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seventeen as aesthetic boyfriends

hyung line edition :

Seungcheol

Lockscreens as each other, mature conversations, awkward confessions, promise rings, flowers as making-up gift, kisses on cheeks

Jeonghan

Cheating in games, breaking rules, teasing kisses on lips, playful conversations, funny text messages, dramatic expressions, cute laughter, a orange rose every day, fashion advices, painting houses, colourful rooms

Joshua

Candlelight dinners, kisses on hands, promise rings, good-night kisses, holding doors and chairs, teaching the guitar, sharing jackets, holding hands

Junhui

Obsession with kittens, frequent dates to the cat cafe, flowers around the house, things on top of tall shelves, teasing about heights, kisses on the shoulders, loud laughter, head pats

Soonyoung

Lots of giggling, teaching to dance, embarrassing moments during dates, shy and playful kisses, awkward mature conversations, innocent smiles, dancing in the rain

Wonwoo

Loads and loads of coffee, sticky notes with his thoughts written on books he recommends, half-written love letters hidden in drawers, cats in the bedroom, butterfly pecks on ears, long, meaningful conversations, take-outs and fast food

Jihoon

Serious talks, lots of lectures about self-care, asking opinions, cup after cup of coffee, forehead kisses, lyrics dedication, home dates

seventeen as aesthetic boyfriends

maknae line edition :

Seokmin

Morning kisses, cuddling on couches, laying on laps, lazy dates at home, running hand through hair strands, funny conversations, kisses on cheeks, matching items

Mingyu

Home-cooked meals, back hugs, random make out sessions on the kitchen counter, cuddling, warm hugs, shy pecks on cheeks, picnic dates, baking cakes, chocolates on valentine's

Minghao

Horror movie dates, paintings around the house along with love letters in Chinese, Matching rings and necklaces, sharing flannels, savage replies, forehead kisses

Seungkwan

Voicemails, voice recording messages, amusement park dates, tucking hair strands, short yet fluttering notes, song dedication, lots of romantic lyrics, playlists for each other, karaoke dates, matching items

Hansol

Shy kisses, sharing earphones, lending beanies and hoodies, visits to cat cafes, trying to cook, book recommendations, playlists for each other, holding hands inside jacket pockets

Chan

Cute and mature conversations, kisses on foreheads, dance dates, making out in practice rooms, letters under the door, shy talks

seventeen as flowers

hyung line edition :

Seungcheol

Chrysanthemums. These flowers symbolize protectiveness and longevity. I feel like Seungcheol is a chrysanthemum because he's very protective over his members.

Jeonghan

Pink Hyacinths. In the language of flowers, they are said to symbolize playfulness and positive energy. So I'll say it represents Jeonghan

Joshua

Daffodils. They represent regard and chivalry. They are also said to be a gentleman's flower. Doesn't that sound familiar?

Junhui

Peony Flowers. They seem to represent shyness and healing. These flowers are native to China just like our cat.

Soonyoung

Orange Roses. These flowers represent enthusiasm and energy. It has such a positive and encouraging meaning.

Wonwoo

Begonias. Begonias symbolize knowledge and deep thoughts. I think it represents Wonwoo because he's very smart.

Jihoon

Marigolds. They represent passion and creativity. As the producer of Seventeen songs, Jihoon has both of these qualities.

seventeen as flowers

maknae line edition:

Seokmin

Crocus flowers. The word crocus comes from the Greek word crocatus which means bright. These flowers symbolize cheerfulness and delight.

Mingyu

Bluebells. They represent kindness. They are also known for representing care and warmth.

Minghao

Clematis. They symbolize cleverness and intellect. The actual term clematis means, the world of mental beauty.

Seungkwan

White Camellias. They represent purity and innocence. They are given to people you think are adorable.

Hansol

Lavenders. They represent serenity and calmness. They can also mean long living.

Chan

Morning Glories. They symbolize strength and give the person a power to realize their hopes and dreams.

Surprises Can Go Wrong

Pairing : Kim Mingyu x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : Intentional lower casing

You make it a mission to surprise your boyfriend on his birthday. He catches you red-handed.

you've been dating mingyu for nearly 2 years now. he was always the one to surprise you from bouquets to dates which is why this time you're going to surprise him.

his birthday was in a day and you're trying to bake him a cake. with the help of your mom, you get the ingredients.

the mission starts now.

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who knew baking could be this hard?

your back was aching from bending too much and your hands are trembling as you carefully try to ice the cake.

this was the 3rd attempt. the first time, you accidentally added too much water. the second time, you forgot to set the timer and burnt the cake. this time, everything was perfect except icing the cake was just too hard.

as you were dying mentally, the door opens, making you freeze. was it mingyu? but he wasn't supposed to be home until tomorrow. you look at the time; 12.03.

"baby, where are you?"

it was clearly mingyu. you were doomed.

"i- i'm in the kitchen. don't come here"

"is anything wrong, y/n?"

"no. just don't come here"

"y/n, you're scaring me. i'm coming there"

before you could say anything mingyu stands before you, with a confused look on his face.

"what are you trying to do at this hour, y/n?"

you stay silent.

"are you trying to bake a cake? you shouldn't ice it this way. let me do it"

he keeps his bag on the counter and starts icing the cake. it was nowhere near the mess you were making. you watch him do the work, not knowing what to feel.

"so what do you want to write on the top?"

"happy birthday, mingyu"

"what?"

"it's past midnight. it's your birthday,"you hug him from the back, wrapping your arms around his torso.

"oh right. is that what this cake is for?" he sets the spatula on the counter and turns to hug you properly.

"it was supposed to be a surprise," you snuggle closer to him, inhaling his scent.

"y/n, i'm happy just by being with you. you don't need to surprise me," he whispers in your ear.

"i know but you always surprise me so it's only fair of i return it"

"well, in that case, i was really surprised when i found you baking a cake in the middle of the night"

"you're teasing me," you hit him playfully and he laughs.

"i just love being by your side, y/n. nothing else"

"mingyu?"

"yes?"

"happy birthday"

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Sparks Once Again

Pairing : Joshua Hong x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : Intentional lower casing

You agree to go on a blind date instead of your friend only to meet your high school crush whom you never confessed to. Unexpectedly, something sparks between you two.

"hyeji, even if it's the millionth time you're asking, the answer is still no," you tell your best friend, who's been pleading you for the past one hour.

you were talking with her on the phone and she wanted you to go on a blind date instead of her.

"please, y/n. you're my best friend. my parents are forcing me into this. i don't really want to go"

"cut the act, darling. who did you meet?"

"how did yo- ," hyeji sounds surprised.

"i've been your friend for years. now, spill the tea"

"it's seokmin. he's really nice. we've kind of been going on some dates and stuff. i really like him y/n. i don't think i want to date anyone else"

"if that's the case, then you should just cancel it with your date," you suggest.

"i thought about it but this guy is just too nice. i don't have the heart to say no. plus, it might be your chance to get a boyfriend yourself. how long are you going to stay single?"

"i've been single my entire life. for 25 years. it's no big deal. i can go on for another 30 before i die," you say, making her let out an exaggerate sigh.

"that's it, y/n. you're going. i don't care what you're saying. i'll inform that guy that you're coming instead of me"

"okay, fine. just text me the address of the restaurant. i'll go over and tell him that i'm not interested or whatever"

"don't. i'll kick your ass if that happens. be nice to him. he's a nice guy."

"whatever," you reply.

"i'm expecting a full report on whatever happens, you get that?"

"yes, princess hyeji," you say in a teasing manner.

"i'll murder you"

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so basically that's how you ended up in this fancy restaurant, currently busy texting hyeji because your date hadn't arrived yet. you didn't even bother to ask hyeji his name. i mean why would you? it's not like you're going to be interested in him anyways.

how wrong you were.

a guy enters the restaurant and your attention goes to him immediately. with his suit and charming smile, he could have easily passed as a modern day prince or something. his doe eyes glinting under the restaurant's light and he looked around as he was searching for someone.

you freeze for a second. you've seen him before. you feel like you should know him but your brain just couldn't process.

as you were busily thinking, his eyes lands on you and his smile brightens. he walks over to you.

