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Yes, I quite enjoyed the new pin wheel. Sooo nice a response you had to it.

And I second My Boy - any info on paintable latex (used for costuming) that would be helpful.

Play with storycrafter42

Hey followers! Hope everyone is having a fantastic thanksgiving holiday in the United States and a wonderful day else where in the world :) Sir instructed me on our last play date that I am to post about our play times so that you kinky fellas can enjoy our fun too hehe.

Sir got off early from work for the thanksgiving holiday so he went to a local kink store and got some new toys for us to play with hehe. He has gotten a lot of new things to play with this last week lol. He got the line pin wheel thing. Its like a wartenberg wheel but with 5 rows of pins *shiver* it was sooo good. A completely different feel from the wartenberg wheel. I was a puddle of goo soooo fast with this pin wheel thing. I highly recommend it. Hehe He tied my arms together and used the wheel on me drool. Loved it. His other purchase was a tube of liquid latex. To put this in context I am hearing impaired and I have to have my ears cleaned by a doctor every year. The doctor rips off a layer of skin from my ear drum since I have too much scar tissue for my ears to naturally clean themselves. The peeling feels soo good I actually look forward ti that appointment every year lol. So Sir wanted to explore that feelung with peelung the latex from my upper back. I have to say it is a messy process and don’t apply it to any wet surface or it won’t dry :(. What did dry was fun to peel. If anyone has any advice on how to make liquid latex work batter please contact me :). I think we need to try again when my back isn’t soooo sweaty from humping Sirs gorgeous ass. Grrrrr I want it sooo badly again. Hehe. Never saw myself as a top but Sir is training me to be one lol. It is such a fun process. I can’t wait to stick my dick in his hole and hump till he is a pile of goo under my hot bod hehe. Well I’m off to bed now. Stay horny guys and I’ll keep you posted on all the fun we are having :)

I have been enjoying this journey. Over a year, and still finding new things to enjoy. I am quite pleased with our time, such a great Boy.

Hold him down and have fun hehe

Hey boys. Its been a while. Partly my fault. I have been trying to stay off tumblr to not jack without permission. Being mostly successful so I haven’t been posting Sir and I play sessions. Well I need to get back to posting. :)

a lot has happened since I last posted when we played with gimp. I have become much more confident in my sexual skills and I actually was able to get hard, stay hard and FUCK Sir last week hehehe. Its been a big goal for both of us and it finally happened yay.

Now its not foolproof. If my dick can’t get in Sir’s hole right away it does seem to get discouraged and goes down some. But I haven’t let that slip up ruin the fun :) found a great new fuck position that is comfortable for me to thrust and feels good for Sir hehe. I pin his legs down with my legs and then push the rest of my body into his ass and back. It feels awesome for both of us hehe.

Now for today we were able to play at Sir’s house which is a change from the club. I enjoy both places. They both have fun pros and little cons :) I pinned Sir down on his back and had my way with his nips, chest, abs and cock hehe. I have succeeded according to Sir in being able to read body language and moaning and stop right before Sir was going to cum hehe. You should have seen his face. It was sooooooooooo priceless hehehe. I finished him off right after that experiment and he threatened to hurt me if I ever did that again. He likes to edge not be edged hehehe.

Was such a fun evening. I am such a lucky boy to have such an awesome Sir :) will talk to you boys later. We have one more play session before both Sir and I go on separate vacations. I’ll miss him but should be fun for us both. Talk to you boys later.

Playtime with the Boy

Last night was an awesome play session with my Boy.  We both were on vacation this last week, so a week apart had us both super horned up.  We met and checked into our room at the club and when I went to grope my Boy before he undressed - my hand met with a surprise - he was recaged! I shuddered.  

We have talked about it, but he was hesitant to be caged again since he felt it was more for bottoms.  I left it at totally his choice, and I am super excited he locked himself back up and handed me the key.  After last night, he realized it was different - it made his cock MUCH more sensitive even after one day.  And it didn’t seem to impact his erection at all - much to our pleasure.

This has been an interesting exploration - and have learned much about how a Boy’s body responds to stimulus and lack thereof.

So much fun ahead!

Rock Hard Cock!

Hey pussy bois and hot Sirs! I thought everyone would love to hear that Sir and I are doing well. We had a FUCKING awesome play time on Saturday this week. I had such a raging hardon that just wouldn’t go down hehehe.

