: How Would You Be As An Idol ?pac

୨ ୧  :  how would you be as an idol ?  pac

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᧔♡᧓ : pile one

As an idol, you'd be a bit different from other idols. You'd have this unique way of doing things and a unique style. You might be a solo idol or you could be your own boss/manager as an idol. You understand that being an idol takes hard work and are willing to put in the work to get what you want/need as an idol. Because of how unique you are, you would get tons of fans once you put in all the work. I'm hearing that you'd get quite a bit of money as well. You would continue to be yourself and keep independent but still not be a cold person, which your fans would like about you. You would have tons of fans who are as dedicated to you as you are to your career. You probably would have a side-job. You need to find balance being an idol and yourself away from being an idol. You don't share much personal information with your fans and you don't back down on what's important to you, even if you're pressured by others. You probably wouldn't try to keep up with trends. You'd be your own boss and allow freedom but you would have to sacrifice some things to reach your dreams as an idol.

᧔♡᧓ : pile two

As an idol, you would treat your achievements like smaller than they really are. There's tons of money involved and your career would take of quickly but you'd be stuck comparing yourself to other idols. You probably would be in a group and would be the one making decisions on what's fair or not. Definitely could be the group's main leader or manager. You'd be known as that one confident member. Possibly like one of those kpop idol rappers who always has the best solo verses (like the rap in nude by g-idle). If you're thinking about writing lyrics but something is missing, learning new words for vocabulary would absolutely enhance your writing. Your group could be a small group of tightly knit friends. I'm getting that there isn't an insane amount of members but that makes you more memorable because the fans have less people to remember. The group has such good harmony and sounds perfect together but you're focused on the small imperfections. Looking at the small mistakes and imperfections could make the rest of the idols in the group upset and cause conflicts, so before getting into a group (if you aren't already) work on your perfectionism.

᧔♡᧓ : pile three

I'm getting that you're a fast learner. You could have been starting late to idol training but you still caught up just as fast or faster than the other idols. This is a new income and a new experience for you. You could have/ might quit your job to become a full-time idol. You're extremely harsh on yourself to catch up, when in reality you would catch up just as fast if you were more gentle on your self-discipline. You decided to just take a dive into this, regardless of what others want for you. This is a fresh new start for you and a way to release all that creative energy you've been storing. You might feel isolated even if you are in a group and like you're standing alone. It's possible that you could have been meant to be in one group but ended up in another group last minute and feel like you don't belong. As an idol, you're remaining authentic to who you are but also controlling yourself. You're overcoming your fears of stage fright or humiliation and learning that nobody cares as much about your slip-ups as you do. Eventually, all of your mistakes will be forgotten and you don't need to worry about getting canceled over something silly. You forget you still have fans that will stay with you even if you fail to do something or embarrass yourself and those fans will stand with you.

᧔♡᧓ : pile four

As an idol, you'd be like the young childlike bubbly one of the group. The type of idol people make "being cute and silly" compilations of. Your fans are die-hard and wanna keep you safe and protected. It's like jungkook vibes (not saying that cuz I'm a stan btw 😶 I barely listen to kpop). It's like chuu and jungkook mixed together and you were created. You have the choice to be living in luxury and make all this money without doing work (possible inheritance) but you would have chosen to be an idol instead because that's your true dream (if it actually is). Your main concern as an idol should be avoiding being/seeming fake. You don't have to pretend to be all cutesy, just show the cute side of you and your real cute aspects. Don't pretend you have a different personality than you do, just show off the good parts of your real personality. If you pretend to be something you're not, once you get tired and rest, people will notice that you weren't who you said you were. You being an idol would be something you planned for and would do long term. I feel like this pile in particular truly wants to be an idol. The only thing stopping you from being an idol is you limiting yourself.

☆ *GRIPPING BUNNIES & BUNNY KAOMOJIS BY THE SCRUFF (softly)* fixation/personality of the week ૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა

pac,, general financial tarot reading

pile one,,

you're very generous with your money but that can backfire very easily. watch who you trust with your money. not everybody is your friend or worth giving money to. you might have recently discovered something new financially. something like a better way to manage your money or a tip on saving. after hard work, there will soon be a sharp increase in your funds. you could possibly be starting a new job or career path. you're still a bit too trust in with your money and may be a heavy impulsive spender. make sure to think rationally and protect your money.

pile two,,

there's a lot of positive change. you're finally going after what you want and are passionate about. you may be investing or working into stocks. someone may have used you for money/ is currently using you for money but you're now realizing that you deserve better and this will end negatively for you. you're finally putting yourself as a priority, especially financially. as a result, you're being rewarded with new jobs, gifts, and more money in general. you're too stuck in the past. even if you struggled with money in the past, you won't forever.

pile three,,

currently it may feel like you're reaching for scraps financially but there's better things coming. have faith in the universe and any deities you have belief in. there could be inheritance or sudden positive karmic changes. instead of being negative and upset about the money you don't have, learn to appreciate the money you do. try to see the bright side of things sometimes. there's nothing wrong with keeping your money safe and close but don't be scared to spend it sometimes, even if it's not on a necessity. if you're unable to get a job or you aren't currently able to make an income, you might wanna try manifesting. make sure you have the right mindset to manifest though.