"hyeji???"

"i'm not hyeji, i'm her friend. hyeji told you about me right?"

"yeah. but i forgot to ask her your name. i'm joshua, by the way," he introduces himself as he sits down and then you realize.

joshua hong. your first and only crush in your entire 25 years of living. no wonder you felt like you knew him.

"joshua? you went to miran arts high school right? i'm y/n, remember? junhui's friend"

his face scrunches for a brief moment but he seems to recognize you as well.

"of course, y/n. how could i forget? i had like the biggest crush on you back then," he says, making your eyes widen in shock. your heart skips a beat.

"you liked me?"

"yeah. no one really knew about it. i'm good at keeping secrets"

"why didn't you tell me though?"

"i was just afraid of rejection, you know," he smiles and brushes it off. you still couldn't believe it. your crush since middle school to high school actually liked you back. talk about good luck.

"i liked you too. i didn't confess because lots of people told me that i didn't have a chance"

"seriously?"

"why would i lie about that?"

"i guess you're right. but it's fine now. it was all in the past. let's just talk about what's happening in the present"

"sure. but, should we order first?"

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you didn't think that you would enjoy the night as much as you actually did. joshua was the same as you remember. slightly shy yet kind and friendly. before you knew you were talking until the restaurant was about to close and only the both of you were left.

you leave the restaurant and joshua insists in walking you home. you walk as the night sky's beauty mesmerised the both of you. a gentle breeze kissed your skin and you shiver from the chillness which doesn't go unnoticed by joshua.

"cold?" he asks to which you reply by gently nodding. he takes off his suit jacket and wraps it around your shoulder. you thank him and continue to walk in the silence.

"to be honest, i learnt a lot about you today, y/n," joshua finally says, like he's been wanting to say it the entire night.

"really? like what?"

"you want to join a publishing company after college, you do a lot of matchmaking for your friends, you hate people who lie and you don't have any plans to date which is too bad if you ask me"

"why is it a bad thing?"

"i was planning to ask you on another date next week. i don't think you're going to agree,"he replies and your heart flutters for the millionth time that night.

"joshua i-"

"it's okay, y/n. just leave it"

"i would love to go"

"i wasn't expe- wait. what? seriously?" he looks shocked but to be honest, today was full of surprises for the both of you.

"if it's you then i would love to go," you say. his smile brightens and you feel butterflies in your stomach. it was just like the old times. only he had that effect on you.

"that's great"

"so text me the place and time?"

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"see! i told you that you would like him. but honestly, that was joshua hong? thank goodness i asked you to go" hyeji says, but you don't pay attention. your mind drifts off to the memory of joshua. honestly, you never thought you would get a second chance with him.

"so tell me. what made you agree to that second date?" hyeji asks and you snap back to reality.

"I just felt sparks once again"

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seventeen as boyfriends

hyung line edition :

Seungcheol

"Babe, do you want to get married?" he asks and you almost choke on the water you were drinking.

Wiping your mouth, you give him a confused look.

"Why are you asking this?"

"So you don't want to marry me?"

"That wasn't what I was sayi-,"he cuts you off.

"I'm hurt, now. My girlfriend doesn't want to marry me. Who knows what can heal my wounded heart at this rate?"he starts to sulk and you sigh.

"You're overreacting. Of course I want to marry you. I was just surprised why you suddenly brought that up"

His eyes brighten and he traps you in a hug. Only god knows how long until he lets you go.

Jeonghan

"Seriously, y/n? You want to spend our 2nd anniversary in a library?" he asks, sitting in front of you at the table you had set your things.

"You chose to go to an arcade on our first anniversary date. It's only fair if I choose this time," you say, placing a novel in front of him but he doesn't seem to notice.

"What are we even supposed to do in this place? It's boring and quiet"

"You read, Jeonghan," you say, pointing at the book you had placed for him.

He gives you an exaggerated look but proceeds to read a few pages before he lets out a loud sigh.

"You know what, y/n? I'm just going to stare at you because you seem more interesting than whatever that book was talking about"

Joshua

"Come here," Joshua says, patting the seat next to him on the couch. You sit next to him and he places his guitar on his lap to teach you some basics. He goes on for a few minutes about the strings and their names.

"So this string here is the- y/n, you're not paying attention," he sighs and you look at him accusingly.

"It's your fault. You're not fit to be a teacher," you say, pointing a finger at him.

You watch his face fall as if he was upset.

"I'm sorry, y/n. I'll try to teach you better"

"I don't think you can"

"Why?"

"You're so handsome. How can you expect a student to pay attention to anything other than you?"

Hearing this, Joshua smiles. He gives you a soft kiss on the cheek and you can't help but to smile back.

Junhui

The first thing you notice when you get home from work is the tiny kitten near the door, inside your house. Without thinking anything, you pat the kitten and it purrs softly, making you giggle. Then, you realize.

"Junhui!" you shout, carrying the kitten with you to your bedroom. What you saw took five years of your lifespan.

Jun was sitting on your bed, playing with 3 other kittens and he looks at you with an apologetic look.

"So, you decided to bring 4 kittens home without my permission?"

"I'm sorry. I was just coming home after work and saw these guys in a box near our apartment. They looked so adorable so I couldn't resist bringing them home," Jun gives you puppy-eyes and the kittens do the same. You ruffle your hair in frustration.

"Okay, fine. Only because you and these kittens are cute"

Soonyoung

Sunlight kicks your face and you blink your eyes, trying to get used to the light. You turn around to find Soonyoung already awake and staring at you.

"Soonyoung?"

"Go back to sleep. I wasn't done looking at you"

"I have to go to work. I think it's already late"

"It's 30 minutes earlier than your usual waking time. Just go to sleep"

"What are you even looking at? I probably look like a mess right now"

"You're cute when you sleep. I just want to appreciate the sight I get to see everyday"

Wonwoo

Wonwoo is still gaming and it's been an hour since he said it was his last game.

You sigh, plopping yourself on the couch of his gaming room.

"Wonwoo...."

"I swear it's the last game. I want to win at least once today"

You huff at his reply and give a dramatic reaction, falling on the ground with your hand on your head.

"My goodness, I feel like fading away bit by bit. My boyfriend's attention is getting less a less each day because of that dumb square looking equipment. If only he doesn't spare me a glance now, I might fade away completely," you say, making Wonwoo look at you.

Seeing upon your reaction, he shuts his computer down and sits on the floor next to where you were executing your performance.

"What are you doing, y/n?" Wonwoo laughs and you sit straight, glaring at him.

"It looks like you're in a relationship with your computer and not me. How else was I supposed to get your attention?"

Wonwoo chuckles once again and presses a soft kiss on your lips, making your anger evaporate.

Jihoon

"I'm not giving you this lecture again, y/n," Jihoon looks completely done with you.

"Whatever you say, I am not eating these," you say, giving a puking expression at the vegetables in front of you.

"How else are you going to get vitamins?"

"I don't need vitamins. I'm healthy as I am"

"Healthy my foot. You got sick 3 times last month"

You cross your arms, still not giving in and it makes him sigh.

"Will you eat if I feed you?"

You look at him with a funny look but soon realize that he's not joking.

"I'll try"

So that's how you ended up finishing both your and Jihoon's vegetables.

Cold Reality

Pairings : Jeon Wonwoo x Reader

Genre : Angst

Warnings : None

You get a text from your boyfriend at midnight to meet you at the park, as he wanted to talk to you.

The cold breeze kissed your skin, making you shiver. It was close to midnight, so you were quite surprised when your boyfriend asked you to meet him at your usual dating spot at the park.