On Wednesday this week I surprised Sir by relocking my dick in his cage. We had kind of taken a break from the chastity stuff for a while when I was working on trying to become a top. I though that the cage would affect me trying to top by making my dick nervous about getting hard since he can’t in the cage. Boy was I wrong lol. The cage is making my dick head more sensitive. Which I can say was helping in my topping since I could feel more when sliding in and out hehehe.

I have realized that my masturbation style may be causing me to have issues with playing with others. I don’t use lube and I don’t pump my hand up and down my dick. I put my fingers along one side of my shaft and my tumb on the other side and then I manipulate my shaft with my fingers. Manipulating my nerves but not really moving my hand. So now we are going to try and get my dick use to lube. The up and down isn’t an issue anymore hehehe but I have the issue that I get super hard and have tons of fun but I can’t get off grrrrrrr.

I NEED to get off lol. But besides that issue which I know we can overcome the play time was sooo much fun. I wish it could have been longer but we had other plans. Always next time hehehe

I really enjoy all the ups and downs and ins and outs of our fun sessions. :D  I think we will overcome this hurdle quite quickly.

Monday treat!

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone is having a fun day. I certainly had a fun evening yesterday hehehe. Usually Sir and I don’t get to meet and play on Monday’s so that Sir can have a free day to play with others or just hang at the house :) But lighting struck twice yesterday and we got to go to the bathhouse and have some fun :) hehehe

With me in chastity Sir is concerned with me getting off at least once a week for health reasons. So I got to have my cage off and my dick got to have fun popping his head in and out of Sir’s eager hole. I can’t wait till I can fuck the cum out of Sir hehehe. Don’t know if that is a possibility but I find it really hot when that happens to guys.

My dick is being stubborn as ever. He gets excited then plays a little thrn decides he is done before I get off. He’s going to need to learn that that is unacceptable behavior. You come to the party you are letting me cum before you leave lol. We tried jacking and I get really really close and then I can’t get over that last hurdle to release. Its annoying but we will be able to clear this hurdles just like my nipples, my balls and my dick staying hard :)

So Sir and I got to talk about everything under the sun which I really enjoy. I am sooo lucky to have a Sir who is the whole package. Sexy, smart, kind and caring. Remember boys you deserve a Sir who cares about the whole you not just when he wants sex. Signing out for the day. You boys be good….unless you want a spanking hehehe

Grrrrrrr "You said you were a top"

Hehehe hey all. Hope your weekend is going well. Mine is going fantastically. Sir and I got to play most of the day on Saturday :).

Sirs cock was huge and feisty today. He just kept getting up to play hehehe. Anyone who doesn’t understand a grower not a shower needs to play withsome where that is true. Sir looks average when soft but when he has a full hard on its quite a mouthful hehehe. Soo tasty to play with hehehe.

Today’s title comes from Sir pushing me into the door of the room we were in and humping my ass with his engorged cock hehehe. We have been training me to top for a little bit and I’d say I’m mostly top but can’t help when I have a throbbing cock that just looks like it needs a nice tight hole to explore hehehe. I can’t help it some of me is still a pussy boy lol. And I got SO hard from Sirs cock pressing against my ass that me are definently going to be a flip fuck boy and Sir. If we can get our dicks to behave there isn’t an ass that’s going to be safe between the two of us hehehe.

Thanks so much Boy, yeah - that was totally fun. And KNOW I will be there waiting on you. hehehe

Mormon undies round 2

Hey cuties. Posting about Monday playtime too since I passed out on Sunday and didn’t get to post about Saturday play time. I was a bad boy and Sie worked over my ass hard on Monday I think to make up for a little bit of it, well and that he was in the mood to spank lol

I can tell he is getting stronger by the day thanks to our workout routine we are both on. Hitting the gym three days a week. I make sure he suffers in the gym and he makes sures I suffer in the room hehehe. My ass was having a veey hard time handling just his bare hand let alone the paddle lol. He is trying to get me to say our safe word “orange” with these spankings. I think he wants to prove his strength and show me he isn’t holding back hehehe. My ass loved it :)

Sir got me soo horned up that I fucked him while wearing my Mormon undies hehehe. That was probably the naughtiest thing I have ever done in my life. Having anal sex in a gay bathhouse while wearing holy underwear. I don’t think there is any doubt that I will be going to hell lol

Hope you all are taking your naughtyness to new heights this week. Have fun and get naked hehehe

Cuddles!

