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Flesh confetti 🎉
Got to the point in my life where I wear platforms to work and feel pretty cool with that.
So, a serious life update.
I have been working double shifts at my job just to make the hours I need to cover all my bills. And recently, the store I work at came under new management. With this, a lot of people have quit because it’s a very religious, close minded store, and the new owner and some of the workers clash heads. One of the ones that quit was my boss/manager.
It was today that I was approached and asked to slowly take over as manager to replace the one that left. I said yes.
A little of it is perhaps spite. That manager who quit absolutely hated my fucking guts and did little things to piss me the fuck off on purpose. They had confirmed this a couple times to other workers who told me. Not only having them come up to me and say it to my face. So, a little of it is spit, but also a lot of it is to try and help out genuinely as best as I can.
It’s also here that I ask myself, is it worth it? It’s an old mom and pop shop and honestly… the majority of me wants to help run it just so I can pay bills, but this store isn’t where my heart is… it’s being creative.
As an INFP, you can guess just how much I so badly wish to prioritize my creativity and passion to show off everything I’ve been working on… but can’t. With the long hours I’ve been working and new roles at work, I’m struggling…
I’m picking at my projects, many that I have started and unable to finished, and I’m getting little bits done here and there. Last month, I procrastinated so bad it was embarrassing… but I want to make this month better, different, productive!
With all that being said, I’m taking it one step at a time and hope that I can get something done by the end of this year. If not, I’ll keep trying.
To all of you reading this, thank you for taking your time to do so, I wish you all the best of luck and much love.
As a retail worker, I once in a blue moon get tips, but the other day a customer dead ass walked across the street and bought me a fucking iced coffee and topped me that way😭
Bless you and best travels back home, miss!!❤️
So, the place I work at changed owners, hence my sudden rise in positions.
But in the beginning, the new owner had me fill out an eleven page packet, front to back, on getting to know me.
I looked at my coworkers and confidently said, “I’m gonna write about Bigfoot.”
And I was dead ass serious.
I wrote about Bigfoot, Ufology, paranormal investigating, conspiracy theories as well as other pseudosciences and my passion for writing. I also wrote about my enjoyment to become an actor, director, and create other projects. I wrote all of this partly because it’s all true and I hold dear but also because I half assed it. Thinking they would think it was ridiculous.
They approached me days later after I filled that thing front to back and told me how much they appreciated my authenticity.
So, long story short and the message of this story is to always write about Bigfoot.✨