As you were waiting for him, your mind replayed the times you spent with Wonwoo, which were the nothing but the best, always never failing to put a smile on your face. He was like god's gift to you during the times you were struggling to not fall apart. Your eyes crinkle, as a smile makes it's way to your face, thinking how far you've come in life because of Wonwoo.

Ten minutes later, you could see Wonwoo's tall figure and you shoot him a smile before greeting him enthusiastically. The same couldn't be said for Wonwoo. He looked upset, maybe a bit tired. Whatever it was it wasn't good. The look in his eyes made it clear.

"What is it that you wanted to talk about, darling?" you asked him, and his gaze darkened, making you think if you shouldn't have talked first. He was already in a bad mood. You didn't want to make him upset all over again.

"You look pretty today, Y/n," he noted, his voice barely a whisper as if the small comment that made your heart flutter was more to himself and not you. You were merely wearing a hoodie and sweatpants that you were wearing at home, being too lazy to change into better clothes.

"Please don't tell me you asked me to come here to tell that," you looked at him, your eyebrow shooting him a questioning look. He laughed a bit at that, before going back to being silent.

Gazing at Wonwoo, who seemed to be interested in playing with his jacket's zipper, you started to wonder what had gotten into him. He didn't usually speak in riddles. If anything he was the most straight-forward, down-to-earth person you'd ever met.

"What is it, Wonwoo?" you ask once again. Your tone was much serious this time. You knew there was something he can wanted to say. You could read him far too easily, the product of being his girlfriend for too many years.

He turned to look at you, then your lips. His gaze remained at the latter. He quickly pressed a kiss against your lips. His lips were soft as usual. Timid as always.

In other circumstances, it would gave been super romantic. Two lovers kissing under the moonlight. However, you couldn't focus on the kiss so instead of kissing him back, your mind was filled with millions of questions. Most of them being 'What's with, Wonwoo?'.

When he pulled back, the emotion you felt strongly at the moment was confusion. He had pressed you foreheads together, so you could feel his warm breath.

"I'm asking again, Wonwoo. What's the matter?" you asked him, voice barely a whisper.

He looked at you once more and it seemed like he was making up his mind whether to tell you or not.

"I- we can't be together anymore, Y/n"

You stared at him, trying to trace any hint of sarcasm in his eyes but saw none. You let out a forced laughter, the kind which meant that you hoped what he said wasn't real.

"Stop joking, Wonwoo"

"I'm not"

There was no doubt. He wasn't joking. Definitely. Your mind seemed to have stopped working, as you couldn't process his words. A single tear slipped out from your eye. You weren't even bothered to wipe it off.

"Why?" your question came out after what seemed like an eternity.

Wonwoo stayed silent. His silence was driving you crazier than what he said did.

"Why, you bastard? Did you find another woman?" at this point you were starting to cry, as more tears slipped out.

"I found no one"

"Then, wasn't I good enough?"

That was when Wonwoo snapped.

"Look around you, Y/n. Whatever you see is reality. Your fantasy about me isn't"

It finally made sense.

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Author's Note : It's supposed to be a realization for fans that whatever we read about our idols isn't going to happen. It was that kind of concept. I wanted to make it meaningful.

Always And Forever (1)

Pairing : Wen Jun Hui x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

Keeper Of The Heart (2)

When you're always getting rejected by your crushes, your best friend decides to do the best thing he could think of; confessing his true feelings so you know that there's someone in the world who cares about you more than a friend.

"Jun, he said no," you sigh, plopping yourself next to your best friend as you try not to recall your memory from not too long ago.

"What? I thought he really liked you," the 'he' in question was none other than your crush, Minho. Well, now probably ex-crush.

"He said he has a girlfriend. I feel so dumb. Of course a guy like him would have a girlfriend. What was I even thinking?" you hit yourself on the forehead.

"It's okay, Y/n. One day, you're going to get a guy who treats you like a queen," Jun says, hoping that his words will make you feel better.

"It's so frustrating, Junnie. How long do I have to wait to finally meet my prince charming? Honestly, I think the concept of love hates me"

Jun stays silent. If only you looked up from your fingers right now, you can finally realize that your prince charming had always been by your side. To be honest, the concept of love must have hated Jun more than you.

How else was he possibly be in love with you for so long?

He will never admit his feelings for the sake of your 7 years friendship. He was good at covering them up, hoping that they would disappear just like that one day. Clearly not.

Everyday, he seemed to be falling for you more. It hurt him to see you blushing about someone else but what was he supposed to do? Your smile was something he didn't want to disappear from the face of the earth. So, he would let someone else make you happy instead of him ruining everything.

You keep on rambling about how you were going to die single at age of 60 because no one treats you like 'the one', while Jun keeps quiet and admires your face.

To him, you had always been the only one.

His thoughts were interrupted by the door slamming open, showing a panting Soonyoung.

"W-what are we- we doing? Who ar- are we murdering?" Soonyoung puts a hand on his chest to control his breathing, before taking a seat next to Jun.

"Woah, take it easy, bro. You look like you just ran a marathon,"Jun says, putting an arm around his other best friend to calm the latter down.

"I ran as fast as possible when I saw your text. What's wrong?"

"Minho, rejected her because he has a girlfriend," Jun explains, trying not to frown too much at Minho's face. He was human too. He can feel a bit of jealousy, right?

"Yeah. I feel so upset. I mean my crush on him lasted for more than 2 years. If I had known that he had a girlfriend, I would have stopped liking him," you say, sighing.

"That's awful. I thought he liked you too"

"That's what I told her. I guess our instincts were wrong"

"It's okay, guys. Let's forget about him. After all, what can we do? How about we eat some doughnuts?" you suggest.

"Sounds good," both boys say in unison.

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"When you said you wanted to eat doughnuts, I didn't know it meant raiding your roommate's stash," Soonyoung says, looking a bit afraid but still taking another doughnut from the pink box.

"She wouldn't mind. It's a 'Y/n comfort box' according to her so it's meant for me," you reply.

"How nice of her. Learn from her, Jun," Soonyoung hits Jun on the shoulder, making the latter roll his eyes.

"Anyways, Y/n, are you sure that Minho rejected you because he has a girlfriend and not you specifically?"

The question from Soonyoung gets himself a dirty eye from Jun and a upset look from you.

"What do you mean? Y/n's perfect. She's pretty, smart and kind. Minho's dumb if that's the actual reason," surprisingly that came from Jun.

"It's okay, Jun. I'm sure Soonyoung didn't mean it that way?" it seemed to make Jun calmer.

"Awwwww. You guys just reminded me once more why soulmates aren't just lovers. And- OH MY HOLY GOD, I'M LATE FOR PRACTICE. Chan's going to become the leader at this rate," Soonyoung panics around and it makes you wonder if you should give him any more doughnuts in the future. Sugar makes people hyper. In front of you, was the living proof.

"I'm sorry, you guys but I have to go now. See you some time later. Bye," Soonyoung leaves in a rush before giving you and Jun time to reply.

"He came and left like a breeze. I feel better when he's around," Jun says and you nod in agreement.

"Yeah"

You and Jun were left alone in silence.

"Y/n?"

"Yes?"

"What do you think of me?"

That question got you frozen. It was the first time he was asking something like this.

"Well, you're the kindest person on earth. You have very pretty eyes and a nice smile. It's always nice to talk to you and I always look forward to meet you," you reply.

Jun looks surprised at your answer as if he wasn't expecting it.

"Why are you asking?"

"So, is it possible if you see me from a different perspective?" Jun's ears were red as he tried to look at something else that's not you.

You could hear your heartbeat ring in your ears.

"Different how?"

Jun stares at you, and he looks like he's trying to think of a way to say something without making it sound weird.

"Like not as a friend"

"That means-"

"Or a best friend"

You shut your mouth in an instant. Your cheeks turn red and you didn't know what to say.

