Pac,, What Do You Need To Hear Right Now?

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.

pac,, which people should you cut off now and why?

(i randomly felt like I had to do this reading for some reason)

pile one,,

this is most likely an ex partner or crush. you're holding on to this. I'm not sure if you're doing this because you still love them but you have to let this person go. they've already done you wrong in the past. there's no reason you should allow them to do it again. they most likely had problems with infidelity in the past. you keep just thinking about the feelings you've had towards them in the past and how they could make you feel. potential means nothing if it's not taking into action. this person would not put their energy into giving you what you want and deserve. you shouldn't give your energy into them either. you need to stop carrying any burdens they made you carry. they aren't your responsibility and they need to care for themselves.

pile two,,

this person/these people made you feel owned and weak. not necessarily weak but like you're under someone else's control. this was most likely a group of people. friends or family. you could have recently already cut them off. this left you feeling much more free but you still have healing left to do. the song for this reading is the fine print. i forgot which game it was based on but it could be significant as well. now the only thing stopping you from being as free as you want it yourself. you let their words stay in your mind. it's not your fault that they couldn't recognize your worth but you don't have to forget your own worth too. you need to cut them off completely, including their words and what they "taught" you about your own self.

pile three,,

you have workplace issues. it's not that you can't do your job. it's just that people at your job put so much work and stress on you. you're trapping yourself here because you're scared you won't find another job and you'll sink into poverty. you're putting up with this because of your fears. you have to trust that you'll be protected even if you quit. you're overworking yourself here and it's unhealthy for you. your health is more important than your money and job. even if you're scared and don't feel like just quitting would be the right choice, you can always look for a job first. none of the excuses you can make are anything besides fear. just take a deep breath. you need a break or a better workplace. you'll make the right choice. stop stressing over it. take a moment to relax now or as soon as possible.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, what is holding you back?

꒰ pile one ꒱

you're held back by this act or show you put on for validation from others. you act like you don't feel anything. you try to be calm and confident but it's okay to not be like that all the time. you have to stop worrying about others so much. you shouldn't care that much about what anybody else thinks about you. you should base your own self worth of how you actually feel without influence from other people. it's okay to not always be strong. dont be so obsessed with material things. money and items are comforting and all but there are more important things.

꒰ pile two ꒱

you have these really intense boundaries. possibly from a parental figure or someone you really looked up to. you have issues trusting people and opening up. you're choosing to ignore them or you're approaching them in the wrong way. you have to approach your issues gently and slowly. it won't all disappear instantly. you might only be able to handle rough or aggressiveness from others and yourself but it's okay to be and feel soft sometimes. you may also be attracted to pile one.

꒰ pile three ꒱

you have such sweet wholesome energy. someone took advantage of you, though. they made you think they were trustworthy and then betrayed you. could have been a close friend. maybe even an entire friend group. this left you feeling lonely. you don't fit in because you're not around the right people. don't blame yourself for being "too awkward" or anything like that. you don't need to be everybody's friend. be your own friend first. you don't need the people you're looking for. they aren't like you and you shouldn't have to change who you are.

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Hey! Hope you had a nice day, if you didn't then smile smile for a minute for me.

Did you? I heard if someone smiles upto a minute then their brain release a kind of chemical that instantly lifts our mood and it actually worked on .e hope it did for you too!

Now I wanted to ask how do you think I should manifest based on my chart? I did saw a post earlier on a chart based help with manifestation and guess what I didn't take a ss and now I can't find that post anymore 😭. I really hope you could help me. I wanted to manifest 2/3 things, my mom recently got diagnosed with osteoporosis and she is diabetic to began with so she needs walk to keep that at bay but the knee pain is unbearable for her. So I wanted to manifest her knee repair also to lose weight for my mom and me , also an way to manifest money / guidence/ education . But my mom's one is important..... If you could help tell me the best way I could manifest by my chart, for both physical and environmental changes I would be glad. Truly I mean it.

I'm so sorry I don't know how to read charts but if you want I could recommend some tumblrs who know astrology better (again I'm so sorry I hope you find what you're looking for (◞‸◟ㆀ) )