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We Are On Our Challenge Of Don't Text Him Again, Wahoo!

We are on our challenge of don't text him again, wahoo!

Yeah, no, I feel like shit when I text him and bother him and I even mixed up two days and that was terrible I felt so bad.

But I also feel like shit when I am not checking in with him. I have no idea how he is doing?? He could have been kidnapped or be dying right now and I wouldn't know.

I talked to people form dbt (a type of group therapy) and they knew exactly what I was talking about which was really nice.

But I'm just gonna not text him because that seems less annoying?

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6 months ago

Tw: ed

The only good part about being sick is that noone is forcing me to eat.

I can just starve myself in peace without anyone saying anything.


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6 months ago

People, you won't belive it but I just woke up and it's 2 am and I still feel good.

Like, I dreamed about him staying over night and for some reason we were making cookies at night and he fell asleep on the dream.

I loved it. And yeah, I just woke up and am still happy. Hehe :)

I hope he got home safe and sleeps well


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5 months ago

I really gotta star to think about what I want to do.

Because like, someone telling me to do what I want is really overwhelming.

Like, how should I know?? What do I want?

And also, do you want it? How should I know? Yell me yes or no please?? Because I can't read minds and it's hard to decide if I don't know of you want it or not.

I really have to work on that.

But hey, at least my poetry book is going really well. I am sorting through all my poems rn and decide which will actually stay in the book and I already have 23 :)


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