"Just so you know, I like you. I have liked you for a long time. I just thought you should know this because I don't want to keep it hidden any longer," Jun says, his voice barely a whisper. The whole thing would have been romantic but it was Jun who was confessing. You've never dreamt of something like that in your entire life.

Your thoughts must have been seeping through your expressions because Jun immediately clears his throat.

"It's fine if you want to take your time. I know it's out of nowhere but I want you to know that my feelings are genuine"

"Since when?" that was the only thing that managed to make it's way out of your mouth.

Jun smiles, "Sweet Sixteen" and it makes your eyes widen in surprise.

"I know. It's been 6 years but I really like you. It's hard to move on when you genuinely like someone"

"I'll be leaving now but before that," he leans in and his lips make contact with your cheek. Millions of butterflies swarm in your stomach and you're heartbeat was so loud that you were sure Jun could hear it.

He pulls away and whispers in your ear, "I love you, Y/n. Always have. Always will"

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Keeper Of The Heart (2)

Pairing : Wen Jun Hui x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

Always And Forever (1)

When you're always getting rejected by your crushes, your best friend decides to do the best thing he could think of; confessing his true feelings so you know that there's someone in the world who cares about you more than a friend.

"Woah, you look terrible," Soonyoung notes, pointing at your face, before scrunching his eyebrows, "Are those eyebags?"

When you had texted Soonyoung to come over at such an hour, his immediate reply was 'Whose body are we hiding?'. Typical Soonyoung.

"Thanks for letting me know something I didn't already know and yes, these are indeed eyebags," you reply. It wasn't every day that your best friend of 7 years confesses. The stress was killing you both internally and externally, causing your current state to be concerning to Soonyoung.

"Is it really that surprising though, Y/n. Jun literally had heart eyes whenever you were around. I still can't believe that you didn't figure it out sooner," Soonyoung was seated on the couch of your living room. Luckily, your roommate wasn't around, or else she would have been scared to death of why there was a hyper active guy and a depressed roommate of hers having a talk about love at 3.00 in the morning. Not a very appealing and appreciated sight to get when you're only trying to get some water.

"I don't understand either. All these years, I have never seen Jun anything more than a friend but his confession got me thinking. Was I just lying to myself about liking someone else? How heartbroken Jun must have felt everytime I told him that I liked someone? All these thoughts are hogging up my brain and I can't even think properly. What should I do Soonie?" Soonyoung didn't reply, seeming to be drowning in his own thoughts.

"He told me to take my time. How long do I need to make him wait? He's been waiting for so long for me. I'm a terrible person"

"Y/n, leave the past. There's nothing to be done about it. What's important now is how you feel about him?"

Silence. You could hear your own heartbeat, as you blink at Soonyoung, processing his question.

What did you truly feel about Wen Jun Hui?

He was crazy but so were you. He had a cute laugh which you had always admired. He had weird and quirky habits that made him stand out of the crowd. He had pretty eyes that almost always seemed to be sparkling.

He cared about you all the time. Your problems were his problems. That's what he told you everytime you went to him for a solution to your never-ending problems.

Why were you so dumb? He was the perfect guy you needed. The prince charming you had hoped for. Joshua, from high school didn't make you as happy as Jun. Minho, whom you confessed to and got rejected by didn't give you the same comfort Jun did. All the guys whom you've liked were nothing compared Jun. While no one loved you for who you were, Jun did.

Blushing and butterflies were something you thought was common in friendships. Truly not.

"I like him, Soonie. I don't know why I never realized it. I have no idea how Jun managed all these years. That's something, Soonyoung. You don't see guys like that these days, do you?"

"Finally, my ship is about to sail. I almost thought that I was going to drown," Soonyoung says and you playfully hit his shoulder, causing him to let out one of his very 'Soonyoung' giggles.

"So, how are you going to tell him? Any plans?"

"I'm going to text him tomorrow. Ask him to meet up. I don't want to waste anymore time. He deserves an answer. He waited for 6 years. Can you believe it? 6 YEARS! I would have given up halfway through the first year," you say.

Soonyoung smiles and pretends to wipe tears from his eyes.

"I've told you before. You guys are soulmates," those words from him make you blush.

Soonyoung continues, "You're love trope is kind of cliché, though. I mean one person pining for so many years and another one never realizing it, what is this? A k-drama?"

A sudden thought rushes through your mind and your face darkens.

"What if he thinks I'm using him?"

Soonyoung gives you an exaggerated look.

"You see, Y/n. You guys are best friends. Best friends don't think of each other like that"

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'I'm nervous,' you text Soonyoung, as you wait for Jun at the newly opened cafe in your town. The smell of freshly baked cakes and bread wasn't really helping your churning stomach. Even your usual caramel latté wasn't digesting.

'I'll disown you if you run away from there, Y/n. I swear,' not the most endearing reply, but it made you stay at your seat.

The bells of the cafe jingle, making you look up from your phone.

Was Jun always that handsome?

His eyes were sparkly as usual and he had his movie-worthy smile on, which made butterflies explode in your stomach. A warm shade of red sets itself on your cheeks.

His eyes spot you and with pink dusting his cheeks, he takes a seat in front of you.

"Hello, Y/n. You wanted to talk?" he seemed normal. There wasn't even a hint if shyness in his tone. Was it because he was used to covering it up? Or because he had moved on? You silently prayed it wasn't because of the latter possiblity.

"Yeah. I don't know how to say this bu-" you get cut off by Jun.

"It's okay, Y/n. If you don't like me, that's totally fine. Let's just be friends like how we used to be," he says and you almost want to giggle at his slightly sad face but that's just cruel.

"No, Jun. It's not that. I had a hard time thinking so I talked to Soonyoung about it. It made me realize- realize how much you really mean to me," you see his eyebrows raise up in curiosity. Cute.

"What I mean is, I really like you. Heck, I might be in love with you. I really want to thank you for not giving up on your feelings for me"

A grin immediately appears on Jun's face and you couldn't help but smile as well.

"So that means-"

"That means I'll be your girlfriend, silly"

Those words just came out so easily from your mouth.

"I'm glad, Y/n. I'm so glad"

"But, you have to be careful," Jun's face scrunches up in confusion.

You take his hand in yours and place it on your chest.

"As you know, this is my heart and it's currently beating very fast because of the presence of a very cute person. But, it's very fragile. It had been broken a few times before. It's your job to keep it safe. You understand?"

Jun's grin reappears but even wider. The warmth on his cheeks become more visible.

"In that case, you have to take care of mine too. It's been painfully single for too long"

"I have a question"

"Yes?"

"Will you break up with me if I tell you that you currently look like a Cheshire cat?"

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Comfort In You (1)

Pairing : Kwon Soonyoung x Reader

Genre : Fluff, Angst

Warnings : Jihoon is rude

Dates Like You (2)

When you fight with your best friend, it drains you emotionally and you fall asleep in your car only to wake up to your crush's face. Thankfully, he's good at comforting people.

You were kind of nervous when you enter Jihoon's studio after not meeting up with him for almost 3 weeks. Part of you wanted to blame him for not answering to any of your calls or messages. The other part knew that he was probably just busy, being a song producer.

Jihoon had been your friend for literally 10 years. When you met him he was just the cute, shy boy who had a big passion for music. That passion led to him being one of the best song producers in South Korea. And you were with him throughout all of it. It wasn't like him to ghost you all of a sudden.

You clench the plastic bag filled with Jihoon's favorite food as you walk to his room. You knock on the door and you hear some rustling noises from inside.

"Yeah, coming"

When Jihoon opens the door, you can barely recognize him. His eyes were covered with dark circles and his hair was a mess. He looked like he hadn't slept for days.

You expected him to at least smile at you but what you got instead was a hard glare.

"What are you doing here?" Jihoon asks, his voice cold.

"I brought you food. You weren't answering my calls or texts so I got worried," you say with a smile.

"Who asked you to bring me food? Do you think I'm a child? I can get myself food if I want"

You stare at him, trying to process what he just said. It was fine if he was busy but he didn't have to show his frustration towards you, right?

