I'm Too Scared To Know You Again.
I'm too scared to know you again.
I'm scared that if you meet me, you will destroy him.
You'll turn him to stone;
the version of you that lives in my mind still...
I avoid meeting your eye because I know
I just know
that you'll wrap your hands around my throat
just so he can't breathe anymore.
But I've kept him.
He's mine.
He's alive
and so am I.
I water his grave and sing him songs that you despise. I laugh at his jokes because you don't make them anymore.
You look at me like I'm dirt.
You once thought I was gold.
You and him are not the same.
What
happened
to
you?


- HB
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I cannot ever forget you.
No Poison; No violence nor antidepressants could ever erase you from my mind.
You are not real but you were never a delusion. You are my comfort.
A fantasy.
One that has carried me through the miserable years of my youth.
Even when the storm passes and my vision returns,
Even when I have been abandoned by every other thought and memory,
You will always have a home in me.

- HB
I want to kiss your forehead and whisper sweet nothings to it.
Thank you for being the door to him.
For containing him, and keeping him safe.
Thank you for your folds and creases, that contain pages of his pleasure, pain and ponderance.
Thank for always being so supple yet strong.
The least I can do to show my gratitude is knock politely and leave my gifts by your doorstep.


- HB
I wish I could delete you from my mind like you delete me from your phone.




- HB
Like silk, he ripples in the wind.
Like water, he glimmers in the sunlight.

He ebs, he flows, he swirls.
He is one with the tide. He is one with the breeze and light.
Like a feather he floats, and dust he settles.
Like the breeze he blows. Like blood, sweat and tears he trickles.
As a snake, he slithers; and a spider he crawls.
Like a bee, he hums, and a heart he thrums.


Park Jimin
-HB