Hey boys and Sirs. Hooe everyone is ready for an awesome weekend. I am :) Sir and I are going to play today hehehe. But I couldn’t be a good boy without posting about our Wed play time. Its a little late but its been a busy week for me. Cant wait for this weather to stick to one season so I can finally get some sleep lol. Wednesday play was light and fun. Sir is back to working out at the gym so we spend about 45 minutes working his ass out before getting down to the real fun. His chest, arms and shoulders are really developing fast umpf. Grrrr he is quickly trying to catch up to me on several different workouts but so far he might surpass me only on the tricep cable pull downs. He is kinda cheating since the weight feels less at the club gym then at mine :p hehehe.

I am so pround of Sir that he has been keeping up with and even wanting to workout three days a week. I get to see him all three since he has to workout at the club or he won’t that day lol. We all know what that feels like. You say you’ll do it at home but you really don’t lol.

So the workout makes Sir a little sore and tired which I use to my advantage hehehe. Hump hump hump hehehe. Now this time we were focusing on getting me off since it has been awhile. I use to be able to get off with Sir working my nips and cock but for some reason my dick has decided to lock up and not want to get off at the club. It’s very annoying but we are working on it. Too mamy years of jacking alone have made my dick a little special lol. But he dis have fun with Sir riding him hehehe. That was totally hot. I wish that I’d have the confidence that my dick would stay in so I could really go to town. That will come with time :)

Well you guys have fun. I’m going to get some errands done and then plow my Sir into the bed hard hehehe

Hi everyone. Hope everybody is having a nice day. I know I had an awesome one this past Saturday. Sir and I met up for our weekend play time which was most fun.

We did things out of order this time and headed to the hot tub first. Sir needed to warm up a little. When he isn’t warm he isn’t warm lol. One time he felt like an ice box he was sooo cold lol. It was nice to start with a nice soak in the hot tub. Its a major perk of playing at the club.

We took a kind of lazy approach to the day. After the hot tub we lounged about and chatted and then headed to the club gym for Sirs Saturday workout. These workouts are really helping Si get buff. His chest and arms are mmmmmmmm delicious hehehe. And it is sooo much fun to be Sirs trainer. I even teased him by bending over in front of him while he was trying to do a workout hehehe. I’m such a bad boy :)

After the workout the dirty fun began hehehe. It was a full day of edging both me edging Sir and Sir edging me hehehe. My edging isn’t always intentional but it does produce some great results. I really enjoy when Sir can’t take it anymore and HAS to get off. So he has me lay down and he jacks on my abs while I play with his nips and chest :). Boys if you Sir works out I suggest doing a deep massage on his chest muscles while he is jacking. My Sir produces soooooo much happy energy when I do that I could live off it for months hehehe :)

Well I’m off to work boys and Sirs. Talk to you guys in two days after Sir and I get to play tomorrow :)

Boy, I am so very proud of you and everything we have been able to accomplish.  This has been and continues to be an awesome experience.  Yep, communication is KEY to us both getting what we need out of this and when we discuss training you and what you want to become, it has been really awesome to be able to help grow that.   And yeah, YOU BOY have turned me into a total spanko.  I LOVE not only the sounds you make, but the way that ass of yours jiggles when I strike it and when I hit harder and harder near the end of run of slaps and you arch up... that means I am doing well. :)  You might have created a monster, and I am very happy monster! :)

Humpa humpa hump

Hey everyone. I hope everyone is having a smashing day :) I certainly had a fucking awesome night last night. Sir and I had our midweek play time last night and I have to say it was totally awesome! Hehehe.

Sir gets into VERY competitive streaks where he wants to beat me in our exercises. Have him get close to you in weight and reps and he really tries to surge forward and over take you lol. Since he didn’t workout Monday since we couldn’t get together (I had to take mom to dr.) So he had plenty of energy for the gym yesterday lol. He hit those weights WAY harder then I would have. He is going to be soooo sore. Espically after I ramped up the rest of the workout to meet what he was wanting to go. He regretted that about half way thru the workout hehehe.

But the true highlight of our play time was me fucking Sir for our longest time ever. I mean I got hard and stuck my happy dick in his fucking delicious ass and fucked away. I’d say we at least doubled the time my dick was in his ass plowing away at his prostate hehehe. I even was leaking while fucking him. That has NEVER happened before :) mmmmmm I can’t wait to get back on that ass grrrrrr.