"Well, I just bought these. You can eat them later or something"

"Gods, why are you so annoying?"

Upon hearing this, your chest burns with anger. Why was he acting like you weren't suddenly friends anymore?

"Annoying? Me? I was worried about you, you bastard. How dare you call me annoying?"

Jihoon's eyes didn't even have a hint of regret or guilt.

"You're wasting my time"

Your eyes burn as tears threaten to fall. You wipe them away with your sweater.

"You," you point as finger at him ,"are not worthy of being my friend anymore"

"I'm glad. You were a pain in the back anyways"

Those words hurt like a slap across the face. How long was he thinking like that? Were all those moments you had fun just fake? Millions of questions swarm in your head.

"I was there for you when you were at your worst. Let's see who's going to collect shit up for you from now on," with that being said, you leave Jihoon's place.

When you get in your car, you cannot help yourself but cry. He was your friend of 10 years. How can he suddenly be so rude and break your heart? You didn't deserve it. You rest your head on the steering wheel and close your eyes.

As the night sky stays calm as always, you fall asleep, tears staining your cheeks.

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You wake up to the sound of someone knocking on your window. Your eyes flutter open and you immediately blink, trying to get used to the sudden brightness.

As you rub your eyes, you turn to look at your window only to find Soonyoung with a concerned look on his face.

Soonyoung was your and Jihoon's friend. You had a tiny crush on him but never told anyone. He was this cute, shy and hyper guy that never failed to make you laugh.

You open your car door and Soonyoung crouches down so that he was on eye level with you.

"Let me drive you home"

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The silence wasn't uncomfortable. That was for sure. You didn't say anything when he offered to drive you but moved to the passenger's seat which indicated that you agreed.

He didn't question you, asking what happened which reminded you once more why you really like him.

"Do you want to eat?" he asks and before you can say anything your stomach started to rumble. Great timing.

Soonyoung laughs, "I guess that's a yes". Your face flushes in embarrassment.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Ramen"

"Okay"

You look at him, surprised. Usually the type of reaction you get from people(mainly Jihoon) when you say you wanted to eat Ramen for breakfast was a mortified look.

Soonyoung must have noticed your widened eyes because he immediately says, "I know what you're thinking. It's fine. You've had a hard day. You deserve to eat something you like"

You were already starting to feel a bit better. You smile, happy that Soonyoung was there for you when you needed someone. Still, Jihoon had been there for you all those years. Suddenly, removing him from your life seemed like something impossible.

You turn to look at Soonyoung and noticing his faint yet contagious smile something clicks in your mind.

With this boy in your life, anything was possible.

"So, do you know any good place to get Ramen?"

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"I'm glad you decided to do this for me today. Thank you so much," you pat your stomach which was full from all the Ramen you had eaten and some macarons you had gotten from a cafe nearby, "Do you want to come in?"

"It's okay. I have to go for dance practice right now anyways," Soonyoung says, rubbing the back of his neck, his cheeks dusted in pink, "I had a lot of fun even if my plan was only to make you feel better"

"In that case, I'd say it worked very well. I had fun too"

"Just so you know, Y/n, you don't deserve whatever that made you cry"

You look at him, silently deciding whether to tell him about your fight with Jihoon or not. You decided to go with the former.

"Jihoon fought with me. Called me annoying and a pain in the back. I'm not sure if we can ever go back to being friends anymore," you tell him. Soonyoung looked like he couldn't believe it.

"I don't know what's gotten into him but I am not talking to him until he apologizes to you," he huffs and you try to keep yourself from pinching his cheeks because he looked so adorable.

"It's okay, Soonyoung. You don't have to do that. I'm the one he doesn't want to talk to. I don't want your friendship to be ruined because of me"

Soonyoung gives another huff, "Leave him. He'll come back to you once he gets a brain surgery done. I mean ho-," you didn't know what had gotten you so bold but you had already pressed your lips against his to shut him up. Soonyoung gives a startled squeak just before you pull away.

"I'm sorry. I think you have to get to practice. See you some time later. Bye," you say and before the poor boy could say anything you had already closed your door.

You lean your back against the door, trying to calm your racing heart. Did you just ruin everything?

On the opposite side, Soonyoung had a hand covering his flushed face and a small smile appeared on his face.

"I do have to go to practice now but I'm taking you out tomorrow. Get ready," he shouts before walking away, his lips still lingering from the kiss you had given.

Inside, you were grinning like a baboon. You thought about how bad everything had started but now the fight with Jihoon was fading from your mind.

Something about Soonyoung was just so comforting that it made you forget everything else.

Maybe, that's why you liked him so much.

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You Can't Get Rid Of Me

Pairing : Kim Mingyu x Reader

Genre : Angst, Slightly Suggestive

Warnings : Mentions of murder and running away

Having your marriage arranged by your parents, your boyfriend thinks that it's best to part ways but you're not ready to give up on what you both have.

"Y/n, it's best if we break up. Trust me, I don't want this either but you know your parents. They will kill us for sure," Mingyu's voice was barely a whisper but his words pierced through your ears. You chest tightens for a second.

"So? You're asking me to marry the old man?" you ask.

"If I can, I'll marry you right now, Y/n. It's just........ impossible," his reply makes you fume.

In a flash, you had him pinned down against the couch, with your hands placed on the soft material beside his head. Your legs trapped his own ones. Mingyu's face was flushed red and he looked away from you.

Tears brimmed in your eyes as you speak, "I can run away the night before the wedding or I can poison the old man the next time he comes to visit. My parents won't bother looking for me because afterwards I'll be a disgrace to the family. Even if you don't do anything, at least have some faith in our relationship like I do," droplets of angry tears fall on his face.

Mingyu flinches, the guilt of hurting you heavy in his chest.

"I'm sorry, Y/n. I promise I won't make you cry ever again. I'll- I'll marry you. We'll get away from this horrible place where we aren't allowed to love"

A small smile forms on your lips. You lean in and press your lips against his. Instantly, all you worries were washed away.

Mingyu doesn't take too long to kiss you back. He cups your face with his large hands and presses back harder, gently biting your lower lip in the process. You grip his hair and it makes him groan.

You pull away and stare at him, "Don't think you can get rid of me easily, Kim Mingyu. Whether you like it or not, I'm your future wife"

Mingyu grins cheekily, despite his flushed face.

"Seems like I'm stuck with you"

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Future Together

Pairing : Seokmin x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

What is more fun than having your own roleplay at home with your boyfriend?

"Like cypress tree branches, no matter how much you try to bend me I will always come up," you say in a serious tone, standing on the velvety couch of your apartment. Your favorite song was playing and it was hard not to sway your hips to the beat.

Seokmin stares at you before breaking into fits of laughter.

"Seriously, Y/n, I can't look at you without laughing when you're serious like that," he manages his sentence in between his laughter.

You glare at him but couldn't help the small smile that had already made it's way towards your lips.

"I'm trying my best," you jump down, almost falling if Seokmin wasn't right in front of you to prevent you from doing so.

"Hey, be careful," he whispers in your ear, one hand steadying you while the other caressed your swollen belly, "You have an additional life to protect"

You look up at him, silently appreciating him at the moment for being such a caring boyfriend.

"I think you should have a seat. You've been standing for too long," he guides you back to the couch and sits beside you.

"See, Y/n, you have to take care of yourself a lot more. I think I should take a few days off until you give birth," he says, placing his arm around your shoulder before kissing the crown of your head.

"Okay, okay. I get it. Sometimes I just don't think through things"

"It's okay, Y/n. From now on, be careful"

Seokmin smiles and it makes your heart flutter. His simple gesture was enough to make your stomach fill with butterflies despite the fact that you have child in there.

"Once you give birth and our child grows up enough, we're getting married," Seokmin says and you press your lips on his cheek.

"Of course. I can't wait to experience our future together," you grin as you feel the baby kick, "And so does our child".

