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this has probably already been done but i cant stop thinking about it. i thought the thought would go away but its been weeks and i cant take it anymore.

My breath. He used to tell me it smelled bad purely for the satisfaction of knowing that it made me feel uncomfortable. He'd say it right after I brushed my teeth to make me feel as though my rotten insides couldn't be masked. I'm certain he'd give himself points if he could do it when we were in public.

I went out dancing again last night, but I didn't feel quite as at ease as the first time. I was with some younger folks, so there was some drama that had nothing to do with me afoot; the interruptions that ensued were admittedly annoying.

But no, my memory was jogged because I had been in this bar before. Halloween 2016. He wanted to go out, and he had no one else to go with( I was last choice, you see, and he wanted to make sure I knew that).

So we went. However he was there to pick up girls, so we couldn't actually spend time together. He said he wanted me find us a 'third'. I said I would try.

I didn't. I have difficulty starting conversation at the best of times and as I had recently stopped drinking at that point there was no hope for artificial courage. I meandered around mostly.

But no matter, he was fine on his own. When I headed to the washroom, I found him sitting with a woman sprawled across his lap. He smiled at me as I walked by, enjoying my discomfort. I went to the washroom, regrouped mentally and decided that I couldn't stay. So I went to sit in my car and texted him to tell me when he was ready to leave and I would pick him up.

Later when he was in the car he told me that I should have stayed. He wanted me to watch. It was punishment. Justice. And if I actually loved him I would have endured.

IM SO EXCITED. This last trailer literally shocked me to my core!! IVE BEEN BEGGING FOR GANONDORK TO COME BACK AND HE’S HERE!!! AND JUST!! AHHH!! I HAVE SM TO SAY ILL WRITE AN ANALYSIS L8R

[The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom | Switch] Final trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHGShqcAHlQ

Linktober Shadow 2024: Day 2 - Malice/Gloom