When Does It End - Tumblr Posts
I think we all need to really suffer in order to be happy and succed in the future. How would we know what is happiness if we didnt have sadness to compare it with? But omg, when does the happiness part begins??
everytime i think something has changed with the people in my life, i'm reminded why that isn't the case. i guess the saying "you can't teach an old dog new tricks" was true.
Darkness Engulfs Me...
I am drowning. I seem to be drowning in everything from work, to school, to bills, to my home life and I can’t seem to be able to break through the surface. These past few weeks I have been feeling this way more and more and I just don’t know what to do. I spent the day de-cluttering my digital life and still have a ways to go and right now my personal can not be any more spare than it is. I feel like I am either in constant pain, can’t breathe, or am just a ball of mess. My mom says that it is probably some sort of depression but every time I mention possibly seeking outside help because this has been happening off and on the last few years she basically tells me to suck it up and that I am being over dramatic. I think that I am going to try and ride it out for now because I know that I have some money coming in and that is going to help with my bills and that a part of this is really just me having issues with my self-confidence, but if it persists I am going to have to take the leap and talk to someone because it is getting really bad. I am losing control of everything and it really isn’t good.
