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Food Log Dec. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
None
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
None
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2 Strawberry wafers (85cal)
Caramel rice cake (50cal
Strawberry jam 1tbsp (50cal)
Baby bel (70cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
2 servings of chicken veggie dumplings (460cal)
Ginger sauce (20cal)
Ginger tea (19cal)
Total: 774cal
Todays total: 774cal
Notes:
Im on my period so im extra bloated and having a fuck ton of cravings n just wanna eat everything. I’m cramping the fuck out and going to school is a pain in the ass I wish we had an option to not go however long our period is.
Food Log: 12/19/2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Caramel chocolate (65cal)
Spearmint tea (2cal)
Apples & cinnamon oatmeal (130cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Cookie butter 1 1/2 tsp (17cal)
Total: 279cal
Snack:
Binged on sum hot Cheeto puffs n 2 pieces of chocolate
Total: estimate 700cal
Todays total: 979 cal
Notes:
Grossed out with myself I can’t believe I let the binging get bad again man I was doing so good. I have to get back on track.
Food Log Jan. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2tbsp kimchi (20cal)
Half of large blueberry muffin (300cal)
Baby bel cheese (70cal)
Chamomile tea (0cal)
Total: 390cal
Todays total: 390cal
Notes:
I love how organized it looked. I love kimchi so much it helps with not eating hot Cheetos n pickles. I’m trynna avoid eating chips.
I forgot to take a picture of my tea again my bad.
Bodies I wish I had but don’t think I can achieve
Y’all see my dilemma right? I wanna be skinny but I wanna be thick and curvy. But most of all I just wanna be beautifully perfect. But if I gain weight to get the curves my face n arms n shoulders are fat. If I lose the weight, my face is skinny n dainty n my arms n shoulders, but I lose my ass n hips n chichis. To add to that if I get to my ugw I’ll be called a tweaker or crackhead bc of how skinny I’d get.
Food Log: Aug. 23, 2024
Breakfast:
Rice cake (35cal)
Nutella, 1tbsp (81cal)
3 Strawberries (146cal)
Vanilla spice tea (0cal)
Total: 262cals
Lunch:
Orange creamsicle (65cal)
Total: 65cals
Dinner:
Iced honey buns (320cal)
Total: 320cal
Snack:
Ruffles (160cal)
Total: 160cal
Exercise:
333 steps (11cal)
Total burned: 11cals
Todays Total: 795 cals
Notes:
I’m SOOOO FUCKING HUNGRY. I was vv close to binging but it was mainly snacks around anyway. I needed a lil salty treat after something sweet to balance it out. Overall felt vv fkn weak n shakey today but vv glad I restricted bc I’m going to a party tmrw. I’m gonna allow myself to binge tmrw bc I’m rlly hoping there’s tacos at the party. I’ve been eye balling this frozen pizza in my bfs freezer but I’m too embarrassed to make it so hopefully my bf would be down to make it tmrw. I still gotta figure out my look for tmrw since I also might be drinking n I’m not bout to be crunked n fugly.
it's weird I went for binging like crazy to actually being able to starve myself with having the urge to eat everything in site
it's been about a week and I've only eaten 470 in total these past 7 days
I keep alternating between starving myself one day and then eating very low cal foods the next and so on
I thought I would feel a lot more hungrier but I don't?
weird.
Help me choose what to eat tomorrow!
Option 1🍏:
Gerber apple cinnamon puffs ( 150)
1 cup unsweetened almond milk (30)
*I would eat this like cereal for a total of 180 calories
Option 2🐟:
3 packets of lemon pepper tuna (210)
pickles (0)
* I would mix together for a total of 210 cal
Option 3🍄:
mushrooms (~15)
1/4 cup of Jasmine rice ( 160)
2 tbsps of low sodium soy sauce (20)
* I would stir it all together to make a mushroom rice for a total of 195 calories
Option 4🥣:
2/3 cup of Greek nonfat plain yogurt (130)
1 green apple (95)
1 tbsp of cinnamon (19)
*I would stir it all together for a delicious apple cinnamon yogurt for a total of 244 calories
you’d think I’d run out of tears by now
does anyone else hold off their bodily functions until they accomplish something?
like earlier I held my pee in for almost 2 hours until I finished my math homework
I just need a month
A month to just fucking lose myself
A month of not being able to get out of bed
A month of not taking care of myself
A month of barely eating
A month of no responsibilities
A month of SH
A month of substance abuse
A month please
And then I’ll get my shit together
I promise
I am in a constant state of mourning
sleep is my only solace
✨🌕✨
guilt consumes me every second I’m awake
what I ate today:
air 💨💗
water 💧💗
weed🍃💗
wow I love binging to the point I feel SUPER full and then making myself throw up for half and hour 👍
why are diet sodas so addicting?😩
it’s offical
as of today I have officially lost 20lbs
I’ve been starving myself for about a year and I’ve gone from 208lbs to 188 lbs
I’m gonna be binging ouran highschool host club today you should too! :)