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2 years ago
Another Older One I Found In My Memos Kek
Another Older One I Found In My Memos Kek

Another older one I found in my memos kek


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2 years ago

mirror

you show everything i do and don’t want to see

you show me things about myself most people never will see

you show me how long i really am

you show me how skinny i really am

you show me how even being skinny i still have a wide expanse of stretch marks and slouch lines and cellulite and pudge

you show me vulnerability

you show me a body i can’t find clothes for

you show me a body people tell me could model while simultaneously showing me a body people tell me won’t last forever

you show me decomposition as i watch myself loose it

pls don’t steal this :)


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2 years ago

"Cold waves roll over my feet,

As they sink deeper into the soft sand.

Watchful eyes gaze over the dark water,

As my mind buzzes with thoughts.

Suddenly, I'm surrounded by it.

The cold covers every inch of my skin. My world becomes quiet and dark.

I almost prefer it over the chaos.

My heart begins to slow,

And my breathing stops.

I think I might just stay here awhile."

-Moon <33


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5 months ago

I wish I had a best friend.

I wish I had a best friend but I can't tell anyone that because I have so many amazing friends.

But all of my amazing friends have best friends and significant others and they all have that one person who they put above everyone else and who puts them above everyone else too.

And it's not me.

And I wish I had a best friend.

No one talks about how lonely it is to be the third wheel in a friendship. Or the 11th wheel in a friend group

The people I consider myself closest to are best friends. They celebrated one of their birthdays without me.

I wished her a happy birthday and told her I missed her. She's in college, i haven't seen her since she graduated. She said she missed me too. But she didn't invite me to her party.

I wonder sometimes if my friends even like me. But then I remember that's silly. I know they love me. I guess they just don't love me as much as they love each other.

And God i know it has nothing to do with me. You can't control who you connect with. But for once I just wish it would be me!

Am I too much? Am I a pick me for wanting to be picked?

What's so wrong with wanting to be wanted?


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9 months ago

Discarded to the side,

I am only useful when someone sees me,

Or needs me,

Or hears me,

The second I become relevant to the conversation,

I am included,

And then left,

Why does no one want me?


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