PAC,, What do you need to let go of?

💤 ︵ pile one ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your obsession with money. Trust the universe will handle it and you'll be fine. Stop trying to nurture and care for everybody. You're the main one you should be looking out for. You're working yourself too hard. It's okay to take a rest sometimes. It's okay to have goals and have a strong will to reach them but you need to remember you have to keep yourself alive as well. You're trying your best to make your own money and care for everyone but you can't do both and you definitely can't care for everyone.

💤 ︵ pile two ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of a lover or crush. If you've had them as a lover and they've cheated or betrayed you in a way, they're not ready to change yet. Maybe in the future but you need a break to nurture yourself. This person is impulsive and sure of themselves but is still immature. In the end, this person will leave you and you'll feel like you have to hide your feelings. You've been ignoring the possibility that this could be true but it is. They aren't worth it. You're worth so much more and you deserve the care you give others, so give it to yourself. 1010 and other angle numbers may be significant.

💤 ︵ pile three﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your impulsivity and unrealistic fantasies. You need to learn more about yourself I'm getting. Not everybody is your friend and not everything is a fairytale. You might need time to yourself. You need to let go of sad memories of old friends or lovers. You might imagine that things are good like it was with them before, but it's not and you need to accept that. This message has been trying to reach you but you ignore it and just deal with the negative consequences.

Hi! So i just read this adorable pac of yours 🥺 and IM LITERALLY SO SHOCKED AT ITS ACCURACY OMG. i felt drawn to 3 piles! Pile 2, 3 and 4!

And yess!! Im a perfectionist and i really tend to overanalyze things and ignore the bigger picture😭 as stated in pile 2.

Im also super romantic and love baking/cooking as stated in pile 3, my yt's recommendations section is full of food videos lol and one of my love languages is actually cooking! And about the crafts thing, i loveee to draww!! I draw all. the. time. whether there's a class going on or im at a relative's im always doodling haha. Andddd when i really like someone, i WILL make them drawings!

Pile 4 was the most accurate!!! Everything resonates. Im quite unique and crazy and tend to think out of the box most times, im also very emotional and expressive towards ppl i love. I do have mood swings sometimes and throw little tantrums too. And its true that i really need naps all the time💀. im also v possessive and protective towards ppl i love, glad my person would find it cute and not overwhelming or...toxic. and about the yandere thing, no i dont use yandere stuff BUT ive been told that im like those yandere anime characters and have been compared to joe goldberg from you, before, probably bc of my possessive and protective behaviour towards my friends?

I really enjoyed reading this pac, i felt like you actually talking to me😭 And sorry, i talk too much, i really like you so i couldnt help. You and your blog's vibes>>>>>

Thank youu

Have a wonderful day/night!

I'm just seeing this now and trust me you don't talk too much <333 thank you so much I really appreciate it and I'm glad the reading was accurate :) (I also relate quite a bit lmao)

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✮ what type of beauty do you have? ✮

pile one, two, or three?

topic suggested by yurdreamgirlfriend! thank youuuu!

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song on shuffle: weston road flows by drake greetings, pile one! before i turn over your cards, i'd just like to say that you have the type of beauty that makes people assume that you're rude, for some reason. maybe you have a "mean girl" look to you, kinda like a resting bitch face, but i think that you walk and act a certain way that makes people assume this about you. they may get the feeling that you think you're better than them just because you hold yourself to a high standard. idk maybe this is true, or maybe people are just projecting onto you. either way, people see you as someone who looks like they run shit, like you should be in charge, or that you're very assertive. some may even think you're conceited lol. let's get into the cards now. the first card for you is the ten of cups! okay so you have the type of beauty that makes people think you're content no matter what happens in your life, which is a pretty shallow assumption, in my opinion. if you were to complain about something, i feel like people would think that you're too good looking to actually be sad or feel insecure. but i'm also getting that some could see you as wish fulfillment, and that they'd want to marry you and have kids with you because they want to mix dna with you. since the second card in your spread is the page of wands reversed, you have the type of beauty that confuses people. some people assume one thing about you while another group of people assume something completely different and i feel like almost everyone is wrong, which confuses them even more. ohhhh.... three of cups. okay so people in relationships could feel tempted by you, even if you're not even entertaining them, pile one. but i'm also getting a message that your beauty makes other people feel good??? people like being around you because they feel more beautiful with you, not in a malicious way. this is probably because they know you're very beautiful and you hype them up which makes them feel even more beautiful than before. yup, now we have the star. you have the type of beauty that makes people believe in a higher power, because there's no way you are that beautiful by chance. someone with a higher power had to craft you. your type of beauty gives people a mystical and magical feeling. you may have very unique/eccentric features and this draws people's attention to you like crazy. you have the type of beauty that tends to make people forget that there's a depth to you, as weird as that sounds. like, people start off liking you because of your beauty but then once they get to know you, they're amazed that you have your own personality???? idk this is a very weird message but that's what i'm getting. i'm seeing that you may have cat-like features such as almond eyes or a certain facial structure that could look similar to a lion. your hair could be a dark red color, or you may like to wear dark red a lot. this color really adds to your beauty, it's like a poisonous mixture, but in an extremely good way.

