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I only need a minute after you're done kicking me while I cower in fetal position. I just need to steady my breathing after you’ve finished and left me in a pile. I’ll get back to making dinner and it’ll be ready soon. Don’t worry.
"What? You think John* hasn't ever had to keep Jane* in line? You think I'm the only one who does this?"
* a couples friend of ours. Names changed.
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“I’m glad you haven’t completely lost your head.”
Stated after I mentioned I spent NYE watching HP with my mother, and far away from the types of things most people partake in - drinks, food, dancing, singing, midnight kisses, etc.
The blinds were always drawn
And the windows always closed. He told me he didn't like people looking in and up in his business. Really he needed some place to hurt me where no one would see or hear.
Self destruct x10
One of the requirements that had to be met before he could "forgive me" and we could get back together was he had to meet and surpass me in sexual partners.
I went through a period of hypersexuality in response to trauma during my youth and my number was higher than his.
He wanted me to find and offer up women ( including friends) for him to "have". Thankfully this never worked out, but he did fine on his own.
After every new woman he would have unprotected sex with me so that if he "got something" from them we would both have it.
That way he wouldn't have to suffer alone. After all, he was never the one who wanted this.