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(this is just a doodle)

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•Jim: created by meh

(Bro i am felling suicidal for now 4 FUKING WEEKS. Thats worring. But anywayssss, trying to get some people see my art [not gonna happend] before i go insane and kms!1!1!1)

My laptop is the closest member of my family at this point

@kithtaehyung @threetangerines

I am done for, thank you Ryen. 🥲

the window (3tan) (m) | myg

title:the window (m)   pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f)   series:masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , fluff , smut ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au   summary: you get to spend the holidays in a lavish private lodge with your brother and all his friends. but you’re just really fucking sad tonight… and maybe a bit mad, too. note: so in order to not fall more behind than i already am, i went ahead and combined both holiday specials into one🥃this one came about due to window anon’s reminder about yoongi’s window threat, and everyone that proceeded to cause outright chaos all day after that. so if you want someone to yell at for this, yell at them!!! note 2: this is a holiday special! therefore where it fits/if it fits in future canon is not disclosed. so this can be enjoyed as a one-shot, but i still highly recommend reading all the three tangerines series if you haven’t yet<3 it’ll make things make a lot more sense.  warnings: strong language, alcohol, this yoongi requires his own warning tbh, chains making a comeback who is shocked!!!, or*l (m rec), manhandling, hitting it from the back a ha ha, angst :(((, masturb*tion, exhibiti*nism, omg we’re kinda pissed y’all😳, ….c*ckwarming, rough s*x, slow motion l o l, missi*nary, protected s*x, cmnf (clothed male), pain kink :)), kissing haha, !!!angry!!!s*x!!!!, c*wgirl, light d*m/sub dynamics, tense scenes, bro appearance, body worship, yoongi is deliciously aggravating, but so is brat!reader<333, ch*king (m/f rec), head/hair pulling (m/f), multiple org*sms, yoongi’s fit is basically 2022 grammys have funn🥴, cute af aftercare<3 drop date: january 10th, 2023, 7:17pm est word count: 15.3k bc i can’t stfu !! 

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God.

How can I put into words what this meant to me?!?!

Just utterly speechless...from the very beginning to the end.

Firstly we've got scared shitless that bro possibly found out about Yoongi because that man was just in a daze and serious. And not knowing he was there at Jimins party?!?

And what the hell?!?!? BRO WAS AT THE PARTY?!?!

Not only that but BRO like we gotta talk to Yoongi!

From the beginning of that convo with Bro you can tell that Yoongi is like wtf?!

And of course Yoongi being the dream man he is—immediately defending them because but bro no bro he ain’t letting that shit slide.

& to see that Bro and friends saw that he previous relationship was not the best for him. They saw how different he was as how he is now.

But that guitar?!?! It’s from his ex??!!!

Is that why he cried that one night?! Why does he still have it?!? ( Answers to this questions to be continued…)

But the devastating fact that Bro was having a hard time with reader because he didn’t know what was going on. Yoongi here not knowing feels guilty because he’s blaming himself!! Did his ex make him feel as tho everything was his fault?!??

Jiminsshi poor baby was like sorry if I spilled the beans. 🥹

I’m getting a little suspicious here of Jk catching on to Yoongi!! He slowly going to be putting 2+2 together, me no likely.

I love you JK but please stay back sir. 🤺

The way Yoongi after finding out how down reader has been doing the most to show that he cares and how guilty he feels for putting them through that. Where can I get myself a YOONGI?!?!

The moment we’ve been waiting for—they are finally going to see each other. 🥹

Here thinking we’re going to spend quality time to cook and be homey—to I wanted to throw you on my bed but that’s gotta wait.💀

Ugh—the emotional rollercoaster begins.

Him just being flat out sorry—for the damage he thinks he’s done. He is literally just what men should be. Going out of his way to show and try his best that he truly cares. Showing the devotion because he is really serious and cares not just about what they’re doing but because he wants them to be together freely.

Not reader being used to people leaving. 😔

But not this man, he’ll always come back.

The chain?!? The chains?!? 🥵⛓️

I swear if Yoongi didn’t have this shit planned I would’ve taken him in the backseat ready to break my back— 😏

The glistening sweat, the wet hair!!!! ( GOT ME FERAL😈)

I would’ve gladly licked that man’s sweat—looking like a minx.

But the fluff to the tension!! Complete 180 because sir..empty room, sweaty, and sexual tension. 🥴

You don’t got to tell me twice!!

Game Day has ARRIVED‼️🏀

But alas it’s here and they’ve got jerseys!? And where can I buy one?? 👀

Can the girl for the score be like—umm temporarily leave??

Of course Hustler being Hustler what’s in it for me—I ain’t doing this for free.😎

And that damn douche appeared again?!?!