But as usual my dick went soft after a while. He is still getting use to being an active participant where he rubs and goes up and down but he is getting there. By the amount of precum he was leaking he was having a FANTASTIC time :)

Now enough with me and my development. My Sir has made some wonderful developments himself hehehe. When we first started playing together Sir was not into spanking. He had childhood issues that many people have involving spanking that I can totally understand about. But for me he tired spanking me. We went slowly so both parties could get use to the situation and so we both could develop the trust for spanking. Kink play requires A LOT of trust between the people involved. If you don’t trust the person you are playing with either if you are the Sir or boy then the relationship won’t work. The Sir wants to kbow that the boy will speak up before the Sir accidentally hurst his boy. That isn’t any fun. And the boy wants to trust that his limits will be respected and pushed lovingly if that has been agreed upon. When this happens then you get the best play where both parties are getting what they need out of the session and boy dis Sir get what he needed hehehe. Sir has been on this kick that he wants to spank me harder and harder these last two play sessions. He really likes to hear me moan and squeal while working over my ass with his hand and paddle and he really let my ass have it last night. He smacked my ass soooo hard with the paddle last night I had to stop him after the last hard smack. It felt good but I wasn’t going to be able to take another one lol. (Scratching my ass thinking about it lol) after that push we stopped and discussed limits. It is good to push and I like Sir being able to show off his new muscles but you always discuss the new limits after puahing them so both people are on the same page.

:) I am very happy with my Sir and I am sooo glad that I can keep him satisfied in all we do. That is our role boys. To make Sir happy and proud of his boy. What have you sone today to make Sir happy :p

Patience in all things are rewarded. :) it takes time to develop the trust one needs in BDSM relationship.

I am so happy BOTH of our patience has been rewarded. Quite an awesome time was had by all. :) looking forward myself to future fun.

Flip fuck success :)

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone has had a wonderful week. Its been an uneventful week for me since Sir was out of town on business so we didn’t get to play till yesterday. And man was the wait worth it hehe

Sir unlocking my cage was like unlocking a beast hehehe. I was on Sirs ass hard all day. Fucking his sweet ass over and over again grrrrrrr. I am really enjoying that my cock is obeying more and getting to be used as a fuck toy by Sir. I can get him in Sirs ass a fucking away much easier then even a month ago. I am still self-conscious about how my dick is worjing but that is quickly fading away.

Now the next hurdle I’d like to push pass is positions. Right now the most comfortable position for me to fuck in is with Sir on his stomach and his legs together. I feel most confident in this position but I’d like to get confident in others. We have tried a few others but my dick has a hard time with them. I wish I was an inch longer sometimes with them but that is my own issue. I know that a dicks fun is all about how Its used not how big it is.

Speaking of huge dicks Sirs was glorious yesterday. I mean it was at full mast and just heavenly. Sirs cock looks like a very normal size when soft but when it gets fully hard it swells to three times its soft size mmmmmmm. And apparently when It is at full mast I turn into the biggest pussyboi ever lol. I would want to have that beautiful cock in my ass right away and I have to say Sir has not fucked me fully yet. His cock has similar issues to my cock so we haven’t really explored that aspect of sex yet. Also my first fuck ever was with a guy who was very big and had no idea what he was doing. He just stuck it in and went to town. That hurt like a bitch and turned me off of anal sex for a long time.

But even with being turned off by it I still felt drawn to anal sex. Heck when Sir and I started this journey last year I thought I wanted to be a pussyboi. At that time I couldn’t be one. I was still dealing with my own issues with my hole and not quite feeling pleasure out of my hole. Well fast forward a year and I’m ready for full anal fucking hehehe. Every time Sir would be fully engorged I’d want his dick in me. Hehehe. I tried riding it but my hile isn’t quite trained enough to relax to do that yet so the next time Sir put me in the same position that I fuck him in: on my stomach with my legs together. His huge dick penetrated my hole, which it has never done hehehe. It hurt like hell and he had to pull out right after which pissed me off because I wanted to be fucked but you have to listen to what your body is telling you. Even though it hurt I was very happy and my cock couldn’t have been any harder. I had to push my cock down so that it wouldn’t be at full mast under my weight. That hurt so good but I wasn’t able to concentrate with my dick on fire. And right after Sir got out of me I was sad. I really wanted him inside me and I used the pain in my ass to fuck Sir with. The pain felt so good thay I rode it to fuck Sir even harder. Which got Sir hard hehehe. We are now at the point that with proper preparations Sir and I could flip fuck all night hehehe. Me fucking him gets him hard and him fucking me gets me hard. So as one’s dick gets soft the other person can hope In and start fucking the other till the other person gets hard again. Fuck and repeat hehehe.