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Nights Spent With You

Pairing : Chan x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

Staying the night at your boyfriend's place for the first time can be awkward.

"You are not leaving, Y/n. I can't call myself a caring boyfriend if I allow you to go home in such a weather," Chan was being adamant, his hand crossed over his chest as he spoke.

You had went over to Chan's apartment in the evening and before you knew, it started to rain terribly.

"It's okay, Chan. I can take a taxi," you tried your best to convince him but it was clearly not working, as the pout on Chan's face seemed visible than anything else.

"No, Y/n. You're staying over," Chan usually wasn't this uncompromising when it came to you but he had recently only realized that you've never stayed over at each other's place before despite dating for nearly 7 months. To him, it was like taking another step forward in your relationship. This was perfect timing and he wasn't ready to loose it so easily.

"Uh Chan, even if I do stay, I don't really have anything with me to wear," you use the last excuse you have but seeing Chan's grin you realize that this too had failed. It wasn't like you didn't want to stay. You were too anxious and weren't really prepared for it.

"Y/n, I'm your boyfriend. Obviously, I have clothes that you can wear," Chan walks off to his room, "Follow me. I'm a master of clothes. You can choose anything you want"

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Settling with Chan's beige hoodie and sweatpants, you were seated on his bed, a bit amazed by your sweater paws. Chan comes a few minutes later, slightly skipping because of excitement. Why wouldn't he be? He got you to stay over and wear his clothes.

"The hoodie's good?" Chan asks, to which you nod as a reply.

"So I can sleep on the couch and you can take the bed," you look up at your boyfriend with a disapproving look on your face.

"No, Chan. You're sleeping on the bed. It's yours anyways," Chan gives you an exaggerated look, shaking his head.

"And let the lady take the couch? Who do you take me for? I'm the next most gentlemanly person you'd know after Joshua"

It earns him a laugh and playful hit on the shoulder from you, making him grin again.

"How about we just share the bed? We're dating after all," you suggest and Chan nods a little bit too enthusiastically, making you give him a suspicious look, "You devil, were you waiting for me to suggest that?"

"Maybe," Chan smiles innocently, yet mischief glinting in his eyes as he lays himself on the mattress, motioning for you to do the same.

Luckily, Chan's bed was big enough to fit both of you and still had some room left between.

You look up at the wall, feeling a bit awkward. The rain was still pouring outside and it was quite cold. You shiver and it doesn't go unnoticed by Chan.

"Are you cold, Y/n?"

"A bit"

"Do you want to cuddle?"

You turn to look at him, only to find him staring at you already.

"It's okay, Chan. It might not be comfortable for you"

Chan laughs and opens his arms, "Come here, you dork"

"Bu-," before you can say anything Chan had already pulled you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you before placing his head on top of yours. It takes a second for his body warmth to comfort you, "Wait, Ch- Oh wow, this is actually nice"

"I know. I just wish you will let me take care of you more in the future," he whispers and you flush red. Thankfully, your face was hidden.

"And you're so soft. I love you so much," he pulls you closer to him, leaving no space between you two.

"I love you, too".

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Dates Like You (2)

Pairing : Soonyoung x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

Comfort In You (1)

Soonyoung's first date with you doesn't go as he expected. But at least it was fun.

Soonyoung's ideal first date was a pottery studio. His grin was bright as usual as he stands proudly in front of the only studio he could find in that area.

"So, pottery?" you giggle at the adorable idea he had came up with.

"Yes. I was thinking of something unique," he says, "You don't like it?"

You shake your head aggressively, partly wondering where he had gotten that idea from, "Of course, I love it. I've always been an arts person and yet I've never tried pottery before"

"Good thing I brought you here, then"

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"Look here, kids, you both seem like trouble. I have some foreign tourists who want to learn pottery as well. Please don't make any mess," Mrs. Yoon, the owner of the studio says, but the grin you and Soonyoung share doesn't seem convincing to her.

"Of course, Mrs. Yoon. We're angels"

"I hope that's true," she sighs and walks off to the tourists who had been waiting for the past 10 minutes.

"Do you know how to do it?" you ask Soonyoung once you were not able to see the lady anymore.

"Of course," he replies confidentially.

"Then, you'll have to teach me"

Soonyoung walks over to one of the pottery wheels where Mrs. Yoon had already set up all the equipments including a decent amount of clay. You follow him and sit by the wheel, and Soonyoung plops himself next to you.

"I seriously have no idea what to do," you admit, your ears turning red.

"You have to place the clay on the wheel first. Then, while the wheel spins you can shape the clay into literally anything," Soonyoung explains and you look at him blankly, still not feeling confident.

He sees your expression and laughs, "Let me help you," he moves behind you.

You flush at the sudden closure between the both of you.

"So," he whispers in your ear, placing his hand on yours, his legs trapping your own, leaving no gap between you, "We have to put the clay on the wheel head, first," he grabs some clay from the side and places it on the wheel and turns it on.

"Now, we have to shape it," he guides your hands, fingers sliding into yours as he shapes the clay. You watch in amusement as the clay takes form, wondering if your hands were the one doing it.

You didn't say anything, being too focused on your beating heart and through your back you could hear Soonyoung's too. Your face was set in a dark shade of scarlet.

"I know it isn't easy but it's fun," Soonyoung whispers in your ear and you nod, as no words came from your throat.

A while later, you were done with your pottery and Soonyoung frees his tangled limbs from yours, making you sigh in relief because finally your heart can calm down.

Soonyoung's eyes were on the mug he made. It had some minor flaws but you thought that it still looked cute.

"I'm not an expert as you can see from the final product," Soonyoung looks sheepish, his cheeks dusted in red.

"It looks adorable. I'm keeping it forever. I mean, if you let me"

"Of course," he pulls you closer by your hand. He cups your cheek, despite his hands being a mess from all the clay, "Can I kiss you?"

Man, you would have died then and there. The look in his eyes was enough to make you breathless. It wasn't the most romantic place, with all the clay and dust, but for you it was enough. You nod, flustered and Soonyoung grins before pressing his lips against yours.

You could feel his smile as he kisses you slowly but before you could kiss back, you hear Mrs. Yoon's shriek.

"You kids, my studio is not the place for you to be making out. Get lost before I kick you out. And take that thing with you," you pull away from Soonyoung, all flustered from the second kiss you shared with him.

"We're sorry, Mrs. Yoon," you apologize and pack up your things including the mug, while Soonyoung stood by with a giddy smile.

"Bye, Mrs. Yoon," you say, grabbing Soonyoung by the arm and leave the studio.

"You shouldn't have done that"

"I asked your permission though!"

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"Soonyoung, are you done?" you ask trying to peep through your fingers. Soonyoung had brought you to his house, wanting to show you something and had you close your eyes. You were sitting beside him at his dining table.

"Almost. Don't look," he says, "And done. You can look now"

You remove your hands from your face. Soonyoung smiles and hands you the now-painted mug. His smile widens seeing upon your reaction.

"Oh my god. It looks so adorable," you say cupping the mug in your hands with a grin, "Thank you"

"No problem. I just thought it looked too plain. Also," he pointed at the bottom, "I wrote our initials".

You turn the mug over and sure it was there. K.S.Y + Y/N written in bold letters with a small heart below it. 'First Gift on the First Date' was written in even smaller letters and it puts a smile on your face.

"You're my girlfriend, now, Y/n. This gift proves it"

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As Seasons Pass

Pairing : Hansol x Reader

Genre : Fluff, Angst

Warnings : Mentions of character death

Where you realize that moving on from someone is like the changing of seasons.

At the start of winter, you and Mingyu finally graduate from college. Something you both had been waiting for ever since you started dating. It was time to figure out everything else in life, most importantly your futures together.

The said last day before spring, Mingyu had you pressed against his room door, both of you sharing feverish kisses, without a worry about anything else. Mingyu's eyes pierce into yours as he whispers a 'I love you' and it's enough to make your heart burst into butterflies. You chastely press your lips against his, mumbling the phrase back.