After this all bets are off because Yoongi ain’t gonna let any type of shit slide. And I whole heartedly support him because you ain’t gonna walk away without consequences.

My poor heart was barely hanging on for this one.

Was it worth it??

Yes yes it was.

Fantasticly and magnificently well written Ryen. 🫶🏻🥲

@kithtaehyung

broken, pt. 1 (3tan) | myg

title: broken (pt. 1) pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series:masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter | video call | busted rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , fluff ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: chilling conversations prolong things even further… until everything goes to hell. note: this is only one half of what was supposed to be a whole chapter! broken, pt. 2 will come out after i’ve had time to make it something i’m proud of. trying to rush everything out didn’t do any favors, so hilariously and ironically, broken is broken up into two hahaha. warnings: language, angst, tension, yoongi’s pov is longgg, alcohol consumption, tobacco mentions, bro🥲, yoongi in the studio😩, the studio boys make another appearance👀, …someone else makes their first appearance👀👀, scuffles, tense situations, did i say angst?, water bottles get their own warning, long hair yoongi, basketball yoongi🫠, crying, bro a ha ha, jimin has tats and he’s not afraid to show them, the chains stay on(???), …bad boy yoongi😀👍, honestly he is on another level of warning here don’t perceive me💀, the fluff is fluffing here like what, backstory we’ve been waiting for😗, yoongi on the phone, hand holding :’)), kissing :’)), oh god the kissing❤️‍🩹, there’s just a lot in both parts i’m sorry y'all playlist: broken (lp) drop date: dec 3rd, 2023, 4:00pm est word count: …19.1k 🚶‍♀️

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I am dead.💀

Ive missed them for so long, but not that they’re back I’m insane.

I don’t know how you do it Ryen, but again this is top notch mentally insane stuff. 🥵🤯🥴

Now if you’ll excuse I must throw myself into the brig with Minted Yoongi 🤭😏

@kithtaehyung

lollipop (3tan) (m) | myg

title: lollipop (m) | part one: summer bbq pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f)  series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter | video call | busted | broken (pt. 1) | broken (pt. 2) rating/genre: m (18+) ; fluff , smut ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: after the summer cookout ends, you say goodnight to your brother and his best friend. but the latter just had to have a lollipop in his mouth… and had to make you aware of it hours later.  note: this is part two of the three tangerines drabble summer bbq! undisclosed whether these are in the main storyline or not, so it’s a standalone for now. note 2: also….. hope y'all read this in private :))) hahahah  warnings: yoongi is the biggest warning, but reader almost inches him out here🤭, no joke we may need to form a new line for reader, kissing, hella kissing, a mirror makes an appearance.. 🫣, tense situations, tender moments, lollipop gets its own warning i’m so serious, cocky yoongi lolll explicit warnings: under the cut! drop date: july 22nd, 2024, 7:17pm est word count: 7.3k💀💀💀

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Digital siblings shit

Finally finished. Sorry it's a bit rushed I remembered it like 30 minutes ago 😅

Headcannon:Colin and Lia have a love-hate relationship. Tracey loves them equally.

Colin acts like he hates his siblings, but he is very caring for them on the inside.

Edit:Shit I didn't do shading🥲

No real update today…

Here’s the turtle I drew that my bf requested a week ago.

I’m happy where I work.

Doesn’t mean I think it’s the best. Doesn’t mean they don’t take advantage of me and my coworkers. Doesn’t mean they didn’t lie about the companies they work with to improve the company’s lives.

I’m getting my sinuses worked on next week… I’m glad to be able to afford it.

I’m happy.

I’m happy that the day will come soon… soon that eyes will be open.

The scars on my face to show I’m making through life. Life is supposed to be easy now.

At least I’m not surrounded by drunks in the middle of the busiest zipline in the dessert.

At least I get my legally required breaks now. At least I’m numb to those who have thrown up, pissed, and shit in the public area where I use to work.

I’ve been grabbed too many times back there.

Masking a smile

Masking a smile

Masking a smile

Masking a smile…

Retail life can be fun… but it should be treated as important.

I’m not your family. I’m not your grab-at and get-away.

I’m not working for that zip line. I’m getting my minimum wage fixed.

I’m happy because people know how the store works… and it’s not a rush to upsell just to get paid less than what you sell.

$20 of 2 photos from a $8 worker won’t sell.

$20 in produce will sell better from a $16 worker.

I was a circus act. I still am. They all just look at me behind the glass.

And I smile…

My only moods are: Dissociate Anxiety anxiety anxiety the pure embodiment of rage I AM GOD

My inability to read is becoming worse everyday. I was sure it said "Spanish" two times at the top for some good 5 minutes