I Hate The Cycle Of "Oh I'm Actually Gonna Lock In Tomorrow" Cuz It's So Annoying. Like If I Actually

I hate the cycle of "Oh I'm actually gonna lock in tomorrow" cuz it's so annoying. Like if I actually wanted to lose weight I would've started by now but it's so hard to when your literally surrounded by food 24/7.

The food isn't even that good why do i keep eating it?

First time I ever finished a full fast!!

But I can't get excited now cuz I have to go to my grandma's house for a few days and I'm going to have to eat 🙃

25 hours into my 36 hour fast, I'm really proud of myself cause I had work today and I work at a fast food place and almost everyday i bring food home but today I didn't!!! If I make it to the 36 mark I might push it to a 48 hour fast.

hey, everyone on edblr, pls read! // sw33tsp0

i want everyone to remember that its ok if you don't match with everyone else on here. it's ok if you:

don't reach 10-15k steps a day, or even 5k

don't drink diet sodas or monster energy

don't eat 500 c4ls and under every day, even 1000 is still a heavy r3strict!on

don't exercise every day

don't have 4n4, but a different kind of 3d

are disabled and can't exercise much or at all

still e4t sweets all the time

b'nge often

e4t a normal amount for a while and feel like you're faking your d!sord3r

don't count c4l0ries

don't measure your f00d

can't cook your me3ls so you can't count c4ls

don't e4t me3ls but instead small snacks

don't feel physically s'ck because you e4t small snacks often

don't f4st, or only fast for 10-12 hours

it's ok if you aren't the stereotypical 4n4. just because that's most of what you see on here, doesn't mean that's the only type of 3d. if your e4ting is dis0rdered, then you have an 3d. just because you don't completely ⭐️/ve doesn't mean you aren't valid.

Yeah idk why I got so excited...I binge and ate alot.BUT I won't beat myself up cuz I've fasted for 30 hours and that's the longest I've ever fasted.

25 hours into my 36 hour fast, I'm really proud of myself cause I had work today and I work at a fast food place and almost everyday i bring food home but today I didn't!!! If I make it to the 36 mark I might push it to a 48 hour fast.