: How Would You Be As An Idol ?pac

୨ ୧  :  how would you be as an idol ?  pac

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᧔♡᧓ : pile one

As an idol, you'd be a bit different from other idols. You'd have this unique way of doing things and a unique style. You might be a solo idol or you could be your own boss/manager as an idol. You understand that being an idol takes hard work and are willing to put in the work to get what you want/need as an idol. Because of how unique you are, you would get tons of fans once you put in all the work. I'm hearing that you'd get quite a bit of money as well. You would continue to be yourself and keep independent but still not be a cold person, which your fans would like about you. You would have tons of fans who are as dedicated to you as you are to your career. You probably would have a side-job. You need to find balance being an idol and yourself away from being an idol. You don't share much personal information with your fans and you don't back down on what's important to you, even if you're pressured by others. You probably wouldn't try to keep up with trends. You'd be your own boss and allow freedom but you would have to sacrifice some things to reach your dreams as an idol.

᧔♡᧓ : pile two

As an idol, you would treat your achievements like smaller than they really are. There's tons of money involved and your career would take of quickly but you'd be stuck comparing yourself to other idols. You probably would be in a group and would be the one making decisions on what's fair or not. Definitely could be the group's main leader or manager. You'd be known as that one confident member. Possibly like one of those kpop idol rappers who always has the best solo verses (like the rap in nude by g-idle). If you're thinking about writing lyrics but something is missing, learning new words for vocabulary would absolutely enhance your writing. Your group could be a small group of tightly knit friends. I'm getting that there isn't an insane amount of members but that makes you more memorable because the fans have less people to remember. The group has such good harmony and sounds perfect together but you're focused on the small imperfections. Looking at the small mistakes and imperfections could make the rest of the idols in the group upset and cause conflicts, so before getting into a group (if you aren't already) work on your perfectionism.

᧔♡᧓ : pile three

I'm getting that you're a fast learner. You could have been starting late to idol training but you still caught up just as fast or faster than the other idols. This is a new income and a new experience for you. You could have/ might quit your job to become a full-time idol. You're extremely harsh on yourself to catch up, when in reality you would catch up just as fast if you were more gentle on your self-discipline. You decided to just take a dive into this, regardless of what others want for you. This is a fresh new start for you and a way to release all that creative energy you've been storing. You might feel isolated even if you are in a group and like you're standing alone. It's possible that you could have been meant to be in one group but ended up in another group last minute and feel like you don't belong. As an idol, you're remaining authentic to who you are but also controlling yourself. You're overcoming your fears of stage fright or humiliation and learning that nobody cares as much about your slip-ups as you do. Eventually, all of your mistakes will be forgotten and you don't need to worry about getting canceled over something silly. You forget you still have fans that will stay with you even if you fail to do something or embarrass yourself and those fans will stand with you.

᧔♡᧓ : pile four

As an idol, you'd be like the young childlike bubbly one of the group. The type of idol people make "being cute and silly" compilations of. Your fans are die-hard and wanna keep you safe and protected. It's like jungkook vibes (not saying that cuz I'm a stan btw 😶 I barely listen to kpop). It's like chuu and jungkook mixed together and you were created. You have the choice to be living in luxury and make all this money without doing work (possible inheritance) but you would have chosen to be an idol instead because that's your true dream (if it actually is). Your main concern as an idol should be avoiding being/seeming fake. You don't have to pretend to be all cutesy, just show the cute side of you and your real cute aspects. Don't pretend you have a different personality than you do, just show off the good parts of your real personality. If you pretend to be something you're not, once you get tired and rest, people will notice that you weren't who you said you were. You being an idol would be something you planned for and would do long term. I feel like this pile in particular truly wants to be an idol. The only thing stopping you from being an idol is you limiting yourself.

God bless you

aw ty :) you too

PAC,, What do you need to let go of?

💤 ︵ pile one ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your obsession with money. Trust the universe will handle it and you'll be fine. Stop trying to nurture and care for everybody. You're the main one you should be looking out for. You're working yourself too hard. It's okay to take a rest sometimes. It's okay to have goals and have a strong will to reach them but you need to remember you have to keep yourself alive as well. You're trying your best to make your own money and care for everyone but you can't do both and you definitely can't care for everyone.

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ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of a lover or crush. If you've had them as a lover and they've cheated or betrayed you in a way, they're not ready to change yet. Maybe in the future but you need a break to nurture yourself. This person is impulsive and sure of themselves but is still immature. In the end, this person will leave you and you'll feel like you have to hide your feelings. You've been ignoring the possibility that this could be true but it is. They aren't worth it. You're worth so much more and you deserve the care you give others, so give it to yourself. 1010 and other angle numbers may be significant.

