO AND HONGJOONG IN ONE COLUMN AND MINGI AND YEOSANG IN A ROW CAUSE OF THE SIMILAR SHOT. VERY MINDFUL. VERY DEMURE. CLASSY.

ASFKLJSDHGKDSJGH YES YES I WILL EAT IT UP EVERY 👏 SINGLE 👏 TIME 👏 SOMEBODY APPRECIATES THE MOODBOARDS BC I SPEND DAYS ON THEM 👹👹👹 I ORIGINALLY HAD THEM PLACED IN AGE ORDER AS I USUALLY DO BUT HAD TO MAKE THE EXECUTIVE DECISION (with yumi's help) TO ALIGN THE COLOURS INSTEAD AND YES MINGLES AND YEOTHANG IN ONE ROW BC OF THE SIMILAR SHOTS 🤯🤯🤯 VERY MINDFUL. 💅VERY DEMURE. 🌸 VERY CUTESY. 🎀

Everything reminds me of him

sent a risky test happy valentine’s day