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The girls say I should get over you. Maybe when my mind is well you will go with it.

- HB

I know you would see me the same. Through the storm. After the storm. In my fears. In my sweat. In my skin and nothing else. I know you would. No weather could change it. My failures. My pain. My falls. My shame. My tantrums. My tremors. They could never sway you or your loving arms as they hold me.

- HB

I hope you infiltrate reality like you do my mind.

- HB

You gave me what I was searching for once.

I found it in you and I will keep searching for someone who sees it in me too.

I look for you in everyone.

I will try to find you

And hopefully someday I will.

- HB

Honey, you are breath-taking.

You are mesmerizing;

a body of pure hope.

And I hope that you are me in disguise

- HB

Sometimes I dream of running away.

I hold your hand as we sprint; dashing through a field of purple wildflowers and barley so golden, it glitters and shimmers under the graceful sun.

We laugh and so do the birds, twittering into the sunset air.

My love, I would run with you forever;

I would run to a place far far away. A place where no pain and suffering could ever reach our beautifully battered souls.

I would run to the edge of the world and jump

if

it

meant

holding

your

hand.

And when it gets dark, we chase fireworks.

Embers of passion.

Flames of lust.

reaching towards the ever expanding skyline.

- HB

I've known love as long as I've known you

and longer.

I was born with it in my chest.

But you were the one who reminded me it was there all along.

- HB

I am so much older while you remain timeless.

A boy and a woman;

A ghost and a dreamer.

- HB

I hope you can find the light again, the one you lost all those years ago as a boy.

I hope you can become a man;

A man with boy dreams.

A man with a strong imagination and gentle hands.

But I can't control what you become. And i can't have you.

- HB

My heart burns for you. They can all smell it.

The smoke

The fury

The anguish.

They stare at me as if I'm a burning building of unrequited love,

The flames inside I tried so hard to extinguish.

Every smile, every beat of my heart, and every glance in your direction triggers the alarm.

They all know.

They’ll burn me at the stake if they find out.

I'm not safe here

- HB

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I'm too scared to know you again.

I'm scared that if you meet me, you will destroy him.

You'll turn him to stone;

the version of you that lives in my mind still...

I avoid meeting your eye because I know

I just know

that you'll wrap your hands around my throat

just so he can't breathe anymore.

But I've kept him.

He's mine.

He's alive

and so am I.

I water his grave and sing him songs that you despise. I laugh at his jokes because you don't make them anymore.

You look at me like I'm dirt.

You once thought I was gold.

You and him are not the same.

What

happened

to

you?

- HB

I cannot ever forget you.

No Poison; No violence nor antidepressants could ever erase you from my mind.

You are not real but you were never a delusion. You are my comfort.

A fantasy.

One that has carried me through the miserable years of my youth.

Even when the storm passes and my vision returns,

Even when I have been abandoned by every other thought and memory,

You will always have a home in me.

- HB

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I want to lap at your tongue like the ocean waves.

I want to drown in you. I want you to fill up my lungs; every chamber, crevice and cave.

I want to sink down.

down

down

down

deep down,

in your waters as I softly hit the sand.

You are my sea, my sky and my universe.

- HB

I want to kiss your forehead and whisper sweet nothings to it.

Thank you for being the door to him.

For containing him, and keeping him safe.

Thank you for your folds and creases, that contain pages of his pleasure, pain and ponderance.

Thank for always being so supple yet strong.

The least I can do to show my gratitude is knock politely and leave my gifts by your doorstep.

- HB

I want to kiss you. I want to breathe you in. Can I taste your soul?

- HB

A haze of forgotten passion and fury will hang, and reawaken when I find you again in my future.

I can't wait to meet you, my love.

Even if you are me, but wiser.

-HB

Like silk, he ripples in the wind.

Like water, he glimmers in the sunlight.

He ebs, he flows, he swirls.

He is one with the tide. He is one with the breeze and light.

Like a feather he floats, and dust he settles.

Like the breeze he blows. Like blood, sweat and tears he trickles.

As a snake, he slithers; and a spider he crawls.

Like a bee, he hums, and a heart he thrums.

Park Jimin

-HB

You are an idea; A coping mechanism which I am in love with.

I am not sorry. 

- HB

I wish I could delete you from my mind like you delete me from your phone.

- HB

In front of our year 8 lockers. That's where I first told you I loved you.

- HB

You made me believe in a love so epic. A love so wonderful and euphoric.

You let me transcend away from the lowly plains of this earth, and become a celestial aura of love and light.

You gave me hope.

You gave me patience.

You gave me vision.

I will wait for the one who could've been you. I will wait and hope and dream for you in another body; in another time.

May we meet again.

- HB

I'm 17 and you're 18. But in my mind, we are so much older.

We are two old-souls with a timeless bond; and a love that spans the infinite planes of the universe.

We are forever like the universe.

We are ancient like energy.

Never created, nor destroyed. But always there.

Existing.

Permeating

Without a home.

My darling; we are forever and always because that's how long my love for you will last. Untill the stars take their last breaths. Untill the earth takes its last spin. Untill the world around us is too far-gone.

I love you. I will always love you.

- HB