A month after spring had started and flowers of different colours started to bloom, the news of your boyfriend's death has you breaking into a hysteria of tears, sobbing uncontrollably in the arms of your best friend, Hansol. He says nothing but gives you reassuring pats and draws patterns on your backs because they seem to make you feel better. After that day, Hansol becomes your source of comfort and you find yourself at his place everyday, slowly trying your best to move on from the boyfriend you had loved so much.

At the end of spring, you're at Hansol's threshold, once again in his arms as you cry your heart and eyes out. 'It's okay, Y/n,' he says, 'It's really okay'. You look up at him, your eyes tinted red, 'It's not okay. I'm pregnant, Hansol. And with his child. When I thought I was finally over him'. 'Will I be a good mother? How am I supposed to raise another life when I can't even control my own emotions?'. He mumbles comforting words into your head, seeming to be drowned in his own thoughts. Finally deciding something, he looks into your eyes and confidentially says, 'I'll help you raise the kid, Y/n'.

In autumn, you and Hansol go dress-shopping for yourself and the baby which was due at the beginning of winter. You didn't know what to say when he placed the offer to take care of your child but he proved you that he was serious in multiple occasions where he took care of you, from clinical visits to buying you food according to your cravings. You had sold your apartment and permanently moved to his place as Hansol thought that it would be easier to take care of you that way. He was in a good job and it paid him well enough to support himself and you comfortably. Both of you still hadn't labelled the relationship you shared but you decided to not think about it, fully focusing on welcoming the life you were carrying. You link your hands with Hansol's as you giggle about cute jumpsuits, going on with the flow of the present.

As the first snowflake falls onto the ground, Kim Gyeol-Wool was born. You were hesitant about making her surname 'Kim' but Hansol insisted that you should as Gyeol-Wool was Mingyu's kid. Moreover, she looked exactly like Mingyu which almost made you tear up when you held her for the first time. Hansol reminds you that it was good that she looked like him so that there would always be a part of him in the living world. The familiar smile on the sleeping baby was now proof for that.

The next summer, Gyeol-Wool's first word was 'papa' and Hansol had almost chokes with happiness because he was the one who had her in his arms at the time. He looks at you with worried eyes, silently asking if you were okay with it. You laugh, saying, 'You're the father now, Sol', which tugs a smile on his face. That's when he kisses you for the first time. The feeling of his lips on yours made your heart melt to your feet.

Three summers later, Gyeol-Wool asks you why you had named her that. You sit next to her, grabbing her small hands in yours, looking into her curiosity-filled eyes. As she grew up, she started taking Mingyu's features more than yours, something you and Hansol had realized on the day she was born. The little girl was the owner of both yours and Hansol's stored love and care. 'It's because you were born in winter and it's the season when your father and I met for the first time,' you say and Gyeol-Wool smiles. You realize that you meant the 'your father' as Hansol. You still remember the day because you two were just innocent kids playing in the snow and look where life had brought you.

That autumn, you and Hansol officially get married. It was kind of expected. He knew that you were meant to end up together the first time Gyeol-Wool called him 'papa'. That moment he realized that he was going to spend the rest of his years with you and her. You almost cried out of joy when he pulled a ring out of his pocket during one of the evenings you spent in the park with Gyeol-Wool. Somewhere along the way, you had realized that you were in love with Hansol too. It was hard not to be so when he kissed you every night and took care of your daughter like his own. The wedding was everything you could have imagined because you had the people you loved the most by your side.

The next spring, you announce your pregnancy to Hansol and Gyeol-Wool with a grin on your face. Gyeol-Wool was super excited for the arrival of her sibling. Hansol was already thinking about buying a bigger house to home all of you. Your heart swells in happiness when you see Gyeol-Wool giggling with Hansol. He wasn't her real father but she was closer to him more than she was with you. That made you fall in love with Hansol all over again.

That winter, you welcome Chwe Hajoon into the family. The young boy had his father's eyes and your smile. Gyeol-Wool was the happiest, constantly squealing when her brother did something cute. Hansol holds your hand as you smile at the innocent adorableness of the siblings. You had also adopted a cat because Gyeol-Wool had always wanted one. With it's sparkly eyes, it soon won the hearts of everyone in the family, specifically Hansol who wouldn't stop carrying it.

The next spring, on Mingyu's fourth year death anniversary, you visit his grave with Hansol, Gyeol-Wool and Hajoon. Hansol had Hajoon in his arms and Gweol-Wool was stand by him when he silently mouths, 'You should go alone'. You kneel in front of his grave and speak, 'It's been a while, Mingyu. I have a son now. His name is Hajoon. He looks a lot like Hansol. Gyeol-Wool is doing great as well. She's going to be a heart-breaker when she grows up. Like father like daughter,' you laugh at your own joke before continuing, 'Hansol takes care of me like a queen. He loves me and the kids to death. Overall, I'm doing great'. 'Once upon a time, I wished it was you and me in the end but I guess things don't go the way we want them to. It was hard to move on from you but as seasons pass I realized one thing. Spring's flowers fall, summer loses its warmth, autumn says goodbye to its colours and winter's snow melts. I can't be holding on to something in the past just because I cherish it so much. As the seasons passed, I fell in love with Hansol. I'm happy now and I know that you'll be happy for me too,' you place the bouquet of roses on his grave and take a deep breath before you get up, 'Thank you for the happy memories, Mingyu. I'll always cherish them'. You take a final look at the grave and walk back to Hansol, giving him a appreciative smile. If it wasn't for him, who knows where you might have been. As you take Hajoon from Hansol, you walk back to the car, Hansol having an arm around your shoulder while Gyeol-Wool grabs your hand. After so many changes in the seasons, you were finally enjoying everything.

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No More Kisses

Pairing : Yoon Jeonghan x Reader

Genre : Fluff, Humour

Warnings : None

Jeonghan's always been a flirtatious frenemy to you until he offers to be your first kiss during one of your study sessions together.

"Come on, Jeonghan. In which part of 'shut up' do you not understand? I'm trying to study here," you say, dropping your book on the table, clearly annoyed at your friend's behaviour. His constant humming and other weird noises were making you irritated. "Y/n, don't be rude. I'm merely trying to distract myself while my darling friend is studying," he replies, continuing to hum a particular song that despised you a lot.

"Well, there is something you can do to my mouth, Y/n," he puckers his lips, closing his eyes and you smack him on the shoulder, "Eww, gross. Get lost"

Jeonghan expresses a fake hurt reaction, holding his chest, "I'm hurt, Y/n. Call the ambulance for me," he says, plopping himself on your lap with a dramatic sigh.

"Jeonghan....."

"- and my poor heart"

"Jeonghan....."

"Who knows what might heal it," you had enough of his drama and wanted nothing more than have him study with you instead of watching his wonderful acting. Well, maybe, just maybe, you were a bit curious too.

With a sigh, you lean down and gently press your lips against his. It was only for 2 seconds but Jeonghan's brain cells had already said goodbye and left his head. His heart seemed to be running a race of it's own.

When you pull away, his shocked expression has you laughing. He quickly gets up from your lap and looks at you, his emotions still on a roller coaster, "W- wasn't that your first kiss?"

"Yes. Is your heart healed now? Can we finally finish this chapter?"

"Bu-"

"Don't think you're getting another kiss. This time I might just punch you"

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seventeen as students

hyung line edition :

Seungcheol

He thinks that school's definitely not a place for him to be happy. Why? Because he has to babysit 12 kidults and it's not as easy as you might think. Is a trio with Jihan. Honestly has no idea who ends up with who because Jihan seems to be an actual thing along with Seoksoo and Jeongcheol. Believe it or not, he's actually popular with sports' addicts and bad boys. Once, actually does try the bad boy style but thinks that he's too cool for it. During lunch, he wishes he can escape to eat somewhere else but he doesn't want students' running away because of his 12 kids. If you hurt any of them though, then you have a problem with him.