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ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your impulsivity and unrealistic fantasies. You need to learn more about yourself I'm getting. Not everybody is your friend and not everything is a fairytale. You might need time to yourself. You need to let go of sad memories of old friends or lovers. You might imagine that things are good like it was with them before, but it's not and you need to accept that. This message has been trying to reach you but you ignore it and just deal with the negative consequences.

So on point, your are MY READER for sure.

I'm so glad :)

ENERGY READING

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PILE ONE

You have extremely strong healing abilities. Many people come to you looking to be "fixed." You're able to take care of people and their emotions extremely well. Emotional things are easiest for you to work with. You haven't experienced many things, it seems. You give off the vibe of childlike innocence. You enjoy learning a lot and are extremely curious but you often are too scared to take the leap. You're very reserved and usually quiet. You could play instruments or be musically inclined. Music plays an important role in your life. If you've been thinking of playing violin or piano, you should go for it.

PILE TWO

You're very passionate about the things you're interested in. You're protective and a bit over protective at times. You're good at reading people and have a great intuition. You may do divination work. You are a bit closed off and many don't know what you're thinking. You spend more time observing and collecting information on others than giving your own information and letting people get to know you. You do this out of curiosity and fear. You want to keep yourself safe and you're scared of being hurt again. If this progresses to far, you could end up pushing away important people in your life and end up regretting it.

PILE THREE

You have a rich and luxurious vibe to you. You seem like a hard worker but also seem like a damsel in distress. You are very elegant and that pulls people towards you. You're like actual royalty. You have a sort of tragic vibe to you. You struggle with carrying everybody's burdens and expectations on your back. You're very generous but you give too much sometimes. You have to give only when you have enough for yourself and can afford to give to others. You're pretty but don't see that about yourself. You may have been torn down by others and manipulated into thinking you're less than what you are. This made you insecure about your appearance when in reality you have a beautiful appearance.

PILE FOUR

You're a complete hopeless romantic. You seem to have placed your self worth in a person you liked romantically and they treated you wrong. Now, you assume people who like you romantically will leave at some point and no longer will want you. Even if they do, you're worth more than your love life. You're an individual and you don't need to base who you are in your looks or lover(s). You could be a bit of a crybaby and probably have a lot of water in your chart. You have a bubbly and energetic feeling to you. That doesn't mean you're always up and rowdy. I get the feeling that you sleep a lot, actually. You put a bit of a soft, relaxed mask on but you should be yourself even if it's "weird" to people because you only live once and it's your own life. This is also a sign to cut ties with negative people.

Mental health check

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Pile one

Your mental health rn is kinda 🤕

something bad happened regarding your love life and it really damaged you. first off, this isn't your fault ofc. you couldn't control the other person so take the blame off yourself for at least two seconds damn 🙄 and you have to realize that it won't be like this forever. it will get better but you need to put work in as well. you seem to fantasize and avoid real life instead of acknowledging your issues. you have to realize that it's a problem before you solve it. even after you realize, it won't just go away. you have to take care of it yourself. it's not easy but you can do this. expect change regarding how you view yourself and your mental health. Channeling "help urself" by ezekiel with the line saying "stay in, don't help yourself" but not as advice and more as in how you feel you should behave.

you got this 😡 keep going and stop romanticizing your depression. take your meds.

Pile two

you feel abandoned. you have this idea that you have to be perfect from your childhood which most likely consisted of heavy pleasure trauma and emotional abuse. also possible sexual abuse. since you spent your entire life worrying about others and taking care of everybody but yourself, you find yourself being used for emotional support or giving more than receiving in relationships (especially friendships) but can't find a way to pull yourself away from them. you might be/ have been a gifted kid or had high standards placed on you at a young age so now you have goals and standards that you spend more time thinking about than reaching for. you might also possibly daydream about romance a lot 💀 you still don't actually go for it though. you don't have to worry about other people. you need to focus on yourself and put in the effort to reach what you really want and not do what you think others would like for you. channeling "are you satisfied" by Marina.

it's about you, not them.

Pile three

things are finally getting better for you but you don't know what to do about it 😭 you feel like you don't deserve it and that it doesn't make sense. you think it will get worse again and you're trying to imagine it will more than you're enjoying things. you feel inspired and creative lately. this is you sign to tap into that. you usually struggle with emotions but things are becoming more peaceful now. you need to take the leap is what im hearing so if you wanna try something new then go ahead. im also hearing listen to new music? stop trying to do the same thing but expecting a different outcome. things are getting better and you deserve it to get better. there's a lot of positive karmic changes. make sure to rest as well 😞 you don't have to be on your toes all the time. just relax. you're also very stubborn but you still have to let your "weak" side out too. channeling "brand new city" by mitski (specifically "if I gave up on being pretty I wouldn't know how to be alive") .

relax and enjoy the present, not everything ends tragically.