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We Are On Our Challenge Of Don't Text Him Again, Wahoo!
We are on our challenge of don't text him again, wahoo!
Yeah, no, I feel like shit when I text him and bother him and I even mixed up two days and that was terrible I felt so bad.
But I also feel like shit when I am not checking in with him. I have no idea how he is doing?? He could have been kidnapped or be dying right now and I wouldn't know.
I talked to people form dbt (a type of group therapy) and they knew exactly what I was talking about which was really nice.
But I'm just gonna not text him because that seems less annoying?
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the goal is to become somebody my abuser would never recognize. to gain a glossy sheen of joy across my eyes they had never seen when i was with them. to laugh loud in a tone they've never heard before. to be the warm sunshine and the blooming flowers and so, so much more than what was with me inside the box they buried me alive in. every cell regenerated, every square inch of skin revitalized. you don't know me anymore. you will never know me again.
People, you won't belive it but I just woke up and it's 2 am and I still feel good.
Like, I dreamed about him staying over night and for some reason we were making cookies at night and he fell asleep on the dream.
I loved it. And yeah, I just woke up and am still happy. Hehe :)
I hope he got home safe and sleeps well
I just woke up again, it's 2 pm now and I haven't done anything at all today.
I kinda wanna go.back to sleep again but I know I shouldn't, but I don't have any motivation to do anything at all.
Life is just exhausting.
Tw: ed
The only good part about being sick is that noone is forcing me to eat.
I can just starve myself in peace without anyone saying anything.
I'm crying how can he be so good? How can someone be so kind and loving towards me?
I don't get it? It feels so good.
He wants to come over even if I am sick and have to study?? What the fuck? I didn't know people could do that?
I'm actually crying, Noone ever did that for me. Noone ever cared like that??
What the actual fuck, I am feeling so much??