Jeonghan

Is popular around both girls and boys. Will tease everyone about their crushes with his significant 'ayyyy'. Literally has heart eyes around Chan, no matter what he does. Babies him all the freaking time. Is the therapist of the 13-member friend group. It drains him mentally to see all of the younger ones being hyper. He's amazed at how Seungcheol can control them easily. Wishes to be Seungcheol in his next life to see how it feels like when everyone listens to him.

Joshua

Seems to be sane but is actually not. He will fight, like physically fight anyone who hurts Seokmin. Jeonghan's best friend and partner-in-crime in almost anything, including pissing Seungcheol off. Is also friends with the cheerleaders and talks to them in his sweetest voice. He knows that he has visuals and aren't afraid to use them like that one time he had to save Soonyoung from the lady substitute teacher who was annoyed at the latter's tiger pose.

Junhui

He's confused why he's there. School's boring for him. Sleeps in class with his eyes open because he's mentally and physically exhausted from studying the same thing the night before. He'll rather study on his own rather than listen to whatever the teacher is droning about. Tries to find other Chinese students and eventually becomes friends with Minghao. Is the best at completing challenges and dares so everyone loves him. No matter how different his vibes change, the rest of his friends still view him as an adorable person, especially Seungkwan.

Soonyoung

Literally friends with everyone. Even the lunch lady. Teaches her his significant 'horanghae' pose and gets an extra chicken wing. Everyone has either known him or heard of him because he's damn popular. Has a thing for quiet kids. Is Jihoon's best friend and despite the boy's constant grumbling, Soonyoung always has his arm around Jihoon. Is either a teacher's dream student or worst nightmare, nothing in between.

Wonwoo

Student council president, Jeon Wonwoo has all the meetings in the library. Why? Because he secretly lives there. People who haven't talked to him before think that he's a vampire in disguise but once you get to know him, you understand that he's actually a softie. Loves, just loves carrying around literature books with him because he's an old soul. Has this note book with him all the time, to write something whenever he feels inspired.

Jihoon

The kid who never leaves the music room is actually the original introvert of the friend group. Loves Soonyoung's affections to death but will never admit it for the sake of his pride. He's creative and it wins him many praises from teachers. Is always up for a good, meme-worthy moment of Seokmin or Soonyoung when he can have the laugh of his life.

Amor Omnia Vincit

Pairing : Yoon Jeonghan x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Warnings : None

You learn Latin for the first time and a certain phrase catches your attention, making you ask your boyfriend if he knows the meaning.

You were seated on the couch of your living room, books sprawled all over on the table in front of you as you take notes in silence. You were really impressed with all the pretty phrases in Latin that you were making an effort to learn them.

Semper Fidelis, always faithful.

Your pen dances against the fine material of the notebook as you hum out a tune from your favourite song.

Acta, non verba, actions, not words.

You hear footsteps making their way towards your direction and a smile forms on your face.

Amor omnia vincit, love conquers all.

You stop writing, murmuring the phrase under your breath. It was much beautiful than the other ones you've learnt so far. Maybe, it was the meaning that made the insides of your heart melt to your feet. Well, everything that had to do with love always gets you all fluttery and floaty.

"Babe?" Jeonghan's sleepy voice pierces through your thoughts, "What are you doing?" he asks, taking a seat next to you.

"I'm learning Latin. Not making too much progress. Baby steps" Jeonghan laughs, his voice still raspy from sleep, "Impress me a bit, professor"

"Amor omnia vincit"

"What does it mean?"

"Try guessing," Jeonghan taps two of his slender fingers on his chin, pretending that he's thinking, which earns him a giggle from you.

"Does it have to do something about love?" he asks, making your eyes go wide in surprise.

"How did you know that?"

"Honey, you have a dreamy smile on your face. I know you better than you think," he says, the genuineness in his voice clear as the words themselves. He presses a quick kiss on your temple and pulls away to smile at you.

"Well, it actually means 'love conquers all'. I just think it's such a pretty expression to say"

"You're right"

Even information-wise the phrase was true. Love can conquer all. With a genuine lover like Jeonghan by your side, all the problems you face were conquered easily. Jeonghan must have thought the same because the smile on his face mirrors your own.

"Okay, enough of learning Latin. I'm conquering you for the rest of the evening because my body pillow isn't as soft as you are and I really need something to cuddle with right now," before you could protest anything, Jeonghan shakes his head, wrapping his arms around you, "Uh uh. Amor omnia vincit, my darling. Let your love conquer you with cuddles for today"

How To Avoid Yourself From Getting Killed?

Pairing : Xu Minghao x Reader

Genre : Mafia Au

Warnings : Mentions of kidnapping

Minghao might be the only person on earth who doesn’t trash and throw when you kidnap him.

“Are you sure no one saw you?” you ask Jeonghan, who’s wearing an innocent smile on his face. His baby face gets handy during undercover missions, which is why you still keep him around even after the countless of trouble he gets into, like now. “You could have just bought your disgusting snack like a normal, decent person instead of stealing it.”

He laughs, “Oh my, Ms. Y/n. Are you like a baby boomer or something? Where’s the fun in that?” You swear you almost punch him in the face but being the leader for years you know what your members are capable of, so you decide against it. “But no one saw you right?”

His face scrunches into something you can’t pinpoint but you recognize the face. The face of Yoon Jeonghan who just got himself into a major problem but thinks he has a ‘smart’ solution to it, “Yeah, about that,” he motions at Joshua and Jun, who bring in a boy about your age, “We brought the witness.”

You let out a gasp of shock, looking back at Jeonghan and the boy who has his head lowered. “Jeonghan, we promised to never kidnap people again”.

“It’s fine. He doesn’t shout so no reason to worry,” Jeonghan assures you, but you’re not ready to believe him. With the great Yoon Jeonghan, comes great trouble. He proves your theory every time.

“Leave it, let me see him,” you say, walking to the boy while motioning at Joshua to give him a chair. Even after sitting down, he refuses to meet your eye, so using two of your fingers you tilt his head, and another gasp leaves your lips.

He was genuinely the prettiest boy you had ever seen and you’re saying this after being with Jeonghan for years. His eyes held natural calmness and confidence. They pierced into your own orbs, making your cheeks flush red. You’ve never felt anything like this before.

Before your brain could process anything, someone clears their throat, and it snaps you out of your trance. “Love at first sight is dumb. I don’t know how heroines in movies even do that,” Jeonghan’s uncanny impression of yours makes you shoot daggers at him before you turn back to the boy with the loveliest smile you could offer.

“What’s your name?” suddenly you felt like you were in high school once again, where knowing the name of the cute boy in class on the first day was the biggest success for any girl. He stays silent for a moment before answering, “Minghao.”

“You’re not scared?” you ask and to your surprise, he smiles, “What can I do? It doesn’t help in any way. The least I can do is collect my shit together and hope that this isn’t how I die.”

His reply makes you look at Jeonghan, “In 5 years of working with you, this is the first time I’ve felt proud of you, Jeonghan.”

Jeonghan rolls his eyes, but you know he’s secretly relieved that you didn’t kill him for the whole kidnapping thing. “What now? You’re in love with him?”

Joshua smacks his friend’s arms before turning to you with an apologetic look. “He’s just jealous. I’ll take him away for now,” he mouths to you, dragging Jeonghan away.

“Say, Minghao, what do you feel about taking Jeonghan’s place?”

“You really want him to hate me, don’t you?”

You laugh, “No, I’m promoting him. That’s why. I’ll leave you if you’re not interested.”

He seems to be in his own bubble of thoughts for a few minutes before replying, “I think it’ll be fun. I’m bored of my life anyways.”

You clasp your hands in delight. He better be ready for some excessive flirting because you’ve decided that he’s the one for you. How else can your heart race so fast?