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It's Not Fine.

Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.

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My Breath. He Used To Tell Me It Smelled Bad Purely For The Satisfaction Of Knowing That It Made Me Feel

My breath. He used to tell me it smelled bad purely for the satisfaction of knowing that it made me feel uncomfortable. He'd say it right after I brushed my teeth to make me feel as though my rotten insides couldn't be masked. I'm certain he'd give himself points if he could do it when we were in public.

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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Everything I do is not wrong.

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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

He blames me for his broken heart and life of hardship. He blames me for everything.

I have learned to shoulder all of his disappointments, all of the hurt, all of the blame. They are the only things of ours that are still mine

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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

I am damaged

But not irreparably.  I have to rethink the language -  my experiences have changed me.  And change is constant.  This isn’t how it ends.

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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

I only need a minute after you're done kicking me while I cower in fetal position.  I just need to steady my breathing after you’ve finished and left me in a pile. I’ll get back to making dinner and it’ll be ready soon. Don’t worry.

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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

It's been a year.

Midnight tonight will mark 1 year from the worst experience of my life.

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