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as much as i miss the idea of what i remember to be you, i’m more curious on what my life will be like if i don’t immediately come running back into your arms and actually sit with the inspiration you’ve enlightened me with. how i can grow and meet you at your pace would be thrilling to say the least. i won’t forget you, you were my first to show me i can be seen. i make you special because what you’ve shown me is something beautiful. please don’t hate me for choosing myself, you always did and that’s how you were able to extend to me even if it wasn’t the best approach, you still touched me and that’s all that matters.

Fernando pessoa // Frida Kahlo

“You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart.”

— Louise Erdrich

“Do not expect people to tell you the truth because they also lie to themselves.”

— Don Miguel Ruiz

“People never learn anything by being told, they have to find out for themselves.”

— Paulo Coelho, Veronika Decides to Die

“You’re not a kid anymore. You have the right to choose your own life. You can start again. If you want a cat, all you have to do is choose a life in which you can have a cat. It’s simple. It’s your right.”

— Unknown

love with no place to go. when i hear you say that you love someone but you’ll “never say it with words” and “they’ll never know because you’ll never show it”, i realize now that that feeling is very real and there but what is the point of loving someone from afar when you can touch them in your palms? why not take the time and effort to love them? to make them feel loved? why let your love sit around inside of you with no place to go? it becomes grief. it wants to explode into others. now you have to feed the growing monster that just lusts to love more and more. what is your love anyway? is this about yourself or truly the other? is this about your family and the love they couldn’t give you? what does your love look like? does it harm? does it hurt? is it genuine? is it gentle? is it kind? is there room for error? is there limits? is it sweet? is it proud? is it chipping at you? is it weighing you down? is it in the way? is it going to eat you alive?

i want to love you so loudly, but since you’ve let go now where do i put this stupidly intense love now?

in myself?

sheesh.

— Juansen Dizon

“My biggest regrets in life are being too damn nice, apologizing when I didn’t do anything wrong, and making unworthy people a priority.”

— Unknown

can a mf please seduce me with words already please?

like make me so horny about ur mind i just wanna lose it please

We need mean!reader, angry!reader, misunderstood!reader, creepy!reader, gross!reader, toxic!reader, nonforgiving!reader, selfish!reader, narcissistic!reader, dark!reader, FEDUP!reader. That bitch is way too nice, passive, and sensible. ✋🏾😂

“Fall in love with the person who enjoys your madness, not an idiot who forces you to be normal.”

— Unknown

“I’m not into convincing people I’m worthy. I’m into people who’ll convince me on my worst days that I’m still worth the world.”

— Reyna Biddy

“If a person wants to be a part of your life, they will make an obvious effort to do so. Think twice before reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay.”

— marcandangel

why tf is every damn good writer of jjk smut or maybe just a lot of random ass smut abt anything gotta have this female y/n who’s always fucking whimpering and stuttering like why do ppl gotta be acting like being submissive or something somehow means u don’t know how to talk or ask and receive what u want anymore without having to be a whiny bitch who’s just taking it as if it's not supposed to be a mutual fun experience like just write your damn smut without making y/n seem like such a fucking loser.

don’t even get me started on how a majority of smut normalizes y/n being solely the submissive crying-when-he-puts-the-cock-in-cuz-it’s-just-so-damn-good type and enjoys being degraded constantly like damn.

like it’s not to say that other ppl might not enjoy those things it’s just that there’s not enough smut where esp the female reader is just another person on equal footing or is the more dominant one verbally or psychologically or just switchy behavior.

this is just a mad rant where i’m complaining that’s all.

gifts to give capricorn venus explained-ish!

@astrogre (sorry this has been in my drafts for months)

i was in a mood that day that i commented on this post of yours so please do forgive my bluntness in my comment on your post i just didn’t like that you didn’t capture the essence of what i wanted to hear about myself and that made me upset even though i could literally just write up a post myself on it and i did not have to take it out on you like that.

i would be honored (!) to explain to you that capricorn venuses don’t have to come off as capitalistic materialistic rich freaks unlike the stereotypes that are spread around like wildfire, so i don’t blame you obviously. like yes all those gifts would be nice i guess if you were a middle aged ceo but not every capricorn venus grows up to be a billionaire and those gifts come off to me as so impersonal and how do i say….? corporate culture ugly. i’d also like to argue that what you were saying wasn’t very “traditional” things to give to someone.

lol can you tell i have some 5th house/11th house placements teehee

firstly a little analysis in general. capricorn venus is literally saturn and venus meshed. so they’ve experienced frugality potentially in their ways of loving or being loved and may have felt like they couldn’t indulge in certain things at some point in their life. so they have a good understanding of their basic necessities they need to go forth and continue in life.

luxury and quality things aren’t always material things it can also just be quality time spent together, doing things for each other, spoiling them with specific items that peak their specific interests, etc. but yes quality materials are awesome and special to capricorns because they can be afraid to buy things for themselves. sustainability and longevity is ideal!

this venus sign likes old things! vintage and minimalism but not in the new modern age sense as in their home is white and classy and green or whatever, but they carry with them the things they’ve carried with them through the past. so can like definitely be old fashioned timeless type of antiqueness.

something useful that you can take with you and hopefully treasure that'll last forever and it doesn't need to be flashy unless it has some sort of significant meaning associated with capricorns. i feel like they might be picky or selective about what specifically they enjoy or who they like and indulge in but when they do set on someone or something they really will love it for as long as they can.

but truly just honoring their time with you is more than enough. like go ahead and throw some money at them and hug them and tell them you appreciate their presence in you're life and they’ll be happy. (if they actually like you of course) but i'd say verbal praise is wonderful in general for a capricorn venus especially from ppl they respect!

