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Rain of pain

Perfect lines during the rain,

the rain is all about the pain,

pain from that someone who once said would never leave,

left me in the darkness and roaring screams.

I find myself in darkness now,

where do I go now?

tell me

tell me

oKAY so I was actually reading poems of another writer and I ended up writing this on her comment section so copy pasted edited and here you go new poem!

Insecurities & Imperfection:

Truth is I'm too imperfect

it includes both from within and without.

May not be beautiful for everyone's sight

but, whoever sees

what's inside, will surely adore it

even if from far.

Truth is I'm insecure of many things

don't just choose to show

in fear of being bullied when they know.

I keep me so private

even from the one whom

I am closest to.

I don't want to die of that same pain again,

don't want to fall in the same pit twice.

They once pushed me.

They are not humans I say.

They are more of monsters!

that makes you feel so insecure

and down.

They speak things so mean.

Brown and blacks are not liked

for when it's skin tone,

but I don't understand

they still carry

red blood.

Then where's the difference?

aren't we all the same inside?

Laughed at, for acne marks

no matter

friend, relative, or a complete stranger.

All they care about is breaking hearts

and making me feel not good enough.

These monsters have a common goal,

they all just want to look down at me

and make me feel crushed.

Maybe all they want is to feel superior?

for their own insecurities.

Could they not just make fun?

or not give that look as if I am the monster?

EXISTENCE

Sorry, for my ex

my friends who turned into snakes

and family who was never mine

they lost the good me

who would always give a helping hand.

Thank you

for the anxiety attacks

pain, trust issues,

depression and overthinking

that I deal with everyday

just to keep my existence.

Staying friends

Nothing really matters

now that I have learned

not to be ever an option

of anybody.

After so long I liked a guy.

A wrong guy

and I know it in my senses,

knowing we don't hold a future

but what do I do?

He makes me smile, blush,

my heart flutter like no one ever did

I like the way he puts his words

together.

Though he says,

he wants to give this a try.

I know he is a fuckboy,

so, I don't want to.

I know I will be wounded further more.

So holding on as friends

which I will let go off soon

because for him it's just my body

Saying 'NO' to dates

'NO' a response to start something new.

Fear of past repeating

or my wounds worsening

How do I tell him?

This is the best was we can live.

AQUA BEACH

I love the breeze, Love walking on the beach.

Making castles of wet sand . Leaves fluttering like my heart ❤ Watching the glittery waves.

Hearing the birds chirp and fly in the violet blue red sky .

Tribe putting up the fire 🔥 by the side,

I walk by Thinking to join them .

Can smell the salty water and steak .

Found a shell under my toe So, Grey and yellow.

Looking at the sunset. I knew it was the best thing 😌 That evening.

There's something in my heart

a painful feeling of mine

inexpressible

that hurts me all time

and I act like I don't care

but only I know how I feel

maybe this is how it feels

when once you loved someone

deeply and you were hurt in every way.

I want to feel loved for once

and not the same time.

I wanna trust people again

but don't the same time.

I wanna smile like carefree

but heart feels ached.

I wanna feel safe

but I can't trust.

I try to let go off

but it repeats again and again.

Every poem I write has a story behind so does this