Obsessive Thinking - Tumblr Posts

u don't understand that i need to protect u... anyone could have bad intentions, why wouldn't they? ur so pure and naive... u know u'll only be safe with me and nobody else, right?

Chain me up and keep me as your pretty little captive. I can be good, I swear! Why would I want to escape when I have you looking after me? You’re all that I’ll ever need, my darling <3

love with no place to go. when i hear you say that you love someone but you’ll “never say it with words” and “they’ll never know because you’ll never show it”, i realize now that that feeling is very real and there but what is the point of loving someone from afar when you can touch them in your palms? why not take the time and effort to love them? to make them feel loved? why let your love sit around inside of you with no place to go? it becomes grief. it wants to explode into others. now you have to feed the growing monster that just lusts to love more and more. what is your love anyway? is this about yourself or truly the other? is this about your family and the love they couldn’t give you? what does your love look like? does it harm? does it hurt? is it genuine? is it gentle? is it kind? is there room for error? is there limits? is it sweet? is it proud? is it chipping at you? is it weighing you down? is it in the way? is it going to eat you alive?

i want to love you so loudly, but since you’ve let go now where do i put this stupidly intense love now?

in myself?

sheesh.

Sometimes a thought pops into my head and I just go “Now why tf would you say that?” Like why did you ask me something that I now have to google or I won’t be able to sleep???? You did this for what???