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song on shuffle: glow in the dark by tru heru heyyy, pile two! before i turn over the cards, i get the feeling that your type of beauty is the type that makes people... wonder. lol. you may have a dark aesthetic, dark eyes, black hair, and/or very sharp features that makes people think of occult-like things. you could have the type of beauty that makes people think of witches/warlocks, or you have the type of beauty that people want to manifest???? okay, lets get into the cards. the first card we have is the four of wands reversed. you have the type of beauty that people think you achieved by working out, or going on a certain diet, or cutting something out like smoking. even if your looks are 100% natural and un-altered by outside forces, people could possibly think you've had cosmetic surgery. you have the type of beauty that screams luxury. it doesn't matter if you're wealthy or unwealthy, people assume you have money. this could also indicate that your beauty attracts people who want to give you money. because of your beauty, people may think that you have high expectations and that you won't be impressed by them, which may or may not be true, i don't know. either way, a lot of people don't approach you because they feel like you won't even give them the time of day, let alone your number. you and pile one got the page of wands reversed, so if you were called to pile one then i'd suggest checking it out! but due to this card, you emerge new feelings for people because of your beauty. you could be a muse for artists, a new passion for those whom are interested in you, or even insecurity in some people. your type of beauty is the type that causes people to think new. if someone thinks you have high expectations but they really want to come forward, they're going to think of new ways to impress you. now, we have the wheel of fortune in reverse. your type of beauty invokes change in people in ways that inspires them to do their makeup a certain way, dress differently, act differently, get a haircut, start working out, change what they consume, etc. you have plutonian influence on people, meaning you cause them to look at themselves and change what they're not content with. you may keep up with your looks by frequently trimming and/or dying your hair, getting manicures/pedicures, doing your eyebrows, shaving, doing your makeup often, getting tattoos/piercings, and all of that gives people the essence of wealth. i know i've already said this, but it came up again so this energy is very prominent. your type of beauty makes people think of money, pile two. people also think you pay attention to the small details of yourself and that you're very creative when it comes to your style and/or makeup.

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song on shuffle: feelings aside by bamsavage (i don't remember adding this song lol) what's going on, pile three? before i look at your cards, i feel like you have the type of beauty in which causes people from your past to be stuck on you, or check up on you often. even in situations where they see you as the bad guy, they can't stop looking at you because your beauty is intoxicating. i'm also getting that your beauty is so intense and unsettling, that people who feel rejected by you may attempt to humble you in order to make themselves feel better lol. i'm going to look at your cards now. wow, all of these piles got the page of wands, but you got it upright and the other two got it in reverse. well, your beauty is the type of beauty that inspires people, much like pile two. people think that your beauty gives you unlimited potential and that you could pretty much do anything you want because of it. you may have more of a "messy" type of beauty, in which you may not brush your hair everyday, you wear baggier/cheaper clothes, but you still look really good to people and this is very admirable to them. since the magician is your second card, people see you as very powerful because of your beauty. for example, if someone is going up against you in a race, they may already feel like they lost because of your beauty. your beauty makes people feel like you can literally do anything. i'm also getting that people want you to dominate them???? okay moving on, we have the three of pentacles. you have the type of beauty that makes people want to work with you and learn from you. if you're into fitness, people want you to train them so they can look like you. people could also talk about how beautiful you are in groups, could be a group of friends, maybe even family. you definitely have the type of beauty that causes lots of attention to be on you in public. you could be very tall, or there's just something about you that sticks in people's minds. people that you e never met before may know of you or possibly even be a fan of yours because they’ve seen you in public or on social media. this unlimited-potential energy is coming back again, so you have the type of beauty that opens up opportunities for you, pile three. for example, people in higher positions could pick you over others just because of your looks, or maybe modeling agencies could scout you in public without you even trying to impress them because of the type of beauty you have. you have the type of beauty that makes people think you have a lot of self-love and inner confidence. you could naturally be toned, or you could be physically active! your beauty is extremely powerful, pile three. use it to your advantage, but do so wisely.

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