I can’t wait till Monday for even more fun hehehe. See you alls later :)

We will get through this, just more patience is all we need.

Monday night fucking!

Hey boys and Sirs. It was a great start to my work week with a play session with Sir hehehe. Sirs dick was being over active again hehehe. When his dick is at full mast I gotta have it in me :). This time I wore a butt plug and took it out right before Sir wanted to fuck my tight little hole. Grrrrrrr. It felt good. It is much easier for me to take his cock when my hole has been stretched out by my butt plug. My butt plug is fast becoming my favorite toy for what it does for me. It helps me stay hard to fuck Sir and keeps me open so that Sir can play with my ass. Hehehe. Now days I really like Sirs fingers up my butt hole working my insides grrrrrrr. Now if I could only cum on demand. Its the only thing that is frustrating me with the play sessions is that I feel great afterwards but I don’t get off. I don’t really need to but I want to to show my Sir and anyone else that I’m with that I really enjoyed what we did. For guys cumming seems to equate with satisfaction. I made that guy cum. I did that! Can’t fake cumming like a women can lol. Working on this issue and I know we can get past it. I could cum with Sir before I can cum with him again. Wish me luck boys :)

It's cumming time!

Hey everyone. I hope your weekend is going well. Mine has been so far. I got to cum this week so I’m doing great lol :p. I don’t know how long I has been sinc I came with Sir in the room but Sir and I were very proud of myself :)

Sir and I started the play time with a romp thru the gym. Sir had taken the previous week off from the gym since he was out of town and not close to a gym he could use. So we were working on getting him back into gym mode. He was doing really well but the workout really made him tired. Gym time is like bondage time. Get your victim really tired at the gym and then his muscles will be too sore to put up a fight hehehe.

So after the workout we retired to the room to play. I topped Sir but had to be gentle since his lower back was acting up HUGS. Gotta be careful withyour workouts since they could rench your back out of place and be painful for many weeks.

As a reward for making Sir so happy I was allowed to jack myself to cum. It had been many months since I had cum with Sir in the room. Dont know what the problem us but I am sooooo glad Sir put on some porn and allowed me to jack with him playing with my nips and balls hehehe. It felt wonderful and I hope to repeat that again and again and again with Sir hehehe.

Now I have a warning for you chastity boys. Make sure you keep your cages clean and shower after you have anal sex before putting your cage back on. I went to work after we played and ended up with terrible back pain for the whole night. Or at least I thought it was back pain. The next night I had green oooz cuming from my piss slit and realized that what I had was a UTI. The back pain was actually kidney pain. I don’t know what I did to cause it since I have never had this happen before but just giving you boys a warning. Things happen and with some cranberry juice I am back to my normal horny self :). Hope everyone has a kinky week coming up :)

I definitely had a very fun time.  And maybe in just two more sessions... I will have a boy who gets hard and leaking when tickled. :) 

Threes a party :)

Hey boys and sirs. Hope everyone’s weekend was awesome. I got a whole bunch of chores done while Sir was having some fun of his own. My illness cleared up over the weekend so all was set for Monday playtime :)

Now this play session was different because we had a third to play with. A friend of Sir and I wanted to join in in the fun and we are more then happy to have another join us. Espically this cutie since he is one cute ball of energy. I have never played with him but just standing next to him when he was getting a few swats to his delicious ass just overwhelmed me with positive energy many times before. We have such handsy and kinky friends lol.

So I picked this friend up from his work and we met Sir at the club. Much to my happiness Sir had done his full workout before myself and this friend had showed up. Sir didn’t want to eat into the play time with his gym time :p soafter Sir was done with gym we all hopped into the hot tub and soaked so the friend could detox from work and Sir could warm up. He was starting to feel like a corpse :p hehe

I have to say threesomes are a little tricky to do but once you get the hang of it they are lots of fun. One person tends to get to be the center of attention for a bit and then with a good threesome the center moves from person to person to person so that all three feel equally delicious hehehe. And man this friend had a fine ass that is sooo fun to play with. I had spent the previous night dreaming about working over his ass lol and man did his ass live up to my expectations hehehe. He responds like I do to a good spanking grrrrrr. So hot! I couldn’t keep my hands off his jiggly ass. Whereas Sir focused on his cock hehehe.

