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BLOCK DON'T REPORT TW:ed&sh CW:189.0 HW:228 GW1:180 GW2:160 GW3:140

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Does Anyone Else Hold Off Their Bodily Functions Until They Accomplish Something?

does anyone else hold off their bodily functions until they accomplish something?

like earlier I held my pee in for almost 2 hours until I finished my math homework

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dontwannabealive
3 years ago

I don't know why I'm crying

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dontwannabealive
2 years ago

you’d think I’d run out of tears by now

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anaorexya anarexsick i feel weird i want to be a skeleton i’m tired tw ana stuff i want to disappear i wanna die skinnnny anorexjk ed restriction low cal ed eating problems ed food log ed tumbr tw ed vent tw selfhate who am i why just why this is a cry for help WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS???
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dontwannabealive
2 years ago

I just need a month

A month to just fucking lose myself

A month of not being able to get out of bed

A month of not taking care of myself

A month of barely eating

A month of no responsibilities

A month of SH

A month of substance abuse

A month please

And then I’ll get my shit together

I promise

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dontwannabealive
3 years ago

Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.

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dontwannabealive
3 years ago

maybe my ed isnt about getting skinnier, maybe it’s about looking as sick as possible so people around me would get worried and start caring about me

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