:)

everyone thought i was too woke when i posted abt how i think sometimes the way people will refer to asmo as a GBF or see him as a "rival" is rooted in homophobia because he literally is obsessed with mc no matter what gender u are. he wants you so bad. he wants you so bad it makes him sick and crazy because hes not used to feeling this way about anyone . crazy that people feel like hes less of a romantic interest just because hes gender nonconforming & also talks abt being attracted to both men and women.. ???

how you can help palestine

*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*

Donations

donations currently reaching gaza:

help buy e-sims for people in gaza (PLEASE HELP CONNECT GAZANS TO THE WORLD. if you would like to stay updated, please follow @/Mirna_elhelbawi on twitter)

donate to get food packages to gaza - care for gaza

support palestinians: buy a keffiyeh from the last and only factory in palestine - hirbawi

donate to ahmed (@/90-ghost on tumblr) (he is born, raised and based in gaza. please help him reach his goal of $25K to get his family to safety across the rafah border into egypt. as of right now… it’s 5K per person to evacuate gaza)

secondary donations:

palestine children's relief fund

palestine red crescent society

save palestine - islamic relief canada

send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association

click to donate - arab.org

donate for the recovery of hisham awartani - gofundme

one of the three palestinian students shot by a racist in vermont for wearing kufiyas and speaking arabic. hisham’s injuries have left him paralysed from below the chest.

help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction

NOTE: journalists based in gaza are saying a demand for ceasefire is the priority as not all donations are reaching gazans (focus on the donations that are directly reaching gaza). so please contact your local MPs every single day demanding as such. palestine need a permanent ceasefire.

Petitions

petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military

demand ceasefire - amnesty.org

open call for immediate ceasefire

american government call for immediate ceasefire

american government to stop funding israeli military

ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au

petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance

invoke the genocide convention to call for ceasefire in gaza - world beyond war

location specific petitions

gaza call for ceasefire - oxfam (UK)

end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)

email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)

protect gaza civilians - islamic relief (UK)

stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)

@ biden: call for ceasefire now - move on (USA)

ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)

call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)

note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.

australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)

immediate ceasefire and increase in humanitarian aid in gaza - actionaid (AUS)

email your MPs - stand with palestine (AUS)

sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)

ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)

ceasefire and allow aid to enter gaza - oxfam (CANADA)

call on your local mayor and council to demand ceasefire - LeadNow (CANADA)

cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)

écrivez aux député-es et sénateurs-trices - association france palestine solidarité (FRANCE)

write to your député - assemblée nationale (FRANCE)

skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)

singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)

contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)

write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)

template of letters you can send (EU)

guide on how to contact your MPs in EU

p.s. if the template is outdated, just use it as a guide and add a few sentences here and there that reflect the current situation. i can’t find any recent templates so :/ at least this is something

multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)

includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations

den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)

māori call for palestine - ourActionStation (NZ)

special visa for palestinians in gaza with family in NZ - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

deem israeli actions as war crimes - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

basta ao genocídio em Gaza! - awaaz (BRAZIL)

globo e grande mídia, parem de desumanizar civis palestinos - the intercept (BRAZIL)

Campaigns

friends of al-aqsa

❥ UK-specific

urge your MP to speak up for palestine

hands off al-aqsa

stop administrative detention

petition for UK to stop arming israel

❥ International

boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel

boycott coca-cola

palestine action

join the resistance

islamic relief canada

urge your MP to rally for ceasefire

decolonise palestine

poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians | (very very important please share + read the sources provided)

text/call campaign for people living in USA

text CEASEFIRE @ 51905 to call for a ceasefire

text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel

download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)

fax campaign for people in the USA

go on this website to send 5 free faxes per day

here’s a link to a pre-written fax copy you can download to send (the first link on the linktree)

here’s a video that explains how to fax your senator (it’s very easy and all you need is a valid email address)

BDS movement

get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel

please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!

UPCOMING PROTESTS

PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST

house ruled by descendant attraction

y'all I realized that as a cancer rising with capricorn placements that im so very VERY attracted and intrigued by the signs in my 10th house (intercepted aries pisces mc) probably because capricorn rules the 10th house. it's really intense bro. so just letting you know if you wanna understand your own attraction to others better you should check out the house thats ruled by your descendant bc DAMNN

OMG Y’ALL I JUST THOUGHT OF LUCIO AT A DESI WEDDING- omg he would love it all the shiny sarees and salwar kameezs and the extravagance of it all and the red and gold aesthetics he would just eat all that shit up and he would love bollywood movies too for all the romance and the dance scenes omg

For fucks sake, if I see one more post labeled afab or 'female bodied' reader with no other warnings and then the reader gets called a girl or princess or any of that shit, I'm going to fucking punch my wall so hard it crumbles as if Beel had punched it himself