Sir is sooooo good at edging a boy that they always cum back for seconds hehehe. Sir kept our friend horned up all night. He was training wombat to get hard while being tickled so he was moving between getting our friend hard and tickling him hehehe. By the end of the night he was showing much progress with tickling being tied to his dick hehehe.

our even took a crack at spanking my ass mmmmmmmm. That felt sooooo good. I really enjoyed that and I wasn’t expecting that. He was always just a spanking bottom but we are working on making him a spanking top too hehehehe. But our friend should be careful about his sarcastic comments because they can come back to haunt him hehehe. He made a comment that since Sir likes pressure he should do push ups on Sirs chest. The look Sir gave with that comment was priceless lol. Both wombat and I were doing push ups on Sirs chest after that. That was totally hot. Hot to see Sirs reactions and to see our sexy friend pushing up and down on Sirs chest grrrrrrrr.

Thank you for such a fun time. I hope the three of us get to do it again sometime soon. One time with your ass is not enough hehehe. Thank you Sir for setting up this play date and I hope you had as much fun as I did Sir hehehe.

You need more than one Boy.

Cuddles times :)

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope all is going well with everyone. Its been a good week for me. I have gotten to do two days a yard work so the yard is almost ready for summer and I got to play with Sir on Wednesday.

Sir didn’t know if he finished the last workout in his 10 week cycle or not so we decided to do a general workout routine of things that he liked that would affect hia back which has been acting up sadly. The workout went really well and Sir worked up a good sweat.

A very delicious sweat that I proceeded to lick off his body hehehe. Sir smells really good after his workout. There are so many perks to him wanting to pump it at the gym hehehe. Grrrrr I pumped his ass good afterwards. Using my sweat as lube to hump his hot ass hehehe.

Sir was trying to make the day all about me because of his injury but I was able to flip it on him and make the day all about him. I really enjoy when Sir makes a boy centered day for me but I like making him the center of attention as much as possible. He makes me soooo happy that I want to make him just as happy :) I did a really good job of that since he had to jack by the end of play time when he wasn’t planning on it at all hehehe. I’m such a naughty boy….I need a spanking hehehe.

Proud of you Boy. Every day you impress me more and more. Keep up the awesome work. As always - HUGS, CUDDLES and SMACKS. :)

Sir is human too.

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone had a great week last week. I certainly did. I had a very interesting time with Sir that I wanted to share so that a BIG misconception in the kink community could be addressed. This kind of goes hand in hand with my last post “crying is emotional precum” but comes from the Sir side of things. As boys/subs whatever you want to call yourself we get an enormous amount of emotional support from our Sirs. The emotional support is even a huge part of why we enjoy kink. Ours Sirs push the emotions that we have hidden deep inside ourselves to the surface so that we an deal with them. Sir loves us sooo much that he wants us to be the best boy we can be. That is what my Sir tells me all the time to encourage me to become better. Face my demons and become more comfortable in my own skin. The whole time Sir and I have been together he has made emotional growth an important part of our kink play. At first he had to beat me for growth. I had buried my emotions sooo deep that only the endorphin high could push the emotions up past my barriers and in to my consciousness so I could deal with them. I needed an outside stimulant to get those up and Sir wasn’t going to let me half ass i and re-bury those emotions and issues. Thanks to that early work I was able to express my feelings almost right away when Sir said that if he could date he wouldn’t be able to date me. Before Sir i would have hidden my feelings from him and sulked about the issue until it would have affected my relationship with Sir. I would have pushed him away and ran from him and my feelings. Not anymore :) Sir has helped me grow and I am forever grateful for that.

What boys forget is that we are only half of the relationship. There is us and then there is Sir. Sir has emotional needs too. We boys can be very selfish and many times not aware of Sirs humanity. We put Sir on a pedestal. We worship them and think they can do no wrong. This attitude can put Sir in a very difficult position when he needs emotional support. My Sir needed to work thru some emotional issues last week and he kept apologizing for burdening me with his issues. He felt that he was damaging the Sir/boy relationship by showing what he perceived as weakness. By not putting up a strong presence he was somehow going to drive me away. This is not true. By showing that he is human with emotional needs too I feel even closer to Sir. I am honored that he would share his deepest thoughts and feelings with me. I don’t want a Sir who is only physical. Emotional is damn hot!. Humanity is damn hot! Remember boys. Your Sir is human too. Hold him when he needs held. Let him bitch when he needs too. Be there when he needs you. I guarantee you that your relationship with your Sir will grow to a new level because of it. Thank him for helping you by helping him in the same way. It takes a very strong man to show his emotions. Embrace the opportunity for Sir needs